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【Ding......Ding......】

Three times, four times, five times.

"Forgive me for interrupting...Miss Beatrix."

Under the urgency, Xu You finally didn't have time to worry too much.Opening the black umbrella in his hand, his body immediately turned into nothingness that was not blocked by the entity, and passed through the locked door.

The leather boots of the Guards Bureau on the shoe cabinet by the door indicated her master's location—it was clearly there, but there was no response.

Miss Beatrix, I'm back... you'll be fine, I swear.

Through the empty living room, through the silent hallway.In the end, Xu You came to this place that made him feel unprecedentedly solemn.

That was her bedroom, the door was ajar, and no light came through—Xu You was ready to use whatever he had to repay and make up for it.

"I'm back...Miss Beatrix."

Push open the door and walk into the room.

When he saw the scene quietly presented in the room, the man was silent for a long time.

Haggard, rather than being too much looked at directly.

He could imagine how painful it was for her to experience everything that she shouldn't have to bear when she made this decision.

Hanging——

The deep marks on the neck, the gums that were crushed due to the pain, and the blood stains between the lips.

It wasn't the ending he wanted...never.

And all of this is because of him, his imperfect mistakes at the time...

The man closed his eyes, and after an unknown amount of time, he smiled wryly and shook his head.

Walking to the bottom of the air conditioner that was still running, the cold body was freed from the shackles of the rope, and gently put down on the soft bed.

"As I said, Miss Beatrix . . . I would never let anything happen to you, never."

Pressing both hands in front of her chest and hers respectively, feeling each other's warm and cold rhythm.Xu Youmo was thinking about the last thing he could do...something he would do at all costs.

"In the name of the polluter... Mythical skills... [Let's reverse it, the established fact]."

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[Old Archives] The God of Mistakes - Yi Goronak

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ps: This file is intended for popular science, and readers can choose to watch it.

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ps: Maybe there may be some clues to spoiler?But not much.

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"He realized why the shadow reflected on the window yesterday had no head, and began to scream. As the half-naked figure with fragments of the flannel coat hanging from its surface pushed the table away, Stuart's last thought was a surprising but convincing one. The idea that these things happened because he read the Book of Revelations...but before he could cry out the protest, he was strangled by hands with wet and red bloody mouths on the palms .”

- Ramsay Campbell, "Cold Seal"

Ygoronak, alias "The Polluter", is one of the old rulers, and also a god that symbolizes reversal of right and wrong and corruption.

It is rumored that he is one of the incarnations of the outer god Nyarlathotep, and his behavior is somewhat similar to Nyarlathotep.

Compared with Nyarlathotep, Ygoronak is more cruel by nature.He often searches for people who like to read evil and forbidden books to be his servants, and the method of summoning Ygoronak is very simple. You only need to read the name accurately, and it doesn't even need to be loud. He may give the summoner to be his servant. the dubious honor of priesthood.

The body of Ygoronak was imprisoned behind a special brick wall made by the "old gods" in the ruins of an ancient ruin. spirit.

According to legend, when the end of the world of the stars returns, he will break free from the shackles of the brick wall and bring suffering and despair back to the world that has long forgotten him.

This book adopts the ability to:

[Reality Inversion]: Make two things (including life) exchange their part of the "opposite" state, no matter when and where they are.The specific manifestations are "feedback of attack", "transfer of pain", and even relatively abstract and huge things such as the sky and the earth can be reversed and transformed—just like a dream, you can do whatever you want.

[Concept confusion]: The theocracy, which affects the laws of the world, has the power to make all vectors with "direction" develop in the opposite direction.

Gravity, heat, life and death... omnipotent, omnipotent.

It should be noted that the range of influence of this ability is the entire world and even the universe, and the process of activation requires a lengthy ceremony, even he himself will not use this ability at will——because he feels that the current world is his The best form obtained after countless times of rectifying concepts.

Ah... just like gamers adjusting the "on" and "off" buttons in the game settings, although it is just a trivial matter, it affects their own experience.

Chapter 110

Chapter 110

This is the ability given to him by the gods.

When he was in despair and had to push away the confinement wall, the god named "The Polluter" gave him favor.

[———Reversing reality, deceiving fate———]

But this kind of love is not free, or the price is so high that most people can't bear it.

But Xu You still resolutely chose this path... This path was not planned for his own selfish desire by borrowing their power.

as he is doing now.

"Goo...!"

The forehead was covered with sweat, and the monocle worn between the eye sockets lost its support and fell down.

Shenrong writhed in unimaginable pain, but Xu You still insisted on his actions.

Two palms, one cold and one warm.

The inversion of facts is not created out of nothing, but to replace broken things with existing ones.

If fate is destined to make a thing broken, then he would rather let the broken thing become himself.

"Boom...boom..."

It is hard to imagine that as a creature made of flesh and blood, what kind of great will it should have to experience the silence of death with a clear mind.

But no matter what, he did it... when he reproduced the regular rhythm under the tactile sensation he felt in his palm.

"Huh...huh..."

His eyes were blackened, his limbs were sore and limp, and his brain was in a mess due to the lack of oxygen for a long time—side by side with the film girl beside him, Xu You fell down on the bed.

The sudden stop of the water pump almost caused Xu You to go to the gate of hell with Miss Feilin - but at least, he persisted, when he really felt that the hearts of both parties had resumed their warm beating.

Life is like a machine that consumes fuel (life force) continuously. When it stops functioning, life is coming to an end.

Either by damage of an externally destructive nature, or by internal exhaustion of fuel.Of course, there are also sudden "flame failures". Obviously there is a lot of fuel left, but due to accidents caused intentionally or unintentionally, the machine stalls.

It is true that people cannot be resurrected after death. If the cause of death is the first two, even a miracle doctor with the power to restore the sky cannot bring him back to life.

But the last one is different....although it is also irreversible in most cases.But Xu You can, with his special ability.

Through the ability of [reversing the facts], she exchanged her "machine state" with Shi Huaiya, and used it as a medium to restart her "life machine".

Although it seems to be an understatement, it is estimated that only Xu You, the person involved, knows about the danger.

"Miss Beatrix...you really hurt me. Are you so unconfident? You are so outstanding..."

Taking a deep breath of the burning fuel used to sustain life in the air, lying on his back on the soft big bed, staring at the delicate chandelier hanging from the ceiling and emitting a warm light, squinting his eyes, Xu You smiled helplessly in his heart.

This time, he really almost put himself in it... As long as he is negligent, he and the film girl beside him will both become fateful couples on the grave in the cemetery.

But now he can be thankful that he has survived this experience, which is no different from death..... Taking this as the price he can still bear, he has saved the irreparable things.

"Ugh..."

The operation of the water pump re-transmits the energy of life to every part of the body, allowing the limbs and body to regain the temperature to maintain life.

Accompanied by a slight noise, he heard the whimper of a living spirit coming from the throat of the girl next to him.

"... Huh? Miss Ben...?"

Obviously, the young lady who slowly opened her eyes from the daze did not immediately notice the monocle man beside her who was slumped into a ball of mud and was staring sideways at her with a wry smile.

Instead, he got up from the bed first, supported his head, and began to determine the surrounding conditions in the vision that changed from blurred to clear.

The lights in the house were on, which was different from what she remembered—or in her "dream".

She seemed to have had an unpleasant nightmare... In the dream, due to various reasons that she could not remember clearly, she actually committed suicide.

From a bundle of rope that somehow got home, and a broken blade.In his own room, he quietly ended his life that he didn't want to end here.

Although the pain and all kinds of feelings are very real...but now it seems that it is just a dream?Then she...

"Hey, the gums hurt so much! Why is it bleeding? Is it accidentally bitten by my teeth in my dream... Huh?"

With the awakening of consciousness, the pain from the mouth gradually took shape in Shi Huaiya's nerve senses.Subconsciously touched the gums with her fingers, when she saw the traces of blood-stained saliva, Shi Huaiya's face was painful.

However, in the same way, when she looked down at her fingers, her eyes moved slightly.A certain figure lying not far from her also came into her eyes.

"Xu You? When did you... no, why did you sleep on Miss Ben's bed! You..."

Looking up, under the warm light that brightly illuminated the bedroom, Shi Huaiya quickly saw the acquainted man lying still with his eyes slightly closed and wry smile.

Obviously, when she saw Xu You for the first time, what Shi Huaiya did was the action that a normal woman would do - her delicate body trembled, her cheeks rose two bright reds, like a little girl with furred hair Like a cat, he stepped forward and wanted to drag the man lying on his bed up.

Nasty guy!Not to mention coming back so late, but sneaking into Miss Ben's room while Miss Ben was asleep!You said that if you want to express your heart to Miss Ben in advance, it's not that Miss Ben can't agree... huh?

But just when Shi Huaiya blushed and wanted to use her strength to shake the man's lying body, the scene not far from the man's body suddenly came into her vision.

It was a noose that was quietly hanging from the air conditioner, stained with blood.And a broken blade that was used to cut the rope and fell on the bed.

The words to be uttered were stuck in the mouthpiece, looking at the noose and blade, Shi Huaiya was stunned.

If she remembers correctly, this is clearly a prop that should only appear in her "dreams" to make her do such irreversible things...but why, in reality, she... .

"Phew... can you let go of your hand for a while? It hurts from you pinching me like this, Miss Beatrix..."

After adjusting for an unknown amount of time, Xu You still opened her squinted eyes even though her limbs were still unable to exert strength after her breathing and physical condition finally stabilized.

"Xu You...I..."

Noticing that the man's face was paler than usual, and his movements seemed difficult to even move, Shi Huaiya finally realized what was going on, and quickly retracted the hand that was holding the man's wrist.

Things seem to be more complicated than she imagined...?

She... seems to have really made it... Then what's going on with her now?

"It's all right, Miss Beatrix..."

When he was at a loss, the man's gentle and helpless voice sounded in his ears.

Even if the body is temporarily unable to move, you still have to raise your eyes and look at it... just to tell her that all this is not a bad result.

"No one loses what he doesn't want to lose...I think that's enough, isn't it."

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Chapter 110 [-] Does Unrequited Love Need Persistence?

Chapter 110 Three

Human emotions are complex and contradictory.

Some people fall in love with each other at first sight, and some people get their own feelings after a long pursuit.

There can be many reasons for feelings...whether it is a temporary emotional impulse or curiosity, or the common drive of interests and desires, or the cherishment of each other born after staying together for a long time.

Different causes lead to different emotional experiences; different experiences lead to different years of emotional support.

So what kind of cause can breed the most sincere feelings?Where is the relationship born from that is the most cherished?

Perhaps you will think that interests and desires cannot bring sincerity, impulsiveness and curiosity are only fleeting, and only the feelings that come from staying together are the most sincere.

Maybe, many people will think the same as you.But in essence, they are only "causes" after all.

There is no difference in "feeling" itself, no matter where it comes from.