The Journey of the Plane / The Journey of the Plane: Looking for Lily

Zhang Heng thought that no matter how many mistakes he made, he could make up for everything as long as he worked hard, but in Ming Yanwei's view, it was already too late.

How can a broken mirror be restored?

Even if it is forcibly put back together, it will leave irreparable cracks.

"What's the use of talking more now?"

At this moment, Ming Yanwei has long since given up on this kind of warm strategy, so that her expression was a little cold when she spoke. After all, her feelings for Zhang Heng had been shattered into dregs in the tears that night, and even more so. It was burnt to ashes during the ruthless incineration before!

"Please! Give me another chance! Let me protect you again! I will definitely protect you!"

Protect?

What qualifications does this man have to say to protect her?

Pained by the word "protection", Ming Yanwei couldn't help laughing out loud, so that the voice of the next speech was directly raised by an octave, and she asked Zhang Heng mercilessly: "In this way? Why did you leave me alone and run away that night?!"

"I have to go back!"

"I really have to go back!"

"But when you returned to the original place, you were already taken away by them! I really don't know... I don't know where I should go to save you..."

Speaking of this, the man who was pulling his hair in an attempt to show that he had repented actually had tears in his eyes, and the tears came out of his eyes unconvincingly, and the teardrops reflected his desire to restore Ming Yanwei's heart—but Ming Yanwei She sneered again and again, she couldn't describe her anger at this moment, she wished she could tear the man in front of her to pieces!When she was dragged away by those scumbags, she left such obvious drag marks on the ground, how could Zhang Heng not know where she was taken?This man is still defending himself to this day!

That's it.

She should have realized it earlier, shouldn't she?

Ming Yanwei, who was more sad than heartbroken, moved her eyes indifferently, her words became more bitter, and she sarcastically said: "Why are you still coming back? Look at me being tied to a tree stump with rope by those scum Do you want to be bullied by them recklessly like a puppet?"

Although Mo Li rescued her from that desperate situation, every night she would dream of herself who was not saved by Mo Li, and of herself lost in despair.

Ha ha……

so funny.

The boyfriend who said he wanted to protect her didn't protect her, and didn't even dare to appear in front of her the day after the accident. What expression do you want her to use to face Zhang Heng?Now give him another chance again and again?Does she dare?She was lucky enough to meet Mo Li this time, but who can guarantee that she will meet someone in this situation next time?

Volume III Infinite Horror: Thirteen, Zhang Heng

"Yanwei!"

"Give me another chance! I will not make the same mistake again! I will be brave! I will not be afraid of blood anymore! I will protect you well!"

"Please..."

"please forgive me……"

Zhang Heng's voice was trembling uncontrollably, with a piercing feeling, he threw away all his dignity and desperately begged Ming Yanwei to forgive himself, showing an infatuated and sincere appearance, and the tears that came out of his eyes silently His pain and helplessness are set off invisible.

but--

What's the use of asking for forgiveness now?

Ming Yanwei kept silent, just pursed her lips tightly, frowning, not knowing what she was thinking, and didn't care that Zhang Heng was crying like a child in front of her.

After a while, Ming Yanwei took a deep breath helplessly, as if she had finally figured it out, she turned her eyes away and did not want to look at Zhang Heng's embarrassing appearance, her face imitated Mo Li's expressionless face to the fullest, no He said softly with a trace of emotion: "Since you have repented, then I will forgive you." Zhang Heng, of course, subconsciously widened his eyes when he heard this, and his face seemed astonished, as if he couldn't believe that Ming Yanwei could do it so easily. Forgive yourself!However, before Zhang Heng could get his wish and burst into laughter, Ming Yanwei's next words immediately sent Zhang Heng from heaven to hell.

"but--"

"It's impossible for us."

"Let's break up, get together and break up, let's go."

Of course, Ming Yanwei can choose to forgive Zhang Heng's mistakes, but she will not go on with Zhang Heng again - if Zhang Heng shows up before she decides to abandon this relationship, maybe she will soften her heart a little bit, but The reality is not what if, and since Ming Yanwei has decided to sever everything, she will definitely not hesitate now.

"Yanwei!"

Hearing the word breakup, Zhang Heng felt as if his body had fallen directly into an ice cellar, his blood froze instantly, and even his mind collapsed together.

Subconsciously, she stepped forward to grab Ming Yanwei's arm.

However, unexpectedly, Ming Yanwei dodged ahead of time as expected.

This indifferent act of keeping a distance naturally made Zhang Heng's already unstable emotions even more agitated. Like a trapped animal making its last resistance, his breath gradually became disordered, and his voice was uncontrollably raised: "I I know you are still angry now! So it must not be your intention to tell me to break up, right? I can wait! When you are angry and willing to be with me again!" Finally realized that what I said so excitedly would only make Ming Yanwei was even more annoyed by herself, Zhang Heng suddenly lowered his volume, and continued with a hint of pleading, "But don't say such angry words, okay? My heart hurts... How can we break up if we love each other so much..."

What a big face.

How dare you say "we love each other so much" after leaving your girlfriend behind?

Ming Yanwei sneered disdainfully in her heart.

"Zhang Heng."

Unlike Zhang Heng's tearful voice, Ming Yanwei seemed very calm, uttering Zhengheng's name indifferently, no longer with a touch of lingering like before.

"I've been thinking about a lot these days..."

Looking into Zhang Heng's eyes while talking, Ming Yanwei felt a little unbelievable. Obviously, these bright eyes made her fall in love and obsessed her before. Couldn't make her heart flutter about it anymore.

"Why do I fall in love with you?"

Perhaps it was because Ming Yanwei's voice was too soft, Zhang Heng also gradually calmed down, holding back tears, and silently listening to Ming Yanwei continue talking.

"I've been thinking about it for a long time..."

"I finally realized that the person I love is not you..."

"What I love is just the one who was desperate to protect me when I was a child and was shot by an arrow. He was so frightened by the blood all over his legs that he was about to cry, but he forced a smile and comforted me, 'It's good that you're fine. 'The little boy...will practice bow and arrow secretly behind my back because he wants to be my protector. Even if I lose my temper, he will not give up. Unhappy and following like a follower, pitifully begging for my forgiveness, making faces, buying candy, and trying everything to please me!"

"I just love that little boy who sees only me every day and every night, who is not afraid of anything but is afraid of me being unhappy!"

Having said that, Ming Yanwei couldn't help laughing at herself.

"On the night of the accident, I suddenly found out that the little boy I loved was no longer there, and a strange man under the name of the little boy grandly replaced the little boy... I thought I loved the same person, But what’s different is always different.”

"The little boy is long gone."

"What I love is just a phantom that has been living in my memory!"

After finishing speaking, Ming Yanwei couldn't control the tears streaming down her face. These days, she has been thinking about why the gentle and strong little boy became like this now, until the day when all the memories were burned, she suddenly woke up. , this Zhang Heng is not that Zhang Heng——her feelings for Zhang Heng come from her good feelings when she was young, because she was convinced that Zhang Heng was her destination when she was young, so she entrusted her heart unsuspectingly after meeting, After that, he took it for granted that Zhang Heng had not changed, and took it for granted that the little boy back then was Zhang Heng now.

but--

People can change!

The little boy she liked is long gone!

From that little boy who was not afraid of anything but afraid of her being unhappy, he unknowingly became a strange man who was dizzy and afraid of blood, and even abandoned her with his own hands!

"That person is me!"

Of course, Zhang Heng only felt baffled and puzzled, wasn't he the one Ming Yanwei was talking about?

"Hehehe..."

I know that no amount of talking can make Zhang Heng understand what I am talking about, and I also know that Zhang Heng must not understand why she firmly believes that the "Zhang Heng" she loves has disappeared, so Ming Yanwei is too lazy to explain, but she is helpless He shook his head wryly and smiled a few times while calming down.

Talking is useless.

It was enough for her to realize clearly that she was only in love with a disembodied phantom.

"You go."

"Don't come here again."

The tears streaming down her cheeks have gradually dried up, Ming Yanwei told herself softly in her heart that these were the last tears she shed for that little boy.

"No! I will come back! I will definitely make you change your mind!"

Zhang Heng still looked like he didn't understand anything, but he knew that Ming Yanwei must not have easily let go of his feelings for him as he said, otherwise he wouldn't have burst into tears just now, right? ?As long as you know that Ming Yanwei is not really unfeeling, Zhang Heng, who has calmed down, understands that he should give Ming Yanwei some time to recover, and if he continues to stalk here, it will only make Ming Yanwei Even more upset, Zhang Heng wisely chose to retreat temporarily.

certainly--

He didn't just give up!

He will definitely come again next time!

"I will not give up."

"I will make up for the harm I did to you a thousand times later."

After making a very solemn promise, Zhang Heng didn't care about Ming Yanwei's unmoved appearance, and was about to leave, but suddenly remembered the little girl who ran over to open the door for him, her delicate and lovely appearance was like a store. Like a puppet, he asked subconsciously.

"Who is that little girl...?"

Suddenly a little girl he had never seen before appeared in the love nest of him and Ming Yanwei, of course Zhang Heng couldn't help feeling a sense of crisis.

"she?"

Originally upset because Zhang Heng was not willing to give up at all, and even threatened to continue to harass her, but now she suddenly heard Zhang Heng mentioning Moli, Ming Yanwei of course didn't react, but the next moment she controlled her. He couldn't help but want to take advantage of Mo Li's existence to anger Zhang Heng!Let him give up completely!

"she……"

"She's my female...lover!"

Originally, Ming Yanwei wanted to call Mo Li a "daughter" and make Zhang Heng misunderstand that she had already had a child with someone else outside, but before she blurted out, she thought that she was only 24 years old. No matter how young you are, you should already be ten years old, right?Could it be that she got pregnant before she was 14 years old?So in order to take care of her words to be more credible, Ming Yanwei could only quickly change to "lover". Although it is still unbelievable, it seems to be more reliable than "daughter"?

wrong.

She might as well just say "daughter"!

Wouldn't calling her a "lover" make her look like a perverted kidnapper!

——However, no matter how much Ming Yanwei regretted it, it was useless. What she said was like poured water, so she could only bite the bullet and continue to lie.

"Lovers?"

Zhang Heng asked back in disbelief, with a hint of a smile at the end, obviously guessing that Ming Yanwei probably said that on purpose to anger herself.

"That's right! It's my lover!"

Changing his words now to say "daughter" must be more convincing, not to mention that Zhang Heng laughed at himself as a child, and Ming Yanwei, whose fighting spirit was aroused in his heart, instantly made up his mind to follow through with this statement directly, so he didn't care about this moment Zhang Heng didn't seem to believe himself at all, and said seriously with a blank face: "You know that my family doesn't have many relatives, so I don't bother to lie to you now that she is a child of my relative's family—she is really my lover , I hope you don't come here again in the future, I don't want her to lose her temper with me because she misunderstands that my old relationship is not broken. "

Lie.

Who wouldn't?

The more she talked, the more uncomfortable she felt. Ming Yanwei was of course very glad that Mo Li had already gone upstairs and couldn't hear her talking nonsense here, otherwise Mo Li would definitely blow up!

Volume III Infinite Horror: Fourteen, Zhang Heng

"Do not joke."

No matter how Zhang Heng did it, it was impossible for Zhang Heng to believe Ming Yanwei's exaggerated lie that made people want to laugh out loud. All of a sudden, he deliberately let out a few low laughs that were very appropriate to the situation.

"I know you are still angry now, but you have to find a better reason to come and be angry with me, right?"

Unexpectedly, Ming Yanwei continued to persevere without changing her face.

"This is real."

"Okay, even if what you said is true—"

Zhang Heng knew that once Ming Yanwei made up her mind, she would not change her mind. Presumably this time, she must have said such an outrageous lie on the spur of the moment. Unfortunately, due to her character, she had to bite the bullet and continue lying, so he pretended Acting as if he believed the lie, he made up his mind to force Ming Yanwei to admit that it was a lie by means of emotion and reason, and said straight to the point: "But what can the two girls do? Who will maintain it?" Family? Who will protect happiness? You two are girls, how do you give each other happiness and security? Yanwei, same-sex love is a disease, and it is impossible for two girls to have love , even if it is born, it is still sick.”

"sick?"

After Ming Yanwei heard the words, she felt a little unbelievable. For the first time, she knew that Zhang Heng, who had always been sunny and gentle, actually regarded homosexual love as a disease in his heart.

why?

Even she knew it wasn't a disease at all!

Although Ming Yanwei always felt that same-sex love was very far away from her, so she never took it seriously and did not give much support, but she would not directly regard same-sex love as a scourge like Zhang Heng, and she couldn't help emphasizing her tone, Slightly surprised eyes seemed to be meeting Zhang Heng for the first time.

"Do you really think this is a disease?"

Of course, Zhang Heng realized from Ming Yanwei's subtle attitude that he seemed to have no intention of exposing his malicious thoughts of homosexuality.

I can't help feeling a little guilty.

But at the next moment, he felt that Ming Yanwei was really making a fuss over a molehill. After all, homosexual love is not normal, so why not just call it a disease?What's more, Ming Yanwei just deliberately dragged a little girl to her to say that she is her lover. Zhang Heng, who believes that homosexual love is very disgusting, of course feels extremely wronged, so he can't help but deliberately said to Gan: "Isn't it just a disease?" Look at who out there will fall in love with someone of the same sex! It’s not a disease or something! It’s normal for two girls to have a good relationship, but it’s not right to have love!”

"What's more, there is such a big age gap between you and that little girl!"

"What lover?"

"I'm afraid it's not that they are simply relying on you! But you have turned this simple admiration into love with your own dirty thoughts!"

"When did Yanwei become such a disgusting person?"

Probably out of anger, Zhang Heng couldn't control his personal attacks at the end of his speech - and after he finished speaking, he subconsciously questioned whether he had said too much, but quickly discarded this thought, after all, Ming Yanwei was angry with him first, so what does it matter if he is also angry with Mingyan Wei Yixi?