Self-guided daily life after rebirth

At that time, Su Tong raised her head, looked up at the sky, and watched the white smoke gradually melt into the thick night, feeling suddenly exhausted and melancholy.

A ray of loneliness rises quietly like light smoke.

She sat on a small bench, her shoulders unconsciously slumped, and she suddenly lost interest in eating barbecue.

Who should I talk to about the pain and joy in my heart?

She lost her father's love forever when she was a child, and even her mother was killed by illness when she grew up, and she was the only one left -- relatives and friends were scattered, and she was the only one left to walk in the world.

She is very lacking in love.

So she likes a gentle big sister, and she tries her best to please Wang Renran...

She understands Aoi.

Su Tong laughed lightly and said:

"So, girl Kui, you probably also lack love, right?"

She didn't know the girl nicknamed "Sunflower" before her in real life, but she could probably get a glimpse of something from the girl's cautious and even humble behavior style.

Timid and soft.

Be careful when chatting with her - the girl is not aware of this, but the authorities are bewildered by the bystanders.

She has been seeing clearly for a year.

really.

After Su Tong made such an assertion, the girl on the other end of the voice channel was silent for a long time.

Su Tong didn't urge her to speak.

Except for Su Tong's unbelievable silly roe deer, she rarely forced others to do anything, and her temper was originally Buddhist, not to mention being bluntly said that lack of love is a delicate sentence for everyone.

In her opinion, it is normal for a girl to deny it even if she unconsciously denies it...

But the girl's slightly low whisper sounded in my ears:

"Well, probably...I just lack love."

Su Zhizi is not smart.

But the frame of reference for such a judgment is her sister's genius - compared to ordinary people, she is already enough to be called "smart".

Because people's IQ is not constant from the moment of birth.

Learn, grow, gradually become smarter in the long but short life, and then understand one thing - human beings have limits, so she is not human...

cough cough.

People still have to do it.

Su Zhizi just gradually became smarter, so she became more and more aware of her state and psychology.

To put it bluntly, he is a little kid who lacks love.

In a single-parent family, the father's eyes are all on the elder sister, even if the elder sister gets his father's attention after she falls—but that's just the feeling of looking at the substitute.

From the beginning to the end, she couldn't feel her father's love for her.

So it became more and more lonely.

She studied in a so-called noble school, and her social life was full of the instinctive profit-seeking of the elite—she felt that the so-called friends were very disgusting.

So don't make friends.

Until I met Yu Xiao.

This is also the first sincere friend in her 16 years of life.

The girl bit her lip lightly and lowered her eyes.

Lack of love is real.

Yu Xiao's judgment on her was also correct.

There doesn't seem to be any phony in their relationship... just the phony online world that runs the gamut.

It was an impenetrable fog.

On the other side of the mist, Su Tong was a little surprised, and said with a smile:

"You girl really admitted it - I said you lack love and you lack love? I don't doubt it, you never thought that I was actually lying to you to tease you?"

"No."

"No?" Su Tong was stunned, "Really? You never thought that I would lie to you?"

"Um... no."

Su Tong said inwardly that it was bad, then sighed, and taught the old-fashioned lesson:

"You are naive. How can you confirm whether it is a person or a ghost across the Internet? You never thought that I lied to you before. In fact, I am not a 30-year-old uncle at all but a 17-year-old beauty. girl?"

But I didn't expect that it would be better if she didn't say this. As soon as she said this, a girl's chuckle came from her ear:

"Uncle, what stupid things are you talking about, aside from other things, at least I can confirm this point - you are just a middle-aged frustrated single uncle, and you still want to pretend to be a 17-year-old beautiful girl... Do you think I am stupid? "

"..."

Whoops.

Su Tongxin said, silly girl, if you have a B-number in your IQ, I'm afraid you won't be able to say such a thing with confidence.

This girl is not very smart.

It's really evil... It's true that no one believes the truth these days.

So she can only laugh awkwardly:

"Ah... um... yes, I'm actually an older single uncle in his 30s."

"Of course I know," the girl said calmly, "whether it's your usual tone of voice and habits, uncle... and the life experiences you sometimes talk about casually, it's definitely not something a 17-year-old girl can experience—you can fool others But you can never lie to me!"

"Yes Yes Yes."

Su Tong wiped the cold sweat from his forehead.

Turning his head to look at the secondary screen next to him, the bullet screen on it has already been densely populated with 666, and there are occasional "absolutely".

She was also in a very complicated mood, and for a while she didn't know what to complain about, so she didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so she simply brought the topic back to the beginning:

"Okay, okay, so girl Kui, you asked me what it's like to like someone at first, right?"

"Well," Su Zhizi bit her lips lightly, "So... what does it feel like to like someone?"

But Su Tong changed the subject again:

"Let me tell you the story between Sanmao and her husband Jose."

"Once Jose asked Sanmao: What kind of person do you want to marry?

Sanmao said: Multimillionaires will marry those who are pleasing to the eye; billionaires will not marry those who are not pleasing to the eye.

Jose said: After all, I still want to marry a rich man.

San Mao glanced at He Xi: There are exceptions.

Jose asked again: What if you marry me?

Sanmao sighed: If it was you, as long as there is enough money for food.

So do you eat a lot?Jose asked.

Sanmao glanced at him, cautiously: not too much, not too much, and you can eat less in the future. "

Her voice was soft.

So Su Zhizi listened carefully.

After the story was told, Su Tong sighed again:

"I don't know what it's like to like someone, but this is what I think... like someone."

she says.

[To be continued]

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Chapter 16 Interaction

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The girl quickly hung up on the voice chat.

She didn't give any answers.

Whether it's satisfaction or resistance - after listening to Su Tong's story, she just remained silent, and sighed softly:

"I see... I understand."

Then before Su Tong asked anything, she hurriedly exited the voice channel and went offline with the reason that there was something urgent to deal with.

Maybe you really understand something?

Su Tong pouted, but didn't care much.

We originally met on the Internet. It is true that we have been in a relationship for a year now, but they are just ordinary friends at best.

Not even better.

It's just friends I met on the Internet. It's fun to laugh and scold, but after all, it lacks a sense of reality.

So naturally there will not be too deep feelings.

The eldest lady no longer paid attention to the situation of the girl, she also quit the voice channel while humming, and turned off the voice changer.

Yu Xiao's vicissitudes of voice disappeared.

It was replaced by a sweet and cold tone.

Su Tong glanced at the barrage.

The above is being brushed piece by piece:

“Comfortable and comfortable”

"Sure enough, the original sound of the sugar sauce is nice, I love it"

"No Boy Moms, No Boy Moms"

"It's cold and empty, in the world, what's wrong with the male mother? When will the male mother stand up!"

"I knew it as soon as I opened my mouth, old boxer."

There was a burst of punches in the barrage.

Su Tong looked amused and couldn't help laughing:

"Don't talk nonsense, male mothers are good, and female fathers are also good, that's why children do multiple-choice questions...I want them all!"

Unexpectedly, there will be barrage complaints immediately:

"Silly woman, you are thinking of Tao Zi, where do you get female fans?"

"No one really thinks that Granose has female fans, right? No, no, no."

"One thing to say, indeed."

"???"

Su Tong had a black question mark on his face.

This group of sand sculpture fans really didn't hit Fangjiewa for three days - but they couldn't.

She once complained that [-]% of the people who watched her live broadcast were not serious people, and the bullet screen echoed, "Yes, yes, who is a serious person to watch the live broadcast of Sugar".

Su Tong couldn't help scolding.