I, the Holy Maiden of Light, tear the Outer God with my hands

At that time, An Jie searched many places but could not find Novia. She even thought that the Witch Gathering was determined to arrest Novia.

Until she came to Novia's room and saw the letter under a withered lily:

【

Angie:

By the time you read this letter, I should have already left.

The days with you are really happy, maybe even my past, no... maybe the happiest time in my life.But I still have my unfinished mission. I want to understand that some things and responsibilities cannot be avoided by blindly evading.

I have to learn to grow up to (the blurred handwriting smudged by water marks) before I can.

Don't worry, my leaving is not your reason, sorry I can't tell you my identity, and please don't try to find me.

As for what happened that night, I'm sorry that I didn't think carefully, I took it for granted, and didn't consider your situation.So far, I can only give a verbal apology...

I am sorry.

Finally, please forgive me... wishful thinking.

If... It's unlikely, but if we meet again in the future, I'll explain everything to you, and...

】

The letter ends here.

There were several spots on the letter paper that were smudged by water stains, and some of the handwriting was also crooked. One can imagine how unstable Novia's mood was when writing this letter.

As mentioned in the letter, Anjie tried to find many places, but she couldn't find Novia.

This fiery girl suddenly appeared by An Jie's side like a dream, and then disappeared without a sound.

After confirming that Novia had disappeared, Anjie locked herself in the room and stared at the letter over and over for a day, repeating what happened during this period in her mind.

But in the end, I didn't find out where the problem was.

And it's not just Novia. Ever since she kissed Naia forcefully, this Miss Outer God, who has never been seen before, has also disappeared completely.

She didn't appear by An Jie's side again for a long time.

Chapter 60 Chapter 58 The memory of the saint

"Huh... am I at a low point in my life right now..." An Jie laughed at herself and shook her head helplessly.

[Host rest assured, no matter what, this system will be by your side]

An Jie: "The system...you..."

[So when will you die, I can't wait to change the host]

Anjie:...

What the hell are you, are you sick?

Give my inspiration back!

...

After lunch, Lena didn't know where to go to play again.

Lena is actually very sensible, so An Jie basically doesn't care about her.

The only thing that made Anjie feel guilty was that one night after Novia disappeared, Lena ran to her room with a little puppet in her arms, and while touching her tears, she said in a suppressed sobbing voice:

Mother An Jie, I miss Sister Novia, do you know where Sister is?

At that time, Anjie was silent.

In the end, she could only silently hug the little Lolita and fall asleep.

But until the sky turned pale, she never closed her eyes once.

This is the first time she has insomnia since she came to Isa.

"Huh... It's better not to think about those things." An Jie took a deep breath, shook off the messy thoughts in her mind, and set her eyes on the glass ball in front of her again.

The glass ball showed a chaotic gray color, and there seemed to be liquid flowing in it vaguely.

This is Anjie's reward for completing the mission—a part of Anjie Saint Mississus' memory.

She has had this thing for a month, but has shelved it for various reasons.

Now that she finally had time to spare, An Jie still took out the glass ball that sealed her memory.

"Can it be crushed?"

【Yes】

[Reminder: When using the memory sphere, you will temporarily lose control of your body. If you don’t want your face to be in close contact with the ground, it is recommended to lie down before using it. 】

An Jie nodded, and lay down as promised. After taking a deep breath, she slowly crushed the memory sphere in her hand.

...

"Castell, who is this child?"

"As you can see, my daughter."

"Do you think I'm easy to deceive? And you should know that the church will not accept this child. If you still want to take back everything that belongs to you, I don't care if this child is yours...you have to give up."

"Don't worry. I'm not here to retrieve something that doesn't belong to me. I just want to ask you to help me take care of this child..."

"Hehe. Castell, who do you think you are? Or who do you think I am? Why should I help you take care of this child?"

"Terina... count me in, please."

"..."

"..."

"And after that? I mean...if I promise to take care of the baby for you, what are you going to do?"

"Me? Me, I'm going to..."

...

The dream came to an abrupt end.

An Jie suddenly opened her eyes and sat up suddenly.

Blue veins and blood vessels covered Anjie's neck and forehead, and cold sweat kept gushing out. At this moment, Anjie was like a drowning and hypoxic person who had just been rescued, breathing heavily for air.

Rough panting echoed in the quiet room.

"Huh... this... what the hell is this..."

An Jie covered one eye, and the only eye that was exposed flashed an unconcealable exhaustion.

Looking out the window, the sky is already a little dark, and it should be night soon.

But it felt like she had just slept for a short while, draining all her strength.

【How does it feel? 】

An Jie: "System, this memory..."

[The original owner of this body, the true saint of light, Anjie Saint Mississus. 】

Anjie:...

Review the dream.

It was as if she had turned into a baby, embraced by a warm embrace, and the familiar yet unfamiliar atmosphere made An Jie's brain a little dizzy.

She could naturally hear the voices of two people talking in the dream.

Especially the woman hugging her, her gentle and sweet voice made An Jie's heart beat fast.

But no matter how An Jie thought, she couldn't see the woman's appearance clearly, her face seemed to be covered with white mist.

Castel...

The original owner of this body, the real biological mother of Anjie Saint Mississus?

But this sense of incongruity...is strange.

An Jie rubbed the aching brows, and waves of sleepiness flooded in like a tide.

In the end, she couldn't hold it anymore, her eyes went dark, and she fell down on the bed again and fell into a deep sleep.

...

Esa Town, Back Mountain Woods

Lena was carrying a small basket and a little red hat.

This dress was chosen by An Jie for her.

Although I don't know why An Jie chose this outfit for herself at the beginning, and she was talking about big bad wolf, old lady, hunter and so on.

But judging from An Jie's happy smiling face, she is still very satisfied with her attire.

After feeling Anjie's unhappiness these days, in order to make Anjie smile more, Lena finally got used to this kind of dress.

"There are not enough herbs in the church. Well... I heard from sister Joan that An Jie's mother often said to go to collect herbs, but why are there fewer and fewer herbs in the church?

Phew, forget it, maybe there are too many patients in the town. "

The naive Lena naturally wouldn't think that An Jie was lying.

Although Lena is very young, she has a strong ability to perceive other people's emotions. Early this morning, she noticed that An Jie's mood was a little low and dignified.

In order to make An Jie happy, Lena deliberately dragged An Jie to play games with her.

In her opinion, playing games by herself will make her happy, and to make An Jie's mother happy, all she needs to do is play games with her.

But Lena's plan naturally failed.

In desperation, Lena can only choose to do more "housework" and relieve An Jie's work, so as to share some worries for An Jie.

"Hmm... this should be a herbal medicine that can treat stomach pain. Eh, no, is it for stomach pain, or is it a laxative? Forget it, it should be for stomach pain... um, it should be. ..”

Lena nodded, talking to herself, and put a herb in the small compartment of the "stomach medicine" in the small basket.

But Lena didn't even remember the medicinal properties of the herbs, let alone the forest with complicated road conditions.

When Lena looked up at the full little basket and raised her head in satisfaction, she was surprised to find that she didn't know the road around her...

"Uh... Which side is the church road... Just, I will choose whoever the little rooster clicks, um, the left!"

Recalling the mantra that An Jie's mother recited silently when she was making a choice, Lena also made a quick decision, patted the small basket and confidently walked to the left road.

The surrounding light is getting dimmer.

When Lena noticed something was wrong, a weird altar appeared in front of her.

A piece of lens full of cracks fell on the side of the altar, and was tightly covered by a circle of weeds, but this level of cover was discovered by Lena at a glance.

Children are always curious.

Although Lena is very sensible, she is just in the period of "bear children" in terms of psychological age.

Lena leaned forward curiously and picked up the fragment, "Huh? What is this..."

After observing that it was just an ordinary lens, Lena quickly lost interest in it and threw it on the altar.

At the same time, the first ray of cold moonlight passed through the thick clouds, across the endless sky, through the dense leaves, and fell on the broken mirror, refracting a strange and beautiful light.

hum-

The altar opens.

Chapter 61 Postscript + Testimonials

-----Volume Postscript-----

Volume [-] - The Escaped Saintess, it's over.

For this volume, it is a great foreshadowing for the whole story, but I personally still feel a little imperfect.