Inventory, top ten famous scenes of tears burning

Hmm...it's over, isn't it...

It's really pitiful, obviously as a human being, but because of an accident, he turned into a ghoul, was hunted down by people all over the world, and even tortured and killed by his own kind...

Such a life is ridiculous...

Tears rolled down Kaneki Ken's eyes.

It seems that at this moment, both body and mind are extremely tired.

Kaneki Ken closed his eyes, the vision in front of him was no longer that cold room——

He seemed to start a revolving door, and began to recall things from the past.

18. It's not my fault

"Instead of hurting others, I would rather choose to be hurt. Do you really live with this idea?"

In the depths of consciousness, the figure of Li Shi appeared in Yu Kaneki Ken's mind.

At that time, Kaneki Ken was just silent and did not respond to Li Shi's question.

"......"

"Looks like I guessed right..."

Li Shi sighed softly, and there was a gloomy look in his eyes:

"What a boring guy...so, you have always refused to accept me, and you have never wanted to really become a ghoul. Even if you were tortured and killed like this, you still don't have any anger...fear has occupied your heart My heart, Kaneki-san, you are such a cowardly fellow."

"No, no!"

After hearing Li Shi's words, Kaneki Ken immediately refuted.

"...I...I...I'm not cowardly, I'm not afraid!"

Kaneki Ken eagerly argued.

However, he couldn't say a complete sentence because he was powerless to argue.

Maybe Li Shi is right...

So ever.

Kaneki Ken closed his eyes almost in despair, even the small mosquitoes could not hear:

"Mom...that's how she taught me...so..."

"Have you been following her orders all the time? What are you doing? It's so boring. Don't you think it's meaningless? Is your mother really the gentle and great person in your mind?"

Li Shi shook her head, a disdainful smile appeared on the corner of her mouth:

"...Your human emotional world really makes me boring, no fun at all, it really disappoints me."

"...If I remember correctly, your mother died of overwork because she was too kind and did a lot of things beyond her ability——right, Kaneki-san?"

After Li Shi talked about this incident.

In Kaneki Ken's mind, the incident that he was hit by the steel pipe and turned into a ghoul suddenly appeared on the night he met Li Shi——

For a moment..... The boy didn't speak, he just frowned slightly, a sad and sad emotion climbed up his face:

"It's me...it's my fault..."

"Why do you say such things until now... You always blame yourself like this... Keep blaming yourself. You just keep blaming yourself, and you can't change anything—"

"'All the unfavorable situations in this world are caused by the lack of ability of the person involved.' This sentence is correct. Speaking of the beginning of all this, it is also because you are a fool who does not understand the dangers of the world, because you are too stupid... You were deceived by me...you were manipulated by the doctor, so you turned into a monster, all of this is your fault."

Li Shi's voice suddenly became extremely strange: "Instead of hurting others, I would rather be hurt myself... That's why you have encountered this kind of thing."

"If you were strong enough to kill the gecko, those two people would be saved~ If you had chosen that man, the woman might not have to die, and it would be the same at that time... If you are strong enough..."

"Miss Ryoko..."

"Do you understand? This is the lifestyle you choose, the future you choose."

Li Shi was still standing in the flower field, his face didn't change a bit.

"Why are you crying, why are you screaming? Instead of hurting others, you would rather be hurt, wouldn't you?"

"It's so gentle, it's awesome...but you seem to have chosen both...in fact, you have given up on both. Your mother is the same...if she clearly refuses those requests to trouble her sister, she won't have to work until she dies from overwork .”

Li Shi said a series of words, and at the end, her tone became very sharp, even with a hint of sarcasm.

In Li Shi's mocking language, Kaneki Ken's face gradually turned pale, his eyes widened, and the eyeballs almost protruded.

He stared at Li Shi firmly:

"Too loud..."

"Haha... you actually said that I was so noisy, Kaneki-san~"

Li Shi laughed, and he laughed for a long time, so long that it made Kaneki Ken a little creepy.

He felt that amidst Li Shi's laughter, he was like a corpse, being manipulated by Li Shi.

"Don't you always like to use your head to think?"

"So, think about it carefully, Kaneki Ken—think about it, is what I'm talking about the reality you've been avoiding all this time!"

"And to be honest... you guy, in fact, deep down, you have longed for your gentle mother, abandon your sister!"

"Stop talking...Mom...Mom...Why...Why did you leave me alone, I'm so lonely, I don't want to be alone...I so wish...you could choose me...I so wish...you could survive for me... .”

Kaneki Ken in the video finally fell to his knees on the ground as if he couldn't hold back the grief in his heart, sobbing wildly.

"Oh? I wish your mother would live for you?"

Li Shi's voice was sharp, as sharp as a bone-scraping steel knife.

"Then, is it okay to hurt others?"

"It's okay to hurt others..."

"Even if it takes life?"

"It's okay to seize it!"

"Good boy... That's right... Kaneki-san... Sometimes you have to give up one side in order to protect important things... Your mother failed to do this. This kind of behavior is not gentle, but just weak. She has no strength to give up , Lack of awareness of giving up. Is there any way for you to be the hurt party? Can you forgive people like Gekko?"

Li Shi's voice was sharp.

When she said this, a sneer appeared on her face.

She laughs creepily...

Kaneki Ken's eyes were full of pain and despair.

However....

Almost the next instant.

Kaneki Ken's expression suddenly changed into that indifferent and icy look.

"Can't...can't forgive..."

"No matter what, I can't forgive..."

His eyes slowly revealed a decisive light.

That is, the helplessness and pain of life...

His hands were clenched tightly, the veins on the palms were exposed, and the veins above the forehead were also bulging high.

For a moment, his pure black short hair also transformed into pure, infinite white at this moment, pouring down like a waterfall.

His pupils were pitch black, and inside, there was a reflection of Li Shi's figure and his own figure.

"..."

Looking at the figure reflected in his body, the pure black, and the figure reflected in his body, two completely different colors are intertwined...

In these two colors, Kaneki Ken seems to see his own figure, which is entangled with Li Shi's figure...

"I mean, are you willing to accept me?"

Li Shi finally asked the question he wanted to know the most.

"No...it's not like that...I just need to surpass you..."

"Oh?"

Li Shi smiled slightly:

"You mean you'll always surpass me, don't you?"

"That's right...just like that, I can do it easily."

"Is it okay even if it's the wrong choice?"

"It's not me who's wrong...it's...the world..."

"That's right... Jinmu... the so-called survival... is to devour others, you eat."

"I am... a ghoul..."

That's it.

Kaneki Ken, unexpectedly threw Li Shi down just like that.

The sharp fangs ruthlessly tore at the woman's flesh and blood. For a moment, deep in Kanekiken's heart, that pure white flower field also bloomed at this moment...

Bright red blood.

It is also convenient to flow at this moment.

Flowing in front of Kaneki Ken, on the ground.

His mouth was open like a hungry wolf.

The bloody flower of sin is blooming.

They are blooming.

The blood flowed out from the flower and flowed to the ground, ticking and ticking, like a stream flowing.

That is... the purest killing intent!

19. The big one is coming

But at this moment, watching myself in the video, such a transformation has taken place.

Kaneki Ken, who was still working in an antique coffee shop, was watching the video with an extremely serious attitude, and his brows that had been furrowed all the time also became more wrinkled at this moment.

"what is this....."

"Why did I become like this...Damn it, what's going on!"

The doubts in Kaneki Ken's heart have been completely detonated.

He couldn't stand the completely mutated and insane self on the other end of the video, and his gaze had begun to become extremely complicated.

In his eyes, apart from hatred, there is also anger and despair...

He already didn't know what words to use to describe his mood.

"Jin Mu-jun."

at this time.

Store manager: Kozen Yoshimura came in.

"The manager..."

"Yep...."

"Are you OK..."

The store manager's eyes moved away from the video, and his concerned eyes fell on Jin Muyan.

"It's fine, I'm fine...thank you..."

Kaneki shook his head.

"But...the store manager, please tell me, why...why did I suddenly become what I am now?"