Chang Le continued to speak.

"Everyone has shortcomings, and there are things they are not good at. To be honest, I was relieved when I saw your mess today." There was a funny smile on his face.

"Because I finally know that Miss Yaqian is not such a perfect person, she also has shortcomings, and she also has clumsiness."

"However, Shangguan Xiyue can do this. Her grades are even better than mine." Yaqian Yinghua was still a little disappointed.

"That guy must have flaws, but he may not have been discovered." Chang Le said with certainty, and he remembered something.

"Speaking of which, I've always been curious..."

"Ok?"

"Why do you pretend to be gentle and considerate at school? This should not match your own personality?"

"Chang Le means that I'm actually not gentle?" Yaqian Yinghua's voice was faint.

Chang Le: "..."

You should be paying attention to the wrong point!

Chang Le wanted to open his mouth to defend himself.

Yaqian Yinghua sighed inexplicably at this time, she turned her head and stared at the ceiling.

"Chang Le, did you receive any praise when you were young?" She asked suddenly, her tone seemed a little emotional and complicated.

Chang Le froze for a moment and thought about it.

Well, no, there were quite a lot of beatings.

"Should... there should be?"

Because it was too embarrassing to say that he had not been praised, Chang Le decided to tell a white lie, but when he finally said it, his conscience turned it into a question sentence.

"Then do you think it's a good thing to be praised?" Yaqian Yinghua didn't want to find out why Chang Le's answer turned into a question sentence, but continued to speak.

"It should be considered a good thing. After all, being praised also proves that this person is excellent, and praise can also motivate her to become better."

"What about being praised by many people all the time?"

Hearing what she said, Chang Le fell silent.

If this is the case, then these compliments will no longer become motivation, but will become pressure, and a constraint, a constraint that is difficult to escape.

Seeing Changle's silence, she probably understood what she meant, Yaqian Yinghua continued to speak.

"I was trained as the heir of the Yaqian family since I was a child, and learned various business skills. My father dotes on me very much and thinks his daughter is the best and smartest person in the world."

Chapter 55 Belonging to One

"When I was very young, my father often took me to various banquets, met people of different identities, and when other girls of the same age were still crying for a doll, I had already gained a lot of things that were a few years older than me. The flattery of a ten-year-old, because I am the daughter of the Yaqian family, and a nobleman with an extremely noble status in Tianhai."

"It is precisely because of this that in the eyes of those people, I must be perfect and omnipotent. After all, I am the son of the Yaqian family. How could I not even know how to do those simple things? What about it?" Yaqian Yinghua stared blankly at the ceiling, her voice a bit bitter.

"I don't know when, but in the eyes of others, I have become that gentle and considerate noble lady, and in their perception, I must also be like that."

"Once the human mask is put on by the people around, it will be difficult to take it off. For this reason, I have also felt tired and irritable, but I am afraid to resist. Perhaps, even myself, I think that's the case subconsciously. That's what Miss Yaqianjia should look like."

"So you pretended to be like that in school?" Chang Le said quietly.

"Yeah..." Yaqian Yinghua said.

"So I'm disgusted at being at home, and I'm even more disgusted at school."

"Because I went there, I needed to act as a completely different me." She turned her head and looked at Chang Le.

"Knowing me like that, and knowing my own character, Chang Le, you should also feel disgusted and disgusted?" She laughed at herself.

Chang Le sighed inwardly.

He got up, got off the sofa, and came to the bed.

Yaqian Yinghua was still lying on the bed, but her face was already covered with tears.

Noticing Chang Le's arrival, she smiled at him a little embarrassedly, the smile on her face made people feel distressed.

"I am laughing at you, seeing me in such a state of embarrassment, I was just feeling a little bit emotional, and cried out for nothing, after all, this is not what a lady of a rich family should look like..." She stretched out her hand and wiped her face. Wipe away tears.

"But, I just can't help it...Obviously I shouldn't be like this..." She kept wiping, but tears kept pouring out.

Because the failure during the day brought back bad memories in her heart, although it was a trivial thing, but it also turned the things she had been insisting on because she couldn’t cook, and she was always insisting on being perfect in the eyes of others existence, but in fact she is just an ordinary person.

Chang Le's face was calm, looking at such a weak Yaqian Yinghua, it was very different from her high-spirited before.

Humans are creatures who are very good at hiding themselves. They usually put their advantages in a very conspicuous place, and hide their shortcomings where others cannot see them.

But in fact, people with these shortcomings are real people.

Chang Le couldn't understand what happened to Yaqian Yinghua. After all, he was born as an ordinary person, and he didn't have much feelings. After all, his experience itself was very ordinary.

But he also knows what to do now.

He stretched out his hand, and under Yaqian Yinghua's dazed eyes, gently touched her cheek.

Wipe away the warmth from the corners of her eyes.

"I don't care what the eldest lady looks like outside, but you are here with me, you can live according to your own ideas."

Yaqian Yinghua looked at him in a daze, and Chang Le smiled at her.

"It's not a shame to be able to cry. Crying shows that you still want to be perfect in your heart, but it's just because you don't have enough time and are not skilled." He patted her head.

"Compared with me, you are much happier." Chang Le sighed as if remembering something.

"I have always looked lifeless since I was a child. Because I don't like to talk, people around me regard me as a weird person. As time goes by, they become less willing to contact me. For this reason, my parents once thought that I was somewhere. Something went wrong and I was taken to a doctor, but in reality, I just simply like to be quiet.

This world is very beautiful, there are all kinds of voices resounding, voices, wind, the slight touch of leaves falling on the ground, I like listening to these voices very much, every person with a different personality speaks, his words are usually different Similarly, it also makes me feel interesting, and because I don't have many friends, I also like reading books. The world in the book is very rich and exciting. "

"From childhood to adulthood, my life trajectory is very simple, growing up, going to school, growing up, going to school... and because of my own personality, I haven't accumulated too many friends. Maybe there are a few who talk a lot, but most of them are because of time. become unfamiliar with the passage of time.

The world around everyone is changing, and everyone's growth trajectory is different, so there is no need to force yourself to be the same as others, I think so. "

"Student Eight Thousand is a very outstanding person in my eyes, maybe you don't realize it yourself.

Before we met, you were an angel in class, with a warm smile on your face, and many people felt joy from the bottom of their hearts when they talked to you.

For them, you are like a warm sunshine, bringing them warmth and comfort.

At that time, you were shining in my eyes. "

Chang Le smiled, looking at Yaqian Yinghua whose face was gradually turning red, he found it interesting.

"What? Just praise you a little, can't you bear it?"

"It's just...it's not as exaggerated as you said..." She covered her small face with the quilt a little embarrassedly, only showing a pair of big eyes, staring at her shyly.

"To be honest, at that time, I was in a bad mood occasionally, and I would secretly look at you from time to time, because in my opinion, you have qualities that I don't have, and you are an example for me to learn from."

"Just like in the cold winter, people will subconsciously long for the fire, and I, who was not liked by everyone at that time, would also want to be an existence like you."

Chang Le smiled.

"But I know, that's impossible. That's my nature. The real me is a boy who doesn't like to talk, is taciturn, and looks rustic. A normal person probably wouldn't want to approach such a person, right? "

"So, I feel that it is good to keep it as it is. When I broke up with my ex-girlfriend, I also had the urge to change myself completely, but the fact is that the essence of a person cannot be changed. Formed, maybe some effort can be made to change, but it has become useless to me.”

"Right now, the only thing I care about in my heart is my family..."

"No..." Yaqian Yinghua suddenly spoke, her expression was serious, and she seemed a little embarrassed.

"If possible, Chang Le can also rely on me, just like when we didn't know each other, I don't want to be someone else's angel, but if it's just Chang Le... I can try it."

Chapter 56 Home

"If it's Chang Le, I can try it!" On a quiet night, in a quiet room, the flushed girl said firm words, but Chang Le just smiled when she heard the words.

"Forget about the angel, you'd better be the queen, so I might get used to it."

"I'm already like this, what kind of queen do I still want to be..." Yaqian Yinghua glanced at the ceiling, sighed, and then spoke again.

"However, I don't feel regretful."

Ok?

Chang Le was taken aback for a moment.

"I mean, I don't regret running away!" she said a little louder.

"Is that so..." Chang Le just smiled, neither denied nor agreed, but just withdrew his hand.

"Rest early, you have become like this on the first day today, and the days to come will only be more difficult. Don't forget, this is no longer the Eight Thousand House, the place where you have no worries about food and clothing."

"I know, that's why I said that." Yaqian Yinghua looked at Chang Le.

"I will work hard, I will learn to do housework and cook."

"Well, come on!"

Chang Le climbed back to the sofa.

"Good night then…"

"Good night…"

……

"The money we have left, excluding the funds prepared for special situations, is only enough for us to live in peace for about a week, so we have to save as much as possible."

"Do you want to use all the rent for the next living expenses?" Yaqian Yinghua was a little distressed, looking at the string of numbers written by Chang Le on the paper.

So little, what can I do with this money?

"Of course, otherwise you still want to spend my money..."

"Well... I see..."

"Today I'm going to class, you are at home alone, clean up the hygiene, don't cook the meal yet, but you can buy the food in advance, but remember to bring your mobile phone when you go out, and call me immediately if you need anything. "That being said, when thinking of Yaqian Yinghua's professional bodyguard, Chang Le is not worried about what will happen to her, but the most basic instructions are there.

"Let's just talk about this first, I'm going out..."

"Well, be careful all the way..."

……

"I heard that Yaqian seems to have asked for leave... I didn't come to school today, it seems to be true."

"Yeah, it's said that something happened at home, so I asked for leave for a while."

"It shouldn't be a big deal, right?"

"Who knows? After all, I just heard about it."

"That being said, I still hope Yaqian-san can come back soon..."

"Hmm, I heard that Shangguan Yuyue, our student council president, has also asked for leave. It seems to be to deal with family affairs."

"Is this the child of a big family? It's really busy..."

The school is still as lively as usual, but without the existence of Yaqian Yinghua, the atmosphere in the class is inexplicably colder, and even Gu Shu, who always likes to chat with his peers, has seen the empty seats of Yaqian Yinghua from time to time , eyes sinking slightly, not knowing what he was thinking about.

Chang Le is still ignored as usual, but today he is distracted from time to time.

He was thinking, what will Miss Yaqian do at home at this time?Leaving her alone at home, she shouldn't be bored, right?How is her household chores going?Are you hurt?After all, she had never learned to do housework before.

And even if he was injured, it shouldn't be his responsibility, right?After all, her father is so terrifying, and his small body is so thin.

After thinking about it, she felt that her mind was a little messy, and Chang Le shook her head to shake off her wild thoughts.

Forget it, let's go back early today to prevent any accidents.

...

Well, Chang Le finally couldn't hold back and ran out early.

It is not that he has never done things like skipping classes. There is an iron mesh wall at the back of the school. This is the side of the tennis court at the back of the school. Because it is very close to where Chang Le lives, Chang Le also often comes here to climb over the wall to go home, which is a shortcut.

The wall is not high, so Chang Le climbed up it skillfully without much effort, but a little accident happened when he jumped off the wall.

Looking at the girl who was holding hot milk tea in front of her, who just came here and was about to climb over the wall and enter the school, Chang Le was stunned for a moment.

I remember this girl, she seems to be the secretary of the student council president Shangguan Yuyue...a girl named Ye Qiushuang.

Will the staff of the student union also skip classes?

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