When I came to the moon world, I don't want to fall in love

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Kuonji Ziyi, my younger sister, and my mother who has not left her.

But why is this so!

Kuonji Yuzu thought of that mysterious girl, and the word "Sister" suddenly sounded in his heart.

is her!

But why did she do this?

This was the subconscious idea of Kuonji Aizu, but under the influence of another memory, another idea was born.

Is she really my sister?And I am her elder sister?

Do not!wrong!

This is the memory after the past has been changed!

This is not true!

Kuonji Yuzu subconsciously resisted another memory, she even wanted to take away the child in the arms of the mother in front of her and throw her away.

But the outstretched hand can't touch the mother who is close at hand.

Just like before, she seemed to be isolated by the world again, and could only be a spectator.

"Why did it become like this..."

Jiuyuanji Youzhu muttered to himself, staring blankly at the child in the mother's arms in front of him, speechless for a long time.

63. Unchanging oath

night.

Kuonji Hazuki hugged Ziyi who had already fallen asleep, and was about to go back to the room to rest.

She freed up one hand, and gently pushed the eldest daughter Youzhu who was already asleep beside her.

"My lord..."

Youzhu slowly opened her hazy eyes and whispered softly.

Kuonji Hazuki smiled softly, and said: "Go back to the room and rest, if you fall asleep here, you will easily catch a cold."

"Ah."

Kuonji Yuzu half-opened his eyes and nodded his head lightly.

She just wanted to be by her sister's side.

The invisible bystander looked at the three people in front of him with complicated eyes, and let out a soft sigh.

Now she can only be a bystander, looking at her ever-changing past.

Two memories of the past kept appearing and intertwining in her mind.

One is the correct memory in her view, while the other is the past that has been constantly changing and is regarded as false.

She wanted to refute that false past, that is, everything she saw with her eyes at this moment.

But the emotions that kept emerging along with that memory interfered with her thoughts all the time.

The young girl in front of her is undoubtedly her past self, and her feelings for her sister are real, just a difference in timeline.

Helpless, powerless...

Bitter emotions make people sad.

But now she can't do anything.

The lights dimmed quietly, and the huge living room was eerily quiet.

Kuonji Yuzu looked at the room on the second floor, and the light exposed between the cracks in the door became the only thing in the darkness.

"My lord..."

She muttered to herself, biting her lip.

In the end, the thought of her mother broke through the so-called worries. She walked through the door, and as the lights went out, she quietly snuggled up beside herself when she was a child.

Good night, mother.

She silently left a blessing in her heart.

A little bit of time passed, and Kuenji Yuzu was gradually getting used to the fact that he could only be a bystander at this moment.

Although I can only be a bystander, watching my mother's smile reappear in front of me in my memory, and watching myself working hard to become a good sister who can protect my sister when I was young, some thoughts in my heart are quietly Change.

She knew that she was affected by another memory in her mind.

At the beginning, she resisted this kind of change and worked hard, but after she put in all the efforts she could think of and couldn't make any changes, her heart also changed accordingly.

That would be great, I can still see my mother, and I can also hear the fairy tales told to her when I was held in my mother's arms when I was a child, and I can also see myself snuggled in my mother's arms when I was a child.

And....her.

The sister who shouldn't have appeared.

Time passed by little by little, and she also grew up little by little.

Although it still looks like a baby, that face already looks a bit like what I remember.

She's really... a sweet kid.

Her childhood self teased her, watching her smile generate emotions in her heart that came to her through ways she could not understand,

that's empathy

Emotions.

She could feel her childhood love for her, and her childhood self really wanted to be a good sister who could protect her younger sister and mother.

"Youzhu, it's time for my sister to drink milk."

His mother's voice sounded behind him, Kuonji Yuzu subconsciously turned around to look, his mother walked past her without touching her at all.

It was like this every time, she was really just a bystander.

A touch of sadness floats in her heart. Although her emotions and memories are real, she hopes to be held in her mother's arms again, to listen to her tell those familiar fairy tales and songs, and let her teach the mystery of magic by hand.

At this moment, an emotion called jealousy rose in Kuonji Yuzu's heart.

She is her, herself, her childhood self, but at this moment, as the future Kuwonji Yuzu, she is jealous of her childhood self, not only her childhood self, but also the younger sister who should not have existed.

That was the past she had longed for, but the reality is often not as beautiful as imagined.

Looking at the child sucking breast milk in his mother's arms and showing a lovely smile, seeing the mother's loving smile, and the light in his own eyes when he was young, the emotion called jealousy is like being irradiated by the warm spring sun The white snow is gradually melting.

I shouldn't be like this, and my mother doesn't want to see her like this.

Suddenly, Jiuyuanji Hazuki, who was breastfeeding Ziyi, raised his head and looked at the position where Jiuyuanji Youzhu was, with a hint of doubt in his eyes.

"Mother mother?"

The young Kuonji Yuzu raised his head and blinked his eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"fine."

Kuonji Hazuki shook his head and smiled softly, "I just feel that the weather today is very good."

"Ok!"

Kuonji Yuzu nodded with a smile.

"Can I still play with Ziyi later?"

"of course."

The beautiful mother smiled softly, and stroked her eldest daughter's hair with one hand.

"Promise me Youzhu, as an older sister, you must protect your younger sister." "Yes! Youzhu, I will definitely protect my younger sister!"

The young child clenched his fist and made an oath that would not change in this life.

64. The Interweaving of Two Memories

Time is an unstoppable stream that always passes by inadvertently.

For Kuonji Yuzu, the three years have passed like this, like a strand of hair flowing through the fingertips inadvertently.

As a bystander, time seemed to isolate her as well, three years hadn't left the slightest trace on her body.

But some things are quietly changing.

The right hand that was slowly stretched out was a bit tentative.

The light-white index finger lightly taps the uneven surface.

She hit it!

Surprise and joy were written in the slightly widened eyes.

You can really touch the world yourself!

She has been a bystander for three years, but now she finally sees hope!

hum!With a silent fluctuation, the index finger that was in contact with the world was suddenly flicked away.

She was rejected by the world again.

It seems that there is a limit to the amount of time you can be in contact with the world.

Just what is the solution to unlock the restrictions?

Behind him came the play of children.

That's me who has grown up gradually, and my younger sister who is dependent on my older sister.

The purple clothes of Jiuyuan Temple.

Three years can change some things, and Kuenji Yuzu is very clear that something has been changed in three years.

Her childhood memories and feelings for her younger sister came to her unreservedly through a method she didn't know.

Incomprehensible, but undeniable.

All she can do is to accept, to accept this memory, to accept this emotion.

There is no resistance in mind, but with the increase of memory, there seems to be a wonderful reaction between the original memory and the new past.

Now this brand new memory is rejecting the original memory, and the original memory is also rejecting this sudden memory.

It seems that only one of the two memories can exist. She wants to choose, but she can't choose. All she can do is endure, and endure the conflict between the two memories in her brain.

It's not painful, just confusing.

Sometimes memory confusion even made her forget that she didn't actually have any younger sister, and she even really regarded the child named Ziyi as her younger sister.

She really thought about it that way, but now she finally regards another memory as another possibility, another choice.

She doesn't want just one memory, she greedily wants all these memories.

But the feeling in the dark told her that she had to make a choice.

Fortunately, there is no so-called time requirement for such a choice.

You still have time.

"sister!"

The well-behaved Ziyi was held in Youzhu's arms, and snuggled up to her intimately.

"What does Ziyi want to do today?"

Youzhu always looked at the younger sister in her arms with a smile, her eyes were full of love for her.

pampering.

As an older sister, it is natural to love my younger sister.

This is her philosophy, her creed, and her promise to her mother.