Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

"I think my symptoms need external help, and I have some doubts that need to be answered... I will trouble the doctor."

Chapter 092 I want to have a happy future with you

Qian Yuanxi realized the problem when his body was not right. If it was before, he would have continued to ignore it, but he didn't know why he had the idea of ​​wanting to see a doctor.

Perhaps because of the existence of world awareness, the procedures he applied for went through very smoothly.

But he still chose to block everyone.

He didn't know why, he suddenly became timid at this moment, he was afraid...

What are you afraid of?

Are you afraid that the answer you get will disappoint him?

No matter what Qian Yuanxi thought, he still walked into the counseling room and took the initiative to speak out about his problems.

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"I already know about your situation. I don't think this situation is very strange. I will cry. This is good news."

The elderly male doctor in front of him smiled and spoke with a kind face on his face. Even though his hair was gray, his eyes still looked piercing.

Hearing this, Qian Yuanxi frowned, he was a little confused, and moved forward: "Good news?"

"In fact, the human brain is very rich, and besides that, emotions are also very rich. The two will make people have too much subconsciousness, plus neurological misleading."

"So it will give people an illusion that something that was originally very good has become very sudden, which makes people feel conflicted."

"This kind of situation is not uncommon, but few people take the initiative to say it. You are the first person I saw, so I think you are very brave boy."

When Qian Yuanxi heard this, he was stunned, and looked at the doctor in front of him in bewilderment, then he lowered his head and told his situation.

"I'm sick. I clearly feel that something is wrong with me and other people. The thoughts in my mind will change from time to time. The attitude of the last second will recover quickly in the next second."

"Obviously I have made a decision, but it didn't take long for me to do something different from my decision, and I would do some dangerous things. I want to die, but sometimes I don't want to die."

"When I die, I don't hesitate, and when I don't want to die, I don't feel pain. I just feel empty in my heart and don't know what to do, and my brain is blank."

"I don't feel pain, but my body is subconscious. I obviously don't like warmth, but I still look for it."

Qian Yuanxi didn't know why she said all the words in her heart at this time, maybe it was because the doctor in front of her was very similar to his grandfather.

The gentle tone, the kind face, and the "child" who claimed to call him.

Whatever it was, it seemed to make him let his guard down.

"My brain tells me that I should die. But I don't think I will die. I don't know why, but I just don't want to die. But sometimes I will fall into despair and pain."

"But even so, it was just a fleeting moment. I felt that my spirit was wrong, everything was wrong, and I wanted to leave."

When Qian Yuanxi said this, his hands began to tremble, then he raised his head and looked at the doctor in front of him: "Am I seriously ill?"

"I worry about gains and losses, and I don't want to believe a word. I even cut off everyone from getting close to me. The rules I try to make people can't find fault, and I don't even feel those who have hurt me."

After Qian Yuanxi finished speaking like this, he was eager to know the answer.

Then he watched the old man slowly raise his hand, put it on his head, and stroked it.

The temperature of the palm is very warm.

Then he heard what the old man said: "You're already strong, kid."

"If you feel uncomfortable, you can tell grandpa, don't look very old at my age, but my heart is not old."

Qian Yuanxi didn't know why he always had an illusion. He knew it was wrong, but he still said it: "Doctor, you are very similar to my grandpa."

"So child, you can talk to grandpa about your heart."

That was this special treatment, without any questioning, just simple questioning and reassurance.

But Qianyuan Xi really felt that he was crazy, he said everything, but he didn't feel disgusted by this feeling of being out of control, and he even wanted to express all his grievances urgently.

Time passed by every minute and every second, Qian Yuanxi said more and more things, but his heart was relaxed, and when he said it to the end.

Qian Yuanxi paused suddenly, and then his eyes were a little uncertain, and he said in a low voice: "Is there any cure for my situation?"

"Did I say...it's ridiculous."

"No one else would believe what I said, so if you don't want me to say it, grandpa, I won't say it."

However, what Qian Yuanxi didn't expect was that the old man in front of him believed what he said.

Then the old man took out the notebook, Qian Yuanxi wanted to take a closer look, but retracted silently, the old man took a look and then turned away.

"You can see it."

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When Qianyuan Xi walked out of the counseling room with a note in his pocket, he let out a heavy breath, as if the things that had been pressing on him for a long time disappeared.

But that was only fleeting, he thought about the contents of the note, and thought of the doctor's order that he had to give it to his family before he could open it. It was an answer that made him feel very relaxed.

Thinking of this, Qian Yuanxi became even more nervous. The treatment this time seemed to be different from his previous treatment.

——In this treatment, he felt relaxed, relieved his burden, and even felt the long-lost deep-rooted warmth.

No matter what it was, it made him feel like he had gained a new life.

But in the next second, Qianyuan Xi was stunned and at a loss. He looked at Qianyuan who was panting heavily in front of him and was supporting the wall at the stairs.

At that moment, Qian Yuanxi finally remembered what he had done that he shouldn't have done.

He dodged his eyes, wanted to explain why he was here, and also wanted to explain why he was blocked, the hand in his pocket clenched the note tightly.

He is nervous.

But after seeing his figure, Qianyuan ran over quickly, and then Qianyuan Xi felt that he was hugged tightly in his arms, and then she didn't speak.

A choked voice came from beside my ears: "Don't scare me, Xiaoxi, I'm really going crazy, this time even Xiaoxi can't stop my madness."

"Xiaoxi, tell me where you want to go, you can also secretly throw me a short code word for me to guess, or you can learn how Kaitou Kidd sent a notice letter, but can you not disappear suddenly."

"It was a really scary feeling."

Qian Yuanxi listened to Qian Yuan's words, he pursed his lips, and then he wanted to apologize, but he felt that it was inappropriate to apologize at this time.

He seemed to be struggling for something, but in the next second Qian Yuan softened his voice again, he pushed Qian Yuan Xi against the wall, and buried his head in Qian Yuan Xi's neck.

"Forget it, I'll coax myself away."

"Xiaoxi, am I good or not, don't apologize, I don't want Xiaoxi to be wronged...even I can't."

"So Xiaoxi, give me more hugs."

When Qian Yuanxi heard this, he nodded and agreed, then he took out the note and confessed the secret he originally wanted to hide.

"I want to be better, Chihara."

"I don't want you to become the patron saint of the savior who is criticized by others. I want to be better for you, and I also want...to be better for me."

"I want to have a happy future with you."

Chapter 093

The moment Qianyuan Xi said it, he was relieved, and then he hugged Qianyuan in front of him tightly, and then closed the previous shield.

"I'll pay attention next time, Chihara."

"This time I did something wrong, I will apologize, there will be no next time."

As Qianyuan Xi said this, Qianyuan took a deep breath, then he looked at Qianyuan Xi slowly, he nodded, then took Qianyuan Xi's hand and wanted to turn around and take people away.

It's just that as soon as he turned around, he saw Matsuda Jinpei hiding secretly, and other people who were making a fuss about trying to hide.

Qian Yuanxi, who was already ready to leave, poked his head out from behind when he saw that Qian Yuan did not take him away, and then he looked and saw the group of five not far away.

And the only normal Yidahang was holding one beside him with one hand, with a helpless expression on his face.

Seeing this, Qianyuan Xi felt a sense of embarrassment for some reason, he hid behind Qianyuan silently, and pulled Qianyuan's sleeve: "Hurry up, they are very troublesome."

"I know, each of them is more troublesome than the other, and they can't be driven away like mice."

Qian Yuan had just finished cursing like this, and the next second Qian Yuanxi pursed her lips and leaned closer and said, "But Qian Yuan, weren't you a mouse before?"

At that moment, Qianyuan was stunned, and after he realized it, he turned his head to the side, "Xiaoxi, don't tell the truth at this time."

Qian Yuanxi laughed, and then he glanced at the people who wanted to approach but were cautious, but he couldn't stop his hot eyes.

"Forget it, let's talk to them for a while."

"Otherwise I think we'll be haunted all the time."

After Qian Yuanxi finished speaking like this, Qian Yuan's face was a little uneasy, but she still lowered her head: "Since it is Xiaoxi's wish, then I have no problem."

"Thank you Chihara."

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They said they wanted to find a place to have a good chat, but this place was too "nice".

Qian Yuanxi was sitting in the Metropolitan Police Department, and then there were a few people sitting next to him, and he looked at the hot water prepared for him.Qian Yuan crossed Erlang's legs by the side, no matter how he looked at it, he looked unhappy.

So why are five people on his side and really don't need to work?

Is the Ke Xue world already at this point?

Chihara Nozomi sighed, and then he asked, "Are you really not working?"

After finishing speaking, Qianyuan Xi looked at Matsuda Jinping, and then said, "Work? It's not every day that bombings happen. As for the two guys, one is drunk and the other has a fever."

"The squad leader works in shifts, and the five of us are naturally free."

Matsuda Jinpei's words are still the same as before, but if you listen carefully, you can feel the slight concern.

Qian Yuanxi had no choice, but he still sat up straight like a child, and then his eyes averted a little: "I don't want to disturb your life, that's why I haven't come to you all the time."

"Besides, I'm sick, very sick, so I can't see you either."

After Qianyuan Xi finished saying this, he became nervous. He subconsciously leaned in Qianyuan's direction, and then he was thinking about what to say, but he could only keep his mouth shut after thinking for a long time.

He seemed to have nothing more to say.

And this kind of feeling always made Qianyuan Xi feel nervous. He turned out of the police station in the middle of the night and was caught by the instructor in the morning.

Qian Yuanxi didn't need to pretend to be nervous at all, his nervousness was there subconsciously, and it was visible to the naked eye, so that everyone present could see it clearly.

This also made the group of five not know how to speak, even what they originally wanted to ask.At this moment when they saw the teenager nervous, they could only dismiss it.

The idea of ​​caring for people has been suspended in the hearts of each of them.

Before the atmosphere of silence began to spread, Qianyuan next to him seemed impatient. He approached Qianyuan Xi, almost showing a protective look.

"Hey, it's very quiet at this moment. Why didn't the two people who surrounded me apologize just now and wanted me to kill you not speak?"

"Everyone can admit their mistakes. One is a drunkard, and the other has a fever, and his brain is not normal."

"Obviously you're an adult, but you're still hesitant at this moment. People are pretending to be dumb in front of you now, and you can say whatever you want. Do you think it's cool to keep some things in your heart?"

After Qianyuan finished speaking, she patted the table in front of her with both hands. Before climbing up, Qianyuan Xi hurriedly grabbed Qianyuan's clothes, "Qianyuan, calm down."

"Xiaoxi, let me tell you, they are cowards. They want to say something but dare not. What are they afraid of? You are not as afraid of anything as Xiaoxi. They hesitate to speak, and wait for us to ask."

The more Qian Yuan talked, the more he felt that he should slaughter these rubbish. Qian Yuan Xi, who was behind him, wanted to speak some great truths, but the words couldn't reach his mouth.

He could only pull Qianyuan's clothes, and when Qianyuan Xi didn't know, he didn't have much strength at all.

As long as you break free, you can break free easily, but Qian Yuan still remained calm, and still made no other movements.

——Even a movement as light as a feather can make the raging beast obedient.

Matsuda Jinpei, leaning against the wall, took a look at the interaction between the two people, and then at the two protagonists who were sober and feverish.

He said, "Are you so timid? Or is it that we have too many people and give you too little room to play?"

After saying this, Matsuda Jinpei turned around and walked towards the door, "You don't need to thank me, just treat me to a meal."

"Squad leader, we're going out first for the second year of research."

It was rare for Matsuda Jinpei to be so calm at this moment, but Chihara Nozomi glanced at the messy footsteps and lowered his eyes.

"Qianyuan, you go out too."

"Don't worry about me, I won't cut off contact this time."