Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

Chapter 075 Gin's Confusion and Confession

For Chihara Nozomi, the most important thing right now is to bring back all the corrupted characters, and at the same time prevent the world from continuing to collapse.

But maybe Chihara Nozomi no longer guessed his value.

When the timeline came to the right path, when all the deviated tracks returned to the right track, his value was revealed again, and the light that had been blocked before lost its cover.

——It was brilliant.

The world realized that he had a savior of his own, and they knew what the savior had done for them, so they started pampering the young cub.

It's just that they dare not make it too obvious, they are afraid that their actions will scare the young cubs away.

So they can only shrink into a ball and try their best to protect their savior.

And the world has already begun to reject the world consciousness, how can a despicable liar continue to manage a world, and even become a god on top.

……

Qian Yuanxi looked at the strange gin in front of him, he thought that he really didn't care anymore, when he saw the gin, he had no fear except a small part of nausea.

Or maybe it was because he lost his grandfather.

But no matter what, he felt that his brain was extraordinarily calm when facing gin. He glanced at the vodka next to him, and then raised his eyebrows: "Wait here?"

"Ah."

Unexpectedly, Gin Jiu answered the question obediently, Qian Yuanxi glanced at it, and then he was thinking about how to make Gin Jiu the cold-blooded and ruthless killer before.

"Brother, I was wrong."

"I think we still need to correct it. The first is that we don't have any blood relationship, and the second is that you said before that there should be no accidental relationship between us, or you will kill me."

Qian Yuanxi said this, and then he raised his eyes: "You also said that you don't want to have weaknesses."

"So Qinjiu, who are you showing the look of actively looking for weaknesses?"

Qian Yuanxi's eyes lost the concern in the past, and Qin Jiu could clearly feel that, he knew that after going through those things, he would not care about him.

He even knew about hating him, didn't he?

Qin Jiu's eyes flashed with loneliness for a moment, he still wanted to lower his head to get closer, but this time Qin Jiu noticed something, and turned his head to the side.

The bullet grazed the edge of his temple and landed on the ground. Before Qin Jiu stretched out his hand to protect Qianyuan Xi behind him, Qianyuan Xi took the initiative to take a step back.

Then he looked a little helpless, "Didn't I say everything, do you want to listen to my instructions?"

"Forget it, as long as you are happy." After Qian Yuanxi said this, she turned her head and looked at Qian Yuan who was slowly coming out of the shadows, "Qian Yuan, pay attention to safety."

"I know Xiaoxi." Qianyuan came to Qianyuanxi's side, and the two identical people made Qin Jiu stunned, but the next second he saw this person named Qianyuan raised his pistol and pointed it at himself.

"You old man, are you still alive?"

"Why is your life so hard?"

After Qianyuan said this, he wanted to curse more, but felt his fingers being hooked and shaken by Qianyuan Xi.

"Qianyuan, he will mess up when he dies."

Hearing this, Qianyuan put the gun back, and then he glanced at the hand that hit the person just now, he picked it up and rubbed his face, and then blew lightly.

"Does it hurt? You can use other things to fight this kind of thing next time."

"hurts a little."

Qian Yuanxi said so, and let Qian Yuan grab his hand with a worried expression on his face, but he obviously turned on the pain mask.

Looking back at Gin who was at a loss, Chihara Nozomi raised her chin, "Do you want to talk to me? I think you need to talk to me now that you are like this."

"But I think if you want me to go back with you, continue to go back to the little black room and become a lunatic, I think you will be beaten to death by Qian Yuan."

"So don't say those nasty things."

After Qian Yuanxi finished saying this, he looked at the appearance of Gin with his eyes.

Gin's hair, which was cut short before, has grown longer. He is wearing a familiar black windbreaker and a hat on his head.

This is exactly the same as his image when watching anime, he tilted his head thinking about it, and he asked his doubts when watching anime.

"Gin, are you short of money to buy clothes?"

"If you're not short of money, why don't you change into other colors and wear this outfit for a year, don't you get tired of it?"

When Qianyuan Xi said it, the tone was the confused voice of a teenager, which made people feel a little relaxed after hearing it, but Gin Jiu couldn't relax no matter what.

He really wanted to ask who the exact same person next to him was, why the relationship between the two was so close, and why the other person was so skilled.

But those words disturbed his thoughts, and made the words he had blurted out stop on his lips.

He suddenly found that he had no place, what capacity should he use to question, and what capacity should he use to ask clearly.

Qian Yuanxi can feel the daze of Gin Jiu clearly, not to mention that Qian Yuan Xi knows that it is normal for Gin Jiu to be dazed. He has lived in darkness since he was a child and entered the organization since he was a child.

Brainwashed to become the most loyal wolf of that adult, serving the organization wholeheartedly, and even killed countless undercover agents.

And once such a person has emotions, the first feeling is not panic, but bewilderment.

Because emotions are too unfamiliar to them, Gin's current state is not so much guilt as it is a blank attachment.

——When I found out that I had done something wrong, I wanted to make up for it, but I never thought that this kind of injury could not be repaired.

Childish approach.

Exactly the same approach as world consciousness.

Qian Yuanxi made a final decision in his heart, and then he watched Gin Jiu take the initiative to break the atmosphere, "Going to drink?"

"I think the bar I organized is a good place. It just so happens that I haven't gone back for a long time, so I always have to go back and brush my face."

……

After Qian Yuanxi finished speaking like that, Gin was about to speak when Qian Yuan next to him finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"The old man put away your disgusting face, who are you disgusting with this appearance, and do you think that if those things happened to you, would you forgive that person?"

"You're not a good person in the first place, so you don't have to pretend here, it's disgusting."

There was indescribable disgust in Qianyuan's eyes, the second he finished speaking, his face was full of drowning tenderness, and he carefully protected Qianyuan Xi and turned to leave.

"Does Xiaoxi really want to drink? Xiaoxi, do you really want to drink? Although Xiaoxi is an adult, do you want to drink, even if it is milk, you have to warm up your stomach..."

When Qianyuan said this, he was completely different from the person just now. Qianyuan Xi nodded in response, and then he turned his face and said to Qin Jiu.

"You lead the way ahead, I have a car."

"Besides sitting in your car, I don't think I'll make it to the bar alive. If you want to take out my heart again, I don't think I can fight back with my broken body."

That is sarcasm.

But that is also true.

After all, Gin has done this countless times.

At that moment, Qin Jiu realized the difference between the current Qianyuan Xi and the previous one. If the previous Qianyuan Xi wanted to die and wanted to go home, she was not afraid.

Now Chihara Nozomi was afraid of trouble to find him, but even so, she still took the initiative to appear in front of him and sent an invitation.

——This is a trap laid out on the surface, waiting for Qin Jiu to take the initiative to get into it.

Qin Jiu looked at Qian Yuanxi's back, and he found that the feeling of being good before was gradually disappearing, replaced by madness, which was hidden deep in his heart.

— Calm madness.

"Brother, what shall we do?"

Vodka asked at this time, and came behind Gin at the same time. Gin turned around for a long time, and then he said, "Then lead the way."

Even if it was a trap, he would not refuse such an invitation, he thought he no longer had the right to refuse.

He willingly jumped into the trap carefully prepared for him by the young man, maybe he wanted to have that trace of warmth greedily.

Or maybe he wanted to repent, to confess his stupidity.

As for weaknesses.

——Fools are afraid of weaknesses, brave men deal with weaknesses, and wise men avoid weaknesses.

But he made two kinds, and Gin suddenly realized that it was too late for him to recover, and he couldn't find that boy.

He even went down to the sewer many times. He suspected that the boy really died in the sewer, but he couldn't find it.

He went to find Shirley, but Shirley repeatedly turned him away, and Belmode had been on missions in the United States for a long time, and he couldn't get in touch at all.

He could even feel that when he was in the organization, the adult was punishing him overtly and secretly.

Everyone is trying to prevent the boy from being found by him, and everyone is trying to stop him.

Chapter 076 Gin is too obedient so something is wrong

In the dark bar, Qian Yuanxi didn't sit directly at the bar, he sat in a corner with Gin.

He didn't want him to be seen by others. Both Qianyuan and Vodka were guarding not far away, and both of them watched the situation on their side nervously.

After Qianyuan Xi noticed this, she looked at the gin on the table.

That's strong alcohol, too much to hurt your stomach.

Then his eyes moved up, he saw Gin's nervousness, he saw Gin's fidgeting.

He didn't have too much trouble in his heart. It turns out that this is how it feels to watch the collapse of the character set up close.

Thinking back to Gin in the anime, if he hadn't experienced all this, he would think that Gin's face and his atmosphere are a cold killer.

At least this kind of feeling won't make him hate it.

But it's a pity that things happened countless times, he went from disgust to pain in the back to numbness now.

He sighed, and then he saw the tense look of Gin on the other side, and his eyes looked a little more timid when he looked at him.

Seeing this, Qianyuan Xi tilted his head, raised his hand and knocked on the table: "Is there nothing you want to tell me?"

"If you don't have it, I do."

Qian Yuanxi didn't give Qin Jiu a chance to speak, his blunt appearance was not at all timid before.

For a moment, Gin felt that it was too bright, and Qian Yuanxi didn't find anything wrong with Gin's eyes, and even if there were, he didn't see anything in them.

He was used to it.

"If you want to make up for me, it's very simple. Don't upset me when you leave my side."

"But I think that since you have found me, you will definitely not let go. You just want to get the answer from my mouth, if you don't want to hide."

When Qian Yuanxi said this, he poured a glass of wine and placed it in front of the gin.

When Gin saw that he was about to reach out to pick up the wine glass, Qian Yuanxi glanced at it: "Don't move, I can only drink when I say."

Hearing this, although Qin Jiu felt awkward, he withdrew his hand and continued to look at Qian Yuanxi.

Qian Yuanxi didn't want to look at Gin's reaction, he lowered his eyes and said slowly: "I said I don't hate you, you definitely don't believe me, you really want to find an answer."

"So, you don't have to leave if you don't want to, as long as you return the favor."

After Qian Yuanxi finished speaking like this, seeing Gin Jiu hesitating to speak, he knew that Gin Jiu must have something to say, and then he raised his chin.

Only then did Qin Jiu speak, "Brother."

"To learn to change your tongue, you can call me a mouse. I remember you were very skilled at calling me a mouse, or you can call me a little devil or a little liar."

Qian Yuanxi began to correct Qin Jiu's words, and what Qin Jiu wanted to say, Qian Yuan Xi said again: "Qin Jiu, you have to lift your head up, your spine is not broken, and neither is your pride."

"So you shouldn't be like this."

Qianyuan Xidu said to this point, Gin Jiu finally understood what Qianyuan Xi was doing, he seemed to want to let the guilt go away from him.

It seems to want to bring him back to the dark, to let him throw away his emotions and become the same person again.

Thinking of this, Gin's hand trembled a little, and Qianyuan Xi noticed such a slight trembling.

"You can't shake your hand when shooting a gun, no matter what the situation is, you haven't forgotten this truth, right?"

"And gin, you are arrogant, showing this look will make people laugh."

Qian Yuanxi pointed out all the questions about gin one by one, without any expression of reluctance on his face, and even gin could feel the alienation from Qian Yuanxi.