Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

— but world consciousness cannot do without a savior.

With world consciousness, he recognized his own mistakes, and he finally understood why he ended up in this situation.

What he deserved.

World Awareness, his tired program is not in shape, sometimes his program freezes, before this situation he can restart, but now his reaction is getting slower and slower.

And this situation also made him feel familiar.

——The boy's appearance before his collapse is his current appearance.

The programs of world awareness could no longer save these goals, and even he couldn't hold on any longer.

But every time he wants to give up, he thinks that this world is his gift to the boy. If the boy wakes up from the hospital bed and sees that the world has become imperfect, will it be even more uncomfortable.

Thinking of this, he became aware of the world and once again devoted himself to saving the world.

It has not yet entered the plot line, and the protagonist has not grown up, so he still has time.

The world consciousness once again set its sights on the young man on the hospital bed who was taken care of by Belmode.

He was wondering if the boy was in a nightmare at this moment, and if he would save the boy from the nightmare, would the boy be in more pain.

But even so, the boy did not agree to his approach, and even every time he approached, he would be expelled.

He even began to guess that the energy hidden in the boy would hurt him, but every time he had such thoughts.

The voice would sound to warn him again.

[Don't confuse me with you, bad luck. 】

Expulsion again and again, warning again and again, it is clear that the boy is close at hand, but the world consciousness can't get in.

Even he couldn't get close, he was deprived of all the rights to be close to the teenager.

The energy that protects the boy loathes his existence, and even the world consciousness speculates that if it is not for the boy, maybe he will be erased.

Thinking of the world in this way, he turned around and saved the target. He wanted to do a good job of saving the world when the boy was in a coma.

He needs to be good and obedient, so that the boy won't be bored.

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And the other side.

Chihara Nozomi did not have the pain imagined by the world consciousness, nor did she have nightmares.

He is accompanied by his grandpa, and the medical staff are growing fond of this cute little guy.

——No one can reject Qian Yuanxi's gentleness, and no one can say harsh words when facing such a young man.

Qian Yuanxi gained the love of many adults during her time in the hospital, and they felt more distressed when they liked it.

So what happened to such a sunny child.

They didn't go to understand the past, because they saw that the boy was getting up bit by bit, although the movement was very slow, although there would still be a lot of pain.

But the teenager would thank the medical staff every time he received treatment, and then he began to accept new things.

Occasionally, I will take the mouse to relax in the open space of the hospital, and recently the teenager has learned to wear shoes when running.

——You can’t run barefoot, because you’ll catch a cold.

Chihara Nozomi squatted down to tie his shoelaces, and when he was done, he stood up, and at the same time, the voice of System No. 3 came from his ears.

[System No. 3: Xiaoxi is great, I know I need to wear shoes for running, great! 】

Hearing the familiar praise, although Qian Yuanxi was mentally prepared, she still refuted in a low voice with red ears.

"Stop praising me. More and more people are praising me recently. Is my shy appearance really cute?"

Chihara Nozomi was confused, he said this, waiting for System No. 3's answer.

System No. 3 thought of his host being surrounded by other adults who were praising and touching his head. His host's ears were red, and he grabbed his collar and wanted to hide in.

Emotional fluctuations began to appear in the originally dull eyes, and slowly allowed other people to approach and touch their heads. Even when faced with other people's requests, Qian Yuanxi was also learning to refuse.

——It turns out that rejection is not annoying.

Even when he refused for the first time, what he got was not disgust, but a pat from the doctor.

That reassures him.

Qian Yuanxi felt the strangeness on his feet, he hadn't worn shoes to run on the ground for a long time.

At the beginning, he didn't like running barefoot, but as time went by, he found that wearing shoes was a waste of time, and sometimes he didn't even have time to put on shoes when he ran away.

Over time, he got used to running barefoot.

Qian Yuanxi stood on the spot without any other movements. His grandfather was taking a nap in another ward. Because of taking care of him for a long time, Qian Yuanxi was still a little worried about his grandfather's health.

[System No. 3: Grandpa's physical fitness is very good. I put a small program on Grandpa's body, which can detect Grandpa's problems around the clock, so Xiaoxi doesn't have to worry. 】

Hearing this, Qian Yuanxi looked at the little mouse next to him with confusion in his eyes: "How do you know what I'm thinking, can you read minds?"

[System No. 3: Isn't it just to solve everything for Xiaoxi's sake?If Xiaoxi can solve everything, then I am useless. 】

[System No. 3: With me here, Xiaoxi can rest assured. 】

That's another promise.

Qian Yuanxi shifted his gaze, then he nodded slightly: "I will try my best to make you feel at ease."

"Please give me some time to recover."

After Chihara Nozomi said this, he stretched out his hand, let the mouse crawl up his arm, and finally landed on his shoulder.

……

People in the hospital are already familiar with the child who has been in the hospital for a long time, and they also know that the child likes his pet mouse very much.

And this little mouse is also very spiritual. It doesn't steal anything but silently follows the boy, as if protecting him.

Every time they said this, Qian Yuanxi would always stop when she heard this, and then nodded in agreement with a serious face, "He is protecting me."

"So I want to recover quickly and protect him."

The boy spoke very seriously, and every time he spoke solemnly.

This also made System 3 see how attractive his little host is.

——His every word will be answered, even the host who promised him did not take it as a joke, but solemnly put it in his heart.

Not to mention that his host wants to recover quickly and protect him.

System 3 thought how he could meet such a gentle and lovely host, and every time he thought this way, he became more and more disgusted with what the world consciousness did.

—Damn it, that bitch.

Qian Yuanxi was walking in the corridor, he could already greet other people normally, without the previous fear of contact.

The mouse lay silently on his shoulders, his eyes watching the surrounding situation.

The condition of his host is getting better little by little. Although the treatment process is very slow, the symptoms have been relieved a lot.

And what made him happiest was that his host had asked ten questions about the world in the past, then five questions a day, and then three questions a day not long ago.

Does this mean that his host no longer cares about the situation in that world.

He thought, and then saw his host come to the end, and there was a small balcony not far away.

It is diffused by sunlight, flower pots and various flowers are planted there.

Qian Yuanxi stopped and did not take a step forward, her eyes drooped as if she was a little sad.

System No. 3 was about to speak to comfort, but then he saw his host raised his head, and then he smiled, and said firmly, "I'll go in."

"I will stand under the sun one day, after all, I used to like basking in the sun very much."

Saying that, Chihara Nozomi turned around and walked towards the stairs, "I will try my best to get better and return to my original state."

"Besides, I also want to bask in the sun."

Chapter 058

The old man often said that gentle people are easy to suffer, but strong and gentle people can always break through the wind and rain and grow up.

And Qian Yuanxi is such a person.

He clearly knew that he couldn't save himself, but he didn't want to make people sad. He tried to save himself, as if he was saving the world.

—he was saving himself.

Even if his grandpa is always by his side, even his system can solve everything.But in the end, he still needs to get out of the difficulties and stand up alone.

——Being pulled out of the darkness and standing up by yourself are two different things.

Qian Yuanxi knew this clearly, he knew everything clearly, and he did not lose his mind.

He knew how good his condition was, he knew what he should do next to get better, and he knew how long it would take him to stand up on his own.

He also knew that he would never save himself successfully in his life.

——Living to bask in the sun and succeeding in self-help are two different things.

……

night.

Qian Yuanxi was lying on the bed, he hugged the mouse tightly, "Will you stay with me all the time?"

System 3 is used to hearing this sentence, and his host always repeats this question every night.

He remembered very clearly that his host had been saying these words all night before, and he replied solemnly to every word.

[System No. 3: Xiaoxi, I will always be here. 】

Chihara Nozomi heard the answer, then he lowered his head and closed his eyes, "My situation is bad, I can feel it."

"But I don't want to give up hope. I can't give up on myself. I have a family and a grandfather. Everyone is helping me."

Speaking of this, Qianyuan Xi always felt very blocked in her heart, but the feeling disappeared in the next second.

"You said, I have worked so hard to save myself, and I already want to go to the sun, why am I still in so much pain."

After Qian Yuanxi finished speaking, he was waiting for an answer, and he knew that no matter what kind of confusion he had, his system would always give him an answer.

Sure enough, System No. 3 spoke this time.

[System No. 3: Xiaoxi, you are in pain because you lived for other people, not for yourself. 】

In one sentence, why did Qian Yuanxi suffer?

Hearing this sentence, Qian Yuanxi opened his eyes in the dark, he looked at the front blankly, then he shrank back: "I thought you wouldn't find out."

"I think it's ridiculous that I look like this now. I chose to die to save the world before, but now I choose to live in order not to make others sad."

Speaking of this, Qian Yuanxi sighed and sat up, then he tilted his head: "Actually, I know that there is no cure for my current state, and I should choose euthanasia."

"But..." Qian Yuanxi lowered his eyebrows when he said this, "If I die, my grandpa will be sad."

"I can't selfishly choose to die just to free myself. I can't let my grandfather stay in this world."

——Chihara Nozomi knows that, so it hurts.

System No. 3 has not been comforted this time, and Qian Yuanxi laughed again: "But I didn't tremble this time, and I didn't ask you for help. I'm not in such pain anymore."

After all, when System 3 realized it, he nodded fiercely in agreement!

[System No. 3: Xiaoxi is already great!Now Xiaoxi has worked very hard!So Xiaoxi, we can take our time! 】

Hearing the comfort, Chihara Nozomi smiled, then he lowered his head and touched the little mouse with his cheek.

"I don't think I can forget those things, so I just have to be strong so that they can't hurt me from the heart, and I have to overcome all my stress reactions."

[System No. 3: Xiaoxi is the best! 】

"You are the best too!"

Qian Yuanxi said with a smile, and after he finished speaking, he saw the mouse that was in his arms leave his arms, and then covered his face with its paws on his quilt and rolled back and forth.

Seeing this, Qian Yuanxi was stunned at first, and then he couldn't hold back his smile, then stretched out his finger and scratched the mouse's belly: "Do you want to use the mouse to accompany me all the time?"

[System No. 3: No, I'm already trying to become a human, but my energy points are recovering too slowly. 】

When Qian Yuanxi heard this, he felt the little mouse's grievance, and he said without hesitation: "You can give me a task, so that I can get your energy points."