Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

That's because his grandfather said: "Xiaoxi, sometimes it's not a good thing to be smart, you have to learn to be stupid, so as to avoid disadvantages."

His grandfather has been telling him the truth, and has been worried that after his death, he will suffer a lot because of his kindness.

His grandfather always said that good people are rewarded with good rewards, but every time he wanted to be a good person, his grandfather looked at him with such painful eyes.

Qian Yuanxi sometimes wonders if his life is so happy and his grandfather is in great health, is this the reward for being a good person?

So, how did it end up like this.

Why is he in so much pain, why can't he breathe, why no one will let him die this time, but let him live instead.

Qian Yuanxi thought about it, and wanted to cry in his heart, he really wanted to run into his grandfather's arms and say that he had been wronged.

He wanted to tell his grandpa that he missed him, that he was hurt so much, that he wanted to go home, that he didn't want to live in this strange world.

But Qian Yuanxi knew that he couldn't say his grievances, and he couldn't cry.

He has to be good.

——No one likes a child who cries all the time. His crying will make people upset and make people feel bad, so he can hide in the corner and cry.

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This time, Qian Yuanxi hid in the depths of his heart, he hugged himself tightly, humming the little tune his grandfather taught him.

He began to close his heart, and he didn't even want to care about how his body would be manipulated.

Even if he was thrown to feed the dogs, Qian Yuanxi thought he would not be wronged by this incident.

He was used to all kinds of death methods. Except for the quick death at the beginning, the slow death later made him try almost everything he could try.

Even if the gin broke his spine and the possibility of him standing up this time, Qian Yuanxi's first thought was not fear.

His first thought at that moment was, again.

Gin used the same means of torturing him every time. He was used to so many injuries.

He was just wronged that he didn't protect the picture album, that was his only thought in this world, but that thought was gone.

Qian Yuanxi lowered his head, he couldn't hear the sound outside, he didn't know what was going on outside, he didn't want to wake up, he wanted to hide here all the time.

If it wouldn't hurt to hide here, he thought he would hide for the rest of his life.

He hurt his brain nerves, the world consciousness should not be able to find him again, if he blocked his inner world, the world consciousness would not be able to lock him.

He should be happy, happy to be free from world consciousness.

Qian Yuanxi huddled his body tightly, even though he was afraid of the darkness around him and trembled, even though his lips trembled, but he did not let go.

He has no home, he has no relatives, and he can't even go home.

Thinking of this, Qian Yuanxi felt that he had no more thoughts, he just felt a little sad.

He must have been very sad when his grandpa passed away.

His grandpa was so afraid that something would happen to him, even if he made a small cut with his hand, grandpa would be very nervous.

This time he didn't go back, and he couldn't even provide the most basic comfort.

Trapped in this world, he could only listen to the cruel words, and was finally forced to accept the truth.

"It's useless, Chihara Nozomi."

"I can't go home, I can't see my grandfather, and I even ended up like this."

Qian Yuanxi started talking to himself, he began to deny his existence and his own value.

It's ridiculous to think about it, is he still a person now?

He without dignity and personality, without feelings or even with him in the future, doesn't look like a person anymore.

Qian Yuanxi thought so, and then he thought of his body, and he smiled wryly.

Hadn't the road to death been blocked by him long ago?

——He is the best experimental subject, and Karasuma Renye's most proud work.

His brain and heart had undergone qualitative changes, plus he accompanied Karasuma Renye's experiments, his internal organs had already undergone changes.

Coupled with the sequelae of his body, he couldn't die quickly at all, and even when he shot at his brain, his brain would activate the protection settings to isolate him from complete death

He can only die slowly.

He could only die in pain, and he could only slowly let the blood in his body flow out. During the period, the wound grew longer, so he cut it open with a blade.

If he couldn't stare at the wound for a long time, he didn't rest, and cut open with the blade whenever there was any sign of healing.

He tried many times and failed every time.

At that moment, Qian Yuanxi knew that he was completely trapped in this world, even if he died, he would not die.

——He is a monster, a different kind.

He can no longer live as a human being.

It's just that such a body has a weakness, that is, as long as the brain nerves are destroyed, he can become a vegetable.

That was the best way to die he had found.

Qian Yuanxi raised his eyes, those red eyes looked ahead.

So he used this trick to isolate the world consciousness, and even after Gin did that to him, he made a decision.

He wants to be willful once.

Qian Yuanxi doesn't want to be good, so just treat him as a bad boy.

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After Miyano Shiho listened to Karasuma Renye's words, she fell into deep thought.

She didn't know what kind of mood she showed after hearing the phrase "he won't die".

But she knew, she felt sad.

Can't die, it's like a curse.

And when the doctor came out of the operating room again, his whole body could not be described as shocked, but Miyano Shiho knew what the doctor saw.

Maybe it was seeing the rapid recovery, maybe seeing the boy's body healing itself like a monster.

Miyano Shiho held the phone and came to Belmode's side, neither of them spoke first.

The heavy atmosphere weighed on their shoulders, they couldn't breathe, and even more they felt distressed.

Belmode was the first to speak: "What do you say, my lord?"

"He said we can go because he's got what he wants and won't stop us."

Let's go, where can we go.

Belmode was silent. Finally, she touched her coat pocket, took out a cigarette and handed it to Miyano Shiho next to her. After taking it, Miyano Shiho skillfully lit it.

"He said this is an agreement, if one day he wants to leave, that adult will not stop him."

Miyano Shiho said she glanced at the doctor in front of her: "Can his body recover to a state without sequelae?"

The doctor was silent for a while, and then said: "The minor problem may be recoverable, but I think his nerves should not be able to regenerate."

"The same goes for his brain, I think he's a vegetable at worst."

After the doctor said this, the air became quiet again. After hearing this, Belmode said, "Do you want to go together?"

"I will drag you down. I am a child now, and with that adult around, Gin can't directly attack me."

After Miyano Shiho finished speaking, Belmode nodded, and after she threw the cigarette on the ground, she looked at the doctor: "It seems that I will also take a long vacation with that adult."

Hearing this, Miyano Shiho laughed out loud: "Haven't you been on vacation all the time?"

"I want to take a longer vacation this time." After Belmode finished speaking, she raised her foot and walked towards the doctor. "I will take him and leave here immediately. Can you solve it alone?"

"Bermod, my body is a child, but it doesn't mean my brain is also a child."

After Miyano Shiho finished speaking, she turned and left the basement, "After you leave, I will clean up here, so that no one will catch me."

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Belmode still decided to take people away, and she contacted the contacts she knew in the United States as quickly as possible, and at the same time contacted the hospital.

Then Belmode found a disguised ambulance, and after getting ready, he left Miyano Shiho's place.

On the road.

Belmode looked at Chihara Nozomi who was breathing softly on the bed, covered with a blanket, her waist was not that serious anymore, but it was still shocking.

Thinking of this, Belmode, who had already changed her face, opened a gap in the car window to get some air.

In the next second, she saw the Porsche driving away from the side.

The speed was very fast, but Belmode still recognized that it was Gin's car.

Seeing this, Belmode closed the window and squinted her eyes: "It's not just your gin that can do things like changing cars."

Change the car, she will too.

"This feeling of missing people, you should also taste gin."

Chapter 048 At that moment, the savior came to the world

Miyano Shiho had long been prepared for the gin club to come over, and when the gin knocked on her door, Miyano Shiho came out of the laboratory slowly.

The moment she opened the door, she felt the murderous aura of gin, and then the pistol aimed at her.

Miyano Shiho didn't let Gin in, but leaned against the door, folded her hands on her chest, and looked calmly: "You can shoot."

"But it's a pity, that adult will be angry with what you have done."

After Miyano Shiho said this, he looked at Gin with more disgust in his eyes.

She hated Gin so much, and because of the memory of Gin killing her sister, she couldn't talk to Gin calmly.

Not to mention that gin tortured that boy into that.

Seeing the appearance of Miyano Shiho in front of him, Gin narrowed his eyes: "Shirley, pay attention to your attitude."

"Do you still need an attitude?"

Miyano Shiho was not afraid, the calm in his eyes was in stark contrast to the chaos in Gin Jiu's eyes, Miyano Shiho only felt ridiculous after feeling what Gin was feeling.

"I don't sleep in the middle of the night, and it's still raining heavily outside. What made you come to me?"

"Also, I won't let you in. I hate dirty things entering my place."

After saying this, Miyano Shiho raised her chin towards the gin, "You better give me an explanation."

Explanation?

Gin Jiu's hand holding the pistol trembled, and then he ignored his embarrassment, stared at Miyano Shiho in front of him fiercely, and then said, "Give it to me."

After Gin finished speaking, Miyano Shiho met Gin's gaze, and then she said without hesitation: "I'm sick."

After finishing speaking, Miyano Shiho took a step back, closed and locked the door, and completely locked the gin outside.

Gin's movements were not as quick as in the past, he frowned as if thinking about something, and when he realized, the door in front of him was locked.

He slowly withdrew his hand holding the pistol, the rain dripped down his body, his eyes were not as shrewd as before, and he was a little more dazed.

Miyano Shiho in the house did not use the camera in the computer to observe the reaction of the gin outside.

She didn't have the slightest interest in Gin's reaction, and she didn't want to see Gin show a painful expression, which would only make her sick.

Thinking about it, Miyano Shiho suddenly heard something, she turned her head to look, and what she saw was the mouse looking at her not far away.

One person and one mouse looked at each other, and it was Miyano Shiho who came back to his senses first, "Mice are better than gin."

After she said this, she saw the mouse in front of her suddenly running towards her, and then waving its paws in front of her, as if expressing something.

This kind of reaction made Miyano Shiho laugh, and Miyano Shiho guessed: "Compared to gin, isn't it an insult to you?"

After finishing speaking, Miyano Shiho saw the mouse nodded, at that moment Miyano Shiho suddenly froze, her eyes looked at the mouse as if thinking about something.

Finally, she knelt down and grabbed the mouse, "Has the organization's experiment been so advanced now? Mice are so smart."

"Can I study you?" Miyano Shiho joked with the mouse, and then walked into the basement.

He didn't care how embarrassing the gin outside would be.