Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

Even if it's only messed up for less than a second, even if it's just a decimal point mistake.

But he was still messed up because of the boy's words. Without the boy's consent, he checked the boy's body on his own.

After doing this, World Consciousness suddenly realized that he had never checked the boy's body.He had never read the boy's physical report, and even thought that the boy's body was a sequelae left over from before.

He thought it wasn't that serious.

——He thought the emotional breakdown was a short-term failure.

——Refused to ask him again and again, he thought he was throwing a temper tantrum.

——He thought the physical discomfort was just ordinary post-traumatic sequelae.

So he didn't check the boy's body once.

During the period when the juvenile saved lives and the number of deaths could not be counted, he never once checked the juvenile's mental state and physical condition.

Looking at the extremely bad condition of the young man's body, the world consciousness fell into deep thought.

This time the boy didn't lie to them.

He is really going to die.

It is a chronic death of organ failure.

He never knew that the boy's body had reached this level, and his previous attempts to compensate the boy many times before acted like a fool at this moment.

The world consciousness is silent, and the action of eagerly wanting to know the answer in the past has no expression at this moment.

He suddenly felt that he was sorry for this innocent boy, and that all his actions seemed ridiculous.

Then he heard the boy's voice.

……

"No one else knows about this matter, no one will go to see a worthless person's body report, and I didn't tell anyone else."

When Qian Yuanxi said this, his voice became quieter, and he pinched the corner of Zhu Fu Jingguang's clothes with his fingers, "Brother Jingguang, will you congratulate me?"

"Congratulations, I'm finally about to fulfill my wish."

Qian Yuanxi's appearance was also very pure at this moment, Zhu Fu Jingguang looked at it, he nodded after a long time, but did not speak.

He couldn't answer.

He was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would choke up uncontrollably.Afraid that the first opening would be his cry, afraid that the first opening would be his stop.

So he couldn't speak.

"Brother Jingguang, don't cry."

"You have to be happy for me."

As Qian Yuanxi said this, he thought of something. He raised his chin and looked very proud, and then he hooked Zhu Fu Jingguang's finger.

Seeing this, Zhu Fu Jingguang bent down, and his head fell beside Qian Yuanxi.

"I didn't tell the guy in my head about it. This is the first time I've managed to hide something."

"Brother Jingguang! Am I amazing!"

Qian Yuanxi's tone was very proud, Zhu Fu Jingguang was also very helpless, he nodded: "Xiaoxi is the best."

"He bullied me so many times, I punish him a little bit, I don't tell him I'm going to die."

"Brother Jingguang, have I become a bad person?"

Zhu Fu Jingguang shook his head, and then he spoke sincerely: "Xiaoxi is not a bad person."

"He bullied you, you should go back."

"He deserves it."

Chapter 030 Don't touch the children, this is a warning

Qian Yuanxi thinks that she is not a gentle person.

He felt that he was very hypocritical, he would be at a loss when encountering difficulties, and he was helpless when encountering people who wanted to save.

The word gentle has never been hooked on him, and he feels that he can barely be regarded as a bad person in this way.

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In the following time, Zhu Fu Jingguang spent exclusive time with Qian Yuanxi, and no one else came to disturb them.

Sometimes Qian Yuanxi can't help but care about whether there is any discomfort in Zhu Fu Jingguang's body, whether his heart hurts.

To be more serious, Qian Yuanxi would suddenly wake up and take Zhu Fu Jingguang's hand to take someone to the hospital for an examination.

Sometimes I would also ask Zhu Fu Jingguang about the situation of Guling, and whether Qin Jiu was still alive.

He couldn't control it.

Sometimes Qianyuan Xi would force himself not to care about other people, and he even felt that it was the best time for him to disappear at this time.

He hasn't met many people yet, Kudo Shinichi hasn't gotten smaller, and no accidents have happened to the others.

If he disappears at this time, no one will remember him.

Qian Yuanxi curled up in the corner of the sofa, waiting for Zhu Fu Jingguang to come back from the outside.

He once again refused the request to go out with Zhu Fu Jingguang, and once again hid like a coward.

He saw it when the door opened, the sun was shining outside, it was a fine day.

But he was trembling unceasingly, obviously he was about to pinch his nails into the flesh, why he still couldn't control it.

The world consciousness in his mind has not spoken for a long time, but the more this makes him feel more uneasy, he always feels that the world consciousness is not satisfied with everything he does.

Always felt like the world consciousness was mad at what he did.

Thinking of this, Chihara Nozomi lowered his head, he wanted to open his mouth to take the initiative to ask World Consciousness if he did something wrong, and why he hadn't come to him for so long.

Could it be that this time he dissatisfied the world consciousness again? It doesn't matter, he can give up his life at any time.

He will no longer be afraid of death as before, and then reject the world consciousness to take his life away.

He won't.

"That... are you angry?"

"Don't be mad at me, okay?"

Qian Yuanxi finally opened his mouth, he begged in a low voice, he was right to do so.

He should do it, his brain told him so.

After the world consciousness saw this, it still came forward to speak.

【Not angry. 】

"Are you satisfied with what I have done?"

【what? 】

The world consciousness was stunned again, he thought of the boy's recent peaceful days, he really couldn't think of what the boy said to satisfy him.

Chihara Nozomi heard a voice that the world consciousness did not understand, he raised his head, and then he looked forward.

"I'm trying to appease Zhu Fu Jingguang's emotions. His condition is getting better and better recently, and his body has no sequelae."

"You said before that you should not invest too much emotion in them, and you must recognize my identity as an outsider. I have always kept it in mind."

"I won't be reluctant when I leave later. I did nothing wrong."

——The young man's voice was very cautious, but at the same time, the world consciousness could hear from it that he wanted to seek praise.

【Xiaoxi, what you did...】

The world consciousness suddenly stuck in its shell, is he going to praise it at this time?

But he clearly realized that this was wrong.

Even if he doesn't have many human emotions, he also knows that such thinking is wrong.

But the young man took it to heart and took it very seriously.

"Didn't it work well?"

"I, I know that my current situation is very bad. You wait for me for a while. After a while, I will take the initiative to leave them. I can't run now."

Speaking of this, Qian Yuanxi lowered her eyes: "I didn't deliberately procrastinate for time, I feel that my body doesn't have much strength, and my mind is dizzy."

"I didn't mean not to leave, you trust me."

……

When the world consciousness heard this, he understood.

The boy's body is no longer strong enough to support him, not even enough to support him to escape.

But even so, the boy was still thinking about running away, he was still listening to what he said before, and still obeying the rules he set.

The world consciousness can't refute it, he did say such a thing, and at that time he really regarded the young man in front of him as "a human being who can extract value".

Even at that time, in order to make better use of it, he even blocked all the signals of the boy calling for help, and also blocked all external help.

Thinking of this, the world consciousness seemed to be nervous, nervous that what he did was known to the young man, knowing that he had been cheating before.

Know that he started with cajoling.

——How could there be a price of life for life.

——How could it be possible to really save people, this is only a [-]% probability.

He is gambling.

In order not to scare the child away, he will help him relieve pain, help him do tasks, and help him enter society if he is coaxed.

But the moment the boy really entered the world, he disappeared completely.

Except for telling the boy to persevere from time to time, he was not all on the boy at other times.

What was he thinking at that time.

——He was thinking that it would be no big deal if the young man could change if he couldn't persist.

……

Qian Yuanxi didn't wait for the word of world consciousness, and he didn't continue to ask.

He silently waited for Zhu Fu Jingguang to come home. Recently, Zhu Fu Jingguang was reinstated and became a police officer.

He doesn't need to go back to the organization, and he doesn't know what's going on with the organization.

A few days ago, Zhu Fu Jingguang never talked to him about the news about Gin, as if he didn't want him to know about Gin.

And he didn't see Jiang Gu Ling's figure either.

The world seems to have quieted down.

It was so quiet that he could clearly feel that he was an outsider, he should not exist in this world, and even any news about him should disappear.

- The feeling of exclusion from the world.

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the other side.

Belmode propped his chin with his hands, groped the edge of the glass with his fingers, looked at the gin drinking next to him from time to time, and finally spoke.

She was sitting on the seat, her graceful figure set off her beauty, her golden wavy hair was draped over her shoulders, and her eyes were lazy.

"I only have one thought after hearing what you said to me. Do you want to know Gin?"

Belmode said, she stopped groping, turned around and leaned on the table, her eyes showed disgust at this moment, "I was thinking that there is a reason why you are so annoying."

"This mouth of yours is really amazing."

"I want to slap you."

Belmode said so, she lifted her hair, sighed, and her eyes became sharper.

"Is this the urgent matter you told me to fly back from abroad overnight?"

"When things have reached this level, you ask me to help you." Belmode was about to be laughed out of anger.