Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

"Son, as long as you are in my hands, neither the Japanese police nor people from other countries will do anything."

"Because they won't act recklessly, they don't have your guts. They don't dare to gamble, they don't dare to bet that their actions will win, and they don't dare to bet that the you they rescued after their actions will be intact."

Karasuma Renye had just finished saying this, Chihara Nozomi lifted his feet and left, his footsteps were messy as if trying to get rid of the voice behind him that was getting more and more annoying to him.

But after he walked out, Renye Karasuma just sighed and didn't continue, but Chihara Nozomi, who had already walked out of the small black room, didn't want to hear the sigh from the small black room.

Even if he heard it, he would feel physical discomfort in his heart.

Holding the police badge number of that box in his hand, he would not feel afraid, but the police badge number of this box made him feel distressed.

Chihara Nozomi thought that this was his mistake again, if he hadn't acted rashly and made a decision with Renye Karasuma, maybe they could still live well.

Instead of being used by Renye Karasuma as a surprise gift for him.

he thought...

The shoulders that were confronting Renye Karasuma just now slowly fell down again at this moment, and the arrogance that was originally against Renye Karasuma disappeared at this moment.

He couldn't hold his head high in front of the police badge numbers in his arms, he just muttered to himself in a low voice: "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

——The boy is repenting, being wronged, and struggling helplessly, but what the boy gets is no one responds.

On the way to the interrogation room, Qian Yuanxi consciously shielded everything around him, and the world consciousness that was originally malfunctioning did not appear at this time.

Qian Yuanxi thought that maybe the world consciousness had encountered some trouble, he should ask more questions at this time, and he should even care about it.

But he thought he had no energy left.

Just to deal with Renye Karasuma and even get out of the organization unharmed, he has exhausted all his abilities.

While restraining Renye Karasuma, he also had to make sure that he was not harmed in any way.

Qian Yuanxi can't be injured and can't stay in the organization, he doesn't plan to die in the organization, because he thinks he didn't say goodbye this time.

If he dies in the organization, his Chihara will be heartbroken, and even others will be broken.

He couldn't let holes appear in this perfect world, let alone cracks appeared because of his death.

—he wants to live.

Even if he was going to die, he would have to destroy the organization before he could die.

Before that, he would have a good time with his Chihara. He hasn't brought his Chihara back to his hometown, and he hasn't even had a good time in his hometown.

He just brought Chihara to his house, that's all.

thinking.

Qian Yuanxi came to the interrogation room unconsciously. He looked at the situation of the interrogation room, took a deep breath, walked over again, and then pushed the door in.

The distance between the interrogation room and the small black room is not very far, it only takes a few minutes to get there.

When he pushed open the door of the interrogation room, what greeted him was the smell of blood in the air.

Qian Yuanxi knew this situation best.

Because he has experienced such scenes countless times, the smell of blood in the air is very fresh, which means that he has just experienced torture here not long ago.

Thinking of this, he looked down at the police badge numbers in his cardboard box again, his lips trembled, and he walked in with the cardboard box in his arms.

at the same time.

Renye Karasuma's voice sounded: "Do you want to come back?"

This is just a light question.

But Qian Yuanxi replied very seriously, "It is impossible to go back, and I have never joined an organization."

"I didn't participate in the experiments in the organization, and I didn't even perform a mission. All the people I killed were wanted by the police."

When he said this, Qian Yuanxi raised his head, and then he looked for the surveillance camera in the interrogation room, and the moment he found it, he turned it on.

Then the corners of his mouth turned up, revealing his canine teeth.

"You lied to me at the beginning, and I lied to you, so you can't be angry because I lied to you."

"And that's not the only thing I lied about."

After Chihara finished speaking like this, he suppressed the restlessness in his heart, and at the same time he comforted his second personality.

——Don't be afraid, it's fine.

But Qian Yuanxi got an irritable voice.

——I’m afraid of you, forget it, anyway, with me around, he can’t hypnotize you.

That was the protection of the awkward second personality.

Chapter 159 Unable to Stand by Their Side Cleanly

Psychology says that no matter how bad the second personality is, or even how strong the desire to destroy the master personality is, the last barrier to protect the master personality is always the second personality at critical times.

The second personality will always be an awkward, even reluctant protection, but no matter how reluctant it is, it is the last barrier.

When Qian Yuanxi heard the comfort of the second personality in his heart, he smiled in his heart, and finally he got the irritable speech of the second personality in his heart who smiled lightly at him.

He just gently comforted him, and then he raised his head again to conceal the existence of the second personality in his heart.

Lift your feet and walk towards the center.

He didn't seem to be afraid of what happened around him, and he wasn't even worried that it would happen to him.

Qian Yuanxi didn't know why, he didn't have any fear, but he thought he should be, but he didn't.

He walked to the middle position, and then he looked at the red bloodshot remains on it, and even the yellowish and whitish human flesh.

With just one glance, Qian Yuanxi lowered her eyes.

Karasuma Renye's voice sounded very appropriately at this time: "This is their existence, because my son, after you made a decision with me that day, even arbitrarily advocating to call the police made me very unhappy."

"But kid, don't worry, I won't do anything to you. The two of us are very good friends."

When talking about this, Renye Karasuma's voice paused, "After all, we have gone through countless years, compared to other people, we are the real old friends, aren't we?"

Karasuma Renye's words made Chihara Nozomi feel sick and he even wanted to vomit it out. Even though there was nothing else in his stomach, he still wanted to vomit out the acid water in his stomach.

His body trembled, his eyes looked at the surveillance camera, and finally he said almost word by word, "Don't compare me with you, I am different from you."

As soon as Chihara Nozomi finished speaking like this, Karasuma Renye laughed immediately, and Chihara Nozomi could tell from this voice that it was a mockery.

Laughing at his overreaching, or perhaps laughing at his speech.

"My child, you are still so cute and innocent."

"Don't use such words to comment on me. I hate your hypocritical appearance. You clearly want to get everything, but you have to pretend to be the most vulnerable."

Qian Yuanxi searched for the most vicious and sarcastic words he could use, "To be honest, it's a pity that you don't become an actor. Your performance, old man?"

He still said it like this.

Chihara Nozomi didn't call Karasuma Renye by name this time, and he didn't even call Karasuma Renye-sama rudely, he tore his face.

I don't know how many times he has torn his face, but no matter what he is, Renye Karasuma will never show any annoyed expression at his appearance.

"It's really rare. It's rare to see you call me an old man. But honestly, don't you too?"

"The things you have experienced in your life are richer than this old thing like me. If I am an old thing, what should you call my child?"

Hearing that Renye Karasuma was maintaining hypocrisy in his tone until now, he turned his back to the surveillance camera and didn't show Renye Karasuma any expression.

But even when he turned around, Chihara Nozomi could feel Renye Karasuma staring at his every move, and took a deep breath before she could sneer.

He heard Karasuma Renye change the subject and talk about what happened here.

……

"On the day you left, I asked Lang Mu to hand over the list of undercover agents in the organization to me. In the beginning, I attacked the Japanese police. My child, you should really take a look at Lang Mu's treatment."

Karasuma Renye said like this, Chihara Nozomi raised his eyes, and he suddenly felt something was wrong.

That's a bad feeling.

He wants to stop, he doesn't want to listen.

But it was too late, Renye Karasuma opened her mouth slowly, telling what happened here.

"Rum didn't torture them endlessly at the beginning, he just identified some of them as undercover agents."

"Let their companions be forced to kill their own companions in order to protect themselves. I think you should take a look at their heartbroken looks. Those are very familiar eyes."

When Qian Yuanxi heard this, his body trembled unbelievably, and he even stretched out his hand to support the seat where the blood hadn't dried up.

"That's the look you told me the last time you wanted to see my child. If I remember correctly, I think this sentence was said to me a long time ago when you passively killed your companion."

"I've always kept that in mind."

Renye Karasuma easily spoke out at this time, the weakness that Chihara Nozomi had been hiding in her heart.

——That was what he once said to Karasuma Renye when he was the weakest, and that was his weakness.

He was handed over to Renye Karasuma when he was most vulnerable, but Renye Karasuma was merciless at this time, and even stabbed him in the heart without any hesitation at all.

That's the weakness he's handed over.

——The sharp blade he handed out was finally held by the enemy, and then ruthlessly pierced into his heart, making him unable to breathe.

Chihara Nozomi's brain turned white, his head felt dizzy, and then he fell on the seat, his breathing became heavier, and even the voice that had been suppressed in his heart rang again in his ears.

It might be questioning, or it might be a voice of hatred, wanting to drag him to hell with him.

Qian Yuanxi knew that this was his demon.

——He spared himself more than anyone else.

Maybe no one would hate him at all, and he was the one who never let go of himself from the beginning to the end.

……

Chihara Nozomi fell on the seat, Karasuma Renye's voice began to stumble, and even became very blurred, making it impossible for him to hear what Karasuma Renye said at this time.

He lowered his head and looked at the police badge number in his arms.

——"Don't say any more."

Qian Yuanxi felt his mouth move a few times, and said those few words, it was his plea.

But he thought maybe Renye Karasuma didn't hear it.

Then he wondered whether he had said this request, Qian Yuanxi seemed to have returned to the past at this time.

——No one will help him, he is still alone.

A person goes through everything, a person lives without hope.

He went back to the days when he lived with Renye Karasuma before he met everyone.

Thinking, finally his tinnitus stopped and his brain resumed functioning.

And at this moment, he finally heard the voice of Renye Karasuma clearly at this moment.

Karasuma Renye's words were so clear that he froze in place for a moment, at a loss for what to do.

"Child, you are greedy for the sunshine and want to get a little warmth from them."

"I'm angry with your actions, but I didn't blame you, because I know that people who have lived in darkness for a long time will yearn for it."

"But child, you have to understand that you can never stand beside them cleanly."

"You and them are not on the same road."

Chapter 160 Sleeping Pill Gas

Chihara Nozomi heard this sentence in his heart, at that moment he couldn't refute what Karasuma Renye said, he didn't know how to refute it.

Because what Karasuma Renye said was true, he was indeed coveting that trace of warmth, and even he wanted to return to the sun again.

Just because he misses it a bit.

He lived in the sun from the beginning, so he missed the sun and the warmth, and he wanted to feel the little warmth before he died.

This may be his cowardice, but at this time, Karasuma Renye brought up his cowardice without hesitation, and Karasuma Renye even persuaded him seriously.

Let him stop being persistent.