Collapse: Herrscher at the beginning, pre-rebirth civilization

"Hmm... Sister Lixia, why did Sister Cheshire bully Sister Xier?"

Lisha rubbed Gracie's little head, the smile on her face was very doting and... ecstatic? !

"No, no, Gracie, this is not called bullying, it is called the elders teaching the younger!"

"A lesson?" Gracie put her little hand to her mouth with a confused look on her face.

"Yes. If Gracie is not good, sister Branca will pick up little Gracie like this, and then... spank her ass!"

Gracie: Σ(っ°Д°;) っ! ! !

"Oh, don't! Mom said you can't hit people!"

"Spanking is not the same as beating someone~"

"Huh?"

While talking, Lisha has gently led Gracie to sit on the sofa in the living room.

"Lisha, don't fool little Gracio, be careful when Uncle Hen comes back to bring you punches!"

Lisha: (=°Д°=)!

Seeing Su Shixiu approaching the table with two plates of dishes and an apron tied around his waist with a smile on his face, Li Xia instantly felt the desolation of life!

"Okay, Ah Xiu, you know how to scare people with Hen, are you afraid that Hen will come to you desperately?"

At this time, Blanca, who was hugging the sullen Xier, walked over after washing her hands and face, and sat on the sofa.

"Don't be afraid, he can't beat me."

Looking at Su Shixiu who said this without hesitation, it seemed that his whole body was emitting light, and the eyes of the children present were instantly attracted!

Lisha: Big brother is so confident!

Xier: Brother is so domineering!

Gracie: Huh?Hello bro, how handsome?

"Tsk, although it's the truth, let's save some face for Hen, shall we? Lisha, hurry up and wash your hands and face!"

"it is good!"

Lisha nodded, and hurriedly ran to the bathroom.

Xi'er sat on the sofa, watched Su Shixiu playfully at Blanca, and raised his eyebrows in silence:

"Yo, do you feel sorry for your family?"

However, Blanca doesn't like Su Shixiu at all!

"Tch, that's not true, single dog!"

Su Shixiu: "..."

Xier struggled to hold back her laughter.

There was the sound of tableware falling suddenly from the kitchen, but luckily nothing was broken, so Cheshire should have been startled and holding back his laughter.

in the bathroom...

"Pfft! Ah? Cough cough!"

Su Shixiu looked hopeless, and sat down on the sofa in a daze.

Is it not possible, I am just a small tester, and you actually gave me a big move?

The point is, this big move sticks to my heart, it really hurts!

Single dog, single dog, single dog...

Forget it, the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it gets!

Seeing Su Shixiu sat down on the sofa in a daze, a successful smile flashed in Branca's eyes, and then she turned and walked towards the bathroom!

I can't provoke Su Shixiu any more, it looks like he was really hit, alas, poor baby!

So much so that during dinner, Su Shixiu was always depressed, but he wasn't entirely bothered by being called a "single dog".

It's just that I don't need such a person, so even a young man who has had a few heart-throbs dare not express his feelings easily.

He didn't want to leave any regrets, since he wanted to be together, he had to hold hands together and walk towards tomorrow where the sun could still rise.

He didn't hope that the love he had made up his mind to try would end up with nothing but regrets.

Therefore, single dogs are also quite good.

At least, now Su Shixiu is accompanied by his family, he is not alone at all.

Chapter 112 Nostalgia, an unfulfilled dream

Lying on a deck chair on the balcony, holding a cup of black tea in his hand, Su Shixiu quietly looked up at this rare starry night.

But in the dormitory at this time, all the lights had already been turned off, and it was already the dead of night.

Unknowingly, with the passage of time, Su Shixiu would occasionally stop and look up at the starry sky that he seldom sees again during the journey of life.

For Su Shixiu, the starry sky may be the most beautiful thing in the world, but it is also the loneliest thing at the same time.

Su Shixiu, he was no longer lonely, but he was always that lonely person from the very beginning.

Therefore, he is always used to being alone, quietly staying in one person's space, staring at the stars in a daze, silently, looking at the starry sky, and thinking about his own thoughts.

He is not greedy, he never expects anything extravagantly, he only wants the people around him to be happy.

He doesn't expect much from himself, he just hopes to make the people around him live well.

Even if it is becoming stronger and constantly fighting against the collapse, the reason for the initial fight is actually very simple.

He, just to let other people, like him, occasionally take a look at the starry sky that they can see together.

As long as one thinks that the starry sky of tomorrow is still there, but under this starry sky, there are no human beings who once looked up at it...

Just thinking of these things, Su Shixiu couldn't help feeling a bit of fear.

Even if... he really survived by luck, but there is no one around him anymore, so lonely and silent, it is really even far worse than death!

The silence of a person is terrible, because that kind of loneliness is far different from being alienated by others.

Try to imagine that in this world, if you are left alone, it will undoubtedly be the most suffocating thing.

If that becomes a tragedy that you cannot change no matter what...then at that moment, standing on the deserted land, will you be shrouded in endless loneliness and despair?

Sipping the black tea, Su Shixiu sighed softly, with a little nostalgia in his eyes.

He, he suddenly remembered a sentence his father once said when he was a child:

"Every star in the sky represents the life of a person who has passed away. However, even if you are still in this world, it does not mean that you cannot see your place among the stars."

Did Su Shixiu ever think...one day...a star is looking at him now?

What's more, he didn't know if he had ever seen its direction under the reflection of the starlight?

Perhaps, on some earth.

Perhaps, in the Pacific Ocean.

Perhaps, in the depths of the ocean...

Or maybe, in heaven.

Or maybe, just a corner, a place that may never be seen.

Can these really be seen?

Are these really visible?

Are these... really visible?

Thinking of this, Su Shixiu suddenly laughed.

However, there was a trace of bitterness in his eyes.

He thought...it should be possible.

After all, that star seemed to be beside him, in a place that he could never touch or reach.

So......

That night, Su Shixiu didn't sleep, and sat directly on the deck chair on the balcony, looking up at the sky full of stars until late at night.

As a result, when he was looking up at the stars alone, several eyes in the room looked at this young man one by one.

However, they didn't disturb him, even when they left, they were so silent.

The night is very quiet, the starry sky is beautiful, but also very desolate.

When the dawn broke, those stars disappeared after all.

And in his mind, the familiar tune echoed again.

The man repeated what he did yesterday, playing again and again, tirelessly.

The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, showing a smile, and he seemed to enjoy this feeling.

He knew what the meaning of that song was.

It was a ballad.

And the protagonist of that ballad is himself.

Everything... started because of him.

That night, Su Shixiu just looked up at the red sun until dawn.

When the morning sun made his face flushed red, it was not until the red sun rose that everything slowly returned to normal.

For the two people who gave him the warmest sense of belonging when he first came to this world, Su Shixiu has always had unforgettable memories and nostalgia.

Dad, Mom...

Their existence cannot be forgotten, and similarly speaking, it is extremely important.

"The son wants to raise him, but the relative doesn't want to wait... Huh~ But it's really, not a very beautiful trouble!"

As a Herrscher whose authority is gradually improving, Su Shixiu no longer needs to sleep.

Human habits, he has used it for a long, long time, so he always needs to rest.

But occasionally waking up a few times, the result is just staying up all night, and it won't have much impact on Su Shixiu.

Putting on the overcoat that he hadn't worn all night, Su Shixiu rubbed his eyes, put on his usual smile, and walked into the house.

"Are you willing to come in?"

Unexpectedly, following the sudden sound, Su Shixiu saw Blanca sitting on the sofa in pajamas, and smiled sweetly and gently at him.

"Hmm... senior sister, you?"

Noticing Blanca's slightly tired expression, Su Shixiu realized something.

"You haven't slept all night, the children can't last so long, how can I rest assured?"

Seeing Blanca who said such words indifferently, Su Shixiu couldn't help being stunned.

"But, I'll be fine..."

"Okay, elementary school boy who is full of lies, I remember that Ah Xiu was not so fond of fooling people!"

Seeing Blanca stand up, Su Shixiu couldn't help sighing, and could only shrug helplessly.

Well, it seems that something has been seen...

"Sit down and talk together?"

Facing Blanca who invited him, Su Shixiu just wanted to say that this is his home, and he should be the master.

However, after seeing Blanca's concern for him, and his exhaustion because he was almost up all night, he just opened his mouth and said nothing.

He nodded silently, sat next to the senior, and picked up the cold tea on the table.

The temperature on the hand changed, and soon the tea rose into a hot mist.

"Drink?"

"That's fine. Ah Xiu, if you have something, don't hold it in your heart, just say it out. Gudu~huh, not bad, the temperature is just right!"