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Kong just sat on the dining table with a gentle smile, waiting for Xiaosan to take his seat.

Keep them waiting.

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Chapter 23. Be hypocritical

Although something happened, after returning home, Xiaosan's good self-cultivation allowed him to sit at the dining table with the same calm expression as before, making it impossible to see any waves.

After finishing dinner quietly, Xiaosan went back to his study alone, continued to wait for Xiaoniaoyou sisters to return to their room to rest, and then went to the bathroom to take a bath alone.

He lowered his head and turned up his collar, sniffed it lightly, and there was still that faint and mellow fragrance in the place where the perfume did not spread.

Recalling what happened at Nishinomiya's house in the evening, sitting on the seat, he closed his eyes tightly and fell into endless memories.

"Uncle, we are ready."

Xiao Hina's voice sounded outside the study door, and Xiao San, who was sitting in the study, couldn't help but slowly opened his eyes, got up from the seat silently, walked out of his study, and looked at Xiao San who had already changed into pajamas. The Niaoyou sisters pursed their lips and smiled, watched them go upstairs, and then slowly walked towards the bathroom...

A piece of desolate land, full of weeds, the original large-scale villa seems to be unable to withstand the ravages of time and wind and rain. Inadvertently, when I return to this place, there is only a dilapidated piece left.

Standing in the courtyard, he couldn't help frowning, not knowing why he was standing here.

'Here, is my home? '

The only thing left in my heart was this intuition, which told him that where he was now, the picture of being with his family once appeared in his mind. Although there were some ups and downs, it was generally a picture of warm tones, which made him uncomfortable. See why it's so run down now.

In the gloomy and gloomy sky, thick clouds shrouded the top of the head, like countless ghosts entrenched above the head, and it didn't know when it would rain heavily.

The dark wind blowing past him from time to time, rolled up those rootless withered yellow rice leaves, which made him hesitate a little more in his heart.

The weird atmosphere created by the surrounding environment made him feel hesitant.

'Is my courage so small? '

Infinite doubts arose in his heart, and he felt angry, angry at himself who stopped moving forward.

So, anger drove him to take his own steps, and he came to the door where the walls were covered with moss and most of the white paint had fallen off, and he stretched out his hand——

It's just that as soon as he held the doorknob, the rusty handshake fell off directly, which made him feel surprised for a while, he didn't expect it to be rusted to this extent.

Looking at the door in front of him, he didn't know why he felt a wave of fear in his heart, but still clenched his teeth, resisting the uneasiness and fear from the bottom of his heart, the eyes in his eyes gradually became firmer, and he walked to the door , raised his leg and kicked away.

bang——

The door hit the wall, and there was a crisp sound. The door, which was already vulnerable to wind and rain, fell directly from the wall under this blow.

There was just a 'plop' sound, raising countless dust.

The dark and deep room and the gloomy colors made him feel a trace of indescribable fear. He clenched his teeth and walked forward silently.

The moment he stepped into the house, the originally dark room suddenly lit up with bright lights.

It was supposed to be a room where the water and electricity had been cut off, but it suddenly went against common sense and turned on the warm light, which gradually made the uneasiness in his heart fade away. Looking at the familiar environment, he couldn't help but stop his steps, Standing in the living room, feeling the vastness and dilapidation......

When he woke up, his body was covered in cold sweat. Xiaosan, who was lying on the bed, slowly sat up, looked down at his dark blue pajamas, which seemed to be a little darker in color, and slowly left the bed.

It was hazy outside the window, and it was still dark.

Glancing at the alarm clock on the side, it was only four o'clock in the morning. I don't know why I suddenly had such a weird dream, but when I think about it, my mind is like a thin layer of tulle, what? Can't see clearly.

He walked out of his room and into the living room.

Looking at the living room, which he was used to seeing on weekdays, it suddenly overlapped with the scene in his dream.

"So, is this the place you dreamed about?"

Just why is it desolate and dilapidated, it seems that there is no one there?

Xiaosan was not a psychologist, and he didn't understand the meaning of his dream. He just poured a cup of warm tea silently, sat on the sofa, and fell into silence.

There was still a feeling of discomfort in his heart. The impact of that dream on him was not just a dream. It seemed to touch some sensitivity in his heart, so that even if he woke up, he still couldn't fully wake up from it.

Stretching out his hand in front of his heart, he covered it gently for a while, and after his mood gradually calmed down, he didn't feel so uncomfortable.

Taking a deep breath, he drank the tea and walked towards the bathroom. If his clothes were dry later, he probably caught a cold too.

When they came out of the bathroom, the first ray of sunlight in the morning had already emerged from the distant sky, and it was about to dawn, and the birds and the others would also wake up.

Xiaosan, who was wearing a bathrobe, dried his hair and returned to his room.

He sat on the bed again, but he didn't know why he didn't want to lie down on his own bed. It seemed that he was resisting in his heart. That dream made him sleepless for a while.

I don't know why he would have such a dream.

After sitting quietly in his room for a while, he still left his bedroom. Even with the lights on, there was an indescribably dull feeling, which made him a little breathless.

He simply went to the living room and turned on the TV.

But because it was too early, there was no program, just sitting on the sofa dully, killing his time abruptly.

Xiaoniaoyoukong was the first to wake up.

At six o'clock, she came down from the stairs and went to the living room.

"are you awake?"

Sitting in the living room, Xiaosan watched Xiaoniao Youkong coming down the stairs, and looked at her with a slightly haggard expression.

"...Mr. Qiuyue, are you awake yet? It's earlier than usual."

When seeing Xiaosan, Xiaoniaoyoukong also seemed a little surprised, he didn't expect Xiaosan to get up so early today, because the living room didn't turn on the light, Xiaoniaoyoukong didn't notice Xiaosan's haggard look for a while.

"Well, I wake up much earlier than usual, come over and do it?"

Xiaoniao Youkong, who came to the living room, was a little surprised after hearing Xiaosan's words. For Xiaosan, who usually kept a distance from him, he didn't know why he would be so active.

At the bottom of my heart, I didn't pay attention for a while, but when I came back to my senses, I found that I was already sitting beside Xiaosan.

"Uncle, get up and have breakfast!"

The familiar cute loli voice rang in his ears, Xiaosan slowly opened his eyes, a pair of lovely eyes and that immature face came into view.

Xiao Chi's face came close to him, and Xiao San, who fell asleep at some point, couldn't help showing deep confusion.

Looking down and seeing the blanket on his body, he remembered what happened before. He couldn't help covering his face with his hand, took a deep breath, adjusted his mood, and then sat up.

"How long have I slept?"

Xiao Hina showed a confused expression on her face, not knowing how to answer this question.

"I do not know."

"What time is it now?"

"It's fifteen past seven."

"It's been an hour?"

"Ah."

Looking at Xiaoniaoyoukong who came to his side, the other party's eyes revealed a deep worry.

"Are you okay?"

"Huh? It's okay."

Although the person has woken up, but the mood is still extraordinarily depressed, unspeakably uncomfortable, can only reluctantly show his own smile, and after saying hello to Xiaoniao Youkong, he stood up silently and sat down. to the table.

Yu Meiyu, who had already sat at the dining table, looked at Xiaosan who sat down, looked at the haggard expression on his face that was inconsistent with the past, and wanted to ask something, but after seeing her sister's eyes, Still choking back into his stomach, the four of them had breakfast together.

After breakfast, it was time to go to school. Xiaoniaoyoukong stood in front of the door, looked at the two younger sisters beside him, and involuntarily turned his gaze towards the living room.

Thinking of the other party's haggard expression before, and how he suddenly fell asleep on his lap, Xiaoniao Youkong couldn't help feeling a little worried in his heart.

'He, are you okay? '

Although he was worried about Xiaosan, but he didn't know what reason he should use to ask the other party, he was silent for a long time, and went out with his two younger sisters.

Xiao San, who was left alone at home, was sitting in the living room, when he heard the sound of closing the door, he felt uneasy again in his heart.

'No, you can't stay at home alone. '

Gritting his teeth, he stood up, left his home, locked the door, got into his car, and drove away about ten minutes after the three of Xiaoniaoyou and sisters went out. own home.

Sitting on a bench in the park, people occasionally pass by, and there are donuts and a cup of iced coffee in the paper bag on the side.

The sun hanging high in the sky is extraordinarily blazing, most of the passers-by who pass by occasionally hold sun umbrellas to avoid the scorching sun, but Xiaosan doesn't care about it, it's better to say that only the overly hot sun can Give him a sense of security.

Ice-cold coffee trickled down his throat, fine beads of sweat on his forehead.

Perhaps in the eyes of others, Xiaosan is a strange person.

'Isn't it good? If it's a strange person, no one will like me, right? '

A somewhat narcissistic thought inadvertently popped up in my mind, but in fact, it was a reality that Xiaosan had to face.

There are too many people around him, and they have complicated feelings for him, maybe because of obsession, maybe because of gratitude, or because of curiosity, all kinds of complicated feelings have gathered a lot of women around him , Let him now feel a complete headache.

'The dream last night, was it really because of fear? '

Raising his head, squinting his eyes, looking at the sun in the sky, Xiaosan couldn't help closing his eyes.

Even with his eyes closed, he could still feel the bright sun reflected on his eyeballs through his eyelids. That layer of flesh color made the corners of his mouth curl up.

'Did it affect my mood because I was afraid that the people around me would disappear?And even the heart feels uncomfortable...'

It was not the first time to face his own heart, Xiaosan didn't feel any embarrassment because of this matter, but slowly lowered his head and opened his eyes.

There was only a little coffee left in his hand, he put it in an empty paper bag, threw them into the trash can, and left the park.

Since going out in the morning, Xiaosan has not returned home, and stayed outside until the afternoon, then slowly left from a secluded coffee shop, drove his own car on the road, and returned to the own home.

Looking at the house with the lights on, he hesitated for a moment, and stayed in the garage for a while before slowly entering the house.

"Welcome back, big brother."

Miha was sitting on the sofa, holding a bag of potato chips, while Sora was preparing dinner, and Kohina was sitting beside Miha.

Looking at the picture in front of him, Xiaosan felt an unreal feeling in his heart, and sat down on the sofa silently without making a sound.

"Big brother?"

Facing Xiaosan who reacted a bit strangely, Meiyu stretched out her hand involuntarily, and tapped Xiaosan's cheek.

But Xiaosan just sat there quietly and didn't speak.

The unusual Xiaosan made Meiyu fall into a bit of embarrassment, she withdrew her fingers, and stopped talking in a dull mood, just biting potato chips...

"I have a general understanding of your situation. It is indeed a very serious situation."

The gentle middle-aged man sitting opposite looked at the information in his hand, and looked at Xiaosan with a peaceful expression.

"However, although it is serious, it is not incurable. If it goes well, it should be able to improve your current mental state quite effectively."

"Is it serious?"

"Because of your childhood experience, the lack of affection for family and lover has led to your excessive pursuit of the concept of 'family', the paranoid psychology of 'family', and the pursuit of idealized family members too much, so I feel indifferent to the people around me.”

"Indifferent?"

"Although according to what you said, you take good care of the people around you, but it's only based on the sense of responsibility that you should take good care of them, right?"

"Generally... yes."

"This is not a bad thing. A sense of responsibility has already shown your situation. In fact, it is not that serious. It's just that you don't pay attention to the people around you. My suggestion is to care more about the people around you, not Put all your energy into waiting."

"wait?"

"Aren't you waiting for your family to appear? If you don't do anything, your family will not appear in front of you out of thin air."

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Chapter 24. It's Strange

"Psychologist?"

Knowing Xiaosan's itinerary from Hayasaka Ai, Shinomiya Kaguya seemed a little surprised, she didn't expect that man to go to such a place.

"Yes."