I, Hikigu, are contained by the evil god

The expressionless Hikigu glanced at Eriri, and then turned his gaze to Mr. Spencer and Mrs. Sawamura. His face was serious, rather than serious:

"I think I might have to stay here all night tonight."

"Is there a place?"

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Chapter 5 The past between Eiriri and Hikigaya

"..."

"Stay...for one night?" Spencer became nervous. He felt that he might understand Hikigu's meaning, "Is there really a ghost? Is that ghost still here?"

"No, it has already been driven away." Hikigu slowly shook his head,

"I just have to make sure that you are not polluted... In other words, you can understand, if you still encounter something tonight, then you have to go with me;

"If not, congratulations, except for not engaging in lottery activities within two or three days, you can pretend that nothing happened, and treat everything today as a dream."

After a pause, Hikigu added another sentence in a low voice, "Including my meeting with you."

Hiki Valley and Kasumi Hills attracted weirdness as soon as they returned home. This is obviously polluted, and it can’t be done without enlightenment; and ordinary red-level weirdness, as the lowest level of weirdness, generally does not cause pollution, just like the agents before. Just like searching for the nuns and finding a lot of red-level weirdness, it didn't seem likely that there would be more new agents at the time. "

So Ying Lili and her parents shouldn't need enlightenment... Biqigu doesn't want them to enlighten either.

His teammate detectives have all died just now, and he is too aware of the dangers of the detectives. He didn’t just talk about the precariousness. It was true that he gave his life to the association from the moment he entered the secret; Party members or civil servants, are destined to get rid of the status of ordinary people and the previous daily life, and go to madness and terror.

Just like Ai Li back then, when he and Kasumi Hills hadn't participated in the spiritual enlightenment, he hoped that both of them could become civil servants... No matter what kind of grievances he has with Ying Lili, once they meet, he will never I don't want to send Ying Lili to die with my own hands.

So, he stayed here, and he wanted to see with his own eyes that the few people didn't attract anything and looked safe and sound.

"This..." Mr. Spencer and Mrs. Sawamura looked at each other, "Okay."

……

At four o'clock in the morning, Sawamura's villa, on the second floor, Eirari's bedroom.

Ying Lili is not sleepy at all, no matter if she is scared or terrified, she can't fall asleep at all now, as soon as she closes her eyes, she will see the creepy appearance of that clown lying on top of her head and smiling creepily at her.

So, she sat on the bed, with her two fair and beautiful legs crossed up, her hands on her knees, and she stared at Bi Qigu who was sitting on the ground.

As a result, because this room is haunted, Hikigaya came to Eiriri's bedroom to watch the night.

Ying Lili was originally arranged to sleep in another new room, but after half an hour, Ying Lili, who couldn't help herself, quietly came here with a pillow in her arms.

"So, why did you come here... the lonely man and the widow are in the same room, what do you think?" Hikigu shook his head helplessly, this girl's waywardness and disregard for the consequences of doing things are exactly the same as back then.

"...I'm afraid..." Ying Lili didn't know what to think of, and a blush flew up on her pale face due to too much fear, "When I close my eyes, I become a scary clown."

"Then you should go to your parents, not me."

"I'm just a person in charge of handling this matter, not someone of yours." The alienation and indifference in Bi Qigu's words were almost overflowing... Ying Lili's eyes turned red all of a sudden.

"You still say!" Ying Lili's lungs were about to explode, this ability is not ordinary than Qi Gu's, "You..."

Pointing to Biqigu, Ying Lili was at a loss for words, and she didn't know where to start... She seemed to have countless responsibilities to talk about, but it seemed that none of them could be tenable.

"Huh!" Ying Lili tossed her blond hair, turned her head over, she looked angry, but she was actually angry, as if she was coming to coax me.

Hikigu didn't say anything - he could see what Ying Lili meant, but he turned a blind eye.

So girls actually only want to hear what she wants to hear, no matter how you explain and reason and tell the truth, she will completely ignore it... Most girls are like this when they are angry, at least compared to what Qigu has seen Most of them are like this.

But even if it's futile, girls will want you to keep explaining.

"That..." Ying Lili couldn't help but turned her head back, pursed her mouth, and tears welled up in her eyes.

Ying Lili wanted to say something, but hesitated, and finally saw that Hikigu could not be expected to speak, so she gritted her teeth.

"Before... I was talking about the junior high school incident..."

"You... really don't say anything anymore?"

The atmosphere changed from a terrifying gray and white to a little pink.

Seeing Ying Lili's appearance, Bi Qigu's heart softened suddenly somewhere, but he still didn't say anything, he lowered his head and played with the enchanted dagger in his hand, the dark blue enchanted patterns shone dazzlingly.

"...Let's not talk about it, it's already been said."

Ying Lili immediately jumped up on the bed and shouted, "Hey, hey! Why do you have to act like a victim?"

"At the beginning, I knew I was wrong, and I ignored you, but did you do nothing wrong?"

Yinglili's eyes were red, and she pointed at Biqigu, "When you broke up with that woman, I was by your side, right? I was with you and comforted you every day. We were inseparable for those two months, right? "

"……Yes."

Hikigu did not refute, but admitted in a low voice,

Back then, Ying Lili was really kind to herself. She was always the focus of the crowd, the princess who was so full of stars, but she was willing to be inseparable from her. Back then, Ying Lili was so good, and Bi Qigu remembered it all... That's why he didn't like it afterwards. He kept explaining to her and tried to save her, but it was not until a year or two later that he completely gave up.

"What about you? How did you treat me?"

With Hikigu's acknowledgment, Ying Lili couldn't help crying out loudly, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances of the past few years, "You are in love with that girl Xia Chuanzhenliang , you don't want me anymore..."

In the end, Ying Lili still didn't say that sentence: I thought you would confess to me after getting out of the shadow of feelings. I thought that while I liked you, you also liked me...

She used to like Bi Qigu very much, and unlike An Yilun's innocent childhood sweetheart, she had a different kind of affection for Bi Qigu, a special childhood sweetheart... so much so that even after two and a half years, she still Still can't forget him.

But what she was waiting for was Hikigu and Xia Chuan Masuzu, who caused a sensation in the whole school, to be together. It was the so-called match made in heaven between the two influential figures in junior high school... She was like a fool, like a spare tire. Discard when needed.

When she heard the news from a friend around her, her mind really exploded. The great shame and embarrassment surrounded her and made her lose her mind, and went to break with Biqigu without thinking about anything.

Hikigu: "..."

He lowered his head and concentrated on playing with the dagger without showing any expression.

……is that so?

...That's right.

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Chapter 6 People should live by themselves and be clean

Bi Qigu was in a trance for a while, and he didn't understand what Ying Lili was thinking until today... It's two and a half years late to open up, no one knows whether it's too late or early.

Without Yinglili saying it, Biqigu finally saw Yinglili's careful thoughts, and remained silent for a long time.

He took a deep breath in pain, and suddenly felt that he was stupid.

So she likes herself? !

This is an option that Bi Qigu has never thought about, because childhood sweethearts are too familiar, so familiar that there is no novelty at all, and it is impossible to become a couple.

Yes, that's right, Ying Lili has been with her after she broke up with her, but she was also like that before.

From childhood to adulthood, he and Ying Lili went to and from school together at school, and they were inseparable. Although there were some gossips at first, everyone got used to it later... In the final analysis, what Ying Lili did when he broke up with him Because, in fact, it's not beyond the scope of childhood sweethearts, how to do in the past, how to do at that time, who can tell that the other party likes you!

When facing strangers, most people’s biggest illusion is that she likes me; when facing childhood sweethearts, most people’s biggest illusion is that she only sees me as a buddy... The saddest thing is, unless you bet on losing your childhood sweetheart There is no possibility to confess, otherwise you will never know whether the other party has ever liked you.

But if she really likes herself, all the fog can be explained clearly. Hikigu once thought that the inexplicable and unreasonable changes were reasonable... At the beginning, if Ying Lili was replaced by him, he might be similar Feeling.

Why did Ying Lili become furious when she heard the news of her fake love, and rushed to break with him in front of the whole school?This is easy to explain. The person I like is broken in love, and I accompany him out of the shadows. I finally thought that I was going to succeed, but that person turned back and found someone else... Everyone would have a mental explosion.

Is there anything wrong with Biqigu?

In order to let his ex-girlfriend feel at ease and fly in the direction she wanted to go without restraint, he deliberately had a fake love affair with just looking for and Xia Chuan Zhenliang, and told her through this, I have forgotten her, please go forward and don't look back.

His goal has been achieved, and Zhenliang's goal of finding a shield has also been achieved. Both of them are happy...Ying Lili was injured.

In the final analysis, there is really nothing wrong with Bi Qigu's approach of treating Ying Lili as a childhood friend;

From Ying Lili's point of view, her reaction was not too much.

In this matter, neither side is wrong. Standing on their respective positions, Ying Lili sees Bi Qigu as an unforgivable scumbag, and Bi Qigu sees Ying Lili as inexplicably savage... They all have their own positions, which are reasonable.

Hikigu looked up at Yinglili who was crying, feeling a little sad.

Still the same sentence, childhood sweethearts are too familiar, so familiar that it is impossible to become a couple, and you can't tell whether the other party likes you or not... Because childhood sweethearts are too close, most of what couples can do can also be done by childhood sweethearts. Liking or dependence on childhood sweethearts, maybe even Ying Lili herself can hardly tell the difference.

but……

Hiki closed his eyes and sighed.

"But, before I promised Xiachuan Zhenliang, I already told you."

"I told you beforehand that I was going to have a fake relationship, and then I agreed to Xia Chuanzhenliang...why do you still have such a big reaction."

Ying Lili blinked, her crying stopped, and her expression became dull: "...Huh?"

"..." Bi Qigu pursed his lips tightly, and it took a long time before he opened his mouth: "You won't... really turn your head and forget it?"

……

"English pear pear."

"Huh? What's the matter, Hachiman?"

"I'm going to play a play, a play about love, for the whole school, for her."

Hikigaya at that time was talking to Eiriri on the way home from school.

"When the time comes, don't misunderstand me... Well, although it's okay to misunderstand, love or something won't affect childhood sweethearts."

"...If you don't want to, forget it."

Ying Lili frowned, didn't understand, but was embarrassed to ask, and felt that Bi Qigu was planning to do something about her ex-girlfriend—she had no interest in exploring Bi Qigu's ex-girlfriend.

So what does this matter have to do with her?

So, Ying Lili pushed the confusion out of her head, smiled and nodded, her golden twin ponytails swaying behind her head:

"okay!

"..."

This is the conversation at the beginning, and Hikigu still remembers it to this day. As soon as he had the idea of ​​a fake relationship, he immediately told Yinglili—he didn’t want Yinglili to feel that he was the kind of guy who just fell in love and found someone to fall in love with to transfer his feelings .

Hikigu never expected that Ying Lili, who didn't understand this sentence, turned her head and threw it behind her, even if the false love incident happened afterwards, she didn't think of it at all.

Ying Lili's promise was unexpectedly straightforward, but when Hikigu really did it, Ying Lili ran over and yelled, and broke with him completely in front of the whole school.

He went to explain that it was the first time in his history that he took the initiative to pester a girl... But it didn't work, she didn't listen to anything, Bi Qigu couldn't even see Ying Lili, and the other party always avoided him; Behind closed doors.

Come on, scumbag!My company is not as good as when someone meets you, and all my efforts are taken for granted by you?Everyone else can but me?I'm totally giving up, goodbye!

People should not abuse themselves, no matter how much they like, they must know self-respect and self-love; a person should live by himself and be clean.

With this in mind, Ying Lili made herself give up, and at the same time alienated Hikigu in order to suppress her constant thoughts of forgiving Hikigu.

It turns out that she is like a puppy, she can't help but wag her tail when she sees her owner. In order not to wag her tail and show such a shameful look, she has to run away from home!If you don't see the owner, you won't wag your tail, let alone worry about it!

It went on like this for a year, and with an inexplicable sense of guilt, Hikigu did not give up. He tried various efforts—until the two graduated from junior high school and went to different high schools.

After high school, Biqigu went to the supermarket and encountered a lottery event. The host asked two winners to come on stage. After Biqigu took the stage, he heard the names and found out that the other winner was Yinglili.

When the host yelled the girl's name, the girl ran away while Biqigu watched helplessly.

Bi Qigu stood awkwardly and alone on the podium, accepted the award in silence, and then he gave up the idea of ​​explaining... That day, it was only 2 days since the two became strangers.

until today.

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Chapter 7 Let's get to know each other again, starting with the name

"Well, it turns out that you forgot, so it's not surprising."

"But even so..."

"Even so, you haven't thought about it, how could I fall in love with someone else right after breaking up? Would I fall into the same pit twice in a row?"

She became a childhood sweetheart with an excellent person like Ying Lili, and the high-ranking blond lady accompanied the poor boy everywhere, and she was inseparable. She was too arrogant, but she still took care of his lovelorn feelings... It would be a lie to say that she hadn't been tempted.

It’s just that the relationship between childhood sweethearts is so good that they dare not destroy it at all. Once something is said, he is worried that he will never go back... Besides, he has just lost love, so how could he destroy another good relationship with emotions? girl?So he completely concealed that feeling until it disappeared.

Hikigu enjoys loneliness and likes to be alone. He doesn't seem to have any relationship with beautiful troublesome girls... But he is also a human being, so he also likes girls, but other people's likes are shown, and he He can always hide it well, so good that no one knows it except him.

He really didn't expect that Ying Lili used to like him.

Of course, this kind of liking still has the childish and ignorant elements. With the passage of time, it should be impossible for them.