I, Hikigu, are contained by the evil god

It's a pity that this person is not Hikiya's idol, so Hikiya just wants to avoid her now, and he doesn't want to drink her coffee at all, and he doesn't want to have any follow-up with the two all-Japanese dream romances Mai Sakurajima and Ami Kawashima , and even avoid poisonous insects like snakes, scorpions, and scourges.

"It doesn't matter who I am... but I guess you've figured out why I'm here."

"I can't guess and I'm too lazy to guess, please let me go, I'm going to buy breakfast."

Hikigu's clean and tidy answer left the woman in front of her at a loss for words.

But she still raised her chin slightly, and signaled to Hikigu the pedestrians on the other side of the street, to be precise, the people behind the pedestrians.

"—she came to see you."

"..." Bi Qigu turned his head and looked, panicked, because the man with long blue hair had already paced across the road, walking towards this side seemingly slowly.

The woman in front of her said quietly:

"Actually, I don't want to meddle in other people's private affairs, not at all... But I can't watch my best friend obsess over a person for years, calling me in the middle of the night to harass me saying she has dreams again I can't sleep because of someone."

"I have always been very, very curious about what kind of man makes her dream and miss until now... I thought she shouldn't be the kind of dedicated woman who is obsessed with the past."

"I really don't want to see her standing still in the same place as she is thinking wildly all the time. Since she still has thoughts, why don't she go back and look for her... But I have no position and qualifications to persuade her to do something, let alone act on her own initiative. , we are best friends, and I respect all her choices."

"...Fortunately, now she finally mustered up the courage to come to you. I'm very happy to see her face her knot directly."

"I just want to tell you that she has never forgotten you, she has never complained about you, and that she was able to come to you this time, the struggle she has experienced, the awareness she has, and the courage and determination it takes may far exceed your imagination."

"As for what you think, how you do it, what happens to the two of you in the end, in fact, it's fine—"

Mai Sakurajima talked for a long time, and Hikigu couldn't help listening to the contents... But Mai Sakurajima's voice stopped abruptly, and Hikigu blinked playfully,

"Okay, I'm done talking, here she is, I wish you a pleasant conversation."

"!!!" Hikigu stared sharply and turned his head.

Ami Kawashima had already come behind her, wearing a mask, she couldn't see her expression, she stared at Hikigu seriously with her big eyes flickering, as if there were stars in her eyes.

"!!!" Hikiya turned his head back to look at Mai Sakurajima.

But Mai Sakurajima had disappeared into the crowd in a flash, and could not be found.

This person... Hikigu gritted his teeth, and the serious gaze behind him made Hikigu's scalp tingle.

He is not afraid to face any difficulties and dangers now, but he feels guilty about Ami Kawashima, his first lover, and he doesn't even know how to deal with it.

Although escaping is shameful, it is useful. When you don't know how to deal with the situation in front of you, then run away... Hikigu told himself.

So Bi Qigu raised his foot and ran - he didn't make it.

A slender hand carefully but firmly pinched the corner of Hikigu's clothes.

"..." Bi Qigu turned his head in embarrassment, and looked at the person behind him, but was stunned by this look.

The girl behind lowered her head, pitifully and cautiously, not to let Hikigu's eyes reveal three-point expectations and seven-point grievances.

"Don't go, okay?"

"..." Hikigu's heart also trembled when he was shaken by the vibrato in Ami's words.

Some people say that when you are young, if you fall in love with someone, please treat her gently.

No matter how long or short you have been in love, if you can always be tender to each other, then all moments will be a flawless beauty.

If you have to separate, you should also say goodbye well, and keep gratitude in your heart, thank him for giving you a memory,

Because when you grow up, you will know that when you suddenly look back, youth without resentment will have no regrets.

As long as you have loved each other seriously and without regrets, that memory will definitely stay in your heart for a long time, like the quiet full moon on the hill.

——This is the case with Hikigaya and Ami.

Compared with Qigu, he has never forgotten Ami, nor the past time, but rationally, he chose to bury the doomed time in the deepest part of his heart.

...But this guy, why is he talking to himself, jumping out of his buried memories.

She seemed to have said the same thing to Bi Qigu back then.

"Don't go, okay?"

"...Why don't you want me?"

... Hikigu couldn't help but think of the sad girl who was crying at the beginning, and the self who reluctantly left with her lips pursed, and the idea of ​​running away weakened a little.

"A few days ago, I went on a trip to Kyoto. After the trip, I would go to Kyoto to participate in a program... That day I flew over half of Japan by plane. At that time, I looked out the window and suddenly realized that the world is so big. If you don't deliberately look for it I really can't find the person I'm looking for. The time has been long enough. If it continues for a long time, you should forget about it.

She spoke slowly, lowering her head, not daring to look at Hikigu... because she knew that as long as she raised her head, Hikigu would give her a firm look back, and then turned around and left resolutely regardless of the hem of her clothes she was holding .

It's better not to look up and not give Bi Qigu a chance to express his opinion.

"So after I got off the plane, I took the plane again, flying over dozens of small towns, thousands of miles of land, and tens of millions of people... because in the bottom of my heart, there is an inexplicable impulse telling me that in my life In life, the only chance to meet each other may be this time."

"I always feel that if I miss you again, I will never see you again.

... This feeling is really inexplicable, but I am willing to follow this impulse and muster the courage that has never been strong enough to come to see you. "

After she finished speaking, she dared to raise her head, looked up into Hikigu's eyes earnestly and stubbornly, and took a deep breath.

"...Now, I see you."

She took off the mask, and under the red eye sockets, she tried to use the corners of her mouth to evoke the arc suitable for a long-lost reunion, with a big smile on her face,

Bi Qigu can't even count how much strength, belief and awareness are contained in the smiling face.

Hikigu was inexplicably terrified by that earnest energy and momentum,

"It's good to see you."

She smiled and said seriously and word by word:

"...Hachiman, we finally meet again!"

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ps: I got home and took the high-speed train for a day. I was catching up on sleep in the car. After all, I went to bed at five o'clock and woke up at seven o'clock.Just after getting on the bus, I fell asleep intermittently for two hours, when I was suddenly woken up by the people who got on the bus.

Just about to drink saliva and continue to sleep, the aunt next to her changed her seat and said that her daughter was alone in front... Although she was a bit reluctant to choose a feng shui treasure spot by the window that is suitable for sleeping, she changed it anyway, after all, children really It's better to be with adults

——It turned out that the person who came seemed to be a college student (squat), and the robe seemed to have misunderstood something.

But after changing everything, there was nothing I could do. When I came to the seat, I found that the seat was next to the corridor, and the elder brother next to him was sleeping. Because the robe had to hold a computer bag and a bucket of mineral water in his arms, he couldn't sleep at all.

So I tried my best to play with my mobile phone... It turned out that the plug of this device was broken, and it happened that the power bank was also broken yesterday, ah, there was a big problem with the power of the mobile phone.

Probably not a very happy journey, but happy to be back home.

Let's catch up on sleep first, get ready, I can seriously update everyone, and even add more!

Duck! (arm shaking)

Chapter 250 VII Those who live in the present are often good at fighting for the future

Lightness dances and changes in the brilliance of spring, the soft wind blows the clouds and smoke in the morning, and the girl who took off the mask faces the sky with her delicate face

It’s a big risk for Ami to take off her mask to reveal her true face. Fortunately, this is Chiba instead of Tokyo. People in small cities don’t have the experience and mental preparation to meet big stars on the street, and Ami will restrain herself after three seconds. With a reluctant smile, he put on the mask again, which did not cause commotion in the crowd.

Bi Qigu was silent for a long time, stopped at the same spot, gave up the idea of ​​escaping, but he didn't have any other thoughts, his brain should be a little blank.

——He even wanted to turn on the real thing to speed up the operation of his brain, thinking about how to deal with the problem in front of him.

To be honest, he thought their story was over long ago... He never thought that Kawashima Ami would come to Chiba, even if he came, he shouldn't be looking for him.

He thought that maybe one day Ami Kawashima would run into him in the crowd. Although the probability of this was very low, it might not be impossible... But meeting by chance is not the same as looking for it deliberately.

Hikigu couldn't understand the meaning of Kawashima Ami coming to him at this time, after all, the past is too long... Could it be that he wants to reconcile and say goodbye to the past?

"...You don't have to do this, really." He said, "Our story is over, isn't it? We all have our own lives, and there is no point in meeting again."

"I know... but knowing and accepting are not the same thing." Ami shrugged, and the stubbornness in her eyes made Hikigu's scalp tingle, "I just want to chat with you, even if it's like an old friend."

Hikigu knew Ami well, and when Kawashima Ami showed this expression, he knew that this matter would not be resolved for a while.

Kawashima Ami is the kind of person who won't give up easily once she becomes serious and stubborn - if not, she wouldn't be the outstanding person she is now.

So Hikigu asked helplessly: "...All right, then where shall we go? Really go to the coffee shop?"

Yamei was stunned, "What coffee shop?"

Hikigu: "...It's okay, then where are you going to talk, you can't just stand on the street like this?"

Ami thought for a while,

"Go to your house, it's not very convenient for me to go to other places...is that okay?"

What Ami said made sense. If she really appeared in any public place in her capacity, it would definitely cause commotion, and Bi Qigu hated trouble.

"...It's okay, anyway, there is no one in my house, if you really trust me, come here."

"I wish you would be more impulsive towards me...Unfortunately, I know you won't."

Ami shook her head reassuringly,

"At this time, you must be thinking about how to make it clear to me, and then get rid of the relationship with me, let me let go of all the thoughts in my heart and start my new life, right?"

"..."

Hikigu was at a loss for words for a while, neither affirming nor denying it, so she just took it as acquiescence. This Kawashima Ami knew Hikigu so well that she perfectly predicted Hikigu's thoughts.

"Forget it, let's go, let's talk slowly."

Now that he agreed with Ami, Hikigu didn't say any more. After leaving these words, he turned around slowly and walked towards Ensei Town, which is the direction of his home.

... As for breakfast, Hikigu is no longer in the mood to eat breakfast.

Hopefully, when this matter is settled, he'll still have time for a quiet lunch.

Ami Kawashima followed Hikigaya, the heels of her exquisite high-heeled shoes slapped on the ground, her slender legs followed each step, and her beautiful long hair rippled gently with the steps.

When they got home and opened the door, Hikigu walked in, and Ami obediently followed behind Hikigu without saying a word.

Ami took off her mask and closed the door, so the light outside the door was blocked by a door.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the small hallway was dark and narrow, so quiet that it seemed that there was no air circulation.

This small world gives people a sense of closure, but in certain places, it can also give people a sense of security... For example, now, Yamei looks at Biqigu and feels that there are only two people trapped here in the small world Feeling closed, I actually feel a little happy.

"You wait for a while." Bi Qigu bent down to open the shoe cabinet, looking for slippers for Ami.

When I was looking for slippers, I saw Komachi’s slippers inside, and I was very happy for Hikigu. Fortunately, Komachi was still in the final exam. If Komachi was on vacation a day or two later, and Kawashima Ami came over again, Komachi would probably gossip endlessly , turned upside down.

Ami obediently waited for Hikigu to bring her shoes, and just ordinary movements made her feel a little happy... She shouldn't be such a good girl, but she didn't even know why, she is different from usual today very different,

While burying his head in search of shoes, Hikigu felt a scrutinizing stare wandering behind his neck, the itching was unbearable, so he hurriedly found a pair of new women's shoes that he bought recently and no one had ever worn. style slippers, took them out and put them on the ground, motioning Ami to put them on.

Ami took off her shoes and changed them silently, obediently messing around.

Hikigu also changed his shoes at the entrance, walked up the steps and walked into the house.

According to the normal etiquette for entertaining guests, he made two cups of instant coffee, one for himself and one for the coffee table.

While putting the coffee, Hikigu turned his head to look at Ami who was sitting on the sofa, and said in a low voice: "There is nothing good at home, only instant coffee... If you are not used to drinking, there are drinks in the refrigerator, I can go get it."

"What kind of rich lady do you think I am?" Yami shrugged, raised her hand to gently pick up the coffee cup, and gently stirred it with a small spoon. The steam rose slowly in front of her, and the scent of caffeine gradually filled the living room, " I'm very happy with this."

"But you're a big star... I thought big stars would go in and out with a lot of special people around, and they would cost [-] yen a day just for meals." Bi Qigu was a little surprised, which was different from him The imagined big star is a little different.

"..." Yamei said quietly, "Big star or something... Isn't that your 'credit'?"

As soon as I sat down here, the topic inexplicably turned to the knot between the two of them... just like how gentle the trickle is at the beginning, it will eventually flow into the same sea of ​​waves, no matter what kind of opening is used at the beginning , will quickly ask the key crux at the end.

——After all, both of them have been brooding over what happened back then for so long.

"..." Bi Qigu was silent for a second, and quickly asked Yamei, "But you also want to be a big star, don't you?"

"—I still don't think I did something wrong at that time... If I do it all over again, I will still do it."

Hikigu's calm look seemed to irritate Ami a little, her words gradually became more and more intense, "But you didn't even ask me, between wanting to be a big star and wanting to be with you, which one would I choose more... ...You just make decisions for me on your own, and then leave on your own, how annoying."

"Some questions don't need to be asked, and I have never been moved by my original choice... I am not such a disgusting person."

Hikigu shrugged, and he sat opposite Ami across the coffee table.

...Although I don't know why Ami Kawashima went crazy, but since everyone has come and everyone has come to his house, Hikigu no longer runs away.

——Now, they start talking head-on.