As a savior, I just want to play stand-alone

"How long are you going to lie down?" Hiratsuka Jing opened the refrigerator to see what ingredients were still in it. If you don't eat enough, you won't have the energy to beat someone up. .

"I'm a little tired." Tiandao Kagura said softly.

Hiratsuka Shizuka was slightly dazed, and shifted his gaze to Tendao Kagura's face, surprised at his words, which didn't seem like something Tendao Kagura could say.

He continued: "Go to sleep for a while."

Shizuka Hiratsuka jokingly said: "Is it possible that I can't wake up from sleep."

Tiandao Kagura shook his head slowly.

Hiratsuka Shizuo breathed a sigh of relief, "Then you can go to sleep, with me watching, no one can disturb you."

Tiandao Kagura's lips moved slightly, but he didn't speak. Instead, he chose to close his eyes, and soon fell into sleep.

Shizuka Hiratsuka slowly walked in from the living room, looked at his peaceful and tranquil face, was a little lost in thought after watching for a long time, and laughed dumbfounded after a while.

It turned out that I knew I was tired, and I thought you had become something.

Hiratsuka quietly closed the door, hummed a pop song, closed all the doors and windows, drew the curtains, and the sound of the rain outside the house suddenly became much quieter, as if isolated from the outside world, with an unusually peaceful sense of security .

Turning on the TV, it turned out that the signal seemed to be not very good due to the impact of the heavy rain, but she was not picky and could still watch it alive.

Many channels are proclaiming about social reform issues.

Regarding commerce, military affairs, and economy, Shizuka Hiratsuka could tell that this was not a minor change, but a drastic change.

She can also be regarded as a person who has been affected, and it has been affected in all aspects.

The most serious is.

She is unemployed.

All gods come to my aid, if not from town Fengdu: Chapter 73: Meaning

Of course, it is not real unemployment, but the original job has been impacted, and the Ministry of Education has sent a notice to change the existing curriculum of the school.

The in-service teacher job will be reassigned. She was originally teaching Chinese, but I heard that she will teach other things in the future.

This is not negotiable, it is a complete change, but it is a bit difficult for Shizuka Hiratsuka, because not only the students, but even the teachers have to learn new things, otherwise they will not be able to keep up with the times.During the period of school suspension, many things happened, which made her dizzy, and she felt very empty in her heart, and she was extremely at a loss for the future.

There is nothing to say about the confused stage that everyone has.

It's just that her situation is more serious. At the age of Ben San, she suddenly feels that life has no direction. She feels that she has reached a crossroads. Knowing which direction to go.

She is actually very envious of Ye Zi, that old classmate is full of energy, never stands still, and lives very clearly - the company she works in is a high-tech company that mainly develops new materials, but was forced to be incorporated overnight by the human union, and all the bosses and shareholders After the compensation was given, they were all kicked out, but after she complained to herself, she transformed very quickly the next day, and successfully followed the company to join the Human United.

But she couldn't do it anymore. She actually fell into a period of confusion after graduation. The reason why she chose to become a teacher was partly because of her hobby, and more because her family urged her to marry, so she decided to find something for herself to stop Yoyo However, she did not expect that after so many years, she still has no partner. This is a fact that makes her sad.

But when she was more sad, her heart became numb. For so many years, no pleasing man appeared in her life, and it was probably impossible for her to have one in the future.

But Shizuka Hiratsuka explained to herself that life is long and marriage may not be a must.

She is ready to play bachelor.

Now that I am unemployed, I actually chose to resign and did not accept the arrangement above.She plans to calm down and find a new life goal. Fortunately, she has a lot of savings over the years and is alone, so she doesn't worry about starving herself.

She was lying sideways on the sofa, like a lazy cat, but her disheveled hair was very unkempt.With the sound of the TV as the background music, her eyes looked out of the dark window from time to time, and through the cracks in the curtains, she could faintly see branch-shaped lightning, rumbling outside, like a god roaring.Other than that, there is only the torrential rain, which seems to submerge the city in the rain, and this house seems to be an isolated island, floating outside the world like this.

Her mind was empty, and sometimes she thought about the people and things in her past, the poor girl in Suzuka, the extraordinary power possessed by Tendao Kagura and Jianzi, and those students who were worthy of attention, but mysterious. The world has opened a corner to human society, what will happen in the future, everything is unknown.

She thought wildly for a long time, until a protest came from her stomach, and Hiratsuka Shizu realized that she had planned to go out to eat, but she didn't eat, but found someone back.

She didn't want to do it herself, the older young woman's life was very good, but now she was so hungry that she couldn't bear it, so she propped up her weak body, slipped into the kitchen wearing slippers, and planned to eat something.

I originally planned to cook noodles, but I saw a lot of ingredients, so I decided to make a sukiyaki.

Thanks to Ise Suzuka, her cooking skills have improved rapidly, and her family has stocked a lot of vegetables and meat.

It took her a long time to make a pot full of sukiyaki in the kitchen, and she just took it out after cooking, but halfway through, the rag that wrapped the ears of the pot was not completely insulated.Breathing cold air, she speeded up, hurriedly put the steaming pot on the table, jumped on the spot, pinched her earlobe with her burned fingertips to cool down.

Suddenly, Hiratsuka was stunned, looked to the side, and saw the bedroom door opened at some point, Tendao Kagura was standing there, half of his thin figure was hidden in the shadows.

"wake up?"

"Well." Tiandao Kagura nodded slightly. If he really wanted to sleep deeply, he could sleep for ten or a hundred years, which could effectively recuperate his damaged spiritual power, but for human beings, this period of time is too long, long to lose everything.

"Do you want some food?"

"Yes." His voice was hoarse, like a desert traveler who hasn't drunk water for many days, revealing an unspeakable sense of difficulty.

Shizuka Hiratsuka returned to the kitchen and took an extra set of bowls and chopsticks.Then he took another can of beer from the refrigerator and slapped it on the table.

"Try my craft, what's not good about it?"

Sitting on a chair, Tiandao Kagura picked up a piece of beef with chopsticks, caught it with a bowl, blew it lightly, and put it in his mouth, chewing silently.

After a while, he nodded slightly and said, "It's delicious."

"Really?" Shizuka Hiratsuka didn't believe it. She had tasted the food made by Tendao Kagura, and it was definitely at the Dragon King level.

Tiandao Kagura nodded again, he is not a character who is good at being a teacher.

Hiratsuka Jing laughed: "It seems that I'm quite talented." If this kid really said something critical, she would definitely punish him with an iron fist, and then tell him to go eat instant noodles.

She took out a can of beer and pushed it in front of Tendao Kagura.

"Come and drink."

Tiandao Shenle looked at the beer on the table, as if he had returned to his childhood in a trance, he raised his head and said softly: "Teacher, minors are not allowed to drink." To instigate minors to drink, he made a phone call, Hiratsuka Shizuka There must be one more stain in life.

"What are you afraid of? No one knows." Shizuka Hiratsuka didn't take it seriously. She casually opened a can of beer, raised her slender and fair neck, and just swallowed tons of food. Her unrestrained actions were like a social animal drinking heavily at an izakaya and scolding her boss. .

"Also, don't call me a teacher in the future, I have already resigned."

"Why did you resign?" Tendao Kagura asked, his eyes darkened, looking at Hiratsuka Shizuka.She has always paid attention to the mental health of students, and she is also patient and gives life guidance. There are not many good teachers like her. He is a little confused. Hiratsuka Jing obviously likes being a teacher.

"The old guy can't adapt to the new era, tsk, I thought I was still very young..." She was inexplicably upset, smacked her lips, and easily squashed the empty soda can, then threw it at her feet with a clang.

She thought that she was very enlightened, that she could always be a teacher and let her ignore other factors, but in the end, a wave took her out of sight.

A speck of dust from the times is like a mountain to an individual.

She needs to rethink the meaning of life.

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Without the identity of a teacher, she really has no scruples, she is very open-minded, and encourages her former students to drink.

If it was someone else, she wouldn't be like this, otherwise she would be destroying the flowers of the future.

But Tendao Kagura should be fine.

"Come and drink with me."

Tiandao Kagura didn't say any more, and opened it with a bang, and suddenly a cold mist emerged from it.Cold beer and fragrant sukiyaki are the perfect match.

Seeing this, Hiratsuka was a little surprised.

She thought that Tiandao Kagura was a very principled person, but in fact it was just talking, it was impossible to force him, and she was already ready to drink alone.

But Tendao Kagura took a sip lightly without any burden, drinking in an elegant posture, as if drinking water.

"How does it taste?" Hiratsuka Shizuka asked.

But Tiandao Kagura shook his head: "It's the same as before." He used to hate this stuff, but now he takes a sip and thinks it's okay.

He was supposed to stay drunk for a thousand cups, but at this moment he felt a little dizzy, as if he was in a cloud.

Hiratsuka Shizuka was surprised: "Have you ever drank?"

"Well, it was a long time ago." Tiandao Kagura looked a little dazed, remembering that his mother had been in and out of various wine bars, and sometimes took him with her, but he was still very young at that time, so he had to exercise a good drinking capacity.

"can not tell."

Tiandao Kagura has a cold personality. He is very handsome and has a very high appearance, but he also has an abstinence style, which gives people an aloof temperament. Not many people can talk and laugh with him freely.

From Hiratsuka Shizu's point of view, this guy behaved indifferently, but in fact he was very well-behaved, and he never did anything beyond his limits.

So, now he should be drinking with himself.

Tiandao Kagura stared blankly at the steaming shiitake mushrooms and beef in the sukiyaki pot, and suddenly asked, "Teacher, you like drinking?"

"I told you not to call me teacher." She muttered first, then sighed, "Well, I'll drink some when I'm upset."

When did it start?Shizuka Hiratsuka remembered that sometimes her work was not going well, and there was no one around her to talk to, so she started drinking.

"Drinking alcohol can relieve worries, as long as you get drunk, you will forget everything." Shizuka Hiratsuka imparted her life experience.

Tiandao Kagura has heard this statement before. He has always had strong self-control, firm will and sobriety. He believes that there are many things that cannot be avoided, and drinking is nothing more than deceiving himself.

"What's the point?" he asked.

"Meaning? What's the point?" Hiratsuka sneered, life is hard, why not escape?

Tiandao Kagura drank silently, he shouldn't have asked.

The answer to this question varies from person to person.

Hiratsuka looked at him, and smiled immediately: "Kagura, is there something bothering you?"

Tiandao Kagura gently shook the beer in his hand, raised his eyes and said, "Is there any?"

"It's written all over your face!"

Hiratsuka Shizuka pointed at him and laughed, Tendao Kagura subconsciously touched his face, but soon came to his senses, his eyes lowered.

He said lightly, "You're drunk."

"I'm not drunk." Hiratsuka Jing waved her hand, she knew what she looked like after drinking, but her face was very red, but her head was not muddled, she just opened up a lot and became a little unscrupulous.

"Can you talk to me? Maybe I can help you share."

Tiandao Kagami remained silent, pouring beer into his mouth like a robot.Hiratsuka Shizuka didn't continue to ask more, she knew there were some things she shouldn't ask.

It was quiet here, only the sound of rustling rain came.

After a while, the silence was broken.

Tiandao Kagura said softly: "I have nothing to worry about..."

He moved his eyes away, his face was exceptionally calm, his eyes were lonely, he was staring at this world, although he was here, it seemed as if he was separated by a world.

He seemed to want to say something, but in the end nothing came out.

He whispered: "It's nothing."

Hiratsuka looked at him calmly, saw the loneliness in his eyes, knew that he must have a lot of pain in his heart, but he was still holding on, even now he refused to bow his head to anyone.

He has always been like this, always giving people an upright and unyielding feeling, but in the past, he also had a depressing and low temperament, carrying a lot of things on his back.

Hiratsuka threw away the empty can in her hand, opened another bottle, and drank it silently, the cold liquid slid down her throat and into her stomach, it was bitter and astringent, and had a special sour taste.

Her head felt cold, and then a hearty feeling came from her heart, which was very good.

"Do you know you are pitiful?"

Tiandao Kagura was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and said, "I don't think so." He never thought that he was pitiful, and it was meaningless to be miserable. Even if some people have a lot of money and no worries about food and clothing, they still feel that their hearts are empty and their lives are lonely. No bosom friend.

Hiratsuka sighed, and her words were a little sad: "A person who won't cry when he's injured, bandages his own wound when it bleeds, and won't tell others when he encounters setbacks... How can such a person not be pitiful." She didn't know the way of heaven What is Kagura's identity to human beings, and what is it hiding.

But she knew that he came back suddenly, drenched in heavy rain, and behaved in an extremely embarrassing manner.

Tiandao Kagura's heart was shocked, and suddenly there was an indescribable feeling, and the bitter wine entered his throat, and he felt extremely sour.

He pursed his lips: "I only do what I should do. I tried my best, but... failed..."

There was a gloomy light in his eyes, like a fallen star, about to disappear into the night.

He didn't hide his failure, and his tone was flat, as if he was talking about an unimportant thing.

He had already exerted all his strength, and the descended body did not hesitate to self-destruct, but it could not be delayed for too long, and the descended body contained too much of his power, which was the basis of saving the world, but now he was going to die in this way.

He had no choice. Although the combat strength of the Advent Body itself has half stepped into the threshold of Sequence 4, it is not a Sequence 4 after all. It is just a higher level with the title of Godslayer.

If you turn around and run away, then this world will lose the protection against the outer gods.But if they continue to guard, the Advent Body will be exhausted, and they can only use the most vigorous means to create obstacles for the Outer Gods. They need to clear a passage first.

But after cleaning up the wreckage of the Advent Body, the world still faces the threat of the Outer Gods.

Now his real body only has the combat power of Sequence 5, and with the side effect of losing his Advent Body, he might not be as good as those Supreme God Lords.

The ending of the second node flashed in his mind. The fog of chaos filled the whole world, turning it into a frozen and dead world, and finally sank into the abyss.

"If there is such a day, I will follow the example of the second node, and maybe kill one..." he whispered,