The First Formation of My Goddess/The World's No. 1 Her Majesty the Queen

"By the way, I'm Chu Lian, I'm Chu Lian... I'm Chu Lian... I'm... Lian..." After silently reading it a few times, her mind became trance again.

Is he Chu Lian, or Chu Lian, or, Chu Lian?

In her consciousness, there are countless figures and voices of Chu Lian, each of them looks the same as her, but each of them is completely different.

At this moment, she seemed to be transformed into thousands of her, and she seemed to receive their memories and think about them in the memory.

There are too many thoughts that can't echo in her heart, but she doesn't know what she should do, let alone what she can do.

Her eyes gradually blurred, and she entered one memory after another, savoring their lives and experiencing what they experienced, as if she was experiencing it herself, without any sense of disobedience.

Their life trajectories were completely different from the beginning, and none of them were the same as hers.

But in the mid-term, they were the same again, all of them chose to fight against the enemies of Condemnation.

It's just that without exception, they all failed, and none of them could completely eliminate Judgment.

And those who couldn't destroy Judgment were either swallowed by the invisible darkness, or became a part of Judgment, or left behind a spark of success waiting to be pursued in the afterlife.

But compared to them who at least survived, most of the "Chu Lian" have disappeared in the endless time, becoming people that no one can remember.

Even their existence has been erased by the roots.If it wasn't because he was "Chu Lian", maybe he wouldn't have thought of this at all.

The memory is slowly deepening, and more and more different or the same people appear in the memory. Each of them seems to know each other, and each of them seems to not know each other. They don't know what to do, don't know, the self in memory what else.

"Who am I..." Every bit of light in this deep sea is a past life memory of "Chu Lian".And the light here is endless, and I don't know how many memories of Chu Lian.

It stands to reason that if these memories poured in directly, it would even cause people's brain to collapse directly.But Chu Lian didn't. These memories were like a ray of gentle breeze blowing in her face. After she saw them, they disappeared again. They didn't affect her. What she saw was just a story of someone else. .

This kind of overprotection made her seem to be fine, but at the same time seemed to have something to do, and she couldn't figure out why.

"I'm not just a combination of these memories, just to fulfill their unfulfilled wishes?"

"Is that really the case, or am I just being stupid there..." The thoughts that came to her mind startled her, and then she calmed down.

Regardless of whether these memories are true or false, she is herself, Chu Lian.

"You are all very brave. Compared with you, I seem to lack something..." The recovery of her mentality allowed her to look at every memory more intuitively, and it also prevented her from being sad because of too many sad endings.

Perhaps because they are used to this kind of sadness, most of the "Chu Lian" accepted their fate and challenged the final enemy.

It's not their fault that they didn't finish. Compared with others, they are already very good, so good that she is ashamed now.

"I will work hard too..." Chu Lian's mental strength became more and more concentrated as she silently cheered herself up.

Time has lost its meaning at this time, and she doesn't know how many memories she has immersed in. If there is a time as a benchmark, it is probably hundreds of millions of years, right?

Hee hee, how is it possible.

When she escaped from another memory and laughed at herself without it, she saw the brightest light spot in front of her, and around this light spot, there were many light spots wandering around.

These points of light are like planets revolving around the sun, fascinated by her light.

"This is..." Seeing the largest spot of light, she went over curiously, and reached out to touch it for the first time.

And the moment she touched it, she returned to a starting point as if she had traveled through a space-time tunnel.

"Ring, ring, ring~" The alarm clock rang in his ears, and the girl slowly opened her long eyelashes.

This time she didn't reach out to grab the alarm clock and throw it out, but stood there in a daze, looking at the alarm clock, then at her obviously slimmer body, and pulling off the collar of her pajamas, she didn't see the snowy There are mountain peaks, some are a little pink cherry blossoms on the flat plains.

"Is that so?" After turning off the alarm, she tidied up her clothes and got out of bed, calculated the time, and opened the door.

Her mother was waiting for her outside, with a curious look on her face, as if wondering why she didn't ring the alarm today.

"Mom, good morning." She said these words naturally, but Li Mingxue's eyes were filled with tears, and she covered her lips with her hand. Unable to speak.

Tears fell slowly, she looked at Chu Lian helplessly, not knowing what to do.

"Mom... come..." She opened her arms obediently, seeing how sensible the slender girl was, Li Mingxue couldn't bear it any longer, and threw herself into her arms and began to cry.

"Woooooo... Lianer... Lianer... You are finally willing to call me mom. I have been waiting for more than a year. Since your grandparents passed away, I have never heard you call me mom again. no more."

She hugged her very hard, and cried out as if venting her grievances, the hoarseness in her voice made people feel distressed.

A small palm patted her mother's back, and a gentle smile appeared on the corner of her lips.

Compared with her wayward self at the beginning, isn't she very cute at this time?

"Mom, I'm sorry for worrying you during this time. I'm fine, I'm fine." She turned her face and kissed her mother's cheek.

While comforting her, he also stuck out his little tongue and gently licked away the tears on his face, "It's very sweet, which means that my mother is very happy at this time."

Tears are naturally not sweet, but in Chu Lian's heart, or in Li Mingxue's heart, these are tears of joy, tears that contain sweetness.

Her words made Li Mingxue's tear glands collapse again, and she couldn't help crying anymore.

She really loves this daughter very much, and she has given up too much for her.

Although she understood why she became like this in her heart, she was still very, very worried, worried that something would happen to her.

Now.Finally... Is it finally okay, so that I don't have to worry about it, and I don't have to be afraid of losing this daughter anymore.

How can she control the elegant image she maintains in front of others? She couldn't help her tears, her joy, and her surprise at Chu Lian's return.

If there is a miracle in the world, then it must be now.In addition to the miracle at the beginning that bestowed her with the best treasure in the world, it is now that she has awakened again.

"Mom, don't cry, it won't be pretty if you cry any more. What Lianer wants to see is a healthy mother, a happy mother, a lovely mother, and a proud mother. Not only do I want to be my mother's pride, but I should also make my mother my pride, right?"

Rubbing her head against her mother's chest, well, the size of this chest is the level of development when she was the goddess of life, so this proves that she still has great potential, and she will definitely become a person with a broad mind in the future.

As for not being the mother's biological daughter?Just don't pay attention to this, hum.

"Mingxue, Lian'er?" Chu Xiao was taken aback when he heard Li Mingxue's cry. If he didn't know that his wife was better at fighting than him, if there was a problem, he might not be able to help him even if he came. They all wanted to tear off this layer of identity that had been disguised for more than ten years, and rushed up directly.

Fortunately, he restrained his impulsive thoughts in time, scanned with his mind, and was relieved when he saw Li Mingxue hugging and crying with his daughter, and then ran over from the hall wearing slippers, and went up to Chu Lian and the others, He gasped and asked them what was wrong.

"Good morning, Dad." Putting his head out of his mother's broad embrace, Chu Lian winked mischievously at Chu Xiao.

Her behavior and words caused Chu Xiao's head to stop immediately, and after a long pause, he was as happy as winning the first-class lottery.

“啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！我的宝贝女儿终于再次Call me daddy!!!" Compared to Li Mingxue who was crying with joy, Chu Xiao was just as excited as a baboon who got something he liked.

If it wasn't for Li Mingxue holding Chu Lian, he might have rushed up to hug her, and then he wouldn't let go at all.

He knew about Chu Lian, but like all insiders, he couldn't tell. He could only create an environment that didn't seem to have changed, so that the girl could grow up quietly in this environment.

But even so, he can and is very eager for Chu Lian to come back, to be able to call him Dad.

He has been waiting for this daddy for almost a year, and now, she finally called him again, why doesn't this make him happy?

Now he also knew why Li Mingxue cried so heartbreakingly. It was the best gift for her to hear the words "Mom" from the daughter he cared about the most.

After all, in order to protect Chu Lian, she almost broke up with him, and the sword was facing each other.

He regarded her as a catastrophe when he was a baby, blamed her for putting Li Mingxue in danger, and he didn't like that Li Mingxue transferred all his luck to her in order to protect her and neutralize her ill-fated fate that kind of decision.

But after she grew up, he discovered how lucky it was to have such a daughter.At the same time, he also understood why Li Mingxue would rather have such a big disagreement with him, why she was willing to give up her prosperous identity and hide her name in this place to protect her growth.

She has changed their fate, but for her, they are willing to do anything.

At this time, Chu Xiao was no less than Li Mingxue's daughter-in-law. For Chu Lian's safety, he would even take many, many risks and never let her have any accidents.

But these are just things behind the scenes, the father in front of him is what he desires most at present.

"Okay, mom, don't cry. Today is my first day of transfer. If I can't get to school early, people will gossip. After all, this school is not an ordinary school. It will cost me a lot to get in. It must have put a lot of energy into it. If I'm so negligent, it won't work."

Comforting her mother, at 1.4 meters, she looks like a little adult, and her words are full of considerations for others.

"Yeah." To calm down the excitement in his heart, Chu Xiao pulled Li Mingxue and comforted him: "Okay, honey, Lian'er is going to class, no matter how happy you are, you can't stop her like that Right. Besides, I think it's better to make a delicious meal and wait for her to come back than you are holding her so tightly now, don't you think so?"

In fact, Li Mingxue's mood has recovered, but she feels a little shy when she thinks that she has ruined her previous image in front of her daughter and cried like a tearful person, and she is embarrassed to stand up.And Chu Xiao's words undoubtedly gave her a step down, allowing her to let go of Chu Lian and stand up - from this point of view, it is worthy of being a husband and wife, and the tacit understanding at this time is very good, which can let Li Mingxue get rid of the embarrassing situation. At the same time, it also allowed Chu Lian to do his own thing.

"We don't go to work anymore, I'll wait for you." After tidying up the front of her clothes and hiding the half of Xuefeng that was exposed by holding Chu Lian back into her clothes, she wiped the tears from her face and said seriously.

"Well, I'll wash up first and change my clothes. Just prepare me a bottle of milk for breakfast. By the way, Mom, I... have grown up, don't worry." Blinking at Li Mingxue, Chu Lian turned back to her room and walked into the bathroom.

As soon as she entered the bathroom, she squatted down against the door and wept silently.

This scene is really wonderful...

Chapter 140 Six: Look at your life from your perspective

Tears are not such a luxury, or to Chu Lian, tears, which are the easiest thing for ordinary people to use to vent their emotions, are what she uses the most.

After all, besides tears, what else would she use to vent?Lost your temper, or did it affect anyone?She thought about it, no, shedding tears is not ashamed and does not make people feel that it is something that naive people should do. It is normal for her to vent her emotions with tears. It is not a very simple thing. something?

"Okay, in this world, I probably understand what's going on, and I also understand who I am..."

She whispered softly, but what she said made people's hearts fall on a cliff.

"It turns out that the so-called Xiang Yu is not the same thing at all. Xiang Yu is the queen personality separated from the soul, and I am the combination of Chu Lian and Bai Chu Lian."

"Hei Chulian is controlling her body. This body is actually Chu Lian's, but her body is controlled by me."

"This memory is exactly what Chu Lian has experienced, and it's something I can see, but I have forgotten it. It's better to say that I forgot, but... I didn't remember it."

"I am the goddess of life and a member of Chu Lian. I have been waiting for Chu Lian's return. I have always wanted to use this identity to save her, to help her, and to make her the person I care about the most. The proudest one."

"Everyone's fate, everyone's expectations are concentrated on you, you should use this expectation to do the best thing, pity, I believe you will definitely become bigger, let me tell you now You, what should you do, what can you do."

"The biggest difference between me and you, who is smart, is that I have a lot of kindness that you don't have. Although these kindnesses often affect you in normal times, they haven't really changed you."

"You are the real king, unlike me who can only use the most normal means to do my things. In contrast, I am a so-called virgin who acts on the pretext of goodwill, hehe."

"But it doesn't matter, I will definitely help you, help you escape from this world, so that you can find yourself, truly fulfill everyone's expectations, and become the real hope in everyone's eyes."

"It's not just me, there are tens of thousands of others who are working hard and using various methods to let you understand how important this matter is."

"Don't worry, I won't let you down, and I won't let your preparations go to waste."

"Everyone around you cares about you, how can I abandon you?"

"The body I cast for you contains all your expectations, the most perfect body in the world."

"Even I can't explain the potential contained in it clearly, but it doesn't matter, it can be done very easily. It is not difficult to stimulate her potential."

"It's just that I don't have that method yet. I can only prepare first, and then when you and Heilian meet again, let the two bodies fuse together. This way, it will be the most perfect and powerful."

"We have never been far away from you, and we have always been by your side to help you, protect you, become like them, willing to live and die with you, and rushing to the most powerful enemy together, I will not regret it. "

"You use your perspective to experience your life, and I use mine to experience the things you encountered at the beginning, what is it like?"

After muttering to herself, the girl stood up, rubbed her eyes, then walked to the sink, picked up the mouthwash cup and toothbrush and toothpaste, and started to wash in the morning.

Although it is a virtual world in SAO, there are still things that should be done in ordinary life, so it is not something that has been away for more than a year and is about to forget how to do it.

But when you think about it, how can you forget something that is obviously instinctive? People who forget must be idiots.

"I am Bailian, and I am also Chu Lian. They are one. From now on, what I want to do is not only Chu Lian, but also myself."

"I don't know if the current Chuchu will be surprised when she sees the old me." She used to call her "big brother", and then voluntarily gave her body to her to control under heartbroken.

Looking back now, the matter itself has been properly arranged. The so-called handing it over to her is indeed handing it over to her, but it is not handed over after being heartbroken, it is an arrangement in fate.

After all, she herself stood here to create an outstanding body for her, and returned from that sleeping place. She spent so long and made so many preparations.

That boy at first sight was actually a girl from all angles. The so-called male is just the protective Chu Lian, who is the real soul.Everything started with her and will end with her.

But there is still a long, long way to go on this road. She has no way to see it so quickly, and she won't be able to see it so soon.

But what does it matter, these people have worked hard for so many epochs, I don't know how many thousands of years, I don't know how many reincarnations.

Failed again and again, compared with this time, the so-called waiting is not a distant thing, she will wait, and even watch her do it.

"I'm going to class first, mom and dad, you have to pay attention to yourself, don't worry about mine." She changed into a blue pleated skirt, a white short shirt on her upper body, and her hair that fell to her waist was tied into double ponytails , looks very cute.

"Okay." Li Mingxue, who had calmed down, was cooking, and didn't say anything when she saw that she had been in the bathroom for so long before coming out.

Although I really want her to stay with me, but her class is obviously more important.

"The milk is on the table." Chu Xiao pretended to read the newspaper there, but his attention was completely on Chu Lian. When he saw her smiling, his heart felt numb. Ah, my precious daughter , It's really beautiful.

"Thank you dad, goodbye mom." When passing by, he picked up the milk, Chu Lian waved at the two of them, opened the door and went out.

"Really, really, really, why don't you say a word and leave her behind." Li Mingxue stopped cooking, and she looked at Chu Xiao with some resentment, blaming him for his inaction.

"It's not that I don't want to, it's that I have no choice. With her like this, I don't even have the courage to speak. How do you ask me to let her stay?"

Shrugging his shoulders, Chu Xiao sighed. He really did not expect this to happen. In front of his daughter, he didn't even have the courage to let her stay. It's really strange.

"Have you noticed that Lian'er has changed again? Starting from the change of fate about a year ago, does the change today symbolize something?" Picking up the spatula again, Li Mingxue sensed that Chu Lian had left After that, he asked Chu Xiao who was sitting there.

She was asking a question, but she didn't stop at this time, but was still cooking breakfast, but judging from his appearance, she knew that the drunkard's intention was not to drink.

"I'll go back to work in two days, and it looks like it's time to do something. I haven't been around for so long. Some people should be ready to move."