The First Formation of My Goddess/The World's No. 1 Her Majesty the Queen

Fortunately, she rushed back in time, otherwise she would not know what would have happened.

After that, needless to say, she was always with her, like two twins, where there was her, there was her.

If it was just like this, then one day, when she finally had menarche, the fear and fear of unfamiliar situations made her unable to leave her sister's side anymore.

She dealt with the troubles caused by menarche for her, and told her what to do, and even told her what to pay attention to during this period.

For this reason, she no longer takes her to eat delicacies from different places, but cooks for her the most favorite, most delicious and most nutritious food, so that she will not be hungry and keep her at her best appetite.

Such an elder sister made her completely put her heart on her body, leaving all the matters to her, as if she was a useless person and asked her to help herself.

Although my sister still taught her some things later on, she had to do something herself, but at that time, her psychology towards her had already undergone a subtle change.

At the same time, because of the day of menarche, after sleeping on the same bed with her sister, she never left her arms while sleeping.

In this case, it should be logical for some things to happen, but unfortunately, my sister seems to have some concerns, and has never eaten her.

At that time, she thought that her sister was worried about the relationship between her sisters and didn't think about it, or she didn't dare to do it.

Only later did she realize that she cherished herself and didn't want her body to do anything to her when it wasn't good.

When she was 14 years old, her elder sister brought a bead out of nowhere and asked her to eat it.

Even though the bead was a bit strange, out of trust in her sister, she ate it without hesitation. After that, she felt that her body became much healthier, while her sister was also getting better and better. stay away from her.

"Sister, you have always cared about my opinion..." She knew that her name was not "Yu", and she might not even be her own sister, but so what.

After she disappeared for a while and came back, she knew that she would always be with her sister, even if she didn't seem to remember the things she did with her life, it was okay.

She hid it as her own secret, and waited until the day when her sister recovered her memory, and then told her that she had always loved her.

"I lost my memory and started over again. Is my sister planning to do something?" This time she also understood Chu Lian's experience, and when she thought about her own experience, she had every reason to wonder if this sister was doing something. Very strange thing.

Of course, this strangeness may be a subtle thought that she doesn't even know about.

But no matter how strange it is, she will not have any dissatisfaction with her sister. It is her best thing and her honor to be with her.

"My ability should be able to protect you." Not long ago, for some reason, the bead that gave her a powerful change and allowed her to obtain the current ability melted inside her body, and all Her energy and abilities have been integrated into her body, making her current strength one step closer, surpassing the sum of all previous abilities.

Of course, this change also allowed her to successfully pass the Heavenly Level, and entered the realm of capital that can be said to be able to fight against the gods.

She even has an idea of ​​the law, but she hasn't comprehended it well, and she can't do it to the best level.

It was only now that she realized how precious the bead her sister gave her was.It is likely to be a god or a condensate of rules/laws left behind after the fall of a strong man at the peak of his realm.

This thing can allow an ordinary girl to grow up to the present day, and its preciousness is self-evident.

She can obviously use it by herself and enhance her abilities, but she gave it to a weak person like her just to protect her.

How many people are willing to make such a sacrifice for one person?She didn't know, but obviously, there would be no one except Chu Lian who would make this sacrifice for herself.

Therefore, she has made up her mind that the next time she sees her sister, it is time to give her everything.

"Qiong, are you there?" When she was thinking about what was there, a call came from outside, making the girl turn her head and look at the person at the door: "Yeye, what's wrong with you? "

There were two lines of tears on Yeye's face, if she didn't know that she was the one who could only bully others here, she would have wondered if she was being bullied by someone.

"Yeye...Yeye...Yeye dreamed of pity, dreamed that she was being guarded in a dark space, very lonely. When Yeye went to see her, she saw Yeye laughing, and then shed tears, In the end, she disappeared in front of Yeye. Yeye was so scared, so scared... She was relieved after seeing her, why did she do this, why..."

Her body rushed over, threw Qiong from the chair to the ground, fell on her slightly upturned chest, hugged her waist and cried, very sad.

"It's okay..." It's normal to have nightmares, after all, for her, Chu Lian's accident was itself a nightmare.

She said that the one who will always protect her is her best guardian.But every time she was in danger, she wasn't by her side, and she couldn't even help her in the end.

This kind of accident made Yeye feel that she had been abandoned by this world, so she punished her like this.

Although speaking from the facts, it is precisely because of Yeye's absence that Chu Lian has problems - because when she is there, Chu Lian is protected too much, and with Yeye's help, he can release his emotions The pity of destructive power can make the difficulty of the task rise from difficult to hell or even nightmare level.

Therefore, her danger will only appear when fighting alone or someone who has very little ability to protect her.

There is no reason for Yeye to blame herself like this, because it was not her fault, and it can even be said that the other party took advantage of this situation to have such a big impact on Chu Lian.

But she has no choice but to attribute this responsibility to herself.

Qiong understood her thinking very well, she had it before, and she adjusted it by herself later.But every night is different, it is too difficult for her to adjust this mood compared to herself.

"It's okay, Yeye, it's okay, we'll see her." He kept whispering in her ear, calming down the girl's emotions.

She didn't want Yeye to cry, and she didn't want Chu Lian to find Yeye so sad when she came back.

"I'm sorry, Qiong, it's my fault, I didn't protect Lian properly, and let her have such an accident..." The voice slowly fell, and Qiong's white skirt was wet with Yeye's tears.

After saying this, she looked up at Qiong, and the self-blame in her eyes made people feel distressed.

"Why do you still hurt yourself when you come out? You're right, Yeye, you're right." Qiong really wanted to say that maybe it was arranged by Chu Lian herself, and it was what she wanted to see, but she didn't It would be too irresponsible to be able to say such a thing based on one's own guess without any evidence.

"Yeye can obviously do it, but because of Yeye's distraction, this thing happened, so sad."

She stood up with her hands on the ground, sat beside her, hugged her curled legs, looked at the ground with her eyes, and was very depressed.

"Neither of us did well, neither did." Sitting in the same posture as her, except that she was sitting opposite her and looking at her.

"Hey, Qiong, if I see Chu Lian again, what should I say? Apologize to her, or... wait for her to come back."

This incident has almost become a demon every night, and she has not come out of this incident in the past year, on the contrary, she has become more and more sad.

This is even more of a headache, which is equivalent to Yeye having a tendency to be autistic. If she can't be let out, it will be very dangerous-this danger is not only for her, but also for her. For these people.

"If Yeye is really sad, when she comes back, present yourself as a gift to her. This will not only show Yeye's determination, but also let her know that Yeye is always waiting for her, anytime, anywhere... ..."

Qiong herself planned this way originally, but for some reason, after hearing Yeye's words, she also gave her such a way.

This can be said to be a crooked attention, but it fell into Yeye's ears, but it made her feel suddenly enlightened.

Yes, only by offering myself can I let her know how much I care about her.

"Poor have never had any interest in Yeye..." As soon as Yeye thought of this, her eyes dimmed.She didn't know how many times she had hinted and expressed it before, but Chu Lian just didn't attack her, which made her feel like she didn't fit her idea somewhere.

"Well, this is troublesome, so..." Qiong knew why she was not eaten, but she didn't know why Yeye, but this did not prevent her from giving her a "good idea"...

Chapter 140 Three: Love or anything is fine, I just want to be with her

"Do you feel it? We are falling into a very dangerous situation. If we follow this trend, we will... become her captives, and we will never be able to leave."

While Chu Lian and Asuna were talking there, the other girls gathered together.

They sat on a hilltop, looked at the black and red clouds in the sky, felt the wind hanging on their skin, each time they would reduce their HP and add a DEBUFF, and then recover, but their attention was a little bit I didn't put it on this, but it was a feeling that it was difficult to tell about the current things.

"Probably, it's very dangerous, but can we leave?" Yes, it's very dangerous, Xiazhiqiu Shiyu has already experienced it.

It was agreed that she would not belong to me alone, so she would leave and not have any more intimate contact with her, but after she took off her clothes, she stood naked in the sea of ​​flowers, lying there When he invited her to enjoy the expanse together, she followed him involuntarily, and then something happened that made her blush when she thought about it now.

She was sure that it was indeed a fall, a fall to the edge of an abyss.But she seemed to have no choice, no strength to struggle.

Why struggle, why give up the time to live with her, isn't it good to be with her?

Well, not good, because she is not alone by her side, according to what Asuna said about her past, there are many people around her who are more important than her, and there are even more people who want to be like them.

If you fall into this situation again, what will be the result?

That's how she thought about it, and she also resisted it.

However, sometimes it doesn't mean that if you don't want it, you don't have it. Her heart tells herself that she shouldn't do that, and obeying her is the best choice.

Perhaps this is very fantasy, but she can really feel her heart is placed on her body little by little, as if it is not her own.

So now when she heard Yukinoshita Yukino say this, the corners of her lips curled up into a very strange smile, like bitterness, but also like... joy.

"You're already trapped." Xue Nai's expression was very calm, she folded her arms, looked at her, and said softly.

"Really." Like a question, like an answer, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu didn't say much, lowered his head and read his book, trying to draw his attention away from this topic.

It's not suitable for her to say anything on this topic, after all, she is a loser after all.

"Xue Nai, even though you said that, you are also like this." The one who knows Xue Nao best is that he has always supported him behind her to protect her. Since they met, Gui Daiju, who has been inseparable since they met, spoke, His eyes stared at her, as if smiling.

"I don't know whether she was intentional or unintentional. In that challenging world, I got along with her for about 30 years. Such a long time, even the most ruthless person can't let go of."

"But it doesn't mean that I will fall, I have always maintained a very restrained behavior, and I have never had any intimate behavior with her. This has avoided the same fate as her..." She said here, watching Looking at the silent Xiazhiqiu Shiyu, the look in his eyes couldn't tell whether it was envy or sarcasm, but that kind of complicated look was something that Gui Daiju had never seen before.

"Why should I care about this? The happiest thing when I'm with her is the time I live with her. I don't think too much about it, because I know that no matter whether my relationship with her is love, family affection, or... what Feelings, as long as I'm with her."

"Compared to you, after all, my only advantage is probably that I live the longest by her side. I am her best friend~" Wu Geng Liuli sat there with her knees hugged, when they talked about this topic When it was time to interrupt, the tone was very gentle.

"She brought you out of autism and changed your previous life and feelings. Compared with her, I naturally like it very much."

Seeing her appearance, the girl suddenly laughed, very happy.

Xue Nao's smile is really like the feeling of recovery after the snow melts, it is very seductive and warm.

After YUKI melts, it is warm.

"Although my change is because of her, but more because I want to be worthy of her. I don't want to lose her, so I have to be better. Only in this way can I be by her side, Only this kind of self will not have so many strange thoughts. What do you think?"

As Wugeng Liuli said, she turned her head and glanced at where Chu Lian was.

She couldn't see what she and Asuna were doing right now, but she knew they were going to be very close in general.

If it was before, she would have a sad feeling that her best friend, the person she likes, was snatched away.

But now...or rather, she didn't feel this way a long time ago.

This is not the so-called "she is so good, no matter how many partners are normal."

It's a kind of "she is so good, so many people like her, in this situation, I should work harder, otherwise she will leave me."

It's a very strange idea, maybe as she said, no matter what the relationship between her and Chu Lian is in the end, this relationship is mixed with love and friendship, as well as the unchanging, indescribable but always-on feeling Bar.

Because of such complexity, she doesn't need to think too much, as long as she is by her side, isn't it.

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"Why do you think so much?" Saori, who didn't speak, took off her helmet at this time, shook her hair, and smiled softly as she watched them.

"I like Chu Lian very much, but I don't care what kind of emotion this kind of love is. All I know is that I want to record everything she does, and I want to protect her and become her shield."

"As for other things, can I care about her, can I always be by her side, what should I do..."

"No one. Because I am the guardian, as long as I do my own thing well."

"It doesn't matter if she gets married and has children in the future, or cares about other girls, or I get married and have children, or stay alone for the rest of my life."

"I just want to protect her, her smile, and her feelings for the world."

"She is so gentle, she has paid so much to the world, and worked hard to save the world. Why should such a person want to get her, let her do her own thing, and help when she needs it She'll do it."

"After all, she treats the world so tenderly, so she must really want the world to treat her tenderly. If the world can't do it, let us do it instead of the world."

"That way, when she is scarred and scarred, she will never feel resentment towards the world, and will just silently guard the world. It is normal for us to protect her silently, even if we pay a little for it."

"Does she want to get something by protecting us? By now, I think you know better than me. She never asks for anything extravagantly. All she wants is to protect us."

"Since she doesn't want anything, can we not reciprocate? No, her not asking is actually the biggest asking. She gets everything she wants, but this kind of getting requires the initiative of others. "

"She protects those who she wants to protect with her heart that loves the world. We are protected by her, so we should love her with the heart that she loves the world."

"In this way, she will not be asked to reply, and she will not be tired."

"Sometimes we have to make a choice. Compared with those around her, the gap between us and those around her is too big. There is no way to catch up in strength, knowledge, and ability in a short period of time, and it will even become more as time goes by. It is only possible to catch up when the last time loses its meaning."

"Since we can't become someone who can fight with her and be useful in every world, we should just be her reliable comrades-in-arms for the time being."

"I don't know how many worlds she will go to, or how many people she will save, but at least, at least..."

"At least in this world, I will be one of the people who are waiting for this world, a shield for her to be herself at ease."

"If she is tired, or wants to come to this world again on a whim, I am willing to be her harbor and let her fatigue be eliminated."

"This is my idea, and it is also the only thing I can... do after thinking about it."

Her voice was soft and gentle, and her words were even softer.But this kind of soft tone, every word she said fell into the hearts of her girls, making their hearts tremble slightly.

They knew what he said was true and that it was their best choice.But people are selfish, even someone like Chu Lian, who looks like a saint, still has his own selfishness.

Regardless of whether this kind of selfishness is out of good intentions or something else, in short, it is very difficult for them to be as free and easy as Makishima Saori, and to let go.

The more you get, the more you know, the more you desire and want...

This is not a bad idea, it's just the normal thinking of ordinary girls like them.

If one day they are like Yeye and the others, like Uki Tokisaki Kurumi and the others, and like Qiong, Chuchu and Yanran, then they will understand that after going through so much, the so-called love is no longer so Simplicity is one thing now.

Of course, at present, they still have a lot of things that they can’t do. This may also be due to the restrictions in SAO. After they go out to reality and experience some things, they may slowly understand. up.

My dear, that's not love, it's not just love, it's beyond ordinary love, friendship and affection, the love of guardianship...