The First Formation of My Goddess/The World's No. 1 Her Majesty the Queen

"We checked and found that that person is your father. Even if he died, he would use his body as the strongest shield to protect you. What a great love."

"Unfortunately, he is already dead. We cannot bring the dead back to life. The only thing we can do is to rescue the person he wants to protect, that is, you."

"You are badly wounded, and you also have bullet holes that passed through your father's body and landed on you. Fortunately, his body softened the impact of the bullets, and also because the bullets were fired from a rifle. The reason for the end, otherwise you would not be alive."

"You have been rescued, and there is no obvious place in your body that can be disabled, but you... um... your beautiful body can no longer be returned."

"During the operation, we saw your naked body full of bullet holes and scars. We took out the bullets and used the best medical equipment, but it still didn't change the matter."

"The most serious thing is your appearance... It has been ruined... Not only that, your uterus has been pierced, and you can no longer give birth. It can be said that even if your future is restored, you will not be able to return to your original life."

"I'm sorry, this is all our mistake. If we can have more advanced equipment, it will definitely not be like this..."

"It's like this...it's okay..." It's impossible to put this kind of experience on anyone so lightly, but for some reason, Saori didn't feel regretful at all. Her body blocked the bombing, blocked the bullets, and protected her middle-aged man's face.

He is actually very handsome. If there is no war, he must be the ideal lover of many ladies.

Is such a man "my" father?Did he leave with a smile because he protected himself...

What is it that supports him to use himself as the strongest shield to protect another person... Is it... love?fatherly love...

"From your tone, it doesn't seem like you're worried about becoming a useless person at all?" Her calmness was unexpected, and the doctor thought that there was something wrong with her.

"No, it's just that I have lost everything. Even if my body is not damaged, I can't go back to my old life. Being able to survive is the luckiest thing. Compared with my father and younger siblings who died, I am very happy ...I will live together for them..."

"It doesn't matter if my body is broken or disfigured, because I'm still alive..." This was the thought in her heart. After all that, what else does she need? Is there anything more important than being alive?

"Boom~" The door outside seemed to be hit hard, and then a voice from outside was heard: "Hisuo, what are you doing? Hey, you hit me!"

"Hisuo..." Hearing the name of the boy he "liked", Saori already knew what was going on.

"Well, let me tell you another bad thing. The boy you like may not come in the future." After a while, the doctor's voice sounded and told her what she guessed: "This guy Probably after hearing our conversation, I can't accept you with a disfigured body."

"It's okay doctor, this is fine, it won't delay him." She wanted to shake her head, but there was no response from her neck.Really, except for the trembling eyelashes and the mouth, there is no place to move.

"By the way, doctor, you said so many cruel things to a patient, are you really not worried that the patient will seek death?" After saying that, Saori thought for a while when she found that the doctor was silent, and asked what was in her heart. Confuse.

"Because you've seen too much and you've lost sight of it. For you, this is something that can affect your life, but for me, it's just an ordinary thing."

"I have also come into contact with patients who are worse than you before. Some of them died, some lived meagerly, and some... didn't want to live but had to live."

"I'm sorry if my words made you feel uncomfortable. I just feel..." She paused for a while before continuing: "I just feel that let you know your situation, and then let you choose what to do. How to do it is the best."

"If you don't want to see your own horrible appearance, it doesn't matter if you choose to die. After all... it's too uncomfortable to live in this world."

"Yes, but I still want to live well, in order to protect my people's thoughts." Saori didn't know that her words were correct. Although it was cruel, it was the best choice.

But she still wants to live, not only for herself.

The death of her father touched her a lot. If her own body can protect those who need protection, even if she lives on, so what...

so what...

Chapter 96: Alive, Alive

The days lying in the hospital bed were very boring, but when listening to the attending doctor and the person who took care of her talk about the outside world to her, she didn't feel so boring.

She has a sharp tongue, she can be sure of that.

Even if what she said was the truth, but coupled with her understatement, and sometimes she even said it in a mocking tone, it would be hard to feel uncomfortable.

Although she didn't care much about it, she was also mourning for those who did wrong.

She was a lot of fun and must have been a good-looking person.

Her eyesight hasn't recovered yet, but Saori has this judgment.If it weren't for her being too venomous, many people would like her, right?

No, even if she was very venomous, she could still hear the voice of a man talking to her outside the ward at certain quiet times, but the end result was the same, she came back by herself.

She didn't want to ask such a personal question in this aspect at first, but after getting along with her for a long time and getting to know her well, she wanted to know this.

So one day after she rejected someone's courtship again and returned to the ward, Saori asked her question: "Doctor, did you reject all your suitors?"

She didn't tell her own name, and for a long time in her life, she only knew to call her doctor.

"Suitors? It's just a group of guys who are interested in sex. If you want me to be completely disfigured like you—no, let alone completely disfigured, even if it's just disfigured, it's almost impossible for them to accept me."

"I'm not interested in this kind of guy who only looks at the appearance. In my opinion, a girl with a beautiful heart like you is much better than them as a partner."

What she said made Saori stunned, and then she smiled bitterly: "Haha, doctor, you are so interesting, even if you don't care about appearance, a person with burns all over his body and extensive scars looks like a monster How could he be a partner."

The treatment during this period is very useful, she can already laugh, and the muscles in other parts of the face except the eyes can be used, so there will be nothing wrong with smiling.

"You are right, this is indeed not the first choice, so you can understand that I am comforting you and joking." She was still laughing just now, but the next second Saori almost got stuck and coughed out.

Although I know she is very poisonous, but every time I am treated like this, I still feel very uncomfortable.

"Don't think about it too much. I'm not targeting you. I have this attitude towards everyone. So if you really feel uncomfortable, you can confide in me. Of course, it's my choice to listen or not. When the time comes Don't say I didn't give you a chance."

This man is real.

While feeling that she is getting more and more interesting, Saori couldn't help but to laugh and cry, no wonder such an attractive person seems to have no friends all the time, such a character, there are really not many friends who can bear it.

If it wasn't because of her outstanding personal ability, she probably wouldn't even be able to get the job of a doctor.

"Understood." To calm down, Saori was silent for a while, as if thinking about whether she should ask a certain question.

"What's wrong with you?" The doctor naturally sensed that something was wrong with her silence and knew what she wanted to ask, so he said softly, "You can say whatever you want."

"Doctor, tell me honestly, are my eyes useless?" Seventy percent of my body has recovered, and all the muscles on my face have recovered, only my eyes can only move their eyelashes.

In such a situation, she couldn't help but think about it.Is there really something wrong with my eyes?

"Do you care about this issue? The world is so filthy now. Although it is inconvenient not to have eyes, in a certain way, it is better than having eyes." Putting a hand gently on her cheek, it was the doctor hand.She didn't speak harshly anymore, but what she said was very hurtful.

"Didn't I say that no matter how bad this world is to me, my life is still inherited from my father and younger siblings, and I should live together instead of their parts. They still have many places in this world that they haven't gone to. I’ve seen it, so I want to visit these places, even if I’m wandering all my life, it’s better than not seeing anything.”

"Although it is so filthy, I believe that there are always some places that give birth to beautiful scenery that no one has seen."

Saori's words made the doctor stunned for a while, then shook his head and said: "It's hard to imagine that this is something that you, a 16-year-old girl, can think of. You should go to practice Buddhism, study Buddhist scriptures, or practice Taoism. Both are useful to you."

"Buddha? Tao? Is it a religion? Why... I haven't heard of it." She knows about Christianity, Catholicism, and Protestantism, but what is Taoism and Buddhism?

"Those are two sects in the East, and they just fit your mood. You can go and have a look in the future if you have the opportunity to learn. But I suggest that you learn Chinese well before then, otherwise you will not be able to fully understand the Chinese language." Feel the essence of it.”

"Is that so... But my eyes can't..." Saori felt infinite longing in her heart when she heard her words.

After this belief, there is endless sadness, she wants to go, but her eyes are useless, how can she go.

"Hey..." There was a sigh, and then she felt the doctor's hand on her eyes, pulling her eyelids away with a slight force.

The long-lost light came into view, and the dark world became colorful at this moment. She looked at the ceiling, her eyes suddenly filled with tears, "So I'm really still alive..."

Before she had seen enough, before she went to see a doctor, she put her hand down: "Do you think I am a ghost when I get along with you these days?"

The doctor's words were a little coquettish, a tone she had never heard before, very touching.

"No, I'm just... just... a feeling as if it's been a lifetime..." The doctor wiped her tears, heard her words, couldn't hold back, and burst out laughing: "You did die once, If I hadn't happened to be here, no one would have been able to save you."

What she said made Saori a little curious, what is the origin of this doctor.

"I'm sorry, it's so exciting to be able to see the light again. Doctor, how long will it take for my eyes to heal."

Saori is no longer afraid of being blind, she wants to open her eyes as soon as possible to see the world.

"For half a month, the muscles around your eyes haven't recovered yet. They are too detailed. If you don't repair them thoroughly, your eyes will have problems in the future. It's already very risky to show you the light just now. Fortunately, only Three seconds. How, do you think I am very powerful?"

Probably because he had chatted with her about some personal topics, so the doctor didn't seem to have any intention of hiding from her, and his tone became familiar.

"Yes, although I don't know, but from the fact that you have been accepting the documents and answering their questions, you know that the doctor must be a very powerful person."

"I know you still doubt my medical skills?" She asked back, which made Saori a little embarrassed: "Isn't this... isn't this... too anxious."

She was indeed too anxious. She has a lively personality, but because of this incident, she sank to the bottom of the bed and recuperated. She didn't know how to spend the past few months. When she was about to recover, she was a little scared is very normal.

"Okay, I'm not blaming you, but you have to remember. You can't open your eyes forcibly until I completely say yes, you know?"

After the doctor saw that she was in such a hurry, he didn't pursue anything further, but just reminded her what she should do.

"Okay, doctor." She no longer worried about the doctor's medical skills, so she was very obedient.

The topic ended here, the doctor didn't chat with her, and Saori, who had not long woken up, relied on her sharpened hearing to hear the sound of pages turning, and knew that she was either reading a book or reviewing documents.

"Doctor, are you... very famous in the kingdom?" Saori grew up in a small border town. Even though she was exposed to elite education, she still didn't know much about it.

Especially the doctor industry, which she didn't have much contact with before, except for her own personal doctor, she didn't know much about it, so she really wanted to know the doctor's background.

She had asked a few times before, but she was easily fooled by the doctor. This time, she thought, she is so familiar with it, it should... probably not be like that again.

"Me? I'm not from the Kingdom of France, nor from the German Empire, nor from the Kingdom of England. I'm just a traveling doctor. It's just that my medical skills are so good that they dare not offend me. I have so much power."

"I was going to leave too, but because your injury is still not healed, I chose to stay and wait for you to recover in order to observe your injury."

"Is that so, I'm sorry, doctor, my injury not only embarrasses you, but also makes you stay here for me, I'm sorry..." The doctor just passed a few words softly, but Saori could hear the inside How much did she pay for it.

As a traveling doctor, I have been here all the time because I have to take care of her. I must have paid something for such a long time, so...she must have done a lot of things she didn't want to do, right?

"Apart from occasionally treating patients who are difficult to cure, I just help them correct the mistakes in their books."

"These quack doctors make books indiscriminately. Aren't they really worried that these books will lead people astray?" While answering her, she kept marking her own comments on the pages of the book.

There are more than ten places that need to be revised on almost every page, and it is estimated that the people who edited these medical books will be scolded.

In fact, these medical books have been circulated for hundreds of years without any major problems, which shows that their editors are actually very powerful.It's just that there are many things that need to be changed in the medical books that haven't been revised many times in the past hundred years, so there are so many mistakes.

Rather than saying that it is a mistake, it is better to say that most of these are things that have not kept up with the times and need to be revised.

"Hee hee, doctor, how many years have you been a doctor?" The question I asked her before was answered immediately, which made the girl have a very strange idea, and she wanted to know more.

"Me? You'll know about this later." When it came to this matter, the doctor didn't seem to want to talk about it, so he just brushed it off.

"Okay." She didn't say anything, and Saori stopped asking, and asked another question: "Doctor, why did you stay and take care of me? You can make people look at me. After all, you Having said that, I have met many people with more serious injuries than me, why not take care of them, but come to take care of me."

This question arose when she was talking about herself just now. She thought she was worthless.

The writing hand paused, the doctor seemed to be thinking about something, and after a while, she replied in a sad tone that she heard for the first time: "Because those who were more seriously injured than you before are dead. It's crazy, I don't want this kind of thing to happen again, so I accompany the patients I deal with, and leave after they recover."

"Is that so... I'm sorry, I'm a useless person, I guess I won't be able to repay the doctor's kindness to me even if I spend my whole life in the future." She said so, but Saori knew that she was protecting herself.

Because for a person with such a serious injury, even if he is alive, it is just a kind of pain, and the treatment will cost a very high cost and price.

Saving her at the beginning was out of humanitarianism and to make a positive publicity.Now that her value is gone, she can find an excuse to get rid of her, and just say that she died from her injuries.

Isn't this kind of thing normal?She had heard a lot of rumors about this before, but she didn't believe it at that time.

Hearing her say that now, she knew very well that if there hadn't been a doctor here...she...she might have been dealt with in the same way.

"That's not necessarily the case. You'll know when you recover." The doctor completely shut his mouth after saying this, and revised the medical book with peace of mind, without letting her speak again.

Although I have lost everything, there is still a missing mother waiting for me to find her, and there is such a doctor who is protecting me with all my strength, what else does she need to suffer?

There is hope for the future of life anyway, at least for now.

As for this broken body, as long as it is covered, no one will see it, and it won't scare people.

After I find my mother and repay the doctor, I will travel all over the world. That is the best way to repay my father.

There are many ways to live alive, and you can try them all yourself.

Chapter 97: The world is so beautiful

Whether time is fast or slow, after Saori felt that she seemed to be living like years, it finally came to the time to remove the bandages on her body.

She didn't know why at this time when technology was so advanced, why almost all parts of her body were wrapped up with bandages, as if she was a mummy.

Probably because her body was too badly injured, so she could only protect her like this, otherwise there might be a very bad situation.

"Your body is recovering better than I thought, but don't you really want to open your eyes?" In the ward, there were only doctors and a few female nurses.

She looked at Saori who was sitting on the edge of the bed and stood up waiting for her order to let them carefully remove the bandage, and asked softly.

"I believe that the doctor must be an extremely beautiful person. With my ugly body, I plan to wait until I see my own body before seeing a doctor. Only in this way can I feel that there are still beautiful things in this world. It's not that dark."

She shook her head, refusing the doctor's request.

This idea came to me when I learned that my body and eyes were about to recover. Since this world is so dark, let’s at least keep some charming scenery.

Seeing the doctor's beauty after seeing his broken body will definitely make him feel better.

"I don't understand very well, but I'm worried that you won't be able to accept it." Her tone was serious, but her eyes were full of smiles. This girl, I'm afraid she doesn't know what to do. She will surprise you later Will you see it?

"Don't worry, doctor. I'm not the kind of person who would be jealous. I've endured all the bad luck, so I won't have any dissatisfaction anymore."

Shaking her head again, Saori thought that the doctor was worried that she would have negative emotions. Really, if she hadn't been with her for the past few months, she might have such emotions, but now the doctor is in her heart, and it is the world. The most trusted and dependable person in the world.