Blue Files, there are 100 days left until Mr. disappears

Although the two people hugging each other don't look like a couple at all, they look like some kind of comedy artist group, with stage names like "Birdman and Suit Guy"...

Although sir and Kirito Nagisa-sama were in such a mess just to save themselves...

However, an inexplicable emotion still arose in Bai Zhouzi's heart.

It was as if there was an invisible hand gently tugging at her heart.

She recognized this strange feeling,

In the past, when she saw her husband cuddling with other girls, this unknown feeling would also arise in her heart.

But it was not as intense as it was today, so... unbearable.

In those warm dreams in prison, in her husband's safe embrace, a seed in her heart had already taken root, grown, and rose crazily.

To this day, it has grown into a towering tree that cannot be shaken.

(OへO)

The friends in the tutoring department immediately understood when they saw Xiaozi's expression.

(Come on, Xiaozi)

They immediately let go of Xiaozi's hands, then surrounded the petite girl and walked closer to where their husband was, step by step.

Mr. Kirito Nagisa also turned his head and saw her.

Bai Zhouzi turned his face slightly to hide the hot blush on his face, and then stretched out his hands towards the gentleman.

Kirito Nagisa blinked, and left knowingly under Xiaozi's invisible pressure.

"Uh……"

The husband scratched his cheek, stood up, and looked at Xiaozi in silence.

After a while, he smiled bitterly:

"If you're in love, just give me a polite hug, is that okay...Xiaozi?"

Xiaozi's cheeks bulged and she angrily got into her husband's arms.

Feeling her husband's hand gently stroking her hair, she thought to herself:

(I’ll spare you this time, sir)

(Absolutely, absolutely no next time)

Chapter 006: Day 095·Intermission

Bai Zhouzi felt a little strange as he watched the students of Holy Trinity walking through the beautiful archway at the school entrance while chatting and laughing, and greeted her warmly when he saw her.

In the days after she was convicted, the overwhelming hostility against her in Trinity College now seemed to have disappeared without a trace.

But she didn't hesitate at all, nor did she have any lingering fear in her heart.

Compared to the cruel treatment she received in old Arius, the pain she felt now was nothing more than a piece of cake for her.

not to mention……

(I also have a husband)

There was a hint of sweetness in her heart and she walked quickly towards the school gate.

However, just as she passed a low bush next to the garden,

In the corner of her sight, she caught a gray-blue shadow.

The gray-blue shadow was squatting deep in the bushes, shaking slightly, and seemed to be uncomfortable.

(Are any students injured...?)

She walked over quietly, and just when she was about to call out to the man,

But her eyes saw clearly the true face of the gray-blue shadow first.

Her breathing stopped for a moment.

(gentlemen?)

It was a very strange gentleman to her.

He curled up and endured the pain. On the grass beside him, a handkerchief stained with blood fell.

Seeing Mr. lying on the ground,

Bai Zhouzi felt as if he had been struck by lightning.

Because the picture in front of her began to overlap and echo with a certain picture hidden deep in her memory...

It brought her to 'that day' that she had already forgotten, when the sky was dyed bright red...

(Ah... by the way, that is... the ceremony of 'Madam'...)

(But why...why...would I forget...)

(Head hurts……)

(what)

(what)

(I remembered)

(Sir, he...)

Memories that had been sealed in her heart by huge mental trauma poured into her mind like cold sea water.

Bai Zhouzi touched his chest, as if a dove had been hit by an arrow.

The boundless nothingness was like tearing a hole in the real space, swallowing her up and drowning her.

This was completely different from the nothingness she had endured before.

She could still struggle against the nothingness before.

But now...this nothingness...

More terrifying than the boundless swamp, more despairing than the cold and deep starry sky,

Invincible, she thought with a trembling heart.

How could she forget?

She was at the scene that day... at the scene where Mr. sacrificed himself...

There are only a hundred days left... No, not even a hundred days left... The process of sacrifice is irreversible...

Sir...what else is he going to take away...what else is going to be taken away from him! ?

"Woo!!!"

She suddenly raised her right hand and reached for her heart.

I can no longer endure this emptiness, I can no longer endure this loneliness, I can no longer endure this despair...!

"Snapped"

Bai Zhouzi was obviously stunned for a moment.

It took her 2 minutes to react.

His right wrist was grabbed by someone.

Bai Zhouzi turned his head and looked at that person with empty eyes——

"Holy garden, unflowered...?"

The pink-haired girl in front of her is none other than the former member of the Holy Trinity Tea Party, Shengyuan Mihua.

In Weihua's eyes, the vague arrogance in the past was completely gone.

Instead, there is bitterness, helplessness, and tenderness just like Mr.

"It seems that you can't imagine the world after your husband is gone."

"But to be honest, it doesn't matter to me what the world is like."

Shengyuan Weihua tilted her head slightly, with an innocent and cute smile on her face:

"Xiao Zi, do you want to come with me?"

"Maybe I've found it"

"The man who can be loved by all of us forever, forever, forever..."

"The way to stay with us forever..."

Miscellaneous talk session:

Before updating in the afternoon, I want to talk about Bai Zhouzi’s character arc.

The following is purely my personal understanding:

The purpose of writing this article is to explore, or in other words reverse, the character core of each character in the Blue Files by creating an extreme environment (my husband died soon).

Because I don’t have Pu Zi Shui Zi on my account, the first time I saw Bai Zhou Zi was in the story of the remedial course department in the international server.

As soon as this guy appeared, I blurted out almost subconsciously:

"Isn't this the female version of Sosuke Sagara!"

Putting a broadsword in the classroom, having to observe the terrain every time he enters the room, and even blasting the lockers, he is really exactly the same as Sosuke Sagara.

A son of war who is suddenly thrown into a peaceful world - this setting is simply a natural conflict-creating machine.

Sosuke Sagara is one of my favorite mecha characters, and his aircraft Arbalest is my favorite mecha.

So when I saw a Two-dimensional beautiful girl (?) that almost replicated his plot, I felt... very awkward, not just ordinary awkward.

For example, it's like a friend you are usually very close to suddenly becomes two-dimensional (laughs)

However, in order to write her story, I looked through various analyzes and watched the plot of the Japanese server in advance.

I have to admit that although Hakusu Azusa and Sagara Sosuke are similar in character, they are almost completely different in their core.

Because Bai Zhouzi has been resisting since the moment he appeared.

Whether she is facing Shengya's hesitation or resisting the orders of Saori and Domu Nu, she always seems to be dissatisfied with obeying orders and always explores what she really wants deep in her heart.

"A soldier's duty is to obey orders, but soldiers should also make their own judgment."

As far as this sentence is concerned, as a soldier, Bai Zhouzi has completed his form from the beginning.

She has been wondering and thinking, and has never been entangled in the contradiction between the soldier's vocation and human nature, because she is very greedy - she wants both.

As for Sosuke Sagara, his "entanglement" came very late.

He is a person who obeys orders very much and respects his superiors very much.

It can even be said that Sousuke Sagara was almost pushed by the people around him, forced to think, forced to break through the shell of a soldier.

The bud of active thinking like Azusa Shirasu, Sousuke Sagara did not gradually develop until later in the story.

From meeting Chidori Kaname, to the days and nights at Jindai High School, the destruction of the Mithril base, the endless escape career, and finally the confrontation with Leonard and Kalinin...

Not only did Sosuke Sagara struggle for longer, but he also suffered more.

Taking the initiative to think is such a difficult thing for him.

So, we can’t help but ask, why?

What makes Sosuke Sagara and Azusa Shirasu so completely different in terms of character arcs?

If you think about it carefully, the answer is actually very simple.

Sagara Sosuke was accustomed to 'respecting his superiors' and 'obeying orders',

It was entirely because all the officers he encountered were worthy of respect, and most of the orders he encountered were worthy of obeying.

Kalinin, Melissa Mao, Macalan, Captain Tessa, Clouzot...

These officers, these commanders, are basically the ideal commanders in the minds of soldiers.

They love the soldiers like their own children, give rational and accurate instructions, guide the soldiers' growth at all times, and even sacrifice their own lives for the soldiers...

To be honest, if you fight under their command, it will be difficult to have the germs of active thinking (laughs)