To The Lovely You

She hadn't figured out what was so strange, and He Yanzhi continued: "I... just want to like him silently, I never thought of destroying you... Even so, can't I be forgiven? Anyway, Everyone has the right to like others, right? Maybe, you don't know this kind of pain, the kind of pain that can only be watched silently behind a person, but can't do anything..."

   Those words he said touched Su Rourou's heart a little, reminding her of the memories buried by time. In the past, she, like him, could only watch him silently behind Ke Shaoze, but couldn't do anything.

   However, fortunately, she met Luo Yichen... More fortunately, her sexual orientation was normal.

  Thinking of this, she suddenly felt some sympathy for what to say, and coughed lightly: "I understand this kind of pain... it's just..."

He Yanzhi quickly interrupted her: "Actually, I don't want to like boys either. And a long time ago, I liked girls. But since I was deeply hurt by a girl, I changed my mind. It became like this. I... I also want to go to see a psychiatrist, but I am afraid that others will look at me differently. "

   After he said that, Su Rourou felt that he was even more pitiful. Alas, forbidden love that is not tolerated by the world is really hard work!

   "I think, you should actively receive treatment! You have liked girls before, which proves that you are not born with BL, and you are still saved! Therefore, you must not give up treatment!"

He Yanzhi glanced at her gratefully: "Thank you, willing to listen to what I have to say. You know, I really dare not make any friends, because I am afraid that after they know the truth, they will alienate me and despise me. Me. If that's the case, I might as well have no friends in the first place."

   He paused for a while, then continued: "Rourou, you are a good girl, you will definitely not tell others my secret, right?"

   "Yeah!" Su Rourou nodded solemnly, "I will never say it! I'm not the kind of person who likes to talk!"

He Yanzhi showed her a faint smile: "You know all my secrets... After that, can we be... friends? Don't worry, I won't bother you often, just occasionally When you need to talk...you know, abnormal people like us are under a lot of pressure..."

   "Okay!" Su Rourou thought about it for a while and felt that being friends with a BL should be a very novel experience.

  He Yanzhi wanted to say something else, Su Rourou glanced at the time on her phone and said "ah", "I'm sorry, it's a little late, I have to go back first."

   After she finished speaking, she waved at He Yanzhi and ran towards the direction of the sunset.

   Looking at the red sun on the horizon and the slender and small figure under the red sun, He Yanzhi covered his mouth and tried desperately to hold back his smile, and his thin back also trembled slightly.

   But after a while, he stood up straight again, his deep eyes looked at the smaller and smaller black shadow in the distance, and the corners of his thin lips were tightly pursed into a straight line.

  ………………

  Su Rourou just walked for a few minutes when she heard someone calling her name behind her. Su Rourou has a black line: What a good day today, why are so many people wanting to tell her?

   This time, it was a girl's voice, sweet and soft, which made people feel comfortable and brittle.

   When she came back to her senses, Yan Dandan in a goose-yellow dress had already come to her. Today, she seems to be well-dressed, her big waves are charmingly drawn to one side, and the facial features on her slapped face are even more charming and moving.