To The Lovely You

   "Littleberry..." His voice seemed to come from a distant time and space, causing her whole body to fall into an endless whirlpool.

  Luo Xiaoberry barely stabilized his body so that he would not fall to the ground. She took a deep breath and looked up at him: "Good morning. Why are you so early today? Don't you have to go to class?"

   She tried to speak to him in the most ordinary tone, trying to suppress her heartache and heartbeat.

   "I... won't go to class anymore." Ke Jingheng let out a low sigh and looked down at her, "I came to see you today just to see you one last time."

   In the past few days, he had tried to come to her countless times, but in the end he had restrained himself. Every day he seems to be living in purgatory - if there are eighteen levels of hell, then he must be living in the eighty-eighth level.

   Living like this, he couldn't live a day. At last he thought... leave.

   "What! You're leaving again!" Luo Xiaomei was in severe pain. The last time he left her for Sydney, what about this time... Is he going to leave her again and go to the most distant place in the world?

  Although it is painful not to see each other every day, although it is painful to not be able to be together even though he clearly likes each other, but at least she knows that he is not far from her. This feeling is completely different from not being able to see each other.

"Well..." Ke Jingheng nodded and said softly, "I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I know that you are in pain right now, and so am I. I also know that my appearance will only make you more guilty and more painful. So, Why don't I go away for a while - maybe one day a miracle happens and I'll be back."

   "You... have already made up your mind?" Luo Xiaomei's tears began to roll in her eyes, but she knew that she was not qualified to keep him.

"Well, I figured it out. I want to put my camera on my back and go to all the famous monuments and scenic spots in the world." Ke Jingheng pondered for a moment, "However, this time is different from the last time. I will be in the circle of friends. Post the photos I take and my location all the time, you can see the scenery I have seen anytime, anywhere, and you will know where I am on the earth. And my mobile phone number will never change in this life , If... you miss me, you can call me. Although I can't accompany you, but... you can find my person as soon as possible. "

   "Ke Jingheng... I respect your decision." Luo Xiaomei was silent for a long time, and finally said this sentence. Her tears couldn't be stopped, and it slid down her fair face and fell into the collar, bringing an icy cold touch.

   Ke Jingheng didn't speak, just looked at her for a moment, as if he wanted to engrave her appearance in his mind.

   "When... when are you going?" Luo Xiaomei also looked back at him, looking at his eyes full of sadness and his own reflection in his eyes.

   "Leave today." Ke Jingheng finally moved his thin lips slowly and withdrew his eyes full of nostalgia, "You...don't use the airport to see me off. Because I'm afraid..."

   Having said this, he turned his head slightly, and a tear slid from the corner of his eye. He was afraid to look at her one more time, afraid that he would be reluctant to leave when he saw the reluctance and attachment in her eyes.

   What he was even more afraid of was letting her see his tears.