This Star Wants To Retire

Leshen, who has always liked diving, suddenly spoke in various group chats, causing the chat group that was in full swing to fall into a short silence.

No way, who calls her the most popular and hottest group among music critics, and countless people are jealous of her legs.

However, her speech still makes everyone feel that this format is a bit like a brainless fan in the circle.

Isn't that what the three-brained fans are like? My brother doesn't allow any questioning voices. If you say he's not good, you don't understand!

This song "Pain That Can Breathe", the lyrics are so similar to the literature of youth pain, we just complained that Luo Mo missed it,

It has been considered a relatively restrained speech, okay?

In this era of per capita yin and yang masters, everyone will not quarrel with others, but will reply in the simplest way, such as only replying to a punctuation mark: "?\"

After Leshen's crazy attack, everyone in the major group chats could see someone replying a question mark.

The repeaters also began to dispatch in groups, followed by sending question marks.

Leshen held the phone and suddenly felt very proud.

"Humph! It seems that I understand Luo Mo better!"

"You didn't see the mystery of this song!

With this mentality, she began to say in the chat group: "What if I said that this song is probably not about love at all?"

"Why isn't this written about love?" Someone replied.

Le Shen said: "I think it's about family, and about parents."

After saying this, fewer people spoke in the group chat.

Because many people who don't believe in evil begin to re-examine the lyrics and look at this song that makes people feel extremely hypocritical from the perspective of family affection.

After dozens of seconds, the fastest-responding male music critic replied only one word in the group.

One of the most intuitive words to express his shock: "Grass!"

If you look at this song from the perspective of family affection, then the feeling that the lyrics bring to people is completely different in an instant.

At first, everyone thought the taste was too strong, but now I just feel that the writing is a bit too much to cry.

In the chat groups of major music critics, the chat became more and more heated all of a sudden.

Soon someone said: "Go and see, the picture of the homepage promotion poster of Penguin Music has been changed! It's really family!"

After Leshen saw this sentence, he immediately turned on Penguin Music and took a look.

Sure enough, the poster picture hanging at the beginning, the main content is that the song will be uploaded at 12 o'clock, so stay tuned.

Now that the song has been released, the promotion must be changed.

In the picture, it was a huge iron tower, a young woman stood under the tower, and beside her stood a translucent middle-aged woman.

This song is not only about family love, but also about a child who wants to support and is not waiting for a kiss!

"Breathing Pain", at 12:30, rushed to the top position after the real-time update of the chart data of the hot song list.

Low-key and low-key, it is only Xu Chujing's routine operation.

The most praiseworthy thing about this song is not its popularity, but its content.

It's like on earth, many people have been listening to this song for many years, and it belongs to the kind of proficiency that when it is played randomly, they can directly hum along, but they always think that this song is written in a hypocritical way.

Writing about love!

However, however.

The comment area of ​​the song just exploded.

"This song is not as extroverted as "Father", the lyrics are simple, and the writing is more restrained and subtle, but it is equally touching."

"Shocked, I thought it was a missed love, it was mutual torture, but I didn't expect it to be family love!"

"It's too good to cry, especially after the sudden reaction!"

"It's weird. If it's love, I'd think the content is really exaggerated and hypocritical, but if it's mother's love... I don't feel that way at all!"

What kind of youth pain literature is this? Youth pain literature is too unreal, but everything in this song resonates too strongly.

Sometimes, it is. When I gradually became immune to love, I was constantly moved by family affection.

The whole song was directly ranked No. 1 on Weibo's hot search list. The entry was: ["The Pain of Breathing", family affection].

At the moment in the magic capital, Peach Sister Chen Shanqi, who has not appeared for a long time, began to sit at the dining table in her own home and eat vegetable salad after her hip training, a woman who must bring salad when she appears.

In the past, she has repeatedly failed to reach the throne of the first-line singer, but now she is already on the position of [Queen of Heaven].

Luo Mo will prepare another new album for her next year. If nothing else, she will be able to sit firmly on the throne of the queen with next year's album.

Sister Tao must be full of curiosity about the song that Director Luo and Xu Chujing collaborated on.

Especially after she just glanced at the hot search on Weibo.

To be honest, after reading it, she was a little afraid to listen.

Most people, after seeing it, became curious and rushed to listen.

But she's not like many people.

Because you have a mother, she has no mother.

Based on her trust in Luo Mo's ability to make a knife, Sister Tao went to exercise for a while, and after exhausting herself, she connected her phone to the speaker and played the song "Breathing Pain".

When she heard the first few sentences, her heart froze for a moment.

"[At Dongjing Tower, the first view.

Watch the lights imitate, the falling stars.

I finally arrived, but with sadness alone, our dream. ]"

Obviously, what is written here is an agreement with my mother to go to the iron tower together.

But in the end, only sadness and regret were left.

The scenes from the past began to flash in Chen Shanqi's mind.

Her mother left in the years when her career was on the rise, that is, when she was not stuck in the bottleneck period, she started her debut as a newcomer, and then made a small fire and made money. It has also become the pride of the mother's mouth.

When people just achieve success, they always have endless joy to share, and they always make promises to their families one after another.

She said that she would take her parents to travel around the world, to go abroad, to the seaside, and to see the aurora.

But in the end it didn't go anywhere.

Because when her ambitions finally calmed down, when she wanted to stop and take a break, when she wanted to go out to relax, her mother could only be trapped in a small ward in a big city.

Xu Chujing's singing continued to reverberate in the room.

"[You always say, there is still a lot of time, you can wait for me.

I didn't understand before, not necessarily tomorrow, but later. ]"

Chen Shanqi began to remember that when she was on a video call with her parents, she was attending an event at the beach once.

She began to make promises again, saying that the scenery here is very good, and next time I will bring my parents with me.

Dad Chen couldn't help but murmured and said, "You are so busy, how can you have the time to travel with us."

Chen's mother would glare at him, then smiled and said to the daughter in the video: "It's okay, you are busy with your work first, work is the most important."

She didn't know it before, she really didn't.

In fact, every sentence "It's okay, you do your job first", the subtext is: "Mom is waiting for you."

Say yes, say yes, it will wait for me.

At this moment, Chen Shanqi was sitting alone on the chair, tears could not be stopped and she kept stuffing the vegetable salad into her mouth, obviously she hadn't chewed and swallowed it all, but it was still stuffed like a wolf.

The song echoes:

"[Missing is the pain of breathing,

It lives in every corner of me.

Humming the song you love will hurt, even reading your letter will hurt,

Even silence hurts. ]"

If the song was about mother, the lyrics would be understandable.

Our life is given to us by our mother. She gave birth to us. You breathe and your heart beats, continuing the life she gave us.

When I think of her, how can it not hurt?

This is the pain that comes with a lifetime.

When Luo Mo wrote the phrase "humming the song you love will hurt" in the lyrics, he thought of a very simple little story.

"[My father somehow hummed one afternoon: only mother is good in the world.

He just hummed, and suddenly stopped humming. ]"

The lyrics of the chorus that people can't understand, if you look at it from the perspective of family affection, everything is so clear.

"[Sorry is the pain of breathing,

It rolled back and forth in the blood.

It will hurt if you regret not being considerate, and it will hurt if you don't understand,

Want to see can not see the most painful. ]"

Chen Shanqi listened to the soothing piano in the background music and Xu Chujing's emotionally charged singing. She looked down at the ground, shrugged her shoulders, and forcibly sobbed.

Each of these lyrics hit her precisely and shattered her.

Why can't I be more sensible before?

Why can't you be more caring and considerate?

Apparently she was so coaxing.

Obviously she's cute too.

Chen Shanqi couldn't help but remember that once the whole family was going to dinner at her cousin's wedding, it was rare for her mother to do makeup once.

At that time, Chen Shanqi, who was already proficient in makeup techniques, actually felt that she was amazed, so she casually boasted: "Someone is very beautiful today!"

On that day, she rarely saw the look of a little woman on her mother's face.

She walked to the mirror, looked at it carefully, and said a little embarrassedly, "No way, no way."

How many times have you praised your mother in your life?

I've complained to her a few times.

In the interlude of the song, Chen Shanqi's mood eased a little.

She took out the tissue and began to wipe the tears. The song officially entered the B section.

It is also the content of this paragraph that makes many listeners who think it is a love song more and more disgusted. They feel that many of the lyrics in it look like content that only appears in romance novels, and they cannot understand it at all.

From the perspective of family affection, there are too many empathy.

"[I didn't look at your face, I showed sadness.

What a kind of lonely stubbornness.

You tear down the walls and let me wander,

Wait for me where I am, tying myself up. ]"

Many people have a very strange thought in their hearts after they grow up and face the pressure of work and society: "How did my mother raise me so big?"

No matter how you think about it, I don't understand.

It is also for this reason that a simple sentence on the Internet "Although Lao Wang is not rich, he has never starved Xiao Wang" makes people feel very heartbroken.

[Demolished the city wall] in the lyrics will give people the feeling of a tyrant in romance novels.

But in fact, when I was young, my mother always protected us very well, as if a city wall was built around us.

But when you grow up, it may be for your studies, maybe for work, maybe for the pursuit of dreams, or maybe for love, and you will leave her side.

She will begin to learn to let go, but she will remain within the walls, waiting for you to come home.

The singing continued, and every lyric could hit Chen Shanqi and even break her.

"[If you didn't say it, you would also be weak and need to rely on me.

I just pretended not to know, moved freely, and got through it myself. ]"

Word after sentence began to echo in Chen Shanqi's ears.

"You don't have to pay Mom, Mom has money."

"Have you been home during the Mid-Autumn Festival this year? Your aunt just brought a turkey, is there a party? Good good,

It's okay, everything is fine at home. "

"Oh, I just went to find some work when I had nothing to do. It's a shame for your mother when the news came out, isn't it?

It's my mother's inconsiderate thought, and my mother apologizes to you. "

"Don't spend money indiscriminately, buy such expensive things, there is nothing missing at home, save more for yourself."

"It doesn't hurt, Mom doesn't. Mom didn't feel any pain when she gave birth to you. It's just a minor operation. I didn't tell you because I was afraid you would be worried."

"I'm sorry, you're not married yet~www.readwn.com~ You haven't been married yet, so Mom can't even comb your hair."

The chorus part came again, and Chen Shanqi cried until she felt unable to breathe.

That kind of heart-wrenching pain, it is difficult to express in words.

She regretted not taking more pictures, regretted not saying that her cooking was delicious, regretted not taking her to the beauty salon, always thought that her mother didn't like beauty.

When the chorus ended again, Xu Chujing's singing spread out. It was a lyric that would make countless people dislike hypocritical and stereotyped if it was about love.

This sentence shattered Chen Shanqi's heart.

"[I swear I will never lie again,

The more I love you, the more tightly I will hold you. ]"

Many times, after quarreling again and again, when words are rushed, it is easy to say some hurtful words.

Hua Xia's parents sometimes don't know how to reconcile, and usually only say, "Come out for dinner during the Cold War."

When I was a child, my mother would ask the child: "Do you want to be mom?"

Children will answer: "I want to!"

When you grow up, why don't you think about it?

When I was a child, children would always shout: "Mom hug, mom hug!"

"I don't seem to have hugged her well." Chen Shanqi said in her heart.

She didn't dare to listen to this song a second time.

Chen Shanqi opened Weibo and began to promote the song "Pain That Can Breathe".

She first sent a link to the song and then wrote a few short sentences.

"[The cut umbilical cord, the explosion of the phone, the slammed door, I spent my life saying goodbye to you, but you spent my life telling me to be careful on the road.]\"

"[There is only one person in the world who has really shared my heart with you.]"

"[When arguing with your mother, just touch your belly button.]\"

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