This star is from the earth

Chapter 509 Suicide Note

Zhang Yaohui is not an old-fashioned.

With rich knowledge and experience of traveling to many countries, Zhang Yaohui has a broad vision and is very flexible.

Because of Zhang Yiman's single-minded and relentless learning experience in his childhood, he won Zhang Yaohui's respect—a kind of respect for personality rather than blood—from then on, Zhang Yaohui would ask his daughter's wishes about many things in the future.

Like college issues.

Zhang Yiman said that he planned to make his debut after graduating from high school. Zhang Yaohui did not immediately reprimand him, but told Zhang Yiman about the pros and cons of not going to college. After listening to Zhang Yiman, he insisted on this. If you still think this way, then respect her choice.

such as development issues.

Zhang Yiman hopes to achieve success by relying on her own strength, and does not need extra care from her father after her debut, and Zhang Yaohui also agreed.

Another example is the love problem.

Now this era is no longer the era when Zhang Yaohui regarded puppy love as a beast when he was a child. He would not ask his children not to fall in love before graduating from university, but to find someone to marry immediately after graduation. Therefore, Zhang Yaohui has no intention of interfering with his daughter's dating, and he did it early Well the day the daughter talks about her boyfriend or girlfriend.

It's just an agreement with my daughter that the boyfriend I find must be of good character, respect her, and be able to give her happiness. Other than that, I don't ask much. Zhang Yiman readily agreed.

Zhang Yaohui also said that some things should not be tried, and if you really want to try, you must also remember the safety measures. All in all safety first.

Zhang Yiman nodded shyly, then was in a daze, not knowing what to think.

He also told his daughter, don’t be afraid if you find out that you like a girl in the end, he is her family and will always support her.

Zhang Yiman said with a smile that she likes men.

Zhang Yiman was handsome since she was a child, kind-hearted, lively and cute, talented and wealthy, but she did not have the bad habits of a savage princess. From school to society, there are a lot of people who pursue her.

However, before Zhang Yiman was twenty years old, he had been concentrating on his studies and had no intention of falling in love. He was occasionally tempted by the advances of the opposite sex around him, but regretted that he could not stay. A few times I watched a TV series and was moved by the perfect hero in it. I thought that maybe I could ask for autographs and group photos when I debuted in the future. I was happy for a while, and when I went back to practice singing and piano, the little joy in my heart quickly dissipated.

When she debuted at the age of twenty, not long after, she met Han Jue, and they filmed "Let's Fall in Love" with Han Jue.

Zhang Yaohui dislikes Han Jue very much.

Although he respects his daughter, if she wants to fall in love with someone like Han Jue, he will never allow it.

Because Han Jue's character is not good.

He had studied Han Jue severely.

Han Jue’s audition interview, Han Jue’s debut record, Han Jue’s Weibo before quitting, Han Jue’s memoirs for making money...Zhang Yaohui has read them all, and the final analysis result is only eight words: Jin Yuqiwai Lost among them.

From Zhang Yaohui's point of view, Han Jue's external conditions are of course excellent, but the internal conditions can be said to be a mess. Arrogant, violent, simple-minded, uneducated, uneducated...

At that time, Zhang Yaohui did not interfere with the company's schedule for his daughter, but as long as Zhang Yiman suffered a little grievance in the show, Zhang Yaohui made up his mind to let Han Jue go back and forth.

Fortunately, Han Jue didn't.

In the days that followed, Han Jue showed a different person from before, with a successful transformation, frequent publication of excellent works, and gathering popularity. Thanks to the good and stable performance after the comeback. Except for Han Jue's black fans, when people talk about Han Jue's past, they mostly use the tone of a prodigal son. Said that jade cannot be cut, and emphasized the necessity of suffering, feeling that without the previous sinking, Han Jue would not have the current glory.

An old friend once asked Zhang Yaohui in a joking tone in private, Han Jue is talented, has great potential, and is good to Zhang Yiman, should he turn Han Juezhen into a son-in-law?

Zhang Yaohui always smiled and shook his head at first, not answering.

Later, it was said a lot, and Zhang Yaohui also knew that Han Jue would not give up no matter how busy his schedule was in order to record "Let's Fall in Love". Zhang Yaohui also occasionally thought, if Han Jue has been like this, it seems that being with Xiaoman is pretty good?

But after seeing that letter, Zhang Yaohui firmly refused.

Zhang Yaohui went to the safe, took out the letter that he had read countless times, then went to the sofa and sat down, pointed to the sofa opposite, greeted Han Jue who was still standing at the door, and said, "Sit. "

When Zhang Yiman was present, Zhang Yaohui was just a father who would say "What about me?" when his daughter picked up food for her boyfriend. And once Zhang Yiman is not present, Zhang Yaohui will be the helm of [Aidu Entertainment] who has climbed from the bottom of the entertainment industry to the top of the industry.

Han Jue closed the door and sat down on the sofa opposite Zhang Yaohui, with his back straight.

In this world, Han Jue has faced many powerful people, including officials from the United States, the director of the TV station, and Wang Zhi, the old chairman, near him. But Han Jue has no pressure to get along with these people, because Han Jue has nothing to ask for.

Zhang Yaohui is different. Because he is the father of Sha Niu and the only family member of his girlfriend.

The bookshelves full of books attracted Han Jue the most, but he didn't dare to look at them.

This meeting is different from the previous meeting in the United States for variety shows. There is no Zhang Yiman, and there is no camera, the two men connected by Zhang Yiman are going to have a conversation about the happiness of the three of them. This is going to be a serious conversation.

Han Jue glanced at the envelope on the coffee table, and grinned in his heart, guessing that Zhang Yaohui wanted to give him a check and let him leave the silly girl.

It would be considered old-fashioned to play such a plot on TV now.

Han Jue wondered how he should answer if Zhang Yaohui really took out a check.

Zhang Yaohui didn't put too much pressure on Han Jue. He took out the mountain spring water from under the tea table and poured it into the kettle, boiled the water, and prepared to make tea. At the same time, he asked Han Jue, "Is the rice to your liking?"

Han Jue recovered from his fantasy and replied: "It's delicious."

"I've seen that news," Zhang Yaohui fiddled with the tea set with his head down, and before Han Jue on the other side was ready to explain, he wrote lightly, "I know how this kind of news works and how credible it is. So by calling you here for dinner today, I want to ask you some things in person."

Han Jue secretly said that he was coming, and immediately sat upright, mentally prepared to be questioned.

"Don't be nervous, just ask." Zhang Yaohui smiled to make Han Jue relax.

Han Jue also laughed.

"Are you dating Xiaoman?" Zhang Yaohui's words made Han Jue's slumped waist tense again.

"Yeah." Han Jue hesitated for a while, then admitted.

"How long have you talked with Weng Nanxi?"

"Two years," Han Jue replied truthfully, "maybe more than two years."

"possible?"

Han Jue was refreshed, and he took the opportunity to explain seriously: "Because I was sick before, which affected my memory ability at that time, so now I don't remember some things from the past."

"Amnesia? Is it amnesia?"

"no no."

"What's that? Neurasthenia? Chronic sinusitis? Cerebral arteriosclerosis?" Zhang Yaohui actually mentioned several diseases that adversely affect the memory areas in the brain, and asked Han Jue's reaction while asking.

Before Han Jue had time to marvel that Zhang Yaohui was involved in medicine, he quickly shook his head, "Not at all."

"what is that?"

"Depression." Han Jue was a little nervous, staring at Zhang Yaohui's expression, and was ready to explain to Zhang Yaohui - in order to lie, Han Jue did a series of investigations in advance.

But Zhang Yaohui didn't seem surprised.

"Depression..." Zhang Yaohui nodded slightly, and said, "No wonder. During the onset of depression, the lack of attention will indeed be very serious, and short-term memory cannot be converted into working memory and long-term memory. I can’t remember what I’ve experienced. In the next few years, when I think back to the period when I was seriously ill, there will be a large section of memory blank, as if the memory is lost. Is this the case with you?”

Han Jue took a deep breath and said yes.

The water boiled.

Zhang Yaohui was scalding the teacup with the kettle, while Han Jue watched silently.

After a while, when Zhang Yaohui poured two cups of tea completely, he continued to ask, "Have you ever committed suicide?"

Han Jue was shocked, and the idea of ​​lying flashed through his mind, but in the end he nodded silently.

"If you didn't tell the truth in an answer just now, I will drink tea with you, but I have to tell you the rest." Zhang Yaohui put the tea in front of Han Jue.

Han Jue breathed a sigh of relief, and took the tea with both hands.

In the warm study room, Han felt that his back was sweating profusely.

He came today to gain Zhang Yaohui's understanding and support, and he needed to tell the truth.

Lying is certainly a way, but the cost of maintaining the truth is the lowest. Every time a person tells a lie, he wears an anklet from then on. And as long as things are remembered, a lie will always bring more than a pair of anklets. On the day the lie is discovered, all the anklets will become sickles.

But Han Jue's experience of appearing in this world made him unable to tell the whole truth to Zhang Yaohui. It's not easy making sure you're telling a clean lie.

"Does Xiaoman know these things?"

"She knows," Han Jue stated the purpose of today, "I don't care what people outside think of me, I hope you can support us."

Zhang Yaohui didn't speak. He frowned for three minutes, and he still held his cup of tea by his mouth after finishing it.

Han Jue clasped his hands tightly, anxiously waiting for Zhang Yaohui's reply.

Finally, Zhang Yaohui put down his teacup.

"I don't support it."

Han Jue suddenly felt the force of gravity suddenly increase, and his heart was pulled down hard.

"I'm worried about handing over my daughter to you."

"Is it because of depression? My illness is cured now! Really!"

Zhang Yaohui just shook his head.

"Because of Weng Nanxi? I ​​have no contact with her!"

Zhang Yaohui still shook his head.

Han Jue was silent for a long time before asking: "Why?"

Zhang Yaohui didn't give an answer right away. He poured himself a cup of tea and said slowly:

"I also thought about being a good father who would make my daughter proud. I wanted to do a few good deeds in Xiaoman's heart to support the foundation of her life. I also wanted to say a few philosophical words that my daughter would silently remember. As a belief. But I was absent from Xiaoman's life for a long time.

She is talking about you now, and she is talking about what you have said to her. I feel very uncomfortable, and I am very jealous of you, but I don't regret it.

If I didn't miss those times, I couldn't protect Xiaoman and let her sing happily; I couldn't let Xiaoman get out of the entertainment circle after someone said insulting words; Xiaoman blocked those dirty hands when the game ended. "

People are strongest when they have something they want to protect.

Zhang Yaohui calmly showed the darkness under the surface of his scenery.

"Xiaoman lost her mother when she was very young. A reporter asked me when I would miss Xiaoman's mother. I didn't say it. Now I will tell you:

every day.

I think about my wife every day. My wife is a guzheng teacher and she is very gentle. She had blood cancer, and we had no money, lost everything and didn't get cured. Sometimes I think, why wasn't it me who died? If it was Xiaoman's mother who was taking care of her alive, then Xiaoman would definitely be happier than she is now. I have a lot of money now, and I can treat it a hundred times, two hundred times, and three hundred times, but what is the use of it? The people I love most are gone. "

Just because something you once had is taken away doesn't mean you'll go back to a time when you didn't have that thing. I have had a lover, and after losing my lover, I will not go back to being single.

When Zhang Yaohui sees beautiful things and hears good music, he will think, if only his wife could see and hear it. Seeing a happy couple or a harmonious family of three, Zhang Yaohui always dare not look more. His daughter's school was going to hold a parent-teacher meeting, and Zhang Yaohui couldn't go there abroad. He heard his daughter call to comfort him, saying [It's okay, Dad! I just call Master to come! ], Zhang Yaohui always felt stuck in his throat and felt deeply guilty. When her daughter had menstruation for the first time, her face was full of panic. Zhang Yaohui forced himself to be calm, called Sister Qin, and asked Sister Qin to teach Zhang Yiman the things that should be taught by his mother. Looking at the picture of Zhang Yiman's mother, she cried badly.

The dead die, but the living still suffer.

Zhang Yaohui has experienced the pain of losing his lover. Zhang Yaohui does not want his daughter to suffer the pain of the loss of her lover like him.

"You committed suicide seven times because of Weng Nanxi, how can I trust my daughter to you?"

The only way to prevent the situation from slipping is when the relationship is not deep yet.

Zhang Yaohui pushed the envelope forward.

Han Jue froze for a moment, took the envelope, and opened it.

A thin envelope, not a check inside.

but a letter.

Han Jue unfolded the letter, looked at the familiar handwriting on the letter, and his heart sank.

The first sentence at the beginning——

【This is my seventh suicide...】

A person can live the way he is now, which is actually formed by various complicated factors. The successes and failures experienced in life, the books I keep reminiscing about, the movies I was deeply moved by, the lessons I heard, the losses I suffered, the people I loved, the parents who taught me by example... A person can never become a person out of thin air .

Zhang Yaohui analyzed every video, interview, and dialogue of Han Jue since his comeback last year, and analyzed a completely different Han Jue.

A person's life is always making up for the lack of childhood.

Han Jue seems to have gotten rid of the influence of his original family, and he has also let go of the past honors and disgraces, as if he has made a clean break with his past life.

Zhang Yaohui was curious about what Han Jue went through during the blank years to become what he is now.

If he didn't figure this out, he wouldn't rest assured that his daughter and Han Jue were getting closer.

At that time, Xia Yuan's report had not yet come out, so Zhang Yaohui was determined to find out the answer by himself.

Zhang Yaohui also knew that it was not a good thing to investigate a person in private.

The lack of malice is not a universal excuse, but who is willing to admit their own malice? The standard for defining [maliciousness] depends entirely on the person concerned. As long as things don't happen to you, you don't need to think in other people's shoes.

He started to trace back from last summer's "Tucao". Send someone to find the ex-manager of [Jinsha] Han Jue who suffered because of Han Jue.

Guan Yi did not sign Han Jue, and the penalty was relegation. But Han Jue's former agent was not so lucky, "failed to discover Han Jue's talent in time" and was fired.

After giving a sum of money, a bunch of questions came, "I actually don't know what he was doing in those years, I didn't even dare to go to his house, he would beat me", "We basically don't contact", "He Remarks on my mobile phone number are useless information such as the last number of the mobile phone.

When Zhang Yaohui was about to change direction and look for the person who exposed the diary, he suddenly noticed one of them—"He transferred 1.97 million to me, asking me to give to the fan he hit before, and two more A letter is to be mailed."

Not 1.9 million or 2 million.

Zhang Yaohui asked people to find that fan to find out the reason for the money.

On the day I sent my daughter to Qiong Province, things finally made progress.

They found the letter from a fan.

In other words, Han Jue's suicide note was found.

Zhang Yaohui continued: "Suicide caused by depression is the death of illness. I will not accuse the suicide of the person who died of illness as a cowardly act. But when people leave, they leave. There have been seven suicides. Will there be an eighth time?" ?You said that your illness has been cured, but this disease cannot guarantee that it will never recur. When you quarrel with Xiaoman in the future, does Xiaoman worry about your relapse and wrong yourself? After breaking up with you, do you still have to worry about it? Your illness relapsed, and then you couldn’t break up with you? And, looking at the last sentence of your suicide note, how can I rest assured that Xiaoman will be with you? "

The love in youth can't wait to shake the world, a little worry can become a torrential rain in the heart, and I feel that without the other party, I will die. Some people say that death is just lip service, while others will actually die.

Zhang Yaohui wants to tell his daughter, forever and ever, never to fall in love with someone who threatens others with his life. If you fall in love with someone with such an extreme temperament, one of the two may die.

There are not many such cases in the society. Although the probability is extremely small, Zhang Yaohui is unwilling to take this risk.

Hearing Zhang Yaohui's words, Han Jue glanced at the long paragraphs in the suicide note expressing his love for Weng Nanxi with despair, moved his eyes down, saw the last sentence of the suicide note, and closed his eyes.

【... How can I prove that I love you? I said I would die without you, but if you don't believe me, tell me to die. OK, let me prove it to you. 】

"Xiaoman will get off the show "Let's Love"." Zhang Yaohui packed the tea set, "You should have prepared the case of depression, and you can post it when you get back today. [Jinsha] has negative news pushing you behind your back. There are also those professional star chasing people who are also punishing you, [Ai Du] will help you here. After the illness is announced, you go to relax, go abroad, or go to other places, take a rest. Even if the illness is really cured , also go out and stay for a while, and have a good posture. The concept of cyberbullying a celebrity and cyberbullying a depression patient is different. As for the news of suicide, don’t say it. I will intercept the suicide note from others, and others will not Yes, keep it for yourself."

Just like Zhang Yaohui's snooker skills. After hitting one ball, he has already figured out how to play the next three balls.

He just hoped that Han Jue would consciously leave his daughter instead of ruining Han Jue.

Although Han Jue couldn't be the producer of Zhang Yiman's new album in the future, and his first achievement after taking the stage was gone, Zhang Yaohui didn't care.

When it comes to planning for a daughter's future, no one in the world thinks more about her daughter than parents.

Zhang Yaohui is now the CEO of a huge company, and no one can replace him. But for him, the role of Zhang Yiman's father is also irreplaceable, even more important than the former.

Zhang Yaohui looked directly into Han Jue's eyes:

"You know what to do now, don't you?"

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