25. A predestined tragedy

Laughter is heard. ‘Hee hee’ The sound of laughter that won’t leave my ears. Even when I’m talking to my beloved fiancé, I can feel the soul whispering in my ear and waiting for my expression to change. I don’t want to show a distorted expression, so I deliberately only show a smiling expression.

Froden is a wise man. His intelligence, as well as his excellent judgment of the situation, are also good. His heart skips a beat every time he pays attention to me saying he seems tired when he talks to me with a smile sometimes. He didn’t want to worry him.

Even if he knew the spirit was still inside my body, he didn’t want me to know that it was alive and haunting me.

When a day passes, two days, a week, a month… And months pass. I stayed up all night with my eyes open. Until the moon that brightened the night retreated and greeted the sun that lit up the surroundings with a bright light. I couldn’t sleep because of the anxiety.

At first, all I could hear was a whisper in my ear. Then I started to talk more and more, and now I am talking to myself every day. I can still hear that voice while talking to him while eating.

Unbeknownst to me, I listened to the voice and when strange words came out of my mouth, I thought my heart sank. Fortunately, Froden patted me on the back pretending to be sick and didn’t pay much attention.

Sometimes there are times when I go and have a casual conversation with her. If you talk like a lark by yourself, you will naturally respond. That’s it, it’s not that. You are wrong no, i’m right

If someone sees it, I think it must have looked like it could be quarantined in a room and called for a priest.

Sometimes she is quiet as if she is tired too. At that time, without hesitation, I go inside the soft duvet and go to sleep. Even surviving with magic has its limits. I closed my eyes at the soft and warm feel of the blanket and fell asleep in an instant.

In her dream I saw her taking over my body and taking away her proden. I woke up early in the morning without screaming. The cold sweat running through her body met the cold air and cooled her in an instant, taking away her body heat. I don’t know if it’s because of the cold or because of fear, but my body shivered.

I pulled out the blanket and buried her head in my arms. It’s tough. The thought that she wanted to talk to him and at least ease her mind kept dominating her mind. Shaking her head, she tries to shake it off, but it sticks to her like sticky tar and doesn’t think it will come off.

‘Heehee’

“Hee hee.”

I was taken aback and laughed. These days, I just automatically smiled, but now my expressionless face is even more awkward. If the corners of the mouth are raised and the corners of the eyes are not curved, it does not seem to be alive. I am afraid that if this expression is relaxed even for a moment, the weakness inside me will rear its head.

Sometimes, there are times when her laughter is mixed with the sound of laughter. Whenever that happens, it feels like Froden’s expression darkens for a moment. Is it because the backlight is so bad due to her height difference that it blinds me, or is it because I was mistaken.

There are days when I feel bad.

One day, when you can’t fall asleep without fail and look up at the moon all night. Thanks to her sudden silence, she fell asleep as if she had passed out.

I was startled by the sound of the screams and woke up in a fit of intuition when I saw the bloody blanket. Oh, it was a big deal. Froden noticed.

A fishy smell rose from the red liquid dripping from her hand. A foul smell came from the blood soaking the floor and staining the clothes. It’s not the first time I’ve smelled it, so why is it so disgusting? I vomited up what I ate in front of Froden’s eyes with a feeling of vomiting.

I don’t want to show you such an ugly side. I have to show him the confident and beautiful side of me, now smiling with happiness.

People came from the temple, and a half-secluded life began. Of course, I still hear the occasional sound of laughter in my ears. The priests didn’t notice this demon clinging to me like a leech.

Froden came to me with a worried face and a face full of sadness. I tried to calm him down with a smile, but instead I was comforted. I was full of desire to shed a handful of tears, but I held back and held back.

After that, he came every day and stayed by my side. When asked if he was busy, he just smiled and didn’t say he was busy. He held hands and talked for me who couldn’t sleep until dawn, or stayed up all night with open eyes.

When he was with him at night, even the sound of laughter had disappeared. But if I fall asleep here, Froden will go out safely, and I will hurt myself again.

This match was an irrational fight that would be my defeat no matter how I look at it.

One day, it was as if a magical spell that was different from the magical knowledge I knew was engraved in my mind. It was the first magic I had ever heard of.

This magic was miraculous. No matter how much I used it, my mana did not decrease. Of course, I had to pay a price instead of magic power.

‘It’s a mysterious power, isn’t it? With that, you can achieve anything you want.’

A voice in my ear whispered. It was a sweet whisper. However, it was the voice attached to him like a parasite that urged him to do so.

“I’m going to wish you gone.”

At that, she chuckled. When I tried to imagine her magic driving her out with her knowledge coming into her head… I couldn’t think of any other way.

Ah- God. Please save me

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I could see that Tina was getting tired. I could feel the shade on her face as she smiled and said she was happy every day. Even if he didn’t say anything, he was sure.

“Tina, are you okay?”

Stunned by my words, she smiled brightly. At her signal to please stop asking if I’m okay, I shut up. I couldn’t ask for more. Because Tina wants it.

When a strange noise came out of her mouth, I realized why she was so desperate to hide it. That soul is tormenting you There was blood in her eyes. If I could, I would tear her soul out of her body right now and tear it apart.

When I tried to get her off the hook by pretending to be in love with her, she pretended not to know to respect her heart. A worried pat on the back of her gave her a visibly relieved expression.

Tina thinks she’s good at managing her facial expressions, but to me, those expressions are very clumsy.

I couldn’t put into words the feeling of having to watch my fiancé wear away day by day. Her chest collapses and throbs like a heart disease.

Sometimes she stumbles and almost falls while walking in a place where there is nothing. There were times when she laughed strangely, and there were times when she did not hesitate to do eccentricities. But she didn’t show off and held it in. She continued her related experiments in the Mage Tower and tried to cope with her by rolling her head butt, but to no avail. She had to find the witch who cursed her.

The time I see Tina is gradually decreasing. At first she just wanted things to go smoothly with a little help, but things changed for her. Even at this moment, Tina is mentally exhausted and dying.

I spent time with her in the morning, and in the afternoon, I set out to find the traces of forbidden magic with Elin. She said last time she could make a tracking item out of her hair, so I made one, but I’ve never seen her effect.

Then one day, she heard the news that the information guild had obtained information about a witch far away. As soon as she was about to leave there, a piercing scream came from her mansion. I felt it intuitively. It’s a big deal.

Unsurprisingly, Tina was sitting on her bed, her hands dripping with blood. I tried to check Tina’s wounds as she hurriedly moved around her, stopping her blood and sitting blankly, but she moved faster than hers.

As if it was the first time she smelled blood, she vomited everything in her seat. She could be seen trembling in her shame, unable to lift her face. As she approached her, her tears welled up at the sight of her trying to comfort me even in this situation.

Her

She tried to pretend that she was okay, and she tried to hold back her crying, but he hugged her tightly and comforted her. She tried to push me away for fear of getting me dirty with the vomit around me, but I persevered. If I step back here, she has nowhere to turn.

After that, after requesting the dispatch of a priest from a trustworthy temple, she stayed by her side. Chasing the witch’s trail is something anyone can do, but keeping her side is something only I can do.

When I asked if he was busy worrying about me, he only smiled. Just as she showed me her smile no matter how hard and painful she was, I showed her smile to Tina.

I saw her holding on to her eyes as she closed her anxiety and biting her lips. She gently held her trembling hand and began to talk. I liked it even if it was pointless and pathetic. If only she could ease her anxiety a bit.

And then sometimes I fall asleep while listening to the story. As I was about to head outside, Tina opened her eyes, shaking her body as if having a seizure. I felt it after seeing her unfocused eyes.

If I leave here, she won’t last.

Sometimes there were times when I was away for a while during the day. Out of anxiety, he told the surrounding workers firmly and returned after handling urgent work.

It was the same day. When they knocked on the door of Tina’s room to protect each other’s side, the only shelter in the midst of each other’s mental exhaustion. Except for the fact that I felt a creepy energy.

As I hurriedly broke open her door, I saw Tina floating in the air, her face distorted. As she approached her and tried to hug her and come down, she heard a strange voice.

“Stop.”

I heard that voice mixed with Tina’s, and my body stopped in mid-air. She twisted her body in bewilderment at the utter disregard for the laws of physics, but she did not move.

“This body belongs to me. This world belongs to me.”

After putting on that grotesque expression of her crying and laughing, Tina disappeared in an instant. She was in a neatly arranged room, as if no one was there. After Tina disappeared, her body, suspended in midair, shifted and fell to the ground.

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[To Tina Erabasta who can’t read this letter.

No matter how badly I get hurt, I will follow you every day. Holding a bouquet made of your favorite magnolia flowers, I will wait for you who must have been more hurt and wounded than me. Even if you shout that my heart is sad or that it hurts like death, my heart will not change. I love Tina. She doesn’t change that much.

So don’t make such a sad face. I’ll be sure to save you. So that you will no longer have to blame yourself and be sad. So that you can always always smile with a bright face. I will always stand by your side and protect you.

So next time we meet, please lean on me comfortably and smile. That alone is enough for me.

So, so… Please… Please stay safe. Life without you has no meaning to me.

Please make sure I don’t want to destroy this world. Tina.]

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