004 Father’s lover

*****[Oscar, the main character]*****

I was just a fat and tyrannical villain in the novel, but I think I was a smart and understanding child when I was young.

Besides, she resembled her mother a lot and was beautiful.

The duke’s unique silver hair and turquoise eyes inherited from her mother somehow give off a mysterious feeling, and her small body with transparent white skin is truly a lovely angel herself.

Looking in the mirror, I think I might fall for myself.

so cute.

‘He’s so pretty and lovely… why did he come out as such a fat and ugly man in the novel?’

can not understand.

If she’s this pretty, even if she grows up to be fat, she’ll still be cute.

Wouldn’t it look like a cute snowman made of marshmallows?

I quietly looked in the mirror.

“…”

In my previous life, everyone flinched and avoided me when they saw me for the first time.

Growing up in a nursery school since I was a baby, it seems that I somehow had a combative and formidable atmosphere attached to me.

The orphanage itself wasn’t bad.

There were bad people among the teachers, of course, but there were more people who were fair to the children, and so were the children they stayed with.

I got along with most of them like brothers, and there were many kids I stayed in touch with even after leaving the orphanage.

I was also able to get a proper education.

Even though I haven’t experienced a normal family, I don’t think life in an orphanage was that bad.

However, despite this, I was very competitive.

There are many children, but few teachers.

In nursery schools with limited resources, children had to compete with each other not only for teachers’ attention but also for objects and space.

And somehow I have been a cold and cold person ever since I was young.

He acted like he was good to everyone, but he put a thin wall on his friends who were like brothers.

I can’t seem to get one step closer.

There was nothing I could do about it myself.

I put on the skin of a good person on the outside and worried about someone in reality, but nevertheless, if the other person hurt me, I was ready to reveal my teeth and bite at any time.

He wasn’t evil, but he wasn’t a good person either.

That must have been why the moment he saw Kyung-wan having an affair with his wife, he immediately wanted to kill him.

I reached out to myself in the mirror.

I quietly stroked my hair and eyes in the mirror.

‘Such a lovely child.’

Now I have everything.

Family, mother’s love, family reputation, beautiful appearance.

It’s completely different from the previous life when I was starving and longing for the unsatisfied affection of my family.

From the bottom of your heart, you can become an upright, good, proper human being.

I thought that his wife in the previous life loved Gyeong-wan because of his appearance.

Kyung-Wan was the type of man who smiled lightly, joked with women, and naturally hugged his partner’s shoulders.

He had white skin and double eyelid eyes that looked slightly drooping and soft, and he had a particularly sweet gaze toward women.

And he was a handsome man who surpassed all of his personalities.

Compared to that, I had a normal appearance and straight eyes.

In an era where there are many foreign-like appearances with concave and concave appearances, a flat face unique to Asians, as if returning to the past.

I thought maybe that’s why I wasn’t chosen.

Looks, that’s the only difference.

“…”

However, after recovering my memories in this world, thinking about the past, I think it might have been different.

It’s not because of my appearance, it’s because I was starving deep down in my heart, so my wife couldn’t love me.

Because my wife wasn’t a decent person who could stand on her own either.

‘ha.’

I sighed.

Unsure of myself, I deliberately chose a woman I felt I could have.

It wasn’t such a shallow idea at the time, but now that I think about it, I think I had that intention from the beginning.

I didn’t know then that when a lacking man and a lacking woman get together, they don’t fill up in a circle, but in the end, only the two of them remain.

“Bocchan! My father is calling.”

The butler’s voice came from the door.

I took a step in front of the mirror to check my appearance, then turned around.

This life never fails.

Use everything you know to protect yourself, protect your family, and become the really good person you wanted to be.

“…”

Outward beauty is only determined by the thickness of the skin attached to the bone.

No matter how beautiful a person is, if the fat is swollen, it becomes a terrible appearance and becomes the object of people’s teasing.

Such a beautiful child was reputed to be repulsive in fiction because he had grown fat.

‘You should never get fat.’

You were born beautifully.

Let’s keep going like this.

*

I saw the people gathered in the drawing room and stood at the entrance.

I was not my own doctor.

My feet stopped on their own.

It’s probably because the original Oscar was shocked.

‘Even though he’s such a father, this child still wants to be loved.’

Deep inside, the young Oscar’s heart still remains.

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Just because he remembered his past life, that feeling did not disappear in an instant.

I took a light breath to calm the shock and gazed into the drawing room.

A woman in fancy clothes and a boy who looked a few years older than me were standing next to my father.

It will be a lover and a bastard.

My mother came before me and stood facing them.

Power is in the white hands of the mother who is standing with her back turned.

The fan was held tight enough to break.

At that time, my father’s lover who found me said with a twinkle in his eyes.

“Oh my! Is that the Oscar?”

Maybe a fallen lower nobleman or a commoner.

The tone is shallow.

Above all, it seems that she has absolutely no idea how to treat aristocrats.

It was disrespectful for a woman who was merely a lover to hold her head stiff in front of the duchess, but to even call the duke’s husband by his first name. Normally, it would be charged with insulting aristocrats.

However, the father did not try to restrain his lover’s behavior at all.

Even if you know full well how rude this is.

‘indeed….’

If a woman like this comes into the house and walks around, and her father tolerates her behavior, it’s understandable that Oscar is crooked.

‘It’s no wonder that my mother is stressed.’

It was the moment I thought so.

“impolite!”

My mother’s voice echoed in the drawing room.

The mother raised her hand and lightly hit the girl’s face with her fan.

very slightly

It would have been just touching.

But a scream pierced the air.

“Kyaaah!”

My father’s lover collapsed on the floor, covering his cheek.

“Bianca!”

The father panicked and bent his knees toward his lover.

“Bianca! Are you okay?”

“Hey… Bernt-sama! I… I… I was just happy to meet Bernt-sama’s son. Thinking of him as our Dennis’ younger brother, I’m just happy…”

That’s not it.

He is the son of a ducal son and a simple lover.

In aristocratic society, they are not called brothers.

Even I, who had little experience living in this world, knew it.

But my father muttered as if moved.

“Bianca… you are sweet and kind. My lovely angel.”

I don’t think I’ve ever heard my father speak in such a soft voice.

The father checked his lover’s cheek where the fan had touched, and then glared at the mother with a stern look.

“You are typical of an arrogant aristocrat. Annette always is.”

“Are you… serious?”

My mother asked as if clenching her teeth.

From the father’s side, the woman’s appearance could not have been seen well.

But from where I was, I could see her face straight ahead.

The corners of her lips were slightly raised.

‘cunning.’

After muttering to myself, I straightened my back.

My father and mother were arguing bitterly.

“Bianca and Dennis are the people who will be living here from now on. I will not tolerate any disrespectful treatment of the woman I love!”

“What? Are you crazy about letting your lover stay in a mistress’ mansion? I would never allow it!”

“You dare to ignore the head of the family!”

“The head of the head? It must be the deputy head of the head. Father must have already said that he would never allow such a thing. And that many times.”

“This, this, what a shameful b*tch!”

The father, speechless, raised his fist.

Thinking of punching a woman! Are you insane?

I quickly ran forward before my father hit my mother.

Pushing the little body in front of the mother.

“Father! Now is the time to be aware of the eyes of others. You have just become the head of the family, and I don’t think it’s good to have your lover in the main building. For the time being, there will be many guests, so to show your dignity, “It’s important to show everyone that your mother is by your side. I heard that your mother’s family, the Marquess Hobin, is at the head of the aristocratic faction. Being with your mother will surely help build your dignity.”

According to my memories so far, there was a side of my father who was ignored and overshadowed by his outstanding father.

Maybe that’s why I hate being ignored.

I put my dignity first, and I liked to have someone look up to me.

If you look at the reaction with your lover or mother now, it will be the same not only in aristocratic society, but also in your relationship with women.

It must be why his lover, Bianca, is holding onto his father’s heart, and why his mother is shunned.

My mother would have treated my father only within the framework of an arranged marriage from the beginning.

If you stimulate your father’s vanity, the story will definitely work.

“…you.”

But for a five-year-old, it might have been a little strange.

My father widened his eyes.

However, her eyes soon took on an unpleasant light.

He would be happy if his son was smart, but the father’s face was rather distorted.

‘As expected… the fact that I’m smart has touched my father’s pride. That’s why my father hates me.’

You can’t pretend to be stupid.

After that, I will really die like the story of the novel.

I spoke hastily.

“This mansion also has a wonderful annex, so wouldn’t it be nice if we let Bianca stay there? If she doesn’t meet her mother, even the weak-hearted and kind Bianca will be more comfortable than staying here. You won’t have to think about it.”

If a woman named Bianca is deliberately acting nice and tender in front of her father, let’s use that.

“I, if you give me a room in the back corner of this mansion… that’s fine. I just want to be as close as possible to my dear Bernt-sama.”

Bianca sobbed a little, stamping her tears with her fingers.

The head of the butler lowered his head a little and started talking.

“Master, how about letting Bianca stay in the Rose House, which was once favored by the ancestors? It’s not far from the main building, and the garden is very beautiful, so I think it would be a good place for a woman to stay.”

“The Rose House. Yes, there was a place. It’s very convenient for me to come and go there.”

My father muttered and looked at Bianca.

“Besides, that mansion has a lot in common with you.”

“…but I want to be with Bernt-sama… I don’t care if it’s in a remote place, as long as it’s by your side.”

“Bianca… It’s okay. Go there at night. I won’t be able to be with you during the day anyway because of work. There are a lot of people here at night, but in the Rose Garden, it’s only the two of you.”

“…Yes, Mr. Bernt… I’m so happy…”

Bianca bowed her head slightly in embarrassment.

But her eyes were staring at me very keenly.

‘What the hell does that woman want?’

Striking a gap between father and mother, I don’t know what she’s getting

If the goal is simply money or jewelry, it is enough to coax the father well.

There was no need to insist on living in the main building of this mansion.

‘Are you aiming for the position of the main wife? Or do you want to make Dennis your successor?’

that is nonsense

‘No, there is a possibility.’

I suddenly remembered the last part of the novel.

When Oscar dies in the novel, the Duke’s family makes no attempt to save him.

Even though he was the only enemy of the duchy.

Instead, there was a mention that the duke’s bastard, never mentioned in the novel, suddenly became the heir.

‘Really… I thought it was a novel full of holes in probability.’

However, when it came to reality, an ambitious lover and bastard entered the duke’s family.

If I hadn’t been reincarnated, wouldn’t Bianca and Dennis have been living in this main building?

And step by step, he would have used his father to expand his ambition.

‘If I take one wrong step, I will follow the flow of the novel.’

Mother had no objection to letting Bianca stay in the rose garden.

On the contrary, when he said that he would stay in the mansion, his expression seemed to ease a little.

“Oscar. Although Dennis is not officially a member of the family, he is my firstborn son. Good luck in the future.”

After the father said that, as the mother’s eyebrows rose to the sky, she quickly took the two of them out of the drawing room.

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