The Reluctant Bride

This was the first time she spoke to Gu Xuewu in such a tone. Gu Xuewu's body froze there, looking at Gu Xuemei's face, he was silent.

The air in the ward was suffocatingly silent. Gu Xuewu exudes a gloomy aura, which makes Gu Xuemei feel depressed and can't stand it.

She leaned against the bed and looked at the blue sky outside.

"I didn't think about Liang Youcheng." At least, she rarely thought of Liang Youcheng during the more than a year with Du Libin. Really very few.

"Nadulibin said you..."

"I admit that I had concerns at the beginning, and I considered too many issues. I am older than him, with my legs, and Liang Youcheng. He died in order to save me. I really can't get through this hurdle."

But she is a human, a person of flesh and blood. Du Libin's kindness to her, and her dedication, she saw in her eyes. From moving to receiving, from receiving to liking. From like to love again.

Those feelings sublimate little by little. By the time she found out, Du Libin had already occupied her heart.

"But why does he say you?" It even said that the person Gu Xuemei was thinking of when he was with Du Libin was Liang Youcheng?

"Because Liang Youcheng's parents came to visit Youcheng's grave a few days ago." That day was Youcheng's anniversary.

When Gu Xuemei thought about this place, she felt ashamed of Liang Youcheng. She even forgot Liang Youcheng's death day. This has never happened before. Because these days, with Du Libin. She almost forgot that there was a man who died in order to save her.

She feels guilty. On the second day of Liang Youcheng's death, she went to sit in front of his grave for a long time. She begged Liang Youcheng for forgiveness. At that time, she already knew that she was pregnant.

She decided to put aside the past, accept Du Libin's proposal, and live with Du Libin.

Then when she went back that day, Du Libin asked her where she was.

"I will go to see Liang Youcheng, and I will tell him..." I will decide to live a good life with you in the future. From now on, I just put him in the corner of my heart, hoping Liang Youcheng can bless her.

But Du Libin didn't listen to her explanation at all. Threw away her hand and left.

She knew he must be upset. But she hoped that he would listen to himself to finish. I waited at home for a long time, but did not wait until Du Libin came back. She had no choice but to find him in his apartment. But I didn't expect her to see such an unbearable scene...

Gu Xuemei didn't know how to describe her feelings at the time. She is too confident, she thinks even the whole world will turn her back, at least Du Libin will not.

But Du Libin's performance that day was like a slap in her face.

She couldn't stay there for almost a second, turning her wheelchair to leave desperately. But did not expect...

Memories are always painful. Gu Xuemei looked at Gu Xuewu, her expression full of pain and entanglement: "Brother, I don't lie to you. I really only knew then how much I love him. I love seeing him and other women. When we are together, I can't stand it at all. My heart hurts."

She thought that she was just moved by Du Libin's dedication, but she couldn't bear to hurt him and failed. Just moved and grateful.

But when she really saw Du Libin with other women, she found out. She was no longer so grateful and moved to Du Libin.

For such a long time, the man, obviously younger than her, used his shoulders to support her.

She fell in love with Du Libin, she really fell in love with Du Libin.

"Xuemei." Gu Xuewu didn't know how to say: "If you really love him, you should give him a chance."

He believed that Du Libin had never touched other women. He still has this confidence.

Gu Xuemei was silent and didn't want to discuss this topic at this time. Give Du Libin a chance? She was afraid that she would never forget that scene, she was afraid that she...

Looking at her, Gu Xuewu thought of another question: "Xuemei, do you think you love Liang Youcheng more or Du Libin more?"

Gu Xuemei was shocked and looked at Gu Xuewu blankly. Gu Xuewu also looked at her and found that he was very nervous about Gu Xuemei's answer, as if this answer was very important to him.

"I don't know." Gu Xuemei shook her head. These two things, these two people, are not comparable in the first place: "I have loved Youcheng. I love it very much, otherwise I won't want to marry him."

"But Libin is different from him. With his gentleness and tenderness, he woven a net, dense and dense, and put my net in it, bit by bit. When I reacted, he. It has penetrated into my bones. Love cannot escape."

"I can't answer who I love more. I only know that four years ago, I loved Liang Youcheng. But now, I love Du Libin. Liang Youcheng has become a shadow in my heart, faint, and always exists in that corner. As long as you don’t touch it, you don’t want to. It doesn’t hurt."

If you don't love, how can it hurt?

If you don't love, why would you care about Du Libin and other women? At that time, the heartache was so painful that she could barely breathe.

Gu Xuewu was silent, sitting there for a while, unable to move. Finally, looking at the unrelenting pain in Gu Xuemei's eyes, he said softly: "I still said that. If you really love him, give him a chance. Because Du Libin really loves him. you."

Gu Xuemei doesn’t want this question for the time being. She loves Du Libin. She does not mean that she can accept Du Libin’s relationship with other women. She stretched out her hand and held Gu Xuewu’s hand: “What about you? You are not going to marry Qiao Xinwan? Why did she leave? Why not get married Up?"

Seeing his silence, Gu Xuemei added: "You said Du Libin loves me, but do you know that Qiao Xinwan also loves you very much."

When Gu Xuewu heard her say Qiao Xinwan's name, his body was stunned. He sat there for a while and couldn't respond. Just want to say something. Chen Jing was here, carrying a thermos and a lunch box.

"Xuewu, you are here." During this time, Gu Xuewu was often in the hospital. Chen Jingru was not surprised, but looked at the box lunch in hand: "I didn't know you came so early and didn't prepare your meal."

"It's okay, I'll go home and eat." Gu Xuewu stood up, looked at Gu Xuemei, and patted her on the shoulder: "The wind and rain in the falling flowers hurts the spring even more. It's better to pity the person in front of you."

This sister, after so much hardship, is enough. The operation was also done and the illness was cured. In the days to come, there should only be happiness.

And he believed in Dolibin as if he believed in himself. For so long, what Du Libin has paid for Gu Xuemei is definitely not something that can be erased this time. I hope Gu Xuemei can also think clearly.

"To each other."

If Gu Xuewu used these words to say to her, then he should be more pitiful than her. At this time she didn't want to make a decision, she didn't want to make any decision, what decision she really wanted to make. Wait until her legs are better.

Gu Xuewu was startled, and immediately smiled again. This is Xuemei, as long as she catches the opportunity, she can also act as a godmother.

Gu Xuewu went home, had a casual meal, and went back to the room. During this period of time, I was fainted to learn from Mei's illness. He hardly went home.

After taking a shower, I went into the study, turned on the computer, and dealt with the recent backlog of unprocessed things before I wanted to go back to my room to sleep. I scanned the big picture there, although it was covered by cloth. He knew exactly what was inside.

Putting his hand on the cloth for a long time, I wanted to uncover it, but took it back. I want to go back to my room and rest. He glanced at the bookcase. No light inside.

On the bookcase, there are a few photo albums. He left it here that day. These days, no more movement. I found out my hands as if I was conscious, opened the album and looked at it again. The big hand gently rubbed the photo, Qiao Xinwan inside smiled really happily. .

The corners of the lips rose slightly, seeming to be infected by her.

"Qiao Xinwan also loves you very much." Gu Xuemei's words flashed through her mind. The action of flipping through the album stopped for a moment. Turning the next page, Qiao Xinwan looked at him with love.

"Gu Xuewu, you can't die, have you heard?" He remembered that Qiao Xinwan cried hard when he was shot. If he remembered correctly, it was the first time Qiao Xinwan cried in front of him.

He remembered that Qiao Xinwan rarely cried. When they were not divorced, no matter what he said or did, Qiao Xinwan just quarreled with him, but never cried.

He still remembered that when Qiao Xinwan was trapped in the elevator with him, she was obviously very scared, her eyes were full of panic, but she did not cry, just clenched his hand. Let him not leave her.

When she gave birth, she didn't cry, but begged him to keep the child.

Qiao Xinwan, who was so painful, did not cry, but cried when he was shot...

"Gu Xuewu, I love you." She smiled and snuggled against his chest.

"Gu Xuewu, I don't love you. Did you hear that, I don't love you."

"I do not love you……"

"I love you."

"I do not love you……"

Closing the photo album snapped, Gu Xuewu rubbed his eyebrows.

Picking up the phone, he found out the photos Shen Cheng took when he went to Denmark. One after another. She seems to be doing well in Denmark. The smile in the eyes is very sincere and very happy.

I remembered again, she seemed to be able to enjoy herself. It seems that without him, she can still be the same as before.

There was a lot of irritation in his heart, and there were many emotions that he could not control. Putting the phone aside, he opened the bottom drawer of the desk.

Inside, that small tin box, Zhou Ying's diary. And those photos he took with Zhou Ying...

"I loved Youcheng before, otherwise I wouldn't want to marry him. But later, I fell in love with Du Libin."

If something moved in his heart, Gu Xuewu found a bag and stuffed all those things into the bag. Regardless of whether it was night, I picked up the car key and left directly.

After an hour and a half, the car stopped in a suburban cemetery. Gu Xuewu went up the mountain and stood still in front of Zhou Ying's tomb. The sky was already dark, and the moon was shining in the cemetery. It was quiet and a bit solemn.

When the wind blew, Gu Xuewu looked at the picture of Zhou Ying on the tombstone for a long while, and finally took out all those things. Take out the lighter in your pocket.

"哧" lit the fire and burned all the diary, leaves, mobile phone chain, and photos in the small tin box, everything related to Zhou Ying.

Watching the contents of the iron box turn to ashes in front of him, disappearing little by little. Gu Xuewu owed to the tombstone.

After taking a deep look at Zhou Ying, she turned around and left. There is no nostalgia in the footsteps.

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