The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

The strength behind the lips was soft, and their breath entangled in a domineering fashion, warm enough to burn everything.

Shen Yi didn’t know if he drank milk or ate cake, or both, his lips felt both fragrant and sweet, which made Fu Yuhe, who doesn’t like desserts, less resistant to the taste of “sugar”.

The sense of haziness was conveyed clearly to the two of them.

During the first three seconds when Shen Yi kissed him, Fu Yuhe’s expression remained blank, and a rare sense of helplessness washed over him. His body temperature rise, his heart beat faster and earlobes were turning red. It made him realize that he was a little embarrassed.

His palms were sweating, and Shen Yi’s gentle and clean eyebrows could be seen in his eyes, like a handful of white snow, waiting for someone’s finger.

He remembered Shen Yi said he was “drunk”.
What are you drunk on? Milk?

But unexpectedly, he didn’t seem to feel any disgust towards Shen Yi’s “bad intentions and impure thoughts”.

Many times, people’s impressions of a person will be affected by the atmosphere and environment, resulting in completely different judgments.

The tips of his fingers hanging by his torso curled slightly, and before the ongoing storm in his mind could calm down, Shen Yi had already taken the next step.

It was a matter of course.

He pried open Fu Yuhe’s lips and teeth and entangled his tongue with his own.

That night was like the opening of a novel door, that lead to Shen Yi have a wonderful experience.

But this time is different from that night, it is not as intense as that night, it is like a pool of gentle spring water. It made Shen Yi immerse himself in this gentleness, like a stubborn person. He waited for Fu Yuhe to respond back but his indifference made him frown slightly.

His eyelashes fluttered slightly.

Why won’t you move? Does he not like it? But that night, Fu Yuhe was obviously as excited as he was.

The kiss stopped for a moment.

Kissing is of course very interesting, and Shen Yi also likes it very much, but tonight it seemed like there was something wrong… It was different from that night.

For the time being, he didn’t understand that the difference from that night was due to “emotion”.
Kissing when both of them were into it, and kissing while the other was being a piece of wood, it naturally affects the mood very much, Shen Yi half-opened his eyes.

Fu Yuhe’s deep eyes were dark, as beautiful as obsidian, his expression at this moment was like a sleeping beast that had been awakened, and under the overly bright light, there was no way to hide his expressions.

Shen Yi’s jaw was tense, and his unruly eyes were clean and full of water vapor, like a layer of mist covering the sky, he frowned, highlighting his impatience. His hand still firmly held Fu Yuhe’s Collar, with two buttons on his shirt undone.

He rolled his Adam’s apple, increased the distance between the two, and asked in a slightly hoarse voice: “Why won’t you move?”

Fu Yuhe’s voice was hoarse and deeper than his: “Shen Yi—”,

After that, It was almost as if he was stuck, his thin lips parted slightly, but he didn’t say another word.

In his eyes, Shen Yi’s feelings were bold, passionate, unrestrained, active, and straightforward.

Feelings that start out too strong would easily die prematurely.

Fu Yuhe had to admit that he did feel something towards Shen Yi, who was the same age as his younger brother, but when it came to talking about being together, he wasn’t sure that they would last forever.

Fu Yuhe is a person who follows pre-defined plans and procedures in doing things, and thus, he didn’t want to be too casual in matters such as feelings.

Physical needs, faster heartbeat, and whether that was enough for two people to be together was still unknown. Once it started, there was no turning back. You can either be with them, or break up peacefully, or both of them would suffer. Fu Yuhe could already imagine it, if it really started, would he really let Shen Yi leave him? The answer was no.

With his and Shen Yi’s personalities, the ending is the either first or the last.

He took a light breath and raised his eyes.

But before he could even make a sound, Shen Yi had already raised his hand to pinch his chin, and then, with his eyes closed, kissed his lips instantly.

“Next time I kiss you, you need to respond to me.” Shen Yi’s tone was light, and he sounded inexplicably dangerous and displeased, “Just like last time.”

As if he was afraid that Fu Yuhe might not know what time he was talking about, he emphasized: “The same way you did on the night of your birthday.”

Compared to Fu Yuhe’s thinking so far ahead, Shen Yi’s thinking was much simpler.

——I just like the feeling of kissing, I like it, so I want more.

Fu Yuhe’s heart beat wildly, and his tone was heavy: “You are ordering me?”

No, he should tell him directly that there will be no next time.

Shen Yi: “If you want to take it that way sure, I can’t help it.”

Fu Yuhe: “…”

Shen Yi: “But you kissed me last time, and I responded to you.”

Fu Yuhe: “…”

So he wanted him to reciprocate?

His lips twitched, and he said with a smirk, “It’s because you are such a bad kisser, I didn’t even feel it.”

“Really?” Shen Yi thought for a while and said, “I’m a novice, so I can be forgiven.”

Fu Yuhe’s felt as if his heart had been tickled with a feather.

So innocent.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the fruit wine next to the barbecue on the table and licked his lips.

It turned out to be the taste of fruit wine.
Not long after, Fu Cheng staggered out of the bathroom, and the conversation between Shen Yi and Fu Yuhe stopped.

Fu Cheng had just vomited in the bathroom, his face was pale. When he came out, he was stared at by two pairs of eyes, he started to feel nervous and almost wanted to turn around and go back to the bathroom.

“Brother?” Fu Cheng spoke vaguely, “You’re back…”

Fu Yuhe: “Go to sleep.”

Fu Cheng obediently replied: “I’ll go now.”

Then he walked upstairs with shaky legs, and almost fell on the stairs. Fu Yuhe frowned when he saw him fall on the stairs and walked over to grab one of his arms. The action looked rough but he didn’t use much force.

Shen Yi sat on the side, resting his chin and muttering: “Look at him, being so gentle…”

After settling Fu Chang upstairs and Fu Yuhe came down, Shen Yi sat on a chair and ate small cakes. He liked these small desserts in Fu Cheng’s house very much.

“Brother, have something to eat?”

Seeing him approaching, Shen Yi handed out a skewer.

Fu Yuhe didn’t answer: “I won’t eat.”

He picked up a can of beer next to him, opened it with a “click”, and raised his head up to take a sip. The taste of beer diluted the sweetness in his mouth.

The raised arc of the neck is full of male beauty, the protruding Adam’s apple rolls up and down, two upper buttons of his white shirt remained undone, revealing his collarbone, and there is a shadow above the collarbone, in the sunken place. It displayed a different kind of fragility and vulnerability.

Shen Yi licked his lips.

The moment Fu Yuhe lowered his head, he met Shen Yi’s aggressive gaze, as if he was staring at the most vulnerable part of his prey’s body, ready to pounce.

It had to be said that such eyes could easily arouse others’ desire to conquer.

“What are you looking at?” Fu Yuhe asked in a deep voice.

Shen Yi raised his head, his index finger slipped from his chin down to his neck, the slow movement made people can’t help but follow his hand.

Finally, his hand rested on his Adam’s apple.

“I heard that Adam’s apple is the sexiest part of a man, what do you think?”

Fu Yuhe: “…”

Was he trying to seduce him? Frankly, it’s a little overwhelming.

Fu Yuhe looked away, coughed lightly, and changed the subject, “When are you going back?”

“It’s getting so late, should I really go back?” Shen Yi asked, as a matter of course.

Fu Yuhe: “…no need.”

One of the two swept the food on the table, and the other just drank, yet the atmosphere between them was unexpectedly harmonious. Fu Yuhe looked at Shen Yi from the corner of his eye and saw that he did not show any signs of stopping, his stomach seemed like a bottomless pit, and asked: ” How long do you plan on eating?”

Fu Yuhe folded his sleeves up, revealing his strong forearm, and slowly rubbed his thumb on the mouth of the beer can in his hand.

“If I don’t finish eating it, it’ll be such a waste.” Shen Yi said, and then, as if having thought something, he looked at Fu Yuhe, “Brother, are you waiting for me?”

Fu Yuhe paused and said: “No.”

Shen Yi: “Oh.”

“It’s very late, drinking alcohol isn’t good for the kidneys.” Shen Yi said.

Fu Yuhe snorted: “Don’t worry, my kidneys are very good.”

Compared with barbecue, Shen Yi was more interested in desserts, after all, sweets can make people happy. He concentrated on the small cake in front of him, carefully eating it with a spoon.

“Ah…but it’s also bad for your stomach.”

“Eating desserts at night doesn’t scream healthy to me.” Fu Yuhe said.

Shen Yi: “Well, are you worrying about me?”
This focus was as good as ever.

Fu Yuhe’s movements froze for two seconds: “Don’t even think about it—”

Before he could finish speaking, Shen Yi interrupted him: “I will kiss you well.”

Fu Yuhe: “?”

Shen Yi continued eating.

With just one sentence, the psychological defense line he had built was dismantled to pieces.

They sat like this for two hours—

It was getting late, the bright moon hung high in the sky, a blanket of stars covered up the night sky, the surroundings were quiet, and the lights in the villa are still on.

Fu Yuhe was lying on the sofa, with his five fingers spread apart facing the bright lights on the ceiling, his breathing was a little disordered.

What were they talking about again?

A moment later, he remembered that he had just asked Shen Yi if Fu Cheng had told him about the what happened in junior high school.

How… did they end up like this?

Not long after he opened his eyes, the light above his head was blocked by a shadow.

The shadow shrouded him, and five fingers that weren’t his, were inserted between his own, tightly grasping his hand. It resembled an intimate and ambiguous gesture.

“How was my kiss just now?” the person on top of him asked him.

Fu Yuhe’s throat was dry, the tip of his tongue was numb from the suction, and his Adam’s apple rolled.

How was the kiss?

If Fu Yuhe were, to be honest, he would probably say that it got better every time.

Shen Yi was an excellent student… No, it should be said that he was very talented in this area.

The first time they kissed, the two of them relied purely on instinct, the second time, which happened two hours before, Shen Yi was still tentatively groping around, and the third time, the fourth time, he kissed him with the intention of swallowing him down his belly. His kiss was imposing and he was persistently working hard to get a good review.

Fu Yuhe’s eyes fell on Shen Yi, and Shen Yi supported his upper body, waiting for his answer.

His lips changed from pale to bright, and he said, “It’s still terrible.”

“How could it be? There’s obviously progress!” Shen Yi said, dissatisfied.

Fu Yuhe: “Just your illusion.”

Shen Yi: “Then I’ll try again.”

Fu Yuhe: “It would be the same no matter how many times you try.”

As soon as he finished speaking, he was forcibly made to shut up, Fu Yuhe’s left hand and Shen Yi’s right hand clasped each other, and Shen Yi pressed them against the sofa. The sunken part of the sofa was wrinkled, and it seemed to convey a series of endless unspoken words.

Fu Yuhe raised his hand and clasped the back of Shen Yi’s neck, his self-control was already thinned out because of alcohol, and just like a withered flower during winter, it disappeared without a trace.

He remembered what Shen Yi said earlier that he was just a piece of wood, and wanted to teach him a lesson, but unknowingly, Shen Yi took the momentum away, he lost the upper hand, and there was no chance for him to win it back.

His body temperature rise exponentially and his breath became scorching hot while engaging in this passionate kiss, as if he was going to melt into his whole body, the hand that he used to clasp the back of Shen Yi’s neck unconsciously turned into an embrace, and the feeling of being immersed in lust when his lips and tongue touched was too amazing. When people are fascinated, their thoughts become muddled, and they are unable to react logically.

Fu Yuhe was in a state of drunkenness but not quite completely drunk, his whole body felt light, his pale white skin was dyed crimson. The corner of his eyes was also a little red.

When Shen Yi gently wiped the corners of his eyes and touched his earlobes with his fingertips, his whole body would become unbearably tense, with beautiful blue veins exposed on his neck, it was something that Shen Yi found very intriguing.

Fu Yuhe noticed his thoughts, grabbed his hand, and panted heavily to warn him, but it was useless in this situation, like a tiger whose sharp claws and teeth have been pulled out, even if it fiercely tried to scratch people, he couldn’t, when all he was left with were his soft pads.

Soft and lovable, without any deterrence, made people want to bully him even more.

The beer can on the corner of the table hit the ground with a crisp sound.

They were both young people, full of vigor, it was easy for accidents to happen when they kiss each other.

After all, Fu Yuhe still had a bit of rationality left and felt that they should go slowly. He didn’t want the relationship to develop too fast. If there was too much enthusiasm in the early stages, then it would only leave embarrassment if it faded away.

But Shen Yi didn’t seem keen to try other things, he was solely focused on kissing, and had no thoughts of going further, at least not right now.

Fu Yuhe’s suspicion flashed past, but soon, he had no time to take it into consideration. He was deprived of breath during the kiss, and the lack of oxygen made him drowsy.

…

Fu Yuhe woke up first the next day. The reason for waking up was because he had slept too badly.

“Hmm…” He groaned, raised his head, and in front of him were Shen Yi’s clothes.

The two slept on the sofa in an extremely twisted posture, with half of Fu Yuhe’s body pressed against Shen Yi’s, and Shen Yi’s hand still resting on Fu Yuhe’s waist.

It took a lot of effort for Fu Yuhe to get up, his back was sore, his shirt was wrinkled from his sleep, and he had a foul smell emitting from all over his body.

The chaotic memories of last night came back one after another, Fu Yuhe, who was sitting by the sofa, paused, and turned his head to look at Shen Yi who was still sleeping soundly, Shen Yi was lying on his side, with his eyes closed he resembled a well behaved harmless herbivore, completely different from the domineering and tyrannical animal he presented last night.

Fu Yuhe turned his sore shoulder and poked Shen Yi’s smooth face with his hand. Seeing that Shen Yi was frowning and about to wake up, he withdrew his hand.

Shen Yi opened his eyes, and what he saw was Fu Yuhe looking down at him from above.

“Brother, good morning.” Shen Yi felt tired, after a long night.

Fu Yuhe: “Get up.”

Shen Yi blinked.

“Go to my room and take a shower.” Fu Yuhe paused for a moment, then explained in a low voice, “You can’t let Fu Cheng see you like this.”

He lowered his head and looked into his eyes, “Whatever’s between us must be kept hidden. Before the college entrance examination is over, you need to hide it from Fu Cheng, understand?”

“Ah…” Shen Yi tapped the corner of his lips with a fingertip, “I’m very good at keeping secrets.”