The Perfect Hidden Marriage

  518, unrequited love 58, because of Jin Changning’s words, how could her heart be messed up (see)

  This is the first time that Xiao Jinghuan took the initiative to embrace Jin Changning since he was an adult.

They grew up together, they were intimate, because they grew up, because she recognized Shao Feng, because Jin Changning silently withdrew, the relationship between them gradually faded, like a breeze, like clear water, but also helpless, because of the growth. Big, life puts each other in different circles. You can look at each other, but you can never kiss your heart again.

  We have been married for more than two years, and the closest thing is to the beginning.

  At that time, he had corneal surgery. Although she had great grief in her heart, she still looked after him with all her heart for a long time.

   Wash his face, bring him water, feed him food, help him go to the toilet... She has done everything a wife should do.

  Later, she personally buried Shao Feng. During that period, her heart was ashamed, guarding him quietly, taking care of his eyes, and fulfilling her promise to Shao Feng.

   Later, he was busy at home and she was busy abroad. They are a husband and wife, and the distance between them is wider than the Pacific Ocean.

  They also don’t talk on the phone: she doesn’t look for him, and he doesn’t look for her either. Strangers than strangers.

  At this moment, she finally took the initiative to hug him like she did when she was a child.

   Such an initiative made his heart cramp strangely.

  Or because it is so difficult to come.

   "Huanhuan..."

  He screamed in a dumb voice, and wanted to ask, what does she mean by this hug?

"Do not talk."

  She lowly responded, closed her eyes, leaning on him, her expression was a bit tangled, and there was a faint pain.

  He didn’t speak, he just watched, watching distressedly, not knowing what she was struggling with, and what she was suffering from?

  Hold it like this, I don’t know how long it takes...

  Long time, it seems to be a full century.

   Long enough!

  In the end, it was Jin Changning who broke the silence and took her to sit on the sofa. He made a call on the landline and asked for a dinner and disinfectant.

  After a while, the service desk brought the dinner together with the potion.

  He arranged the dinner, took the potion and ointment, and sat beside Xiao Jinghuan:

  "Take care of the wound."

   "It's okay. The blood is all dry."

   She whispered, not caring about the small wound.

   "Take care of it."

  He took her hand over and looked at the reddish spots on Bai Xue’s skin, distressed:

   "Before, why didn't you tell me in the hospital? I should let the doctor see it."

   "It doesn't matter, isn't it?"

  She answered in a low voice.

  Compared with Li Luo's miscarriage, her injury is really insignificant.

   "In my eyes, you are the most important. What if this is tetanus?"

  He said so seriously, he started very lightly, and lightly wiped it with a cotton swab moistened with alcohol.

  The wound was irritated by alcohol, and it hurt naturally. He couldn't help hissing in his mouth, and his eyebrows wrinkled.

   "It hurts?"

  He paused in his hand.

   "A little bit."

   "It'll be fine in a while. Bear with it."

  He whispered.

  She looked back at him, seriously, his profile was much better than usual.

  She just watched him sterilize her and apply the medicine.

   "Okay, let's eat! Go and wash your hands."

  He packed the medicine.

"Um!"

  She has never been so docile, she really went to wash her hands, but she was stunned by herself in the mirror.

Why?

  Heart seems to be touched.

   Suddenly I felt a little bit of wanting to rely on.

  In the past two years, she has worked hard to build a walled city that she wants to isolate anyone from entering. It seems that in the process just now, it has loosened and moved...

  The city gate like a copper wall and iron wall seemed to have been dug a corner, and what was there was sending it to the depths of her heart.

   shouldn’t be like this.

She had already made up her mind. In this life, she will not marry or marry infertility. She will go through the whole life like this. When she is old, she is gone. When she leaves a message to a friend, she is cremated and buried beside Shao Feng. Stay with him forever and ever.

  In the past two years, she has been abroad, not without her admirers, every one wants to touch her heart and live in her heart.

  No one has ever succeeded.

  Who has she seen again?

  In this world, no one can compare to her Shao Feng.

  But now, because of Jin Changning’s words, why is her heart upset? Why do you want to stick to it and don't want to release it? Why do you want to compromise?

Ugh!

  It can’t be like this, can it?

   "What are you thinking about?"

  Jin Changning heard the sound of washing hands, but after that, she did not come out. He served her a meal, waited and waited, finally walked over, but saw her in a daze, his eyes showed unprecedented confusion.

  "Thinking of you, me, and our relationship...and the future..."

  Xiao Jinghuan looked at him in the mirror.

   "What happened to our relationship?"

  He hugged her from behind, and the two looked at the beautiful couple in the mirror.

  Her long hair is like a waterfall, beautiful like a flower, he is tall and straight, heroic and stable, so hugging each other is actually beautiful——

  She thought of two words: Deng is right.

  In a trance, the man in the picture suddenly seemed to be replaced by Shao Feng, and after another look, it was clear that he was not.

  But he doesn't reject this picture anymore.

  "Should we not be in this relationship?"

   She said lowly.

   "Who stipulated that we cannot be in such a relationship?"

  He asked rhetorically.

  She was a little bit unable to answer, and it took a long time to say:

   "Because we are the relationship between brother and sister."

   "Wrong, we have never been a brother or sister."

  A kiss fell on her lips and said:

   "We are childhood sweethearts."

  Not really.

   "But, I never thought about marrying someone again."

   "Actually, you married early."

   "I didn't think about it, you would be fooling around."

  This makes her unwilling the most.

   "This shows that I have always been the person you trust in your heart, trusting enough to be entrusted for life."

   "I trust you, but I never thought of entrusting it for life. My heart has gone with Shao Feng a long time ago. What stays here is a walking dead."

   "The walking dead has no feelings, Huanhuan, I'm pretty sure you have feelings, you have feelings for me, but you don't notice it."

  He broke her face and looked at each other.

  She asked herself: How did she feel about him?

  She couldn't tell for a while.

   "Tell me, what are you afraid of now?"

  Hey, she wanted to sigh, this wooden man, when did he become so sharp-eyed?

  "In this life, I just want to fall in love, and love one person wholeheartedly... one couple for life is enough..."

  He thought about it quietly, and suddenly understood a little bit, so he held her chin and said:

"Huanhuan, from the age of seventeen to twenty-five and a half years old, you loved Shao Feng wholeheartedly. That was your first love. But now that Shao Feng is no longer there, you should let it go; in the future, you may try to come wholeheartedly. Love me... This doesn't mean that you are half-hearted. Only by putting down the path of life properly can you get more... This is also the result that Shao Feng hopes."

"Yes?"

  She answered very confused.

"Yes!"

  "Should I love you?"

   "Of course, I am a husband."

  His voice became heavy,

  She frowned: "I want to think about it!"

   "What to consider?"

   "Consider whether I should love you or not."

   "Does this need to be considered?"

  He narrowed the distance between the two people, his lips almost touching for a while, and he gave a light peck.

   "Development is too fast, we must consider it carefully."

  She has a solemn expression and a serious attitude.

   "Well, if you insist, I have no problem. It's time to eat."

  One after another, walk to the table and sit down.

  Xiao Jinghuan ate in silence, and Jin Changning served her dishes.

  Originally, today, they should be very happy, but because of Li Luo, their emotions are broken-she is not happy, and his mood is not very good!

  Half of the meal, she looked up and asked: "How should I deal with this matter?"

   "I will explain the situation to Shao Yan. Don't worry."

   "Will he believe it?"

  She sighed softly: "Even if you can believe it, you must be angry. He might irritate you. The relationship between you and him is probably due to conflicts because of me... I'm sorry, I made you messy..."

   "Stupid!"

  Jin Changning served her soup.

   "Hurry up and eat! Take a shower after eating, then don't think about anything, get a good night's sleep."

  She took it and drank silently, but she was uncertain in her heart, that Li Luo, who lost a child, would really give up?

  Why does she think that this matter will not end so soon?