The Perfect Hidden Marriage

  409, contradictory, want to get more, but don’t want to bring him pain

  Piao Xiang misses his previous self very much: there is a direction to fight, a goal to catch up, a vigorous energy, a healthy mentality, an execution ability to do what you want, and a commendable decisiveness...

  What about my current self: no direction, no energy, no mentality, no execution...

  There is one goal, which is to go back to that home and have a look, but she just lacks courage and decisiveness.

  She doesn't recognize who she is now, so she can only hide herself under her hat and mask and peer into the world with a pair of careful eyes. I isolate myself from this world, and then I feel safe.

  Yes, she is now afraid of being hurt, and also afraid of hurting the person she loves most.

  She didn't even dare to remember how she had survived in bed during those two years.

  At night, Pu Xiang, wearing a Mickey Mouse nightdress, sits on the carpet in front of the bed, with petals in front of him.

  Under the dizzy yellow light, she has destroyed several white peony flowers.

  As for whether or not to teach Xiao Xiao to paint, she used petals to make a decision: "Teach painting, not to teach painting; to teach painting, not to teach painting..."

  After chanting this way dozens of times, the few peony that I just bought were all laid on my feet, but I still couldn’t make a decision.

  Ke, if she really missed this opportunity, she would have no chance in this life.

  Because she has a very ominous premonition: If she enters the operating room, maybe this life will pass...

  Think about it, in the past two years, so many days and nights, what did she stay up for?

  I don’t want to see him again.

   "But you have seen it, you should be content.

  "How can you think about it and plan to get more?

   "You still want to enter the room, are you stupid?

  "You were already stupid, but now you are even stupid than before. Think about it. If you enter his house, but you don’t grasp the scale, what will happen if you have doubts?"

  There was a small voice in her heart coldly saying to her:

   "If you are not satisfied, you will only bring him pain...

  "If you love him, you should let him forget you.

  "Instead of thinking about leaving traces of your past in his life...

  "This truth, so shallow and wet, don't you understand?"

  The truth is quite sufficient.

  She also understood very much in her heart.

  But, she just wanted to get closer to him a little bit...

  Is this idea very headstrong?

  It seems to be!

Ugh!

  The next day, it rained.

  The rain was so heavy, the sky became gloomy and cold.

  When it is cold, she feels uncomfortable.

   Nestled in a small lazy chair, staring at the computer in a daze.

  This design, she spent a lot of thoughts, ready to participate in the competition, there is still a week to submit the draft, she feels that she needs to make further changes to it. However, her thoughts are not here now.

  At this moment, she was thinking: What is he doing now?

  In such a rainy day.

  Oh, yes, today is Monday. He should be busy at work and doing meaningful things.

  Which is like her, she has nothing to do all day, she just knows that she thinks wildly, and then, the thoughts go crazy, and she feels so painful and flustered.

  Yes, facing the drizzle, she was inexplicably sad.

  Suddenly, she wanted to go for a walk.

  She doesn't like rain, but sitting like this makes her heart confused and can't calm down.

  If you say go, then go!

  An umbrella, a bag, took her, and went out.

Sitting on the bus, looking at the bustling outside of the car, walking all the way, changing cars all the way, until standing in front of a coffee shop, she remembered some sweet old things in her mind, she unconsciously moved to the ring finger Touch it.

  One day long ago, the warm masculine man once asked her to marry him by playing a song "Will you be my wife?"

  A very beautiful ring was put on her ring finger.

  It announces to everyone the fact that she is married.

  That day, she cried with joy.

  It is really a happy thing to be proposed by a man you love.

  The scenes are so beautiful.

  So beautiful that she dare not revisit it.

  Fear of tears.

  Fear of heartbreak.

  It’s also tasteless to be afraid of being sad.

  So, she didn't go in.

  At least, today, she didn't have the courage to go in.

  With a few sighs, he got on the bus again and walked aimlessly.

  When she got off the car again, she stood in a place that ordinary people could not afford: Jin's Mingyuan Hotel.

  In the drizzle, it looks so tall.

  It covers a wide area, it has a picturesque hotel outside environment, it has first-class service in line with international standards, it is the place where successful people love to stay...

  She has been here too.

  The restaurant here, the food is very good.

  Especially the soup, it tastes amazing.

  But, think about the price, and then think about your own dry wallet, it is beyond expectation.

  She walked up, but didn't go in. Instead, she ran to a nearby pavilion to hide from the rain.

   still carrying the easel bag on his back.

  It’s okay to be idle, and she wants to paint again.

  Draw this gorgeous five-star hotel...

  In the rain curtain, cars come and go.

  The people who come here are rich or powerful.

  A luxury car, moving millions of dollars, is another world to ordinary people.

  A world out of reach of her life.

  When she has used it all up, she can only live like this, what else can she hope for?

  *

  Some social entertainments cannot be pushed away.

  For example, the meal arranged by the mother.

  My mother called and said, "Come with me for a meal. Bring Xiao Xiao with me. I haven't seen Xiao Xiao for a long time."

  Well, others can push, but Jin Hengyuan must give her mother’s face.

  Especially in the past two years, my mother has had a hard time.

  The meal will be arranged in our own hotel.

   Soon, the car arrived at the door of the hotel. He stopped the car and was driven by the parking waiter. Holding the umbrella, holding Xiao Xiao's hand, he went up the steps together.

   After entering the door, Xiao Xiao suddenly broke free of her, ran to the floor-to-ceiling window, and lay there and looked out.

   "What's wrong, Xiao Xiao?"

  Jin Hengyuan stepped forward and stroked the child's head.

  Xiao Xiao pointed to somewhere: "Dad, it's that strange aunt. She is painting over there."

Following what my daughter pointed out, I really saw: the weird girl was painting in a pavilion not far away, wearing a big red hooded sweater, wearing jeans underneath, and still wearing a mask on her face. The expression focused on the drawing board.

  Meet it again?

  This surprised him.

  I don’t know who said it: The sea of ​​people is huge, and even the passing by is a kind of fate among billions of people.

  I don’t know which piece of news I have seen such a data: the probability of meeting people is 0.00487, the probability of acquaintance is 0.0000005, the probability of acquaintance is 0.000000003...The probability of falling in love is the lowest...

  In the past three days, he met this girl one after another. Isn't this what fate is?

   "Dad, can I go and say hello to someone?"

  Since the scaffolding incident occurred, Xiao Xiao has become unwilling to communicate with people, and often sits quietly and paints. His eyes are filled with too much heaviness that does not match his age.

  Once, she woke up from a nightmare, cried in her arms, and said, “Dad, mother died because she wanted to save me...Dad, I miss my mother, I miss my mother, I want her to come back...”

  Although it is not biological, but the feeling has been integrated into the child's heart.

  Since then, she has fallen in love with painting more and more.

  He also hired several art teachers for this child, but Xiao Xiao always picked them out, and felt that they were not as good as her mother.

  This time is different.

  Yesterday, after she asked the strange girl to draw a sketch, she came back and praised:

   "That auntie painted really beautifully..."

  He could see that Xiao Xiao fell in love with this sketch girl who had never even seen her face.

  When he told the child last night that he wanted to hire the girl to be her painting teacher, the child was very happy and promised:

  "Dad, I must follow my aunt to study hard. In the future, I will be a better painter than my mother..."

  Aspiration is good.

  ……

   "Go!"

  Jin Hengyuan smiled and let go.

  Xiao Xiaolan ran over happily, and after a while, he turned back again.

"what happened?"

  Jin Hengyuan raised his eyebrows and smiled.

   "Dad, can I invite her to lunch together?"

  The child looked eagerly.

  Wishes are good.

  However, Jin Hengyuan felt that the girl might not take off her mask in public.

  But he did not pour cold water on his daughter.

  For children, what should be cherished is encouragement, because the potential of children is infinite...

   "As long as you please move!"

   "I must move!"

  The child looked confident, turned around like a light butterfly, and flew out.

  Jin Hengyuan motioned to the nanny next to him to keep up.

  *

  Over there, Park Xiang also saw it.

  A black Land Rover stopped at the entrance of the hotel. The Jin family and his daughter got out of the car, holding hands, and walked towards the gate.

  She smiled slightly, and took a look at her. She was uncomfortable, because seeing them, she felt calm.

  The choice that bothered her, and suddenly there was a clear answer.

  The heart is certain, and the painting will be free of distractions.

   "Hello Auntie."

  A sweet and crisp sound rang.

  Piao Xiang raised his head and was a little surprised to see Xiao Xiaoran.

   "Xiao Xiao?"

"Yup!"

  Xiao Xiaolan smiled big.

   "What is Auntie painting?"

  She leaned over and looked around.

  "Are you painting grandma's hotel?"

   "Is that your grandma's hotel?"

  Piao Xiang pretended to be surprised.

"Yup!"

   "Looks very high-end..."

  "It's very high-end. My father and I are here for dinner, Auntie, you too... Then, I will show you around the hotel..."

  Xiao Xiaoran was very enthusiastic, and took her hand in one hand.

  Piao Xiang wanted to say no, but she really wanted to go in and walk again...revisiting the old place, that was one of her wishes when she came to Shanghai.

"it is good!"

  She doesn’t need to call, she can talk to him directly.

   "It's great, I know I have to ask Auntie. Auntie, I will help you pack up the painting tools. Let's go over..."

  Xiao Xiaolan can be happy.

  *

  Jin Hengyuan entered the Supreme Box, glanced at the situation in the room, his brows frowned.

  Not only the mother, but also the second aunt Xiao Zhinan in the box.

   Next to the second aunt, there is another noble lady sitting with a high plate in Ufa, who looks very graceful and elegant.

   Next to this lady was a beautiful young girl with long hair and a melon-seeded face. She was smiling and listening quietly with her head down.

  I didn't know what they were talking about, and they laughed lightly together.

  Jin Hengyuan casually glanced at the girl's face, as if being hooked by the soul, his eyes were entangled at once, and he could no longer look away.

   is very beautiful, the facial features are very delicate, and most importantly, she looks like Su Jin.

   really looks alike.

  He squeezed the doorknob's hand and couldn't help but tighten.

  Especially when you laugh, there is no nine-point image, at least seven points.

  Almost at the same time, he understood one thing, today’s meal, which can be eaten casually, is obviously a blind date in disguise.

   "Oh, Hengyuan is here... Hengyuan, come in quickly..."

  The second aunt Zhinan shouted there, and waved at him.

   also caused the young girl to look over here. Those black eyes, full of curiosity, matched his eyes deeply.

  At that moment, he almost thought that Su Jin was back...

  The dead heart jumped wildly.