The Perfect Hidden Marriage

Chapter 220: Su Jin asked: Have you... ever loved her?

220, Su Jin asked: Have you... ever loved her?

Jin Hengyuan sighed softly and nodded faintly:

"It's love."

The tone is affirmative.

Because not long ago, he had heard what his father had said, and now thinking about the mistakes between them, he couldn’t help but sigh:

"It’s just that when my father first married my mother, he really didn’t have much affection, and that’s also true.

"After all, my father grew up in China and is relatively conservative, while my mother is an overseas Chinese who grew up in the UK. The two are different in all aspects.

"My father is sophisticated, and he is more disciplined in doing things; my mother is passionate and unrestrained, yearning for freedom, and is accustomed to the foreign style, and doesn't like being restrained by others.

"Because when I was playing in Hong Kong, I was molested. It happened that my father helped a little. She identified my father and chased after him as Mrs. Xiao.

"She is a confident person, thinking that she can touch my father's heart. A few years after marriage, she worked hard to accommodate and wanted to run this small family well.

"Later, it was discovered that my father had an unforgettable relationship, and my mother's heart gradually cooled. I stopped working as a full-time wife at home and became the person in charge of a chain hotel.

"Because of being busy, the relationship between husband and wife is getting weaker and weaker.

"Aunt Zongjie was buried in Baiyang Village when she died. There was no portrait. My father had painted many portraits because he missed it. In the third year after marriage, my mother found those portraits. Because of those paintings, the couple had a big fight. So, In 1996, she discovered that her father was still hiding the old photos of his deceased wife, and was overwhelmed with jealousy.

"My father said: He was afraid that his mother would be angry when seeing Aunt Zong Jie's photos, and he didn't dare to let Jingxun ever see the photos he hid.

"He believes that hiding photos is not an unforgettable experience, but a memorial.

"He wanted to find a chance to give Jingxun the picture.

“As a result, my mother tore it to pieces and burned to ashes. The only one was gone. He moved his hand in a hurry and regretted it later.

"As a son, I hope that my parents will be loving and reconciled, not to mention that there is such a small sister.

"So, I have spent a lot of thoughts on that marriage and wanted to help them maintain it.

"Because of my persuasion, my mother also calmly reflected on her radical behavior. In the following months, their relationship once eased.

"But later, she still insisted on divorcing her marriage.

"Six years ago, when I brought Gu Lijun to my mother, my mother tried her best to oppose it, and her attitude was very radical. I didn't understand it and asked: Why? Guess what my mother said?"

He picked a flower from the flower bed, put it on the tip of his nose and sniffed it.

She didn’t ask, she just watched quietly and listened to him:

"She said, Gu Lijun looks just like your Aunt Zong Jie. The reason why your dad and I can’t go is because your Aunt Zong Jie is still caught in us even if he is dead. Now, you ran to tell me: You want to marry such a woman. Do you want to disgust me for the rest of my life? Okay, if you marry, I can only sever the mother-child relationship with you.

"My mother will be strong throughout her life and can do everything well.

"Diploma, she is a postdoctoral fellow; the hotel, she runs it without shame; her son, she raises her and makes her proud, and her first marriage was a failure. Eighteen years of youth cannot be exchanged for a man’s sincere treatment. .This is a fatal pain with her.

"I think my mother is making a fuss a little bit, and she looks like what does it matter? This reason is too far-fetched.

"At that time, I didn't know that there was a hidden feeling underneath. I wanted to regulate the relationship between these two women, but my mother was totally unwilling to compromise. Her oppositional attitude was that I had never lived until I was twenty-six years old. I haven't encountered it.

"It was also at that time. For the first time, I discovered that it is so difficult for a man to stand between his mother and his future wife.

"After seeing the parents fail, Gu Lijun tried to talk to my mother several times. I stopped him.

"In order to appease her, I promised to go to the marriage registration first."

When he said this, he stared straight at Su Jin, for fear that she would be angry because of this incident. Fortunately, her expression was very, very calm. Then, his tone took a big turn:

"But on the day of the appointment, I didn't go."

Hearing this, Su Jin asked slightly curiously:

"Why didn't you go?"

She wanted to hear what he thought at the time.

If, at the time, he cared enough and showed up on time, he and Gu Lijun would definitely get married, so she wouldn’t have anything to do with her!

It was a big turning point with him.

Because of his missed appointment, many things went in another direction.

Jin Hengyuan smiled faintly, his eyes swayed, and walked to the pond: "Gu Lijun told you: my mother called me away. Because a professional teacher had a big accident and needed a lawyer. The situation was urgent at the time. , I had to call and tell her that I would delay the day for a while."

Su Jin knew that if something particularly important hadn’t happened, he would definitely not miss the appointment, as expected.

"In my opinion, life and death are the big things, and everything else is small. Pushing back is not a particularly serious matter, it's just a matter of one or two days. The convenience of being with others is the convenience of being with yourself. That teacher and I taught The friendship is not shallow. I can't ignore it.

"She was angry, thinking that I didn't take her seriously enough because I was deliberately fooling her. I had a big quarrel on the phone with me. Then I didn't answer my call for two days. On the third day, when I came back from outside, Hajime knew that something happened to her..."

There was a beautiful corridor by the pond. Jin Hengyuan grabbed a handful of bait and threw it on the surface of the pond, which immediately attracted countless colorful fish.

"You know what happened afterwards...similar to what Gu Lijun said..."

He looked down at the bait in the bait bowl:

"What I want to add is that after Gu Lijun was forced to marry my father helplessly, he was depressed after childbirth, and his mental state was extremely bad. He tried to commit suicide several times and was rescued.

"My father kept this matter secret. I didn't let me know about her at all.

"At home, no matter the grandparents, or the other uncles and aunts, none of them admit that Gu Lijun is Xiao’s daughter-in-law.

"My dad does not plan to hold a wedding. You can figure out why.

"Because of Gu Lijun's illness, Gu Lihua has contacted me several times, hoping that I will see her.

"I'm determined not to go.

"I came to know some truths. This brother and sister have made me feel disheartened, and there is no more old feelings.

"Secondly, in 1997, my mother insisted on divorcing because she knew that my father was raising ‘Gu Lijun’ outside.

"This kind of support is in my mother's eyes; in my father's eyes, it is support. There is a discrepancy in their perceptions of this matter. It is also because of serious problems with the trust of the couple.

"Anyway, she was the fuse of the divorce incident, that is a fact. I really shouldn't have anything to do with her, and hurt my mother's heart again.

"Third, I only hope to use my cruel heart to destroy her thoughts.

"Not seeing is also an attitude.

"If she can figure it out, she will understand, I have put it down.

"If she can't figure it out, she will only be sad when she sees it. It's meaningless.

"After all, in that situation, it is impossible for me to take any action. The only thing I can do is not to fight with her son for my father's inheritance rights.

"This is the only thing that can make up for her."

The second bait was thrown down.

In the pond, a group of fish robbed it, and the sound of the water was splashing. Besides, the surrounding area was quiet.

Su Jin listened quietly, and asked for a while: "Have you... ever loved her?"

It seems that you shouldn’t ask.

But she is really curious.

"Maybe I like it. In my lonely life, there is a cheeky girl who can't run away from cursing. She is careful to please you and treat you with heart. After a long time, she feels that she is not bad. Naturally, she came together. After a long time, the family urged marriage, and I thought, let’s get married... everyone must get married, right?"

Jin Hengyuan smiled faintly: “It’s silly to think about it now.”

"Why do you feel stupid?"

Su Jin asked gently.

Jin Hengyuan stared at it: “It shouldn’t be done. That’s irresponsibility to oneself. It’s also irresponsibility to others.”

Su Jin chewed: These words are intriguing!

"I can let go because I finally see my heart. I am born with a process of constant maturity. From a child to an adult, the mind will grow through continuous learning, and the feelings will become ignorant and confused. I have been transformed in my silly state. I may have liked Gu Lijun for a while, but that’s not love.”

From the beginning, it was the girl in front of him that made his heart beat.

Only then, she did not belong to him.

Su Jin was a little embarrassed by him, and a prompt for the power-on password on the computer flashed in his mind, and he blurted out to ask about the photo:

That thing is really really strange.

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