Chapter 247 The desire to die

"Mom can't always stay with you, Yun'er. You have to get married anyway. If you continue like this, how can you rest assured?"

Sun Jiarou stepped forward and helped Su Leyun up, then took her to the edge to sit down.

Su Leyun felt sour in her heart, "Mom, that Yun'er won't get married."

“You child, don’t say such nonsense, otherwise when you meet the person you like, won’t you marry?”

Sun Jiarou smiled and shook her head, still taking Su Leyun's words as a joke.

 How can a woman not get married?

Just thinking of this, the smile on Sun Jiarou's face faded.

 Her reconciliation with Su Changqing was a weighed choice.

 But in the end, it will still have an impact on Ye'er and Yun'er.

 They were supposed to be the legitimate sons and daughters of the Hou family, but now they are gone.

 Occasionally at night, Sun Jiarou would think, should she really choose to divorce?

Or, if you turn a blind eye, your life will pass.

 But she could never get over the hurdle in her heart.

“Mom, Yun’er will always be by your side.”

In her last life, Su Leyun's biggest regret was not being able to spend the rest of her life with Sun Jiarou. In this life, she would never let such a regret happen again.

 “I will always stay with my aunt.”

Sun Yuxuan was so angry that he kicked his calves and ran in.

His words made the somewhat sad atmosphere around him suddenly brighter.

Qin Ziyan was funny and angry. She picked up Yuxuan Sun and said, "You are good at interjecting. My aunt has sister Yun'er with her, so why does she need you?"

 “Wouldn’t it be more lively if there is one more person to accompany us?”

Sun Yuxuan hugged Qin Ziyan's shoulders and rolled his eyes, "Mom, don't worry, Xiaoxuan will remember to accompany you if he stays with his aunt!"

As he spoke, he patted Qin Ziyan on the shoulder, as if he were a little grown-up.

 Everyone present laughed.

After dinner, Su Leyun lay in the barrel and took a bath.

 In the hot air, she couldn't help but think of Wangchen again.

In her eyes, Wangchen is not like an ordinary nun, and has an indescribable temperament.

Today, Su Leyun learned about the place under the rockery again, and Su Leyun was filled with doubts.

What's in that sarcophagus?

 Why is Master so nervous?

 After a while, Su Leyun fell asleep while thinking about it.

 In her dream, she remembered the first time she met Wangchen.

 She was sent to Longyue Nunnery by the Li family, which was called self-examination, but was actually under house arrest.

She has thought about it more than once, if she had not asked for this marriage in the first place, what would happen next.

By that pool of water, she had the desire to die.

“If you are not even afraid of death, are you still afraid of living?”

At the moment she crossed the railing and was about to dive into the water, a cold voice came from behind her.

  She turned around and looked into a pair of calm eyes.

 The indescribable feeling made the death wish in her heart dissipate.

Master Wangchen took her to taste tea and arrange flowers. Master Wangchen taught her one by one what she had not learned in the Suhou Mansion.

Later, Master Wangchen discovered her keen sense of smell, and she began to learn to identify medicinal materials.

 After that, he learned medical skills.

 It was just that the days were too short, and before she could learn much, she was killed by Su Waner.

"Miss?"

Su Leyun woke up in a daze, hearing Lian Xin's call in his ears.

"Why are you asleep? The water is cold. Get up quickly."

"Um."

Su Leyun murmured and let Lian Xin wipe himself clean and put on his clothes.

 As the weather gets warmer, less carbon is burned in the house.

“Miss, you are tired today, please go to bed early.”

Lian Xin helped Su Leyun onto the bed, twisted the quilt for her, and spoke softly.

Su Leyun was still a little dizzy, so he responded softly and fell asleep after a while.

 While I was only half asleep, I heard a lot of sounds.

 “Miss has a fever.”

“Don’t worry, ma’am. The young lady is feeling cold and frightened, which is why she has a fever. Once she drinks the medicine and dissipates the heat, she’ll be fine.”

   …”

 The sound of birdsong rang in my ears.

Su Leyun's eyelids moved slightly, and he could vaguely see a moving figure.

 Throat is dry and hot.

 She knew she had a fever.

 “Lotus heart…”

Su Leyun shouted in a hoarse voice.

Lian Xin was already standing next to Su Leyun. When she heard the sound, she reacted: "Miss, you're awake. But do you want to drink water?"

Su Leyun nodded with some difficulty.

Soon, Lian Xin brought the tea cup to Su Leyun's mouth and asked her to drink it.

 After three cups of warm water, Su Leyun felt much better.

 “How long have I been sleeping?”

Su Leyun looked out the window, with a dim color.

Lian Xin lifted the quilt for her and said, "You have been sleeping for almost two days, and it is now the Youshi hour. My wife has been taking care of you last night, and I was just persuaded by Granny Li to go back and rest."

 “Worried you.”

Su Leyun is still a little weak, and his voice has little strength.

“Madam is the one who is most worried. Please lie down for a while, and I will ask someone to send a message to Madam.”

Lian Xin stood up, walked out of the house quickly, and came back soon.

Seeing Su Leyun holding up his arms and trying to get up, Lian Xin quickly stepped forward to support him, "Miss, you just woke up. Let me help you do whatever you want."

“It’s okay. I drank some water and felt better.”

Su Leyun leaned on the lotus heart and got up from the bed.

Lian Xin quickly took a coat and put it on her.

 After a while, Sun Jiarou came.

 “Yun’er.”

 “Mom, I’ve made you worried.”

"You silly kid, you should be worried," Sun Jiarou said, touching Su Leyun's forehead with her hand to confirm that the temperature had dropped, "The fever has gone away, but is there any discomfort left?"

Su Leyun felt it and shook his head, "No, I'm just still a little weak. It should be fine if I rest for a while."

Sun Jiarou looked at Su Leyun, who was still a little pale, and felt heartbroken.

"Yesterday, Mrs. Lin brought a gift to my door. When you fell asleep, my mother put it away for you."

 “How is Qingqing?”

Su Leyun thought that she had a fever like this, and wondered what happened to Lin Qingqing.

Sun Jiarou also knew what she meant, "Don't worry, that girl Qingqing is in better shape than you. She also said she wanted to see you, but I was afraid that she would be sick after she got sick, so I didn't ask Mrs. Lin to bring her here."

 “Then wait until I get better and then go see her.”

Su Leyun smiled and felt relieved knowing that Lin Qingqing was fine.

 Just because of this illness, I stayed in bed for several days.

By the time he was completely recovered, another three days had passed.

Chunwei also entered the last exam.

 Lin Mansion.

Su Leyun came to visit with Cuiliu and Lianxin.

 “Le Yun is here, are you feeling well?”

Mrs. Lin immediately became concerned as soon as she saw Su Leyun.

Su Leyun saluted, "I miss Mrs. Lin, everything is fine now."

“That’s good, it’s because of Qingqing that you caught the cold.”

Mrs. Lin sighed and was about to say something when Lin Qingqing had already followed Ping'er.

 (End of this chapter)

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