The Hero’s Brother Is Bound To Be Depressed

100 – What I Want

After the meal, only Luna and I were left in the club room.

Aria ran to eat dessert, saying that she was enjoying her last festival with Kane, and La Carre said he had promised to meet Elena and left.

While tidying up the club room, I was quietly calculating the timing to talk to Luna.

After finishing her tidying up, Luna leaned back on the sofa.

When I sat down next to her, Luna naturally leaned her head on my shoulder as if she had waited.

“You’ve worked hard, Ross.”

“Thank you.”

There were many times when the two of us were alone in the club room. But today, I felt strange for nothing.

I was distracted for no reason, and I was concerned about Luna’s small actions.

I heard Luna’s even breathing. I could see her heart moving with each exhalation, so I observed the pattern on the wallpaper in the club room.

As Aria said, the wallpaper felt a bit old.

“Since the duel is over… What should I do now?”

I swallowed her dry saliva at her sudden words.

I felt like I heard the sound of her swallowing saliva louder than I thought, so I scratched my forehead feeling embarrassed.

What do you mean? My head desperately recalls the possibility. Maybe, maybe… !

A strange delusion came to my mind. Come to think of it, I think I’ve heard that compensation is postponed until later.

As she kept her mouth shut in thought, Luna’s voice sounded as if urging her to make a decision.

“Ross is… Is there anything you want to do?”

Of course there is. But getting it out of her mouth wasn’t easy. What if I’m wrong? If that’s not the answer Luna was looking for… ?

It was hard to imagine Luna looking at me with contempt for her poor choice.

“Poohyuk….”

A sudden sound of laughter brought my consciousness out of the swamp of thoughts. Seeing Luna hold back her laughter at me, she realized belatedly that she had been teased.

“Ross, pervert.”

I smiled dejectedly at Luna’s playful voice. She couldn’t bear to refute that comment and licked her lips again, and Luna gave her a short kiss on my cheek.

As the soft touch of her cheek raised the corner of her mouth involuntarily, Luna started laughing again.

I thought her Luna showed her emotion well in her usual her face. But I guess that wasn’t my idea, so Luna stopped her laugh and asked me.

“Ross, there is something you really want to say to me.”

I had to wipe her face once at Luna’s words, reading the thoughts expressed in my expression.

Looking at me with beautiful jewel-like blue eyes, I finally asked the hesitant question.

“Luna, have you had any difficulties lately?”

I think there’s a reason you hid from me that Bella had suggested the cheating test. Let’s start with those words.

At my cautious question, Luna gave a pretty smile, and she shook her head slightly.

“I am very happy right now.”

Saying that in a voice full of sincerity, Luna’s appearance in my arms was unaffected and happy.

Like her cat, Luna buried her face in my arms and smiled happily.

She doubted for a second that Ellie had lied to me.

But after her survival test is over. Luna had struggled for a while with her apparently not getting good grades on her exams.

Covering over painful things is a way to live, but I don’t see scars left in the heart of the person I love.

“I heard from Ellie today. I heard that Bella guaranteed her the chief position.”

Luna’s body flinched in her arms. That response convinced me that Ellie wasn’t lying.

The word Luna said about being happy is not a lie. The smile was not the kind to be faked.

It’s just that I didn’t have anything to do with what happened with Bella. No, it’s not related.

She might just be blaming herself for being caught by Bella because she was unlucky.

The way she looked down and wiggled her fingers as if she had made a big mistake….

It was bitter, as if a corner of my heart had been swept away and wounded.

As she brushed Luna’s back without a word, clutching at her skirt, Luna answered with difficulty in a stuttering voice.

“Yes… right, right Ha, but I declined the offer….”

Maybe he was afraid that I would doubt him. As if looking at me, I let out a sigh as I looked sideways and looked down.

How I interpreted that, Luna pursed her lips and raised her head to look at me.

Seeing the watery eyes around her eyes, I immediately hugged Luna tightly in case she misunderstood.

“I know, you turned down the offer and got pinned during the survival test. If Bella had accepted her offer, none of that would have happened.”

I stroked Luna’s head as if to comfort her, and Luna, who buried her face in my arms, began to shake her shoulders.

Just in case, I looked down at her and checked Luna’s face with her head down.

It must have been unfair and difficult. I wouldn’t have been able to understand the princess who suddenly suggested cheating, and it would have been even more difficult to confide this to me, a commoner.

“It’s okay, Luna. I can solve everything I’ll promise.”

As I wiped Luna’s back and comforted her, Luna worried about me with her weeping voice.

“It’s okay, if Ross gets involved and avoids it because of me….”

“It’s okay, trust me.”

Who cares about who? The one who suffered because of me is you. I brushed Luna’s back as she sobbed in my arms for a while.

After a while, Luna lifted her head with a whimpering sound and said with a cute look that the border of her upper lip turned red from crying.

“L, unlike me, Ellie passed the test well on her own… Me, I can’t….”

I finally understood Luna’s strange reaction when her words about Ellie came out.

Seeing Ellie break through Bella’s schemes with her own strength, Luna felt an inferiority complex.

“… It doesn’t have to look like this.”

Luna sniffed, not understanding my muttering of her, and she involuntarily tilted her head.

She was so lovely, I raised my hand and wiped her tears, then gently kissed her lips. It was warmer and softer than usual.

“Don’t worry. Unlike Ellie, you have me.”

My words made Luna’s ears turn red.

Ashamed, Luna was looking at me while licking her lips, and I just stared at her. She lightly kissed me on the lips.

“… I love you, Ross.”

I couldn’t stand it when I saw Luna’s beautiful smile with her eyes full of tears, so I hugged her. The concave back of her hair was just as palpable.

“If something like this happens in the future, please tell me. I am your lover We can do hard work and happy work together.”

At my words, I heard a small, tearful voice that seemed to have suppressed joy.

“Yes… Ross, if you have any difficulties, tell me everything. If there’s anything you want from me, even the smallest things, tell me everything. Because I’m a lover too….”

I was happy at Luna’s heart, who took care of me while making me cry, trying not to lose to me, but on the other hand, a mischievous mischief raised her head.

“Actually… There is something difficult.”

“Ehh… ? What, what… ?”

As if she hadn’t thought that she would say it right away, the embarrassed Luna lifted her head from her arms and looked up at me.

Seeing that lovely figure, I controlled her twitching lips and brought Luna’s hair, which was silently stroking her, close to me.

“Not being able to smell this scent every day!!!”

I deliberately hit Luna’s nose on the top of her head with a loud snort, and Luna tried to get out of my arms as if having a seizure.

“Ah! Ha, don’t do it!!!”

I laughed out loud for a while as Luna desperately raised her hand to block the top of her head.

Firmly upset by my prank, Luna pouted her lips and turned away from her arms and turned away from me.

In the end, I had to hug Luna, comfort her, and apologize, but…. It felt good too.

I didn’t want to see her Luna and her melancholy.

You may think my actions are not serious, but I was more happy to see Luna laugh than to see her cry.

Having a happy smile by my side.

That was the only thing I wanted from Luna.

*

I met Ellie at the time we promised. I was worried about leaving her Luna alone, but luckily Aria and Kane returned to her club room with their hands full of desserts.

I said with a sigh at the sight of Ellie staring at her sideways.

“I’m going to find Roel.”

“Now?”

Perhaps taken aback by the sudden words, Ellie put on a frightened expression. I lowered my voice a bit.

“Yes, and there is something I want you to do.”

At my words, Ellie weakly nodded her head.

“What… ?”

“Don’t say anything while I’m talking to Roel, just stay by his side.”

At my words, Ellie gave me a puzzled look.

“Trust me. After all the talk with Roel, he’ll move away. Then, tell Roel what you’ve been through, and tell him how you feel about Roel. No lies, your whole heart.”

And I added a word as a warning.

“No matter what I say, you never intervene. I also keep my memories a secret. Then everything will work out.”

“Yeah, okay. I will believe you.”

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Nodding at Ellie’s energetic nod, I moved on to where Roel was.