The Her That Is So Charming

Chapter 17: Not a stand-in

"Ruan Yan, do you know what you are talking about?"

Shen Jin looked at her, and for a moment, he even thought he had misheard.

Is she threatening to break up?

Ruan Yan nodded and looked at him unwillingly: "I know, I'm so sober, even in these two years, I've never been so sober. I want to break up with you, Shen Jin."

The five fingers of Shen Jin's right hand have been pressed together, and the blue veins bulged on the wrist bone, but he put his hand on his back, and no one noticed it.

His face was still calm: "Ruan Yan, I hope you don't use a breakup to escape. Explain this matter clearly today, I can assume that nothing happened."

"No. What happened? You can wait for the master who sailed to heal and ask him. I didn't have the obligation to explain clearly to you. Secondly, when I said that I broke up, I had already treated all of this as nothing. It happened."

Ruan Yan paused, her pale lips uttered a word,

"All this refers to our two years, not today."

In the corridor of the high-level ward of the hospital, at this moment, it was as quiet as the sound of the tip of a needle landing.

The light from the chandelier poured down from above, making her face paler.

She looked at Shen Jin, her eyes were calm, calmer than these drooping beams.

Only Shen Jin, the word "good" was just like a mark on his throat, and he couldn't roll out anyway, his palms gradually formed into fists, and he took a deep breath.

"Ruan Yan, Song Yemei’s husband is my cousin. It’s not a stubborn stubborn. You will be vengeful by him if you move her. I’m not forcing you or suspecting you. I want you. Explain the facts clearly, and I will help you with the aftermath, understand?"

Ruan Yan looked at him without moving her eyes.

"Be obedient, stop making trouble."

Shen Jin stretched out his hand, trying to take her hand.

The big hand touched those weak wrists, only to realize that her right hand was shaking.

"You, what are you doing?"

Shen Jin was really panicked now.

He pulled her hand over, but it shook harder, shaking with his fingertips.

"Ruan Yan."

He called her name.

She didn't say a word, just wanted to take her hand out.

He clenched her wrist tightly. Refused to let go.

"Tell me, what's wrong with you?"

She stretched out another left hand that was also trembling, vainly trying to remove his hand.

"Let go." She squeezed the words out of her teeth.

Shen Jin was afraid of hurting her, so Yiyan let go of his hand.

In the next second, she immediately withdrew, as if avoiding some filthy thing, such a posture, like a needle, pierced his eyes.

Ruan Yan tremblingly took out the previous sedative medicine from the bag, and swallowed it bluntly without adding any water.

She swallowed too quickly, and her throat retched, as if she was about to cough and shake her lungs.

Shen Jin hurried over and took the paper cup to collect water for her. It was also at that time that he found that his hand holding the paper cup was shaking.

He was also in pain, there was a subtle pain somewhere in his heart, for no reason.

"Drink water." He handed her the paper cup.

Ruan Yan had already coughed down the medicine herself, she didn't even glance at the paper cup.

"Shen Jin, let's really end it."

Shen Jin asked her as if he hadn't heard it, "What kind of medicine are you taking."

"Shen Jin, break up." She looked at him with stubborn eyes.

"Say, what medicine are you taking."

"I said, break up, hands."

"I ask what medicine you are taking!"

Shen Jin "slapped" the water glass to the ground, and the water stains flowed everywhere, reflecting the cold light on the ground.

"Sedatives, I can't get into the water, I have a severe stress reaction. When my whole body is soaked in the water, I become like a chicken, shaking all over and unable to take care of myself. This is the medicine I take to treat lunatics. ."

Ruan Yan looked at him, pursing her lips, and her chin was almost stubbornly sharp.

"How about, I'm done, now, can we break up?"

Shen Jin's Adam's apple rolled.

Can't say it, he really can't say it.

Obviously it is the simplest two words, like a stone choked.

Ruan Yan didn't want to wait for his answer any longer. After taking the medicine, her limbs had calmed down, and she helped her lower abdomen and walked out.

Seeing her staggered back, he remembered that she said last night that the menstrual period has come.

Does she hurt very much now?

Pained into the water, pained to return from a boat on the vast sea alone, pained to argue with him, pained with him—

Say break up.

He closed his eyes and walked over to help her: "Ruan Yan."

"Don't come here." Ruan Yan didn't look back, holding on to the wall by herself, moving forward step by step, "I beg you."

Shen Jin moved.

Finally, he sent a message to Xiang Zhou who had been waiting outside the hospital: "Send her back."

After sending it out, Shen Jin turned off the screen and walked into the ward at the corner.

"Ajin, is that you."

The lights are not turned on in the ward. Song Yemei was lying on the bed, not seeing anyone, but could smell his body.

"Um."

Shen Jin didn't turn on the lights either.

Just in the dark. Neither of them can see whose face is clear.

"Does it still hurt?" he asked her.

"Fortunately, it doesn't hurt anymore," she said.

"Yeah." He said.

The two people fell into silence again.

"A Jin, can you open the curtains? Don't turn on the lights." Song Yemei's voice was floating, floating in the air.

Shen Jin did as he said. Pull the curtains aside, the moonlight and the light beams of the street light that are almost disappearing fall in.

She said: "A Jin, do you remember that when you were ten years old, you were locked in your room by Uncle Shen. One lock is seven days. For those seven days, I will accompany you every night. The moon at that time, and the current one. It’s not the same, it’s bigger, rounder, and brighter, what do you think?"

"Yeah. The moon in Nancheng is very good." He leaned against the window.

She looked at him. The broad outline looked cold under the cold moonlight, and her eyes were covered with gray shadows. She suddenly felt that the child she had taken care of before had grown up in these years.

he's changed.

Yes.

"A Jin, I am in pain today."

This is the last sentence, her temptation.

He was silent for a long time before saying, "Take care of yourself in the future and don't hurt yourself anymore."

Her expression changed drastically, and she looked at him incredulously.

"I didn't doubt her." He turned his head and saw that in the night, Xiang Zhou opened the car door for the thin shadow downstairs. She bent down slightly and sat in.

Song Yemei was lying on the bed, her heart completely silent:

"If, if I had been bolder before and rejected that absurd marriage, would you..."

"No." He interrupted her. "You won't."

All of Song Yemei's defenses were hit by his three words and collapsed.

"Yes, I won't, but what about you? Neither will you! I waited for you at the airport for so long, and then, I didn't wait for anything."

"I've been here." He closed the curtains, all the moonlight was separated, and the room was dim again.

The room was silent, only his heavy breathing remained.

"On the way here, I was chopped with thirteen knives, hands, feet, back, and the throat you saw. I thought I would die, but I didn’t. When I arrived, I saw you in the sky. The flight flew away, and then I knew that I was really dead."

"I haven't been sorry for you."

After speaking, he turned and left.

"If you want to get a divorce, I will help you, but only for this. If you still stay the same as before, it doesn't matter."

In the end, he called her like this: "Cousin."

The moment he closed the door and left, the whimper in the room couldn't help anymore.

One after another, suppressed cries resounded in the corridor.

Ruan Yan returned home, the light in the room was greatly turned on.

Zhang Xiaolan hurriedly ran out to greet her: "Mrs. Madam, you are finally back."

Ruan Yan twitched the corner of her mouth and smiled tiredly: "Yeah."

Zhang Xiaolan hurriedly brought her a cup of hot water, "What's the matter, it's so wet."

The moment her fingertips touched the hot water, Ruan Yan felt that she was alive.

"It's nothing, I took a magazine today and got wet. Can you get me some ibuprofen?"

Zhang Xiaolan obediently went to the medicine cabinet to look for it. While looking for it, she whispered to Ruan Yanxu: "Madam, do you know where I went last night?"

"Where did you go?" Ruan Yan cooperated with her very much.

"Hey, the lord said he would take my holiday and give you a birthday gift, so I went to the movie with a boy last night."

"Well, are you in love?" Ruan Yan asked.

"Yeah, he said I lost weight. I lost a lot." Zhang Xiaolan took the ibuprofen to Ruan Yan, and her red face became even more red. "Madam, I just know that, you told me to follow every day. You eat vegetable salad and walk to the west of the city to buy fish food every day, not to avenge me by feeding you big bone soup every day, but to help me lose weight."

Ruan Yan took the medicine, her expression unchanged: "You think too much."

"Hey, Madam is the best." Zhang Xiaolan smiled happily, "I hope Madam and Master are also good, you are so good."

"Is it a good match?"

"Uh-huh."

"Oh, I'm going to sleep." Ruan Yan regained some energy and walked upstairs.

Zhang Xiaolan looked at her tired back, and suddenly thought of something: "Madam, don't be afraid, there are no fish, you can still raise birds."

"What kind of bird to keep."

"For example, a parrot. The former Dr. Lu in our town had a parrot called Zhang Dequan. It was a pity that he couldn't speak, but he could scream, and his voice was very good. This is no more interesting than your fish raising..."

"You said, what did he raise?" Ruan Yan suddenly stopped and asked her.

"Parrot."

"Parrot? Okay, I get it."

Ruan Yan held the stairs and walked forward little by little.

She knows, she still has many, many things to do tonight. For example, things should be packed and taken away, such as finding a place to stay in advance, such as leaving Shen Jin completely...

Star fog club.

Twenty bottles of beer lined up on the smooth marble tabletop.

The beer was unscrewed, and the hops came out immediately.

"How many drinks?"

An expensive man in a suit, half hidden in the sofa.

"How many drinks does my cousin want me to drink?"

Shen Jin sat across from him, smiling at the corners of his lips, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes.

Shen Chongli turned the lighter in his hand and looked at the rumored cousin casually. Back then, he was still a hairy boy who wanted to steal women from him, but now he has grown into a legend who pushed Xunke up in one hand.

legend?

Unfortunately, he likes destroying legends the most in his life.

Shen Chongli threw the lighter on the table, "Let's have three glasses first. How about a meeting ceremony?"

"Yes. It's really been a long time since I saw my cousin."

Shen Jin picked up the cup and delivered it to his mouth. Cup after cup.

The frothy flowers floated up and down in the cup.

Three cups go down.

Shen Chongli still smiled: "I have three more glasses, for you haven't won the case of Taifeng Medical in so long."

"Yes." Shen Jin said, raising three more glasses to drink.

Shen Chongli smiled very satisfied. He stretched out his knuckles and tapped three times on the table, "The last three cups, make me apologize for your lover."

This Shen Jin smiled: "What is her status, she doesn't deserve to let me make amends for her. I drank these three cups, but it was because I didn't take good care of my cousin."

When the words fell, he inadvertently picked up three cups and put them into his mouth one by one.

Shen Chongli watched his movements, drinking one cup after another, and finally he smiled contentedly, "I haven't seen him for three years, but I can bend and stretch better than before."

Shen Jin didn't speak, his eyes were silent, waiting for him to continue talking.

Shen Chongli lit a cigarette, raised his long legs, and smiled a little bit evilly, "It's just that you still have to pay for the crime of your little lover. After all, it depends on what happened to your sister-in-law."

"What does cousin want."

"To be honest, I know the subtle emotions between you and your sister-in-law when you were a kid."

"Or else, I heard that she looks a lot like your sister-in-law. I thought about it, you want to sleep with your sister-in-law. After thinking about it for a long time, or else, I helped you realize this dream."

"You sent your lover here, I also want to try and see if she and your sister-in-law are really so similar..."

Before he finished speaking, Shen Jin faintly shouted, "Cousin."

"Why, unwilling?" Shen Chongli bit his cigarette diagonally, still half leaning on the sofa, the light shining his face freely.

"I don't like lending toys to others to play with." He squeezed the cup and tried his best to restrain it so as not to crush it suddenly due to excessive force.

"Toys?" Shen Chongli took out the cigarettes, his shoulders trembling with a smile, "Damn, you kid, you really treat people as a toy, damn, you are **** crueler than me."

Shen Jin remained silent, and drank another glass of wine, "Taifeng Medical, I will not do it. I will give it all to my cousin. The previous, future, and all related to this project will be given to my cousin. How about the fact that the toy was played with it, it was written off all at once?"

"Brother, the way you look made me suddenly interested in that toy. You know, the thing I like most to do is to do with you—" Shen Chongli looked at him for a moment, then laughed suddenly, "I've grabbed something."

"Then you may not be able to take it away." Shen Jin looked at Shen Chongli, met his arrogant gaze, and said that he could win.

She loves me miserably.

Shen Jin added this sentence in his heart.

He believes that he and Ruan Yan still have room for maneuver.

Tonight, she may be just because she was scared, because she was scared because of something that happened or something big happened. He wouldn't believe a word of what people said in extreme panic.

Now, he helped her solve all the problems, and she would return to him.

It's okay to be a little careful.

He can accept it.

It's just that you can't leave him.

He poured a glass of wine and drank it all in one go.

She poured a glass of wine and drank it all in one go.

Red wine helps thinking. Ruan Yan likes the feeling of being between paralyzed and awake.

At this time, her brain can reach the best state of thinking.

"Fang Bai, Linjiang Villa will pick me up in two hours."

As soon as she finished sending this text message, Fang Bai called.

"Sister Yan, what's the matter? It's so late, where are you going?"

"Go anywhere, go to the hotel first."

"You... did you break up with brother-in-law?"

"Um."

Fang Bai heard from Xing Qing that Ruan Yan had a boyfriend, and he was still a handsome guy who gave him a house.

But, thinking of the man who coldly questioned Ruan Yan in the hospital today...that seems to be the brother-in-law. Fang Bai didn’t know the relationship between Shen Jin and Song Yemei. She was just wondering if this brother-in-law had misunderstood that Sister Yan was a vicious woman...

"Sister Yan, don't be sad, don't worry, I'll come to pick you up right away, it won't work, let's explain clearly to my brother-in-law." Fang Bai considered the sentence.

"Who said I was sad?" Ruan Yan smiled after hearing this. "You don't need to explain."

"…what?"

"I'm not sad."

Ruan Yan shook the wine cup, slightly drunk. She loves the brain that works and thinks at this time, excited, clear and transparent.

"Fang Bai, I will teach you a truth, a truth that Song Yemei has always admitted wrong—"

"what?"

"A man is not worth money, and a man's pity is not worth money. Only the guilt of a man is the most valuable. There is no need to explain. If the silence is broken, it will not be silence. If you are wronged, you will not be wronged."

If you really want to leave, you have to count his last guilt.

Only in this way can we leave thoroughly enough without leaving room.

"Sister Yan, I didn't understand."

"It's okay, just come and pick me up."

The glass was empty, but the glass was still clear.

Shen Jin put down the empty cup and said goodbye to Shen Chongli, out of the star mist.

When he got in the car, he pressed his eyebrows and said to Xiang Zhou in the front row: "Check out the experts in the treatment of stress disorder in China and make an appointment for me."

"good."

The night breeze was blowing, and it was a bit cool.

He only squinted slightly, and his cell phone rang—

"Master, husband, madam, she is gone."

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