The First Undercover In The Fairy World

Chapter 182 Your Heart is Upset (Fifth)

A cultivator takes life and death very seriously, and very lightly.

This kind of ambivalence is common to almost every practitioner.

When people first start to practice, they are trying to live forever.

Many cultivators can do it for longevity, but none of them are immortal.

As a result, most cultivators have gone through a long period of time, are used to seeing the joys and sorrows of the world, and gradually look down on life and death.

If you can live, no one wants to die, but if you must die, the ascetics are not afraid.

“You will remember me, right?”

Lin Yu followed Hua Fairy’s words, and Hua Fairy suddenly looked resentful.

“You don’t want Lin Yun to be sad, but you want me to be sad?”

“Of course not, I just know that the only person I have seen, your Dao heart is the most determined. You will remember me and be sad for a while, but you will continue to firmly follow your own path.”

“You are wrong, if you die, I won’t be sad at all.”

Hua Fairy Tsundere said, Lin Yu couldn’t help squeezing her face, and the two started fighting again.

As the night fell gradually, Fairy and Lin Yu slept with each other, and the two seemed to have endless words to say.

In the night of Ziyun Mountain, lightning flashes from time to time.

Fang Yu stood in the courtyard, looking at the familiar scenery, and his mood was complicated and difficult to understand.

After coming out of Ziyun Cave, she thanked the guests behind closed doors, shut herself up, and adjusted her own mood.

As an upper-level cultivator, she has discovered the own anomaly.

A cultivator, pure-hearted and low-spirited. Although she has a bad temper, she has always been abstinent and self-cultivating. Now she can restrain even her own anger, let alone erotic desire.

Besides, Lin Yun is still her apprentice, and it is absolutely impossible for her to have too many thoughts about Lin Yun that she shouldn’t have.

However, the fact is that it is very unreasonable.

Finally, Fang Yu had an epiphany.

Lin Yun is her robbery.

When it comes to her Realm, there will also be tribulations, and it will naturally go through many tests to take Own Heavenly Soul from the Fate Star.

On the road of cultivation, killing catastrophes, heart catastrophes, life catastrophes, various catastrophes may be encountered, and the thing that makes Fang Yu most afraid is love catastrophe.

This is what her Master said when she was alive, saying that she is a good material for practice, but too much emotion is her fatal flaw.

At that time, she was still very unconvinced. Emphasis on love and righteousness should be a strength, but how could it become her weakness?

The Master asked her: “If you want to survive love, you have to kill your beloved by yourself, what choice would you make?”

“Killing others for one’s own benefit is not the right way.”

“But if you don’t Transcends Tribulation, Cultivation Base will not make progress. If there is a disaster in the world, you need enough Cultivation Base to deal with it. Killing one person can save the common people. What choice do you make?”

This problem made Fang Yu’s scalp numb for a while.

Shenxiaozong takes sheltering the world as her mission. She also received this kind of education since she was a child, but killing innocent people is also against morality and justice, not to mention that the person still owns a beloved.

At that time, Fang Yu didn’t understand love. It was just a moral choice, which made her very entangled. She had no choice but to say: “Then I don’t have to be in love as long as I don’t fall in love with anyone!”

This is really a smart choice.

But her Master just laughed.

“All things in this world, the more you want to escape, the less you can’t escape. Fate is there. One day, you need to make your choice.”

Thinking back to those words at the time, Fang Yu’s heart became even heavier.

Destiny, is she Master already seeing her destiny at that time?

Over the years, Fang Yu has been working hard to cultivate himself, just to guard against today.

As a result, she actually broke the defense by being kissed by Lin Yun. Although there was a reason for him to touch her, she should be angry, why did Lin Yun’s appearance in her mind linger.

Realizing that she might be going through love, Fang Yu was already flustered, and thinking about what the Master said at the beginning, her heart became even more heavy.

Everything seems to be moving in the direction of prophecy. Now the world is going through a catastrophe. If it is true as his Master said, to save more people, she must kill her own beloved…

In Fang Yu’s mind, bits and pieces of the acquaintance with Lin Yun appeared again.

“I want to have a good Master like you.”

“The disciple just wants to live.”

“If I am really successful in practice, then I want to do four things.”

“Because Master is beautiful.”

“The disciple knew he was wrong, but he didn’t regret it.”

Those words that Lin Yun had said sounded in his mind one by one, and Fang Yu thought about how Lin Yun looked at her with respect and admiration. The slightly shy and shy look made Fang Yu throb again.

“Why are you…”

Fang Yu even had this idea, if it wasn’t Lin Yun that caused her to fall into love, it would be better if she would not be so entangled.

But then, she thought again that she actually thought that if Lin Yun was not the one who made her Transcends Tribulation, she would kill it, which obviously violated her principle.

“Sect Leader?”

Fang Yuzheng was in a state of confusion. He suddenly heard someone calling and turned his head to look, only to find that it was Hu Yuling.

“Hu Elder? Come here so late, what’s the matter?”

“I’m going to Yulingzong early tomorrow morning. I want to explain some things to Sect Leader.”

Fang Yu nodded and said, “Then come in with me!”

Leading Hu Yuling into the house, Fang Yu made tea after sitting down.

Hu Yuling was quiet at first, but when Fang Yu took the tea, she suddenly said, “Your heart is upset.”

Fang Yu shook his hand and accidentally put some extra tea, but did not refute, just handed the tea cup to Hu Yuling, and said: “There are a lot of things that happened today, which makes you laugh.”

“Are you worried about the riots that will be caused after the death of the real Yellow Dragon?”

Fang Yu nodded.

Hu Yuling immediately understood that this was a lie.

Fang Yu is too straightforward in character, she is not very good at lying. There must be other things that made Fang Yu confused.

Reminiscing about Lin Yun staring at her, Hu Yuling asked tentatively: “I heard that Master Lin Yun was punished by you to think about it today. What’s wrong with him?”

Fang Yu’s hand shook again, and he pretended to be indifferent: “I think he is stubborn and Dao’s heart is not strong, so let him go and reflect.”

Hu Yuling knew clearly that Lin Yun must be unusually “stubborn” looking at Fang Yu’s behavior.

The story becomes interesting.

Thinking of Lin Yun’s own affairs before, and now letting him go down the mountain, he seems to have seen through the trap, but now there is a chance.

“I think he is still young. It is normal for him to have a bad heart. Don’t be too harsh on him. It is said that reading ten thousand books is better than traveling thousands of miles.

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