The Exorcist

Ruan Zhan was motionless like a piece of wood, but his heart was like boiling water, cooking his already riddled soul!

Ring of Night Wind, cathode and anode, are you sure he is dead?

I still remember the smile on his lips when Sima Nan was about to die. There was a trace of ridicule, a trace of compassion, a trace of sympathy, and a trace of distress, which made people palpitate. Does he know what? Knowing that his life is just a joke, a meaningless scam!

He asked Sima Nan three questions: First, what is the relationship between them? Second, his life experience; third, his father’s bizarre death? Sima Nan only answered these three sentences, without a word of explanation. At that time, he didn't think Sima Nan was playing mystery, because he didn't know that Sima Nan said that he must have his own reasons, but for the first answer, he knew the answer immediately.

Night wind ring.

He doesn’t know what his father’s sect is, but he knows the most powerful spell in his sect called Wind Blade. Later, the reason why he practiced Fire Mudra and Palm Thunder first was because Wind Blade requires more spiritual power. Gao, he has to improve his strength once he has unlocked his seal. But he didn't know this when he was a child, he just occasionally saw his father use the wind blade to beat a very fierce ghost to disappear in an instant, and he liked it very much. But although he likes it, he does not ask his father to learn, because his father always sends him such a message-they are just two strangers who stay together, don’t have to be too close, and he is not qualified to ask for something that doesn’t belong to him. Anything. He was eight years old at the time and he had not yet begun to be forcibly taught any knowledge about Taoism by his father.

That summer, he and Wan Li fought with the older children on the street and suffered trauma. Because he concealed his injury and did not report the injury, the injury was not cleaned up in time and became infected. In the end, the high fever did not go away.

One night, it was very sultry. He was lying in an airtight room. He felt extremely uncomfortable, but he couldn't go to the yard to enjoy the cool because of his fatigue. I was thinking what to do, but suddenly I saw my father slowly pacing in. This makes him a little strange, because the father and son rarely talk, and his father rarely enters his room. From the day he was adopted, he learned to take care of himself. I saw my father walking in the room for a while, as if there was something difficult to decide. Then he sat on the head of his bed, grabbed it in the air and waved it to his face.

He immediately felt a gentle cool breeze on his face. From far to near, the wind suddenly spread to all around the moment it touched his face, wrapped his head like a ring, and then went down along the body.

At that time, he was too young. Although he had developed his current personality, he was childish after all. This wind made him feel comfortable and fun. He couldn't help but laugh and said to his father, can you do it again?

Father did not speak, but did it again, and then did it again and again throughout the night, until he fell asleep in a daze, even in his dream, he felt the wind ring blowing and stroking him over and over again, making him feel again Cool and gentle.

It was the next morning when he woke up, and his father was gone, but he would never forget that night. His always stern and reticent father? With a Ruoyouruowu smile, he coaxed him, comforted him, and stroked his head, just like a father who spoils the child the most. Afterwards, he plucked up the courage to ask about the details of the spell. His father told him that it was called Ye Fenghuan. It was his father's master, that is, his master? He created a small spell to make his apprentice happy. It was nothing. ? Useful, but apart from the father, only the master can do it. Because Shizu promised his father, it was just a spell he created and would never be passed on to others.

Therefore, when Sima Nan spoke of these three words with a kindly demeanor, he immediately knew that Shi Manan was his ancestor. How much is this? It's ridiculous, no matter what life-and-death struggle he used to, he actually killed his master!

And when the cathode and anode entered his ears, his shock was indescribable! He doesn't understand why Sima Nan? Will know this!

He had a strange black birthmark on the sole of his feet since he was a child, because it didn’t hurt or itchy, he never cared about it, but once his father accidentally saw it and told him that such a birthmark was unique. Both positive and negative people have strong natural instincts, and they are only passed on between their biological father and son. When did he see someone else with this kind of birthmark on the soles of their feet, that person is his biological father.

When he heard this sentence when he was young, he didn't believe it at all. He stubbornly believes that the man from the original family is his biological father. He doesn't know if that person has a birthmark, but he knows that he hates him and threw him to the coal truck?! He hated the men and women who abandoned him very much. If it wasn't for the reason that he was too young when he left home and didn't know where he was, he even had the idea of ​​repaying him!

But today, it seems that he hates the wrong person! The pair who threw him were just his adoptive parents. When people discovered his strangeness, it was excusable for them to fear that he hated him, and he hated people who shouldn't be hated at all. But his biological father stayed with him for more than ten years, pretending to be his adoptive father, and he didn't even tell him, he just treated him coldly! Let him bear the burden of kindness even when he yearns for love but can't get it, accepts it carefully, resists hesitantly, and is grateful for his gift!

Presumably, what my father accidentally told him back then was also intentional, right? But what? Why is he his biological father but refuses to admit it? Before he can remember, did his father abandon him or give him away? When he was sent back later, was it a deliberate arrangement or a coincidence?

Finally, he understood the complicated and incomprehensible look in his eyes when he was sent to his father by the ghost! He must have known who the child in front of him was at the time? So accept or reject, love or hate, curiosity or surprise? At that moment, all must have embraced his heart.

But what about knowing? What? He was so cruel and ruthless to his own son, did not give him any warmth, but taught him so much? Do you hate him or fear him? Do you have to take him in, or have other plans? Even if you have a dog, you will occasionally play with the dog, holding him and stroking his hair, why can he do that? Indifferent. It seems that you don’t want to live with him because of a little emotional connection? Don't want to have a deep connection with him? Isn't he the closest and most connected person to him? !

Then? What? Give him a warm memory, that summer night? The wave of luminous ring, the baked egg yolk straw cake? Also;? What? What do you want to tell him about the cathode and anode, do you want to imply?

Thinking of this, Ruan Zhan Congxin gave a sad sneer. It doesn't matter anymore, how is this? Sad! He always thought that he was cold enough, but compared with his biological father, he was really insignificant! At least he still has feelings, knowing that he must repay his benefactor, his friends must be heart-to-heart, and his beloved woman must be loved as a treasure. But father?

Mo Ruo father and son, but he was able to face his son like a pair of strangers for more than ten years, and he can calmly tell his only son that he will have a death sentence in the future. Every three is difficult. It seems that his life and death have nothing to do with him.

So the answer to the third question is not important anymore. Whether his father is dead or alive, it has nothing to do with him. Anyway, he didn't want to be involved with himself, anyway, he kept concealing this big secret. Besides, he could hide his father's fraudulent death back then, and now he is quite sure that his father is dead, at least in the flesh. But before? What would cheat to death? What will appear now? What will appear now? Who killed it again? Where did the soul go? Who is that person who has been invisible? This has nothing to do with him, he does not want to intervene!

Rage or sadness, Ruan Zhan can't say clearly. He only feels that his life and death are so boring. He knew his difficulties when he was a young adult. The reason why he was able to live peacefully knowing the time of his death was because he was a parent? At his time, there was an adoptive father who could take him in. He felt that he could not give up this gift of nurturing first, and had to find out the cause of his adoptive father's death. But now this reason no longer exists, his heart suddenly gave birth to a similar, cruel thought, he really wanted to end his life immediately, letting heaven's arrangements and father's prophecies all fall to nothing! There will be no difficulties at all, because before that, he ended his life!

Neck? Wet, who is there? Sad crying? Where is it? The warmth came from his chest to his whole body?

Ruan Zhan suddenly felt something different after he gave birth to that unrelenting world-weariness. Pulling back to the trance, I realized that I had stood up, holding the crystal knife with a blood line in my left hand, and pointing my right finger in the air, as if I was about to step away, but two arms were tightly wrapped around his waist. , A person pressed tightly to his chest.

Where are you going? Take me there, and the same goes for going to hell! A voice with tears in his mouth said capriciously.

In an instant, he woke up!

This is Xiaoxia's room. His crystal knife is hidden on the bookshelf here. His inner consciousness is directing him to return to his hometown and end his life in the old house to fight against all these unfair arrangements!

Xiaoxia, let go. He said wearily. He loves her so much, but at this moment even this kind of love makes him unable to bear.

I do not! I do not! Along with the answer, the arm around Ruan Zhan's waist tightened, almost stopping him from breathing.

Let go of me, Xiaoxia. I'm just--I'm just--

You just want to leave and never come back!

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There is! Don't lie to me, I'm not stupid. I won't let go, or you will disappear in a flash! I can't stop you, so where are you going? Just let you go, but you have to take me! Xiaoxia continued to cry, tears falling on Ruan Zhan's heart, making his heart sore that he lost the power of hatred.

Stop crying, is anyone dead? He tried to joke, ah, someone died, but it was my father who died, and it was me who was betrayed. Why are you crying? Ah, why are you sad?

I am crying for you, because you are not willing to show weakness. Xiao Xia slightly raised her head and looked at Ruan Zhan's cold face.

Although that handsome face seemed calm, his eyes were full of determination and anger, and all the lines were taut, as if he was going to fight an unfair destiny! Her expression was full of endless sadness and helplessness, which made her wish to replace her with her body, wanting to feel pain for him and sad for him. What is the same person, only his destiny is different? ?Why does he have to carry things that others don't need to carry? Why is it that he is the only one who lives so hard and that there is no hope?

I knew him, but then I realized that he was so stubborn. When faced with this complete blow, when the spiritual world he had built since childhood collapsed in an instant, he even forced himself to straighten his waist? There was a little weakness in front of him. The miserable and often ostracized childhood without care has shaped his lonely, tough, and tenacious personality, but he may not know that no matter how strong a person is, he has the right to be weak!

Therefore, she loves his stubbornness and the fragility under his strong appearance!

Cry for me? Ruan Zhan murmured, the emotion in the words was unclear.

Xiao Xia pulled down his arm that was drawing a charm in the air to relieve him of the threat of his sudden disappearance, and then forcefully broke his other tightly held hand, and unceremoniously took out the crystal knife that might be a treasure. Throw it on the ground at will, then wrap his arms around his shoulders.

Now you come and hold me. Xiaoxia said softly, transfer all your dissatisfaction and sadness to me, and let me cry all these sad things for you.

Xiaoxia! He reluctantly wanted to break free, but found that she was holding him tightly.

You? I did that much, so let me help you again. Xiaoxia's tears flashed, I can't let you leave me, I still have many things to do with you, now let you go, there will be no chance in the future. So, I want to help you relieve the burden. Come on, I beg you, as long as you put?, as long as there is a point? Just don't force yourself!

His body was stiff, and it took Xiao Xia a lot of effort to make him bend a little, pressing her shoulders as if nothing.

Her body fragrance and fragrance, and the warm breath in the back of his neck suddenly cracked the iceberg of his heart~www.readwn.com~ He wanted to resist, but she desperately wanted to melt him. He hesitated, not sure if he should obey her.

Try it, maybe it’s all right after you put it on. Tired. In front of her, what does he have to worry about? Moreover, if she didn't listen to her words, she really didn't let herself go, entangled endlessly. Otherwise, only this time, only this time? It's fine, anyway, he doesn't have much time.

These thoughts passed vaguely in his heart, causing his body to unconsciously let go. The release of the body brought about the release of emotions, and when his tense nerves gave up resistance, all the past events that no one knew about came to his mind, causing him to gradually give up the pretence and hug the people who hugged him. , Released all the burdens of the body to her, and all the weight of the body was on her body.

Feeling his stiff body softened, Xiao Xia gritted her teeth and maintained a standing posture. He was much taller than her, so it seemed like he couldn't stand to let her support the weight, causing her to almost fall. But she was very happy that he could slowly get rid of the sudden emotion just now, and she was very happy to give him a little warmth. He is really a poor man. Although he looks elegant and has a strong personality, the stronger he is, the weaker he is. She is really happy to help him share the burden.

He still didn't cry, maybe he had already lost this function, but he was shaking uncontrollably, and she let him silently declare this? Years of loneliness, sadness and sadness!