The days of retirement with the singing queen

Seeing Zhang Suxin's worried look, Lu Anzhi asked curiously, "Do you often accept invitations?"

Zhang Suxin said: "It's not much. But it's more than before. After all, this is how we make money now."

Lu Anzhi asked: "Have you never considered coming back?"

Zhang Suxin was in a daze for a moment and said, "Of course I have considered it. Once you have stood on the stage, it is hard not to miss that feeling. The feeling of being followed by thousands of people and intoxicated by your singing."

"But...I can't make up my mind. Although the feeling on stage is good, there are many things that people don't like about the entertainment industry, and I am very resistant to it."

"Is it?"

The road to safety.

Zhang Suxin nodded and recalled the past, saying: "I remember when I debuted, I unexpectedly became famous after the release of my first album.

"As arranged by the company, I accepted the notice and went to participate in a music variety show. It's the one called "The Singer Rises in the Wind". Have you seen it?"

Lu Anzhi shook his head and said, "I haven't seen it." In his predecessor, he was not a person who liked watching variety shows. When he came to this world, he was also busy writing books and traveling. How could he have time to watch variety shows?

Zhang Suxin said: "I haven't seen it, it's good. Variety shows all have scripts."

Lu Anzhi nodded and said, "I've heard of this." Many people said this on the Internet in his previous life.

Zhang Suxin said: "I didn't understand all the details at first. I was enthusiastic and made a lot of preparations to participate in the variety show, but I didn't expect that every link and detail must be based on the script. I couldn't let myself do it. Play.”

Lu Anzhi said: "That's quite unpleasant."

Zhang Suxin said: "Yes. At that time, I saw that all the big singers who had been famous for a long time had to obey the arrangements, let alone a young singer like me who had just released an album.

"I stood on the stage and couldn't make any other decisions. I just thought I could sing my own songs well, and I wouldn't care about the rest. I sang with my heart and brought out my best.

"But when I finished singing the song, listening to the on-site director's command, I ran to the left side of the stage to canvass for votes, and then ran to the right side, but it was all fake.

"The audience seemed to be cheering for me, but I suddenly heard someone shouting, don't vote, and my mood suddenly darkened."

Zhang Suxin's words seemed to form a picture, pulling Lu Anzhi to the variety show stage. Lu Anzhi said: "It's really unpleasant."

Zhang Suxin said: "If it's just these, it doesn't matter. I am a singer. When I stand on that stage, I am an actor on that stage. Even if I don't like it, I have to accept the arrangement of the variety show.

"And speaking of it, I have benefited from this wave of unfair performances. Many people on the Internet have complained about my injustice, and my popularity has become even more popular."

"But that's just a small microcosm of the entire entertainment industry. That circle is so chaotic that sometimes it's even scary. If nothing else, let's just say three years ago..."

At this point, she suddenly paused.

Lu Anzhi's heart skipped a beat and asked, "What happened three years ago?"

Zhang Suxin shook her head and said, "Nothing..."

Three years ago was when Lu Anzhi was just reborn into this world. At that time, I was confused and had only a vague impression of my one-night romance with Zhang Suxin.

After getting along with each other for the past two days, Lu Anzhi felt that Zhang Suxin did not look like a casual person. When Zhang Suxin mentioned this, he immediately guessed that there was something inside.

This made him a little curious.

But now it seemed that Zhang Suxin didn't want to say more, so Lu Anzhi had no choice but to suppress his curiosity and didn't ask any more questions.

In short, Zhang Suxin is now discouraged from the entertainment industry and only wants to be a creator behind the scenes.

He is also an independent creator.

Lu Anzhi changed the subject and said, "What kind of song did you accept? Is it so difficult?"

Zhang Suxin said: "A friend of mine in the music industry helped me with the job of writing an ending song for a new TV series starring Zhou Bo, and Zhou Bo will sing it. If I can't write it again, this job will have to be given to someone else."

Lu Anzhi asked: "What kind of TV?"

Zhang Suxin said: ""I Don't Want You to Leave," an urban emotional drama. This film has been promoted on TV, but you have been traveling, so you probably haven't seen it.

"They wanted to include two ending themes. The one they gave me should be placed in the second half. According to the plot, it is best to have a tragic farewell theme."

Lu Anzhi nodded, not knowing what to say, so he could only say: "Then come on."

"Dong dong dong."

Someone knocked on the door, interrupting the conversation between Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin.

Zhang Suxin didn't care about frowning and worried, and went over to open the door.

Lu Anzhi saw a middle-aged woman who looked very kind come in. He was a little panicked for a moment, fearing that Xiao Xianxian would call out his grandmother.

What a pity, what happened in the past two days has had too much impact on him.

It was enough to recognize his daughter, but he was not yet ready to meet his daughter's grandmother.

Moreover, regarding my relationship with Zhang Suxin, I really don’t know how to deal with the elders.

Fortunately, Xianxian called out: "Aunt Gu!" which made Lu Anzhi relax.

Zhang Suxin introduced: "This is Aunt Gu, who was the confinement nanny I hired when I was pregnant.

"Aunt Gu is very skilled. She has always taken care of Xianxian when she was a child. So after I was born, I also hired Aunt Gu.

"But she doesn't work full time now. She comes over every day to help me take care of Xianxian and cook."

Lu An said: "Hello Aunt Gu." For Zhang Suxin to say that, this Aunt Gu must be very good. Moreover, Zhang Suxin's identity was not revealed, and her professionalism was also very high.

Aunt Gu smiled and nodded to Lu An and said, "Hello."

Zhang Suxin said: "This is Lu Anzhi, Xianxian's father. He has been abroad before."

There is no water in this statement, but it conceals some information.

Aunt Gu was slightly surprised.

Xianxian rushed over and grabbed Lu Anzhi's legs to show off: "This is dad! Xianxian's dad!"

Aunt Gu touched Xianxian's head and said, "Auntie knows. Xianxian's father is back. Xianxian plays with her father while Auntie goes to cook."

Afterwards, he exchanged greetings with Lu Anzhi and went to the kitchen to make lunch.

Zhang Suxin asked Lu Anzhi to stay for dinner. When Lu Anzhi agreed, she went to the kitchen to help Aunt Gu.

Lu Anzhi plays with Xianxian.

Lunch is a regular meal. Nothing special happened because of Lu Anzhi's arrival.

After eating, Aunt Gu packed up the dishes and left. Xianxian went to take a nap in a daze.

While looking at Xianxian, Zhang Suxin took a pen and paper to write and draw, brewing new songs in her own way.

Lu Anzhi took out his laptop and continued working on the manuscript.

Only the ending was left, and he had reached the point where he had finished beating Herzog and was flying in the sky, and he only needed to transcribe the words in his memory. The ending was very fast.

After typing on the keyboard for an hour, the ending was completely finished.

When I went to the bedroom, I saw that Xianxian was still sleeping, and Zhang Suxin pressed the end of her pen to her red lips with a frown on her face.

Lu Anzhi said: "Don't you have any ideas yet?"

Zhang Suxin sighed and said, "Yeah. I can't find the feeling."

She suddenly paused, thought of something, and asked Lu An, "You can also compose music, and you are proficient in writing tragedies. Do you have any ideas or suggestions for this type of song?"