The day I shared a flat with my female boss

"The table, of course! Was it the woodpecker who pecked it? " Xi'er looked at me with her bare right eye.

Because she can only see things with her right eye, her perspective of seeing people is a bit unique! To be exact, it's a little funny. It's a little funny! It makes people feel strange and uncomfortable. What's more, she seems to speak coldly today, with no expression.

I looked at her closely and said, "what's the problem?"

"Retinal rupture!" Xi'er said, the tone is still not emotional.

I couldn't help but "ah", thinking how could it be like this?

"Don't you believe it?" Xi'er looked at me and said, "if you don't believe me, ask the doctor! The fundus examination at 10 a.m.! "

I looked at her closely and said, "what should I do then?"

"What to do?" Xi'er looked at me and said, "what should I do? If you take medicine, take medicine. If you have an operation, you have an operation! "

I was startled. I sat down beside her and couldn't help reaching out for her hand. I looked at her and said, "how can this happen Why do you still need an operation? "

"Why are you such an idiot?" Xi'er glanced at me and said, "how can retinal rupture not be repaired? The doctor said, if the conservative treatment of medicine is invalid, in order not to delay the disease, we have to operate immediately, otherwise it may lead to blindness in the left eye! "

I can't help but "ah" a, tightly grasp Xi Er's hand, tightly look at her way: "so serious?"

"What do you think?" Xi'er stares at me and says.

I looked at her closely, stunned!

"Well Is the operation that does an eye very dangerous I watched Xi'er carefully.

"Please! Did you forget to bring your brain when you went out today? " Xi'er frowned at me and said, "what operation is not dangerous? Especially the eye surgery, it is quite delicate! If the doctor makes a mistake, he may be disabled for life! Do you understand? "

I'm a little silly, staring at her!

"It's so serious! Are you still in the mood to read magazines

I didn't say that. I doubt the truth of Xi'er's words. If the problem really becomes so serious, will Xi'er be so calm?

I decided to go to the doctor to find out!

I pinched my nose, looked at Xi'er and said, "you have a good rest first. I'll go to the doctor to find out about your illness!"

"Make it clear you don't believe me!" Xi'er withdrew and said, "believe it or not! That's true

Then she ignored me and looked down at the fashion magazine in front of her. She quickly peeled a strawberry flavored lollipop and put it into her mouth. She also sucked loudly!

I rushed to the doctor's office and found the middle-aged male doctor in charge of Xi'er's illness!

He told me calmly and definitely that Xi'er's cornea was ruptured because of blunt impact on the eyebrow frame, which led to the rupture of cornea. During the fundus examination, he found that there was bleeding in the fundus. This is the reason why the patient's left eyeball was congested and his vision was blurred when he went to the doctor!

The doctor also told me that the hemostatic agent has been given to stop bleeding, and the medicine is conservative. We continue to observe the changes of the patient's condition. If the drug treatment can not control the disease, we must immediately wake up the corneal repair!

The doctor also solemnly told me the most serious consequence of corneal rupture, the most serious consequence is blindness. A little lighter means that eyesight is declining, and a little lighter means blurred vision.

Finally, the doctor told me that the psychological quality of the patients was very good, and their mental state was quite good. Generally speaking, when the patients heard that they might be blind, their first reaction was despair! Then came the crazy cry and cry, and then slowly accept the reality, gradually rationally recognize the reality, and gradually cooperate with the medical work of medical staff.

"In fact," the doctor said, looking at me, "this is the general psychological pattern of a person who is seriously ill. There is a process of stress, the first is psychological denial, that is to say, I can't believe that I'm seriously ill, and then denial can't deny the cruel reality. In the fierce confrontation between ideal life and reality, emotions will go to extremes! At this time, the patient's family members must not be careless, otherwise the patient may commit suicide, self mutilation and other extreme out of control behavior! When the patient goes through this period of emotional out of control, he will finally have to accept the cold reality! "

When the doctor introduced the situation to me, I always sat opposite him.

I can't believe that's the truth! How about Xi'er?

"Doctor Is it really that serious? " I watched the doctor closely, my throat wriggling up and down nervously.

The doctor looked at me and said nothing more, but nodded.

It seems to be true! How could coco do this? And

"Doctor..." I watched the doctor closely, and the Adam's apple wriggled up and down nervously again. "But Lin Xi'er's performance is not like that!"

The doctor raised his hand, scratched his forehead, looked at me and said, "I said that this patient's psychological quality is excellent!"

"No!" I quickly interrupted the doctor's words, looked at him and said, "I know her, I know her character too well! If her left eye was in danger of blindness, she would never be like this! She's going to go crazyThe doctor gave a "Er", looked up at me and said, "there is another situation..."

"What's the situation?" I stared at him.

The doctor looked at me and said, "that is, before a person goes mad, her words and deeds will appear strange. In other words, before a person goes mad, her words and deeds are not in line with common sense, whether she should be happy or not, whether she should despair or not, whether she should be angry or not. In a word, the expression in words and deeds is not in line with human nature! "

I stared at the doctor with wide eyes and couldn't help saying, "doctor, you mean..."

"Your girlfriend's current situation is very consistent with what I just said before she was crazy!" The doctor looked at me and scratched his forehead.

I stared at the doctor and said in a hurry, "what should I do then?"

"There's no other way," the doctor said, shaking his head and looking at me, "to pay more attention to her girlfriend's behavior, it's better to have someone to accompany her 24 hours a day, in case she gets out of control and leads to extreme behavior!"

My eyes were wide open and I couldn't speak when I looked at the doctor

The doctor looked at me and said, "don't you think her expression and voice are not emotional?"

"Yes! Yes! Yes I looked at him and nodded.

The doctor looked at me and said, "then you have to take care of her. That's all I can say. "

Leaving the doctor's office, I have the illusion that my head is heavy and my feet are light. It seems that the distance from the doctor's office to the ward is far away!

For me, this fact is too cold, too sudden!

Why do I come to whatever I worry about? I don't want Xi'er to be hurt. God wants to make trouble for her. I don't want Xi'er's eyes to be in trouble. God wants her cornea to break!

Oh, my God! You have to fight me, don't you?

Back to the door of the ward, I hesitated, I don't know whether to go in or out, I must go in, but my heart was very heavy, so it was a drag on my pace!

I step into the ward, dare not see Xi'er, more dare not with her naked right eye is very strange!

I walked slowly to the front of the sickbed and sat down on the chair before the sickbed.

I slowly looked up at her. She looked at the fashion chores in front of her as if there were no one else. She put the lollipop in her mouth and made a "Ho Ho" sound!

I brewed for a while, looking at her and whispered: "Xi'er..."

Xi'er didn't look up, her eyes still fell on the magazine, and didn't look at me, just a light "um".

I looked at her carefully and said, "I I just went to the doctor's office and talked to the doctor... "

Xi'er whispered again, her eyes still looking at the miscellaneous things in front of her, as if her attention was all on the magazine. She only listened to my words, less than one tenth of them.

I looked at her more carefully and said, "I'm sorry Xi'er... "

I don't know why I should say sorry to her, but Xi'er had this kind of accident, I really have a deep sense of guilt in my heart!

Xi'er looks up at me with her right eye

She stared at me with her right eye for two seconds, then raised her hand and took the lollipop out of her mouth

"Go! Throw it away Xi'er looked at me and said, hand me the little stick.

Then she looked down at the magazine.

Although the trash basket was on the shop floor, and she could throw the stick into the trash basket as soon as she reached out, I knew that she was deliberately instigating me, but I quickly took the stick from her hand and threw it into the trash basket.

"Xi'er..." I looked up at her again and said carefully, "don't worry too much Corneal rupture is not a big deal. With the development of medicine, doctors are fully capable of it. "

"Gu Yang! When you come to the hospital in the evening, buy me a bunch of lollipops! " Xi'er suddenly looked up at me and said that her tone and expression were still not emotional.

"At night?" I look at Xi son tiny a Leng way.

"Why?" Xi'er looked up at me and said, "don't you like it?"

I quickly waved my hand and said with a smile, "how can it be? Yes, I do... "

"I want to drink water now..." Xi'er said to me casually, her eyes fell on the magazine in front of her again.

I said: "I'll pour it for you..."

"I want to drink Watson's soda!" Xi son says casually, eyelash did not quiver for a while.

I looked at her and said, "I'll buy it for you on the street."

When it comes to this, the doctor said that she might have to take care of her for another 24 hours!

"Go Xi'er raised her head and frowned at me and said, "do you want to die of thirst?"

I looked at her and said with a forced smile, "this I have to ask the doctor if you can drink soda now... "