The day I shared a flat with my female boss

Lin Xi'er looked at his father and said firmly: "love is a feeling! When you have him by your side, you will feel satisfied, happy, happy and fearless. Even if there is a sea of fire ahead, you will run forward without fear! "

Lin Xiaotian's fingers shaking slightly.

He stared at his daughter and said, "doesn't aze love you very much?"

Xi'er said, "but he can't give me love! Love and love are two completely different concepts

Lin Xiaotian's eyes bit by bit chilly up, she stared at her daughter, said: "then you tell me, who can give you love?"

Lin Xi'er paused for two seconds, then looked at his father and said, "Gu Yang!"

"Gu Yang?" Lin Xiaotian threw the newspaper out of his hand and said, "you fell in love with that boy? What a mess

Xi'er said, "yes! Dad! I don't want to hide any more! "

Lin Xiaotian stares at his daughter and says in a loud voice, "when did it start?"

"Eight years ago!" Said Xi'er.

When she said Gu Yang's name, she felt relaxed, but her heart seemed more firm!

Lin Xiaotian was very surprised, staring at his daughter and said, "eight years ago?"

Lin Xi'er nodded and said, "yes! Dad! When Gu Yang rescued me from the gangster eight years ago, I couldn't forget him! Eight years later, we met again in Binhai city. It's the destiny of heaven and earth... "

"Ridiculous Lin Xiaotian smashed his fist on the armrest of the sofa, glared at his daughter and said angrily, "you and Er Ya are crazy, aren't you? "Ah?"

Lin Xi'er said, "I'm not crazy!"

"Your sister used to fall in love with that little-known smelly boy! Now they are so easy to separate, but you fall in love with that boy again! My daughter Lin Xiaotian is so frustrated! " Lin Xiaotian glared at his daughter and said in a loud voice.

Lin Xi'er said, "Dad! Your blood pressure is high, don't be angry! Gu Yang is not a little-known smelly boy, he just did not meet a good opportunity! If it wasn't for him, I'm afraid the "Gold Coast incident" has not been solved so far! "

Lin Xiaotian stares at his daughter and breathes out a sigh. His eyes suddenly turn cold!

He said: "Da Ya! You can't marry that boy! "

Xi'er said, "I won't marry Azar! I will not marry anyone

"Presumptuous!" Lin Xiaotian slapped on the armrest of the sofa again and glared at his daughter angrily, "what's wrong with aze? Azar is your ideal bridegroom! What does that kid compare to Azer? Ah? You have to hold the engagement ceremony with Azer as soon as possible! Now many powerful and powerful daughters are courting aze! Missed opportunity! You'll regret it, don't you know! "

"I won't regret it!" Lin Xi'er looked at his father and said, "Dad! You can't decide my life

Lin Xiaotian said: "I'm thinking about your lifelong happiness!"

"I'm not happy, only I know!" Lin Xi'er said.

Lin Xiaotian said: "you are too young, you do not regret now, does not mean you will not regret in the future!"

"I will not regret it in the future! As long as I can be with Gu Yang, even if we don't have anything, I have no regrets! " Lin Xi'er said.

Lin Xiaotian yelled at his daughter: "Da Ya! You are crazy

Lin Xi'er said, "I'm not crazy! Crazy people must be those who go against their own heart! Take care of yourself and love me

"No way!" Lin Xiaotian stares at his daughter and says, "you can't be with that boy any more! I won't agree! "

Lin Xi'er looked at his father and said, "Dad! Do you want to drive Gu Yang away from me again? Don't you want Gu Yang to work in Pengcheng real estate? Dad

"Now I've changed my mind!" Lin Xiaotian said angrily.

Lin Xi'er said, "Dad! You can't do that! This time Gu Yang saved the "Gold Coast" and was kind to Pengcheng real estate! You can't drive him away! "

Lin Xiaotian roared: "do you think Pengcheng real estate will not turn without him? You have to find out, Daya! I'm giving that kid a chance to show his talent! Instead of relying on that guy to save Pengcheng real estate! Pengcheng real estate is full of talents! I'll rely on the guy named gu! "

Lin Xi'er said: "Dad! If you want to drive Gu Yang away, I'll go with him, too! "

"Where did you go with him?" Lin Xiaotian stares at his daughter, so angry that his face is crimson!

Lin Xi'er said, "I'll go wherever Gu Yang goes. I'm willing to go to the ends of the earth with him."

"Da Ya! You are crazy Lin Xiaotian yelled at his daughter, and the corners of his mouth kept twitching!

Lin Xi'er met her father's sharp eyes and said decidedly, "yes! Dad! Maybe I'm really crazy! I can't live without Gu Yang any more

Lin Xiaotian suddenly jumped up from the sofa and his face and lips began to turn purple: "you You don't even want your father for that son of a bitch? For the sake of that smelly boy, you don't even want this family, you don't even want Pengcheng real estate? "Then he stretched out his hand and pressed his chest tightly. He staggered and sat down on the sofa again!

Lin Xi'er woke up, got up and ran to help his father, and said, "Dad! What's the matter with you? Is the heart sick again? "

Lin Xiaotian opens his mouth, but the pain makes him speechless

The left side chest spreads to stab like pain, this kind of pain has one kind of suffocation feeling, he felt that the breath was not smooth!

"Auntie Wang! Aunt Wang Lin Xi'er turned to shout outside the living room.

After hearing the voice of an elderly woman in the corridor outside the door, Lin Xi'er looked at him closely and said, "Dad! Don't be angry! I'll get you the medicine! "

Lin Xier finds the medicine bottle containing "nitroglycerin tablets" in the medicine cabinet and puts the tablets under her father's tongue with

Lin Xiaotian was lying on the sofa, his eyes closed in pain all the time!

Lin Xi'er caresses her father's chest and anxiously waits for the arrival of the family doctor!

She has told Aunt Wang to call her family doctor

After the family doctor came, he made an electrocardiogram for Lin Xiaotian and explained to Lin Xiaotian and Lin Xier that it was just an acute attack of angina pectoris. Now there is no big problem. However, we should avoid the patient's excessive emotion!

After seeing off the family doctor, Lin Xi'er and Aunt Wang help Lin Xiaotian to the bedroom upstairs and serve Lin Xiaotian to lie down on the bed. During this period, Lin Xiaotian never says a word, his mouth is tight and his eyes are closed!

Lin Xi'er and Aunt Wang talked to him, but he didn't answer.

Turn off the light in father's bedroom, Lin Xi'er and Aunt Wang leave Lin Xiaotian's bedroom.

After returning to his bedroom, Lin Xi'er looked at the clock. It was almost one o'clock in the morning.

She's walking around the bedroom, upset!

My father's heart history has been around for some years. The family doctor said that her father's full name is "hypertensive heart disease", which is called because his heart disease is caused by high blood pressure.

The place father hated most in his life was the hospital, and the person he hated most was the doctor. He always believed that his body was made of steel plate! And he thinks the doctor is the most high sounding liar! If you are not sick, you will be scared out of your illness by the alarmist words of the doctors!

If my father hadn't felt a stabbing pain in his chest in the past two years, he would not have agreed to call a family doctor. But he still refused the doctor's advice of taking medicine to control blood pressure for a long time. He thought that he should take medicine all the year round, and the side effects of drugs should be prior to the disease itself, which killed people!

Only in the chest pain really can't stand, the father will take a "nitroglycerin tablets" under the tongue to help!

In this regard, the family doctor and Lin Xi'er expressed great anxiety, but their father's extreme lack of cooperation often left them at a loss.

After taking a shower from the bathroom, Lin Xi'er, wearing a lavender Nightgown, leans on the head of the bed.

But she was still in a state of confusion and sleeplessness.

She picked up a hardcover collection of poems by her pillow, which belonged to Keats.

She has always loved Keats' poems. Since she knew that Gu Yang also loved Keats' poems, she has read almost all Keats' poems and read them repeatedly!

Keats's lyric poems are very beautiful, with a strong sense of three-dimensional and color. While experiencing the sincere and romantic feelings, they can also drive the readers to enjoy the rich feelings.

She turned to Keats' long poem the night of St. Agnes.

The poem was written in late January 1819 when Keats met her beloved girlfriend Fanny. Braun, this poem adopts the plot similar to the story of Romeo and Juliet, and expresses his mourning for the death of his younger brother Tom and his worries about the relationship between him and Fanny.

Some people say that Keats's poems are full of style, flowing with sugar and honey. If Yeats creates a light and melancholy maiden like a fairy, Keats creates a plump and affectionate lady.

Lin Xi'er recites it in a low voice, trying to calm her mind

At the end of the poem, Madeleine and bofilo rush into the confused wind and snow, which represents a kind of unremitting pursuit of beauty and ideal. However, the poet did not account for their future fate. To be exact, his experience could not account for it.

So this hymn of love and beauty is hanging in the air, giving people unlimited imagination. The poet seems to tell us that no matter what the outcome, we should have the courage to pursue the persistent pursuit of beautiful things, which is a kind of beauty in itself. And the prayer in the poem, though pursuing, is a kind of nihilistic pursuit, which has no way out. Finally, he died in front of the statue of the virgin

Covering the page, Lin Xi'er's heart is inspired by Madeleine and bofilo's persistent pursuit of love. Although the poem does not account for their final ending, she can deeply feel their two extremely firm hearts!

She turned her eyes to the French window and whispered the sentence: "no matter what the outcome, we should have the courage to pursue the persistent pursuit of beautiful things, which is a kind of beauty in itself!"

From the gap of the French window curtain, she accidentally saw something fluttering down.With a jump of heart, she put down her poetry collection, slid out of bed, ran to the French window, stretched out her hand and opened the window curtain

The snowflakes all over the sky make her heart jump again. Her heart can't help shaking!

It's snowing! She has been waiting for the first snow this winter, she always remember that agreement!