The day I shared a flat with my female boss

Xi'er and I checked in in the hall, walked into the elevator and came to the third floor of the Hunting Club. Last time we talked with Liu Zhiyuan, vice chairman of yiliyuan, we were also on the third floor.

When I got to the corridor on the third floor, Xi'er stopped and looked at me with a smile.

I looked back at her and said with a smile, "what's the matter? It's the night

"Nothing." Xi'er said with a smile.

This is how we arranged our hunting trip.

We will go hunting in the mountains tomorrow morning, go down the mountains at 4 pm tomorrow, and then drive back to Binhai city. That is to say, we will only stay in Heilongshan hunting ground for one day this time, and start back to Binhai city at 4 pm. It should be 9 pm when we return to Binhai city.

But tonight, we can only stay in the Hunting Club.

Xi'er and I are next to each other. We go back to our rooms, put down our bags, take a shower, and then go to the restaurant on the second floor for dinner.

The scenery of Heilong mountain in autumn is different from the scenery we see in summer. The flowers, plants and trees all have autumn flavor. Moreover, there are a lot of rich people and the second generation of rich people hunting in Heilong mountain this season. The best season for hunting pheasants is undoubtedly autumn and winter.

It is said that at this time, the pheasant had few hiding places and had to look for food in the open space with wide vision. Sometimes it could be seen from a long distance. Generally, pheasants begin to appear before the sun comes out.

So autumn is the best season for hunting and Pheasant Hunting.

Xi'er and I sat across the table, enjoying a table of game!

But it's a delicious food that is hard to taste! With the special rice wine, it's so cool!

"Yang Yang, remember the last time we came here?" Xi'er picked up her napkin and gently wiped the corners of her mouth.

I looked up at her and said with a smile, "I remember that I had my first meal here last time in Heilong mountain, with Liu Zhiyuan and them..."

Xi'er nodded, looked at me and said with a smile, "the last time I came here, I had my last meal here. When I went back to my room to have a rest, we went to Liu Zhiyuan's room to discuss the big business with my father's rare hunting gun."

I nodded and said, "yes. But the ending was very gratifying. At that time, I really couldn't guess what Chairman Liu thought in his heart! "

"It's not all your credit! Later, I always wondered if we could get the Simei advertisement if we didn't ask you to go hunting with Liu Zhiyuan last time Xi'er looked at me and said, playing with his wine glass.

I joked: "it's not all because of Mr. Lin's foresight! Ha ha ha

Xi'er looked at me angrily and said with a smile, "I'm less poor. I know that Simei can get the super large order of yiliyuan, at least half of your credit

I touched the next nose, said with a smile: "you don't praise me, praise again, careful I fly to the sky."

"Ha! It turns out that Yang Yang can't stand boasting so much! " Xi'er looks at me with a playful face.

After the shower, she had put on a white silk nightgown.

In the face of such a beautiful woman, if I say I am not moved at all, it must be that I am too hypocritical. What's more, there is a kind of feeling between Xi'er and me.

I avoided Xi'er's soft eyes, turned to look out of the window, the moon has not come out, the mountains in the distance appear shadowy in the black.

"Alas! The mountain is good! Every time I come to the mountain, especially at night, my impetuous heart can be calmed down in an instant. " I sighed.

"Let's enjoy the quiet night." Xi'er looked at me and said with a smile.

I turned to look at her and said with a smile, "how many quiet moments do you have in your life? It seems that we are busy every day. Even if we are not busy, our hearts are also impetuous and filled with various desires. And only when people's hearts are quiet, can we see our hearts clearly. "

"Yang Yang, do you see your heart now?" Xi'er looked at me with a smile and said.

I shook my head and said with a bitter smile: "I have never been so confused as I am now. I am doubting myself and the things I have been striving for, such as career, love and so on. Suddenly I find that everything is far away from what I imagined! Of course, maybe there is something wrong with my concept, my outlook on life, my outlook on love, my outlook on the world, I suddenly find that I am more confused than ever before... "

"The furthest distance in the world.

It's not about loving each other.

But not together.

It's knowing that true love is invincible.

But pretending not to care... "

"Yangyang," Xi'er quietly interrupted me. She fixed her eyes on me, and her eyes were full of regret. "You can't blame yourself for all your mistakes. Maybe you're not wrong yourself. It's someone else who's wrong."

I shook my head and felt very painful. I lit a cigarette and took two puffs. I whispered: "I don't know I don't understand... "

Seeing that I'm so helpless at the moment, Xi'er reaches out and gently holds my hand on the table and caresses it"Yangyang, someone said that when you don't understand," she looked at me and said, "don't force yourself to think. There are many troubles in the world. Time will give the most objective answer, just sooner or later."

I stroked my forehead, shook my head and said sadly, "maybe it's just like the duckling. It's my inner expectation that is too high and out of tune with reality, so I'm always disappointed. The deeper the love, the deeper the pain..."

"Yang Yang," Xi'er looked at me, "don't let yourself suffer so much, OK? I know there are a lot of things you don't understand right now, which is normal. If we understand all the truth in the world, we will have no desire, right? Believe me, Yang Yang, there are many things time will give the most correct answer. And we just have to work hard. "

Xi'er's soft little hand gently stroked the back of my hand

I sighed and lowered my head to smoke.

"Yang Yang, don't do that, OK? Don't torture yourself like a fool, will you Xi'er looked at me and said, "you just said that you want to enjoy this rare peaceful night with me. I'll drink with you! Drink as much as you like

I looked up at her, shook my head and said, "you'll be drunk."

Xi'er looked into my eyes and said, "I'd like to accompany you to get drunk..."

I looked at her and said, "qingshuilian? According to my understanding, qingshuilian is the symbol of purity and nobility of nature... "

Xi'er looked at me and said with a smile, "you've only guessed half right. I got this online name from a novel. The name of that novel is" clear water lotus blossoms, and the floating world forgets each other ". In fact, you can understand it as helping each other. It's better to forget each other in the Jianghu..."

It's better to forget each other than to help each other. Isn't that the explanation of her personal signature?

"If I could go back to the past, I would choose not to know you. It's not that I regret it, it's that I can't face the present ending "

I said with a smile," Xi'er, how do you understand the sentence "it's better to forget each other in the world than to help each other?"

Xi'er raised her hand and gently gathered her black hair. She looked at me and said, "in the most suitable place for her, live a happy life, forget each other and the life of helping each other."

I didn't immediately express my opinion. Xi'er's explanation is obviously the same as that of the female netizen "forgetful grass".

However, I have to say that they all misread Chuang Tzu and misinterpret his original writing intention.

As I smoked, I listened to Xi'er's explanation carefully. When she was almost finished, I looked up at her and said with a smile, "the fish that can forget is probably the happiest. And what if there's a fish you can't forget? What about that? "

Probably did not expect me to ask, Xi'er looked at me, speechless, a little embarrassed.

I looked at her and said, "besides, fish is different from people. People are high-grade animals with rich emotions. Both fish return to the sea. They can forget each other and live freely in the sea. But people are not the same, people's memory is far more than only eight seconds of memory fish. Therefore, people can never be fish, and they will soon forget the people who helped each other. "

Xi'er bowed his head, raised his hand, and gently gathered his cloud like hair.

I lit another cigarette, looked at Xi'er and said with a smile, "Xi'er, please forgive me for not accepting your explanation of Chuang Tzu's words!"

Xi'er looked up at me and said softly, "why..."