The day I shared a flat with my female boss

"No!" I called to the doctor, "Xi'er won't die! Xi'er won't die

The doctor patted me on the shoulder and said, "please calm down! Look He stretched out his hand and pointed to the ECG monitor beside the stretcher, explaining to me: "the current ambulatory ECG of the injured has shown obvious atrial fibrillation. If this kind of atrial fibrillation is not corrected in time, it is easy to induce ventricular fibrillation, which is the fundamental cause of death of the patient!"

I held the doctor's hand tightly and said in a trembling voice, "doctor! I beg you! I beg you Be sure to save her Do help her! She won't die How could she die? How can Xi'er die... "

The doctor pressed my shoulder hard and whispered, "we'll try our best!"

Then he turned his face to look at the indicators on the ECG monitor, turned to a nurse next to him, and said coldly: "the injured person has shown signs of heart failure, and atrial fibrillation must be corrected quickly! Glucose plus cedilanide mg, intravenous slow bolus! Strive to control the heart rate at about 140 times between arriving at the hospital! "

Or will Xi'er die?

A nurse answered and began to dispense the medicine quickly!

Another nurse said to me, "sir! Please speak to the injured person, so as to prevent her from falling into a deeper coma! "

Looking at the top of the liquid quickly dripping down, looking at the medical staff next to busy rescue, looking at Xi'er that bloodless cheek!

The grief in my chest is surging up, one wave higher than the other!

How could that be? How could that be? How could that be?

All of a sudden! All of a sudden, I was almost stunned! Is the person lying motionless on the stretcher the bright, lively and lovely Xi'er?

No! I can't accept this reality! It's as cold as those medical devices!

The doctor told the nurse who was giving cedilanide intravenously: "slow down! Not too fast! Otherwise, it will easily lead to cardiac arrest! "

I lay on the stretcher, holding Xi'er's cold hand tightly in both hands, and choked: "Xi'er It's not true Will you stop playing games with me? Don't scare me, will you? Xi'er, it's not true, is it? Xi'er, you said... "

I suddenly realized something. I took out my cell phone and dialed Xi'er

"What's the matter? Yang Yang. " Xi'er asked softly at the end of the mobile phone.

I raised my hand to pull my hair and said in a choked voice: "Xi'er, Xi'er, something happened to her..."

The other end of the mobile phone fell into silence immediately, only the sound of Xi'er's shortness of breath came

I continued: "there was an accident I'm in a coma... "

Speaking of this, I can't say any more. The tide of grief in my chest is sweeping through me!

"Now Where is it? " Xi'er asked at the other end of the mobile phone, his voice trembling with eagerness.

I said, "you come to the emergency department of the Central Hospital..."

"Well I'm coming right now... " Xi'er is at the end of the cell phone, and then the call is interrupted.

I hide my face with both hands, and I can't help myself!

I clenched my fist and bit it with my teeth. I know it's useless for me to regret now. I have to calm down! I have to be calm!

The nurse reported to the doctor: "cedilanide intravenous injection is over! The heart rate starts to drop! "

The doctor looked coldly at the ECG monitor screen, nodded and said: "atrial fibrillation has been reversed, the frequency of atrial fibrillation has decreased, continue to detect the vital signs of the injured!"

The two nurses nodded!

"Xi'er Wake up! Open your eyes and look at me! I know I know you don't have the heart to worry me, do you I know you don't want to see me cry, do you? Just wake up! Wake up! Will you have a word with me? Just say... "

I lay on the stretcher and looked down at Xi'er's pale cheek. My hands held her cold little hand tightly!

120 ambulances are flying on the road

This is a suburb, far from the city!

I put out a hand to caress Xi'er's cheek, her cheek is also cold!

"Xi'er We're going to the hospital soon! It's coming! You must hold on You must hold on for me! It's coming soon... " I choked.

"Xi'er You must hold on for me! We've come so far, we've stuck to it all the way! Now Now we are on the way to get your father's approval, we have made a good start, these are your credit! These are your efforts to pay ah! You Are you willing to give up? Are you going to give up on me? Are you going to give up all the hard work we got? Xi'er... " I choked.

I raised my hand and casually touched my eyes, and continued to choke: "it's all my fault! It's all my fault Just now, I made you sad It's all my fault. I'm an asshole! I'm a big asshole Xi'er, wake up! Wake up! I promise you, I will never bother you! Never! I'm very happy with you, really happy I promise you, I promise you, not yet... "A big drop of my tears rolled down from my eyes and fell on Xi'er's eyelids. Her eyelids moved a little!

I cried more loudly: "Xi'er Xi'er! You wake up! Xi'er! Open your eyes and look at me I'm Yang Yang! I am your Yang Yang! Xi'er! I'm Yang Yang! Do you hear my call... "

Xi'er's eyelids trembled slightly again. She really opened her eyes!

"Did you see that? Doctor Did you see that? Nurse Xi'er is awake! Xi'er She's awake... "

The medical staff turned to look at me with no obvious expression on their faces.

A nurse reported the test data to the doctor and said, "blood pressure is 10060, heart rate is 130, and oxygen saturation has also increased..."

The doctor's expression is still very cold, he nodded, said to the nurse: "continue to monitor the signs of life of the injured! Slow down the intravenous drip speed

Xi'er's eyelids were opened, but it seemed that her eyelids were too heavy. Her hands moved in my palm, and her bloodless lips also moved

I bent over and watched her, my nose so sour that I could see her!

"Xi'er! it's me! It's me I am your Yang Yang! Don't scare me, will you? Don't scare me... "

Xi'er's lips slightly affected for a while, it seems to want to play a smile on me, but that smile only shows a little sign, there is no strength to complete the action of that smile!

Her hand took my hand gently

"Husband, you cry what is wrong with me? Am I ill? " She looked at me and said.

I raised my hand and quickly wiped my eyes, choking: "fool fool! You got hit by a car! You were hit by that damn car... "

Xi'er's eyes turned slightly, as if a little conscious. She struggled to open her eyelids, looked at me and said: "husband You Are you ok... "

I choked: "fool Fool Why save me Why take your life to save me! I'm not worth it! I don't want you to do that! I don't want to... "

Xi'er said angrily: "husband Will I die... "

At this moment, I heard my heart crack! Like broken glass! yes! My heart is broken!

I wanted to hold Xi'er and cry, but I bit my fist and restrained myself!

I gazed at her pale face and said with certainty, "no! No fool! What do you think What are you talking about! What do you think all day long... "

"Honey When I was asleep just now, how could I see the angel I see a lot of angels flying around me I myself, sitting on the white clouds, have a breeze in my ear... "

I burst into tears, bit my fist hard, leaned over to gaze into her eyes and choked, "you won't die! You won't! I won't let you die The doctor has said that if you are only slightly injured, you can go to the hospital for treatment... "

"Honey Don't cry I don't want to see you cry I will be sad... " Xi'er said difficultly that her eyelids were about to droop, but she forced them to open slightly.

I raised my hand to wipe my eyes, looked down at her, sobbed and laughed: "I didn't cry Look! I'm laughing, I'm laughing... "

"Honey Can you call me wife I'm afraid I'll never hear it again... " Xi'er forced to open her eyes and look at me. The corners of her lips pulled slightly, but she still didn't have the strength to finish the smile.

My whole body is shaking, just to suppress the huge grief in my chest, just to suppress the crying out!

With a strong smile, I looked down at Xi'er and said, "wife Wife, I love you I love you I love you I love you My wife... "

I couldn't help it any more. Tears overflowed from my eyes like the flood of levee breaking. I cried sadly, and my tears and nose flowed down together!

I bow my head and kiss Xi'er's cold little hand. I kiss her affectionately, once and for all!

I gently put my face on Xi'er's chest, suppressing the sadness in her chest. Only my shoulders could not help shaking violently

Xi'er's hand trembled and lifted up, fell on my head, gently stroked my hair

Her weak voice gently sounded in my ear: "husband Don't cry, don't feel sorry for me I'm not afraid of death. I'm only afraid that I will never see you again If I die, you must remember me, I will always live in your heart, I I'm satisfied... "

I looked up at her, put my index finger over her lips, and choked, "don't be silly Don't be silly Don't be silly... "

"Honey Promise me, don't say I did it to save you Don't tell my dad, don't say If you don't promise me, I won't forgive you... "