The day I shared a flat with my female boss

The reason why I decided to send Xier lavender is based on this legend. I hope that after receiving my lavender, Xi'er will know how much I love her, and she will understand my heart. Then she will leave Ouyang Ze and throw herself into my arms.

However, I didn't expect that the love between Xi'er and me developed so rapidly that I was caught off guard! At least for the moment, I can't fail Xi'er any more. Xi'er is right. We can't be sorry for Xi'er! But how can we live up to our hearts?

Xier knows lavender and the legend of lavender no less than me. On the way from the elevator to the underground parking lot, she told me a story about Lavender.

It is said that a long time ago, an angel fell in love with a mortal woman named Xunyi. For her left the first drop of tears, wings fall off for her, although the angels have to endure pain every day, but they are still very happy. But the happiness is very short, the angel was caught back in heaven, deleted the happy time between him and lavender, he left a tear before he was demoted to earth, and the tear turned into a butterfly to accompany his favorite girl. And lavender is still waiting for him to come back, accompanied by her only butterfly. Day and night in the angel left the garden waiting, finally, into a grass. There are lavender flowers every year. They fly all over the world, looking for the angel who was demoted to earth.

People call that plant "Lavender".

How sad the story is!

When he got to the car, Xi'er stopped walking, looked back at me and said with tears in his eyes: "although Although the happiness between us is very short It's short, but we are luckier than the angel in the story Because of the memory of our love Not deleted, these happy memories Will accompany me every day, accompany me all my life

I choked, "I understand. I understand... "

Xi'er looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, "Gu Yang Don't say goodbye to me. Tell me to see you next time, OK

I said, "I'll never say goodbye! Never say... "

We hugged each other tightly. Xi'er whispered in my ear, "take care I'll see you next time... "

"Take care! I'll see you next time... " I choked in my ear.

Xi'er gently pushed me away, suddenly turned around and ran away with tears.

She opened the door and lowered her head to get in.

The white BMW slowly poured out of the parking space, turned its head and sped to the entrance of the underground parking lot.

I stand in the same place like wood, staring at the BMW driving away, driving away, my heart is falling, falling, falling all the time!

When the car disappeared in my sight, my heart also fell into the deepest valley!

I deeply know that when we meet next time, we will never hug again, never kiss again, never call each other a nickname, never look at each other with love!

Because from today on, we are no longer lovers, we are the closest friends, but in essence, we are just friends!

I couldn't control my emotions. I fell on a nearby car and cried. I suppressed the cry, only my shoulders stirred violently

I cried in my heart: "take care Xier Please take care of yourself... "

When I raised my hand to touch my tears, I saw the white figure in the rearview mirror of the car. I saw Xi'er.

I want to hold back the sharp ups and downs of my chest, I want to stop the depressed cry, but I can't do it, I'm out of control, my mood is out of control!

At this moment, even if there is anyone in front of me, I can't control my emotions!

Yes! At this moment, because of the departure of my lover, I completely lost control!

Xi'er runs over. In order not to let her see the tears on my face, I always turn my back to her. I stagger forward, aimlessly forward

Xi'er quickened her pace to catch up with me and hugged me from behind.

"Fool Fool Where are you going? Where are you going... " Xi'er pressed her face against my broad back and cried.

I want to get rid of her, but I can't, she holds me too tightly!

My Adam's apple wriggled violently, moved my mouth and said, "Xi'er Let me be alone Let me be alone... "

Xi'er hugged me harder and said, "no! I won't let you go! I won't let you go fool! And me You at least have me! I will be by your side, always by your side! I won't let you alone! Never... "

I said, "let me go, OK? Let me go... "

"I'm sorry Sorry, it's all my fault! My fault! It's me that makes you so sad, it's me that makes you so miserable! It's all me! It's all me Yang Yang, you scold me! You hit me! I'm so selfish, I'm so selfish! You scold me! You hit me Xi'er cried.

I raised my hand to touch my eyes, turned to look at her and said, "it's not your fault, Xi'er. Really, it's not your fault. It's all my fault. We're all stupid, you know? Xi'er. We are all the biggest fools in the world! But it's not your fault! All my sins are on my own! It's not your fault, it's all my fault! "Xi'er hugged me tightly, hugged my head, like an injured child.

"It will pass Yang Yang, the city will pass... " She said.

I whispered and repeated her words: "it will pass It's going to pass... "

Maybe this is my dream! Maybe I've been in a dream without knowing it?

"Let me be quiet I want to be alone... " I left Xi'er's arms, turned and ran to the gate of the parking lot.

"Gu Yang! Listen to me Will you listen to me? " Xi'er yelled behind me, chasing and shouting.

I left her behind and ran out of the underground parking lot and down the street.

All the men and women on the road avoided me. Maybe they thought I was a madman?

I turned into a lane with few human beings, ran to the wall on the back of the light, fell on the wall and cried like a child! I almost did not cry, crying was suppressed by me, passers-by can only see my shrugged shoulders.

Passers by will only think that I am a drunk man, hiding in the dark light, vomiting, or urinating

It was past eleven o'clock in the night when I returned to the Sicilian manor.

Before that, I had been wandering in the street like a homeless man.

When I got home, Xi'er wasn't there. I went upstairs to see her, but I didn't see her. The room was quiet and unusually quiet!

Haven't they finished singing yet? Are Xi'er and Xiao Yuhan still happy?

I took out my cell phone and found it turned off automatically when it had no power. I went into the bedroom and replaced my cell phone with a rechargeable battery!

Re open the phone, found that there are five or six missed calls and messages, are Xier!

Will Xi'er come to me?

I dial Xi'er's mobile phone number, the system prompts the other party's mobile phone is off!

How can Xi'er turn off the power? Wouldn't she turn off her cell phone because it's dead?

I began to worry about whether something would happen to Xi'er?

After I smoked two cigarettes, I dialed Xi'er's mobile phone again and dialed it three times in a row, but it was still the sound of the system prompting the other party to turn off his mobile phone.

I can't wait any longer. I find out Xiao Yuhan's mobile phone number and dial it out. The phone soon gets through.

"Yang Yang, what's the matter with you?" Xiao Yuhan asked me at the end of his mobile phone that his voice was bleary and he seemed to have gone to sleep.

I said, "I'm so sorry! I have a special situation tonight, so I left ahead of time and didn't say hello to you. I'm very sorry! "

Xiao Yuhan at the end of the mobile phone "Oh" said: "nothing. Are you ok? "

I caught my cell phone and said, "Yuhan, where is Xi'er?"

"No Xiao Yuhan said on his mobile phone, "what's the matter with you? Everybody's panicking tonight? First, Fanny was in a hurry to leave, and you didn't show up when you accompanied her downstairs. Then Xi'er followed her out. After a while, Xi'er came back to tell us that she had something urgent to go first! What's the matter with you all? "

I said with a smile, "nothing. Yuhan, do you mean Xi'er left before you

"Yes, she left ahead of me and me. After you all left, we didn't find it interesting, and then we finished our activity at ten o'clock."

I said, "I'm so sorry! Yuhan! I'm the one who's bothering you tonight! "

"It's all right. There's a reason for urgency. " Xiao Yuhan comforted me at the end of the mobile phone.

I said, "I'll hang up first. Hasn't Xi'er come home yet? She turned off her cell phone. "

"How do you know that Xi'er hasn't come home yet?" Xiao Yuhan asked me on the other end of the mobile phone.

I said with a smile: "no! I have something urgent to ask for her. I call her at home, but no one answers, so I think she must not be at home! "

Xiao Yuhan at the other end of the mobile phone "Oh", said: "so. Is her cell phone off? "

I said, "Well! Xi'er's mobile phone is off! Yuhan! Do you think Xi'er will be with you? "

"I don't think so. I left Happy Valley with you. I said I was a little tired today and I wanted to go home to sleep. She gave me a message when she got home, and didn't mention that Xi'er was with her Xiao Yuhan said on the other end of the mobile phone.

I said: "I know, Yuhan. I'll call Xi'er's cell phone again. Hang up first. Goodbye. "

Said I hung up the mobile phone, and then dial Xi'er's mobile phone number, still unable to connect, still prompted to shut down.

I want to make a phone call with Xiao Yuhan. I think that Xiao Yuhan said that he had already had a rest, because he was not familiar with her, and it was not easy to call her to wake her up.

I lit a cigarette again and smoked hard. Looking down at the time on my mobile phone, it was almost midnight.

I smoke and walk back and forth in the living room. Where did Xi'er go? So late, she still does not go home, mobile phone has been turned off?