The day I shared a flat with my female boss

"You are such an understanding little man!" Bai qinzhe's lips looked at me and said, smiling with tears. She bent her head and gently wiped the corners of her eyes with a paper towel.

I can fully understand Bai Qin's mood. If there is no mother in a family, the younger brother must be attached to his sister. The relationship between the younger brother and sister is generally very close! Without a father in a family, a younger sister must be attached to her brother. Generally, the relationship between brother and sister is very close!

There is no doubt that Bai Qin belongs to the former, while I belong to the latter. My father died of liver cancer when I was ten years old. At that time, my sister Gu Tong was only six years old. Since childhood, my relationship with my sister has been very close. Gu Tong has been attached to me since childhood. According to Freud's psychoanalysis theory, I believe that this attachment has a kind of daughter's affection for her father, but the father is gone, and the elder brother will replace her!

However, I'm much luckier than Baiqin. My relatives are all here. My mother lives in the vegetable garden in the rural area of my hometown, and lives with chickens and ducks. My sister goes to university in the provincial capital. My mother is a very hard-working and kind-hearted country woman. She worked hard all her life for me and my sister to go to college!

Back in the car, Baiqin has returned to normal, still so dignified and elegant, simply can't imagine her tears just now or delicate appearance!

The car opened, playing Anita Mui's "women's flower", soft and beautiful! I always feel that when Anita Mui sings this song, she is just like a woman in the book of songs. She is leaning against the window in her boudoir. Her eyes are like flowers, but time flies, and a lover refuses to appear!

Women's flowers swaying in the world of mortals

women's flowers gently swaying in the wind

only hope to have a pair of gentle hands

to soothe my loneliness

I have a flower with fragrance all over the branches

who will really find the fragrance of the flowers<

the reeds all over the hillside have occupied the hillside

the heartache of narcissism

"do you like this song?" I turned to look at her and asked softly, her side face is very beautiful.

Bai Qin nodded, smiling at me and said, "this is the song that I listen to the most times! Xiao Gu doesn't like it. I'll change it for you! " And she reached for the music.

"No! Sister! I also like... "

In a hurry, I took Baiqin's hand! This is something I dare not think about! I was stunned and my heart beat!

Baiqin is born with a pair of beautiful hands. Her hands are long and soft, white and soft, with long joints. When the joints are stretched out, there are some subtle small whirlpools, light and flowing! Fingernails are not painted, but they are light red and shiny, like a row of small shells. Wrist white slightly thin, Qingjin latent in the subcutaneous, vaguely visible!

Her hands look softer, softer, warmer, so she wants to touch them!

At this moment, this pair of beautiful hands just happened to be tightly held in the palm of my hand! I'm stunned! Baiqin is stunned! Her hand trembled slightly in my palm

"No change, no change! Look, it scares you... "

Bai Qin angrily glances at me and pulls away her soft hands. She turns to look at the road ahead. Her cheeks show the color of red wine, and she looks unnatural

I also regained my mind, quickly retracted my hand, and said with a silly smile: "I really am! Do men have no right to listen to the songs that women sing? " I turn my face out of the window to let the night wind cool my hot face

"It's really a little man!" Baiqin said to me again, her voice was soft, her cheeks were still slightly red

The three months before I left that small city by the sea and entered into "beauty dress" was probably the most anxious period in my life! Frustrated in love and frustrated in career, he worked as a temporary worker during the day and slept in a simple room with more than 100 yuan at night. In that single bed, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't sleep at night, I had nightmares, I couldn't sleep for three days

I dare not look in the mirror, for fear that I will scare myself. The face in the mirror is like a wooden mask carved with a knife. I can't find a smile and I'm lifeless. I think I'll be completely abandoned from now on! Seeing lovers hugging and staring at each other at the bus stop, I quickly turned my face away. Seeing successful people driving luxury cars to and from high-end consumer places, I felt even more insignificant and worthless!

It was not until I entered the "beauty clothing" clothing company that I felt alive again. It was like a freighter that had been wandering on the sea for a long time and had no help, and finally landed!

Now it's time to move the goods ashore, it's time to work hard, it's time to fight for the future! Just as I said when I comforted Baiqin that night, "we can't get back what we lost, so we can only make good use of the future!"

In the company, I try my best to express myself. I want to do my job excellently. I also want to do what I can. As long as there is any chore in the office, I will rush to do it, even if it's just a simple errand!

"Be diligent in mouth, legs and eyes!" I often tell myself that in a new company, I have to be strict with myself according to the standard of a new person. Although I have two years of working experience, I am a semi new player in my major!The girls, young women and mature women in the office like to talk to me when they have something to do. Sometimes, they will habitually shout "Gu Yang! Come and help

I don't think they are instigating me, but I think it's their trust in me, which shows that they have a good impression on me. They think I'm a low-profile person and willing to get along with me! In fact, this is also the effect I want. The simple truth is that those who win people will win the world!

Once at a company restaurant, Bai Qin laughed at me and said that I am very feminine. It seems that all the women in the office are willing to deal with me. Needless to say, Xing min and Hu Xuejiao, even the young women in her graphic design group yearn for me when they have nothing to do!

"Gu Yang! You have to be careful! Be careful, they will eat you separately Baiqin joked with me.

I smile bitterly in my heart, if I really have a woman's fate, I'm afraid Liu Qing won't leave me! In fact, I am a man who was abandoned by a woman, and the woman who abandoned me is now living a rich wife's life in the seaside town!

In fact, during this period, I also want to understand that, from the moral level, Liu Qing should not leave me, should not leave five years of love, and pass it on to an old man she does not love at all! But from the human nature, in fact, she is not wrong, people are selfish in nature!

So are animals! I don't know how many bloody and cruel stories will happen every day in the vast primeval forest of South Africa, in order to fight for nests, spouses and food!

Young and strong aside, compared with the old man who robbed my woman, I was obviously at a disadvantage! I can only give Liu Qing love, but can't give her house, car, I can't give her rich material life! Love can't be a meal, a villa or a car!

I am very old to say again, love is based on bread, in the warm kiss can not tube full, in the affectionate embrace can not be a house to live! This is a society of survival of the fittest!

Liu Qing's family condition is not good, therefore, in the face of temptation, her resistance is even weaker!

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This morning, I jumped out of the bus, so crowded that I almost dropped my shoes on the bus! At seven point eight in the morning, every bus in the city is like a sardine tin!

Looking at the snail like creep of the seriously overloaded bus gradually away, I reluctantly shook my head, thinking that if it comes to the dog days, it will suffer more!

Along the sidewalk, I quickly went downstairs to "Xuguang" building. I secretly vowed that when I made a lot of money, I would not buy a house first, but also buy a car to drive to work. Although the car may not be much faster than the big car in rush hours, I can say goodbye to the miserable days of crowded bus with a private car!

In the same situation of traffic jam, I will be very sad on the bus! Not only to be bumped around, but also to endure all kinds of intolerable smell! What onion, egg cake, meat, steamed bun, garlic, foot odor, even body odor! So many smells come to you together, suffering, suffering!

It's much more comfortable to wait in a private car. You can listen to banderi's morning song, or have a refreshing Korea. You don't have to worry about the summer heat in the dog days, because the air conditioner in the car is kept at the most comfortable temperature! Air conditioning, listening to music, when you are bored, you can also see the beautiful girls who drive private cars in the neighborhood! Or you can play with the expression of bitterness and hatred on the bus!

If I make a lot of money, I will, but, is there a if in the world? What if it's usually followed!

This fantasy went to the "Xuguang" building downstairs, I saw the fire red Ferrari convertible! I can't help shouting: "when you dream of owning a private car, people will drive a sports car; when you can afford to pay the down payment of the house, people will live in a villa! The answer is that you'll never catch up with the rich! "

I seem to be conditioned. As soon as I see this fiery red Ferrari, I think of "iceberg cold beauty". As soon as I think of "iceberg cold beauty", I think of my ID card!

That day, she said to me, "even if you get your ID card back, will you become a man with status?" But what I want to say is "if I don't have an ID card, I'm not even a citizen!"

The ID card is still very strange. Do you have to have that little piece of paper to prove that you are a flesh and blood person? And sometimes, you can hardly feel that you have it, but once you lose it, you will feel that it becomes extremely important!

Last night, I wanted to check some professional information on the Internet. Unexpectedly, the network was cut off in the rental house. It's nothing strange. It's a normal thing to cut off the power supply and water supply in those cheap rental houses!

I am a typical type of blood character, is an acute, think of what to do immediately, otherwise all uncomfortable! Later, I went to the Internet bar in a street near the rental house, a dilapidated underground Internet bar! When I showed my ID card, I suddenly remembered that I was a person without ID card now!The network manager of the Internet bar won't let me on the computer, and the owner of the Internet bar won't let me on the computer, just because I don't have an ID card! The owner of the Internet cafe said that the Culture Bureau and the public security bureau have been very strict recently. If they catch violations, they will not only be fined 5000 or 6000 yuan, but also be ordered to stop business for three months!