The day I shared a flat with my female boss

I looked at her with wide eyes and said, "why? Why

Then Xing min told me the whole story. The general process is like this

When Xing min was a junior in University, he talked about a boyfriend named Xu from Sichuan. Xu is very gentle and considerate to Xing min. after Xu's pursuit for a year, Xing min finally agrees to be his girlfriend. However, after they are together for half a year, they will graduate from the University. Xu began to promise to stay with Xing min in the provincial capital to find a job, but on the eve of graduation, Xu suddenly changed his mind and said that his parents would let him go back to Chengdu to work.

They were sulky for a while. They didn't make up until they graduated from university. They agreed to take Xing min to Chengdu one year later. Since then, Xing min came to Binhai City, and Xu returned to his hometown in Chengdu. At first, they contacted very frequently, and their relationship was even better than when they were together! It's not hard to understand that distance produces beauty!

At that time, although Xing min wanted to go to Chengdu to see Xu, she was sure that she never said it in words, because she was afraid that she would not be able to fulfill her promise.

More importantly, Xing Min has to work hard to earn money to see her father. Although her brother does business in his hometown, although it is a small business, he can still cope with his father's medical expenses for kidney disease. But Xing min is a filial child. The reason why she is always diligent and thrifty, and why she is still working part-time in morning glory craft in her spare time, is that she wants to earn more money and send it back to her father to see a doctor! Xing min once told me that she has graduated from work and should take on the responsibility of a family!

However, in the last two months, Xu's short message to Xing Min has suddenly become less and less, and his speech has lost its previous enthusiasm. At first, Xing min thought it was because Xu was too busy with his work and didn't care much about it. But last month, Xing min received a short message from Xu. The content of the message was very numb!

When Xing min saw the message, she was secretly happy, thinking that Xu had her in her heart all the time! However, when I think about it carefully, I find something wrong. Xu called Xing Min "cherry small ball" in the short message. Xu had never called her that before. If it was Xu's nickname on the spur of the moment, it was mentioned in the short message that "on the day when you come, I will pick you up personally and greet you with my warm kiss!"

Thinking of Xu's sudden indifference to her, she began to suspect that Xu's short message was not sent to her, or it was sent to her on purpose, or it was sent by mistake. Finally, after repeated questioning by Xing min, Xu confessed that he had sent a text message by mistake. He said that he had met a Chengdu girl who was studying in a university in other places after being introduced by his family. She was the daughter of his neighbor's uncle's family. She grew up together as a childhood sweetheart!

In the face of Xing min's tears, Xu said that he would not be with his sister next door. He contacted her to deal with his parents! Under Xu's patient persuasion, Xing min chooses to believe, chooses to believe Xu's promise to her, and she chooses to believe that he still loves her!

After that, they kept in touch with each other intermittently. Until this afternoon, Xing min still thought that there was a boy in Chengdu in the southwest of China with her in his heart, but a long-distance call this evening ended all her fantasies! Xu told her on the phone that he had fallen in love with another girl! That girl is his sister next door!

In fact, Xing min always has a bad premonition that she and Xu will not be able to get together in the future. The reason is that Xu's home is in Chengdu and her home is in Zhangjiajie, Hunan. Both of them can't live in the city without their parents! Or their parents will not allow them to live in another city!

Xu's parents obviously didn't want to, so as soon as he graduated from University, they ordered him to return to his hometown in Chengdu. Xing min's father was ill, so she couldn't leave her hometown and go to the province in Southwest China!

Xing min can't bear to see that kind of ending. Since she graduated from university and separated from Xu, she has been suppressing her foreboding. Until this evening's call, let her premonition completely into reality! She can't help hallucinating!

The music in dafika theme restaurant is always curling around. It is in this lyrical background that Xing min finishes her love story. Her love with Xu is her first love in her life! Although she has a hunch, but when the outcome suddenly, she is still difficult to self-sustaining!

At this point, her eyes were red, and the mist of tears blinded her eyes again

I took out a stack of paper towels and gently handed them to her

I comforted her: "in fact, many times, we have seen the end, but we do not have the heart to believe that it will really come! However, the outcome will not change because of our will, it always comes when we are unprepared! "

I think of myself and my relationship with Liu Qing, which is also my first love. First love is always unforgettable! Perhaps it will always stay in a small corner of the heart, a lifetime can not completely forget! Because for the first time, the first love makes our heart feel the subtle feeling that we haven't experienced before, or throb, or sweet, or pain!

I used to hate it, but now I don't, because I know that love needs tolerance. Not every relationship will go into the palace of marriage, especially in college. However, we can not because we can not finally go to the palace of marriage, we have to worry about it all our lives! We should be grateful, grateful that we have loved each other in the most beautiful season of our lives!Xing min wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes with a paper towel, looked at me redly and said, "brother! In fact, my heart is not so painful, I just feel sad, very sad, just sad, nothing else, I can't say what kind of feeling that is

I looked at her and said with a smile: "I know how you feel. You should tell me earlier. It's better to find someone to vent. Are you better now? "

"Better," Xing Min said, looking at me, "from this evening, my heart is always astringent, and my eyes are always astringent. I want to get drunk and cry..."

"You have been very drunk," I looked at her and said with a smile. "Now there is only one big cry left. It's OK to cry. Crying is an outlet. The average age of women is longer than that of men because women are better at crying. Do you understand? So, cry, cry to my brother! "

Xing min looked around and said, "brother, I'm sorry to cry here..."

I said with a smile: "this is easy to do! Let's change places and find a quiet place for you to cry

Out of the dafika theme restaurant, walking more than ten meters, I saw a quiet place. On the opposite side is the side door of a residential area, which is locked with black iron. It seems that the side door is usually closed in order to prevent miscellaneous people from entering, and this side door is in the middle of the two buildings

I took Xing min's hand and went to the quiet place. As soon as I entered the narrow and quiet place, Xing min threw himself into my arms, held me in his arms and cried out loud, crying like a child!

I hold her, gently pacify her delicate shoulders, patiently waiting for her to vent their emotions. If girls change their minds first, they will leave without hesitation; if boys change their minds first, they will not easily extricate themselves from their feelings

I don't know what kind of situation Xing min belongs to. Maybe she belongs to other more special situations. Nothing can be simply summarized into which kind, especially feelings!

Human nature is complex, so is emotion!

After crying for a long time, Xing min began to cry quickly. She sniffed, still arched her face in my arms and whispered, "brother I suddenly feel a lot of relief, as if something has been put down, completely put down, before how can not put down things, now completely put down... "

"Well, what should be put down should be put down, because our psychological space is limited after all, and we can't accommodate so many things without limitation," I said softly, looking at her. "Is it ok now? Are you in a better mood? "

"Much better, brother. Thank you for being with me." She nodded her head and said, "I'm sorry, brother, I got your clothes wet."

I said with a smile, "it's OK. You can buy me a new one some other day."

Xing min pinched for a moment, muttered: "brother, you hate it!"

I said with a smile, "OK! I'll take you home now! Have a good sleep and get up tomorrow will be a new day

Seeing Xing min pecking her chin, I pushed her away and took her hand to the street

I'm quite familiar with the terrain in this area. Before I went to Xingmin, I had to pass through this area. The place she rented is very close to here.

I turned into the lane at the end of the street. The street lights in this lane are not very bright, scattering faint light. In the corner, there are drunkards lying on the wall vomiting, and drunken men urinating in the dark corner

I think it's really horrible for Xing min to walk back from this lane in the middle of the night. Besides, she drank so much tonight!

The alley is very deep, long and secluded. On both sides, there are those kinds of houses, some with three or four floors, some with five or six floors, but not more than ten floors! There are Internet cafes, barbecues and music teahouses along the street. These music teahouses almost have no sound insulation measures, and the drunken roaring songs can be heard in the area of dozens of miles

The sky above the buildings on both sides is a dark blue sky. Although the sky is full of stars, the moonlight doesn't know where it is. It may be blocked by the surrounding buildings, because I can only see a line of sky when I look up, which reminds me of the industrial vocabulary of "urban forest".

In the virgin forest, we can only see a line of sky, in this reinforced concrete city, we can only see a line of sky.

The intersection in front is the place where Xing min and I met Fu Dezhi last time. That's when I had dinner at Xing min's house! Xing min and I walked slowly side by side, my hands in my trouser pockets, looking up at the night sky

Xing min took my arm and looked up at the night sky like me

I said softly, "the sky must be beautiful, right? There must be a sky street. Look at the stars, they are the lights on the sky street. "

"Well! Some people say that stars are the lights that come down from heaven. " Xing min whispered with me.

"Brother, you see," Xing min pointed to the night sky and said, "my lucky star is there!"

"Your lucky star?" I looked down at her, and then I looked in the direction of her fingers, "where is it? Which is your lucky star? "