The Chosen One Was Me, Not You

134 – {How to Soothe Anxiety}

{How to Soothe Anxiety}

Theodore Skylord even showed his past memories to Yuria Arsane.

She sees the memories of the past and Yuria, who saw that her future self was annihilated, must have been greatly shocked by her, and her legs gave out and she almost collapsed.

The fact that she always tried hard to win her heart showed her how shocked she was by the scene.

“Theo…wouldn’t that be the only way for the future Theo…?”

“I guess so.”

For Yuria, the disappearance of Theodore in the future seemed so shocking, but Theodore himself could understand why his future self had made such a choice.

He didn’t go into detail about his situation, but Theodore could easily guess what it was.

He was himself, and he knew what he would do in his situation.

‘The reason for the future me is different, but it seems that I loved YuRia.’

That’s why she gave her advice to make sure she got engaged to Yuria.

She didn’t elaborate on why her existence was being targeted, and only recently got a definitive answer that she and her sister, Lilia, were blessed by the world.

‘If you sacrifice a woman blessed by the world… This world must have become a real hell.’

Of course, YuRia and Lilia wouldn’t die just because they were offered as sacrifices.

However, their bodies and minds must have been ruined in a mess.

And Theodore also realized through the part that the future Theodore did not mention Rey or Artin.

‘The future me would have never known anything about Reina.’

I wouldn’t have known the existence of Reina Artin itself.

But she would never have seen her in person.

‘Maybe Reina is dead.’

She was, and since she had never met her, she couldn’t have had any feelings for her.

‘Anyway, all of that happened, so my job hasn’t changed.’

As the future Theodore was adopted into the Duke of Skyroad a long time later, he had to move alone. As a result, the Helmintos would have been less vigilant in the meantime.

Yuria and Lilia were also kidnapped by the Helmintos and would have suffered so much that they would have been better off being raped or dismembered.

And the world would have turned into hell, and in that situation, even if everything was over, only a messed up world would remain.

As the chosen one, he succeeded in saving the world in the end, but that success was not a complete success.

It was nothing short of a failure for Theodore Skylord.

‘The future me must have fallen in love with Yuria for a different reason than I do now.’

I don’t know how.

And I had no intention of wanting to know deeply.

But what I couldn’t ignore at all was that my future self was certain that, one way or another, I would eventually fall in love with a woman named Yuria Arsein.

‘At that time, I couldn’t understand.’

The reason my future self didn’t say it was because there was a possibility that the relationship would get messed up if I said it.

And if he had known in advance that YuRia was a blessed being in her world, he would have tried to protect her calculatedly, not even according to the obligations of her betrothed relationship.

In many ways, the fact that her future self did not give her current self a detailed explanation of Yuria was the right decision even when she judged herself.

“Yuria, you know the truth, but nothing will change.”

“Nothing will change…?”

“Yes.”

Theodore nodded and spoke to YuRia as if to comfort him.

“You did it because you were worried about Lilia because of her insecurities, right? She found out why Lilia would put her in danger, but that doesn’t change anything about her.”

Theodore didn’t mention the disappearance of his future self, he mentioned the part about Lilia.

The reason why Yuria wanted to know her information from Princess Louise was because she had a foreboding feeling that Lillia would be in danger.

“Because I can’t leave her sister, whom you care so much about.”

That’s why Theodore promised that he would do his best to protect Lilia.

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No, she would protect not only Lilia but also all of Yuria’s family.

Protecting Yuria’s family was something he had to do for the sake of the woman she loved, Yuria Arsane.

“Thank you.”

Yuria smiled as if she was a little relieved by those words.

But she still seemed to be bothered by Theodore of the future, who had disappeared.

Perhaps she also feared that she would become like that too.

There is no possibility of that happening rationally, but since there is a visual shock, rather than such a rational judgment, shocking scenes keep coming to mind, endlessly replaying ominous and fearful feelings.

‘It’ll be okay after a while.’

She didn’t disappear herself, she was here.

She would feel that that was enough.

‘The divergence that occurred as a result of my refusal and delay to be adopted into the Sky Road dukedom just doesn’t exist anymore.’

Thinking so, Theodore stroked Yuria’s hair and came out with her into her spirit world.

When he came out of her spirit world, he was looking down at Yuria.

On the other hand, Yuria was still lying on her bed in a calm posture.

“Theo…”

As her consciousness returned to reality, Yuria called his name.

“It’s okay, Yuria. I’ll be with you forever.”

Even if he saved the world, it would mean nothing if he didn’t have the people he cared about the most.

He also had no intention of dying himself.

To that extent, he was not weak, and he had no intention of showing such a weak side.

“Yes, I believe Theo will not go away.”

Yuria responded with a smile as well. And Theodore, who restrained her from raising her upper body by lightly pressing her shoulder, kissed her lips slowly as she lay there.

They kissed each other lightly, coveting each other’s lips.

“Chureup, hehehehe!”

Theodore’s hand was then placed on top of Yuria’s trousers, and Yuria, who touched her private part with his hand, groaned and shook her body slightly.

In that state, Theodore’s hand undid her belt, then slowly pulled her pants down.

* * *

Because they had a heated time before dinner due to intense emotions, Theodore and Yuria arrived a bit late at the place where the Duke and Duchess of Arsene, Lilia, and Ashley were waiting.

“Yuria, are you done with important things?”

Duchess Arsene asked with a smile.

She asked if things went well as she knew that YuRia was away because of important things that had to be done now.

“Yes. It was a lot more important than I thought.”

Yuria realized that her insecurities weren’t simply because of her mood, but that she was aware of the crisis she felt as a blessed being in the world.

“Yeah. Seeing as it took a while, I guess it’s like that.”

However, Yuria felt her conscience pricked by her own mother’s words that followed her.

She couldn’t bring herself to say that she was late because she had sex with Theodore.

Ashley, who was examining YuRia’s expression closely, said with a smile that contained the mischievousness of her mischief.

“Oh, YuRia. Are you late asking if you want to have sex with Prince Theodore after you’ve finished your business?”

YuRia was taken aback by her words and couldn’t deny her friend’s words.

She said that if it weren’t for her, she was teasing. As usual, she would have wrapped her arms around her neck to get her declaration of surrender, but this time it was true.

“Hey~ Was it real? Oh my gosh~ It’s so hot! Our Yuria has grown so well, ah, I’m so glad!”

Seeing Ashley exaggeratedly happy, Yuria felt even more ashamed.

Then, Theodore quietly wrapped her arms around Yuria’s shoulders, and with that feeling, Yuria remembered her own determination and forgot her shame.

But the problem was that this place was in front of the Duchess of Arsene.

“…Theodore, you said you were taking good care of my daughter today, but isn’t it a bit like doing it during the day when the sun is up?”

The Duchess Arsene spoke to Theodore in a slightly scolding tone.

“I will remember the words carefully.”

Theodore never made any excuses.

But she knew that his actions were something she wanted, but she was trying to soothe her anxiety, so she protested to the Duchess Arsein.

“Mom, it’s not like that. It was just that I was so anxious that Theo started to comfort me.”

Ashley admired Yuria’s words after defending Theodore.

“She already took care of her husband… YuRia, who was naive, has grown up so wonderfully.”

Even though they are the same age as hers, Ashley spoke as if she had raised her. Yuria grinned and said to Ashley.

“Oh, Ashley. Do you have a sore throat? I’m sorry to hear that her friend’s sore throat is sore. Let me cool you down.”

“…Wrong.”

At Yuria’s threat (?), Ashley immediately lowered her tail and surrendered.