The Cannon Fodder is Prepared to Divorce

Chapter 38: Patience and restraint of love

After talking about the field affairs to Qu Lang, people went to work on other things.

Only Qu Lang's mind was reverberating with field affairs, and Qu Lang used his almost stiff mind to think.

Finally, a sentence came into my mind.

Something happened to him...

I can never wait for him...

This thought exploded in Qu Lang's mind. When he fell to the ground, he seemed to have taken out his strength. He didn't have any thoughts in his whole body that he wanted to continue to live, as if the air had become an unnecessary thing.

He has never felt that just sucking air into the lung cavity and completing a simple oxygen replacement is so difficult.

Qu Lang felt a heartache from his heart, and a smell of sweetness rose in his mouth, and he wanted to spit it out, but in the end he was still suppressed.

Qu Lang felt that he was frightened by the loss of Shen Mingbei forever.

He was terrified, as if he would not be afraid if he continued to fear.

He was scared, as if afraid that he could escape reality.

Previously, I could endure, and Shen Mingbei no longer belonged to him, and could endure Shen Mingbei to get close to other people. Because he can at least stand not far away from Shen Mingbei, watching carefully, watching Shen Mingbei regain his former look.

Be the warm and sunny person in my memory.

Pray not to be discovered by Shen Mingbei, not to be hated by Shen Mingbei, and hope that one day, Shen Mingbei, who has warmed others, can give himself a little bit of heat and let himself out of winter.

In the past, he blindly believed that Shen Mingbei loved him, would be by his side, and would always wait for him.

So he has no fear, he is unscrupulous.

Little by little, he challenged Shen Mingbei's bottom line, and tried Shen Mingbei's love for himself again and again...

He thought that as long as Shen Mingbei loved himself, he could always have him like this.

But in fact he was wrong, love needs to be maintained and cared for.

When he didn't cherish it, Shen Mingbei took the love back.

I only regretted the day I lost it.

From the day when Shen Mingbei raised his divorce with him, Qu Lang regretted every day he spent.

I regret that I hurt Shen Mingbei in the past, I regret that I didn't wake up earlier, and I regret that I didn't tell Shen Mingbei clearly how much I loved him.

Qu Lang was wrapped in worry and fear, but he was also hopeful. He thought at least he could wait, and wait until the day when Shen Mingbei changed his mind...

After all, he let him go before Shen Mingbei hated him and hated him.

Even if this incident made him regret and made him extremely irritable, he was still grateful, at least Shen Mingbei hadn't hated him yet.

But the premise of all this is that Shen Mingbei is still alive, and that Shen Mingbei is stable and safe...

Qu Lang felt that all his blood was frozen.

He wanted to open his mouth to speak, but he didn't know what to say. He hoped that he might die just like that, and fall by the side of the road that Shen Mingbei passed by. Maybe the two of them could meet again.

With such thoughts, Qu Lang was unwilling to move.

The fire in the warehouse was finally extinguished, and the chaotic scene was brought under control.

Someone noticed Qu Lang next to him, noticed the blood on his body, and hurriedly came over to ask him if there was anything wrong with him? Do you want to go to the hospital?

hospital……

Hearing these two words, Qu Lang felt that his nerves were throbbing, from the top of his head to the heart. He held the position of his heart and endured the pain in his eyes, he didn't want to cry.

"I'll help you get up." The man was still very enthusiastic when he saw that Qu Lang did not move.

Qu Lang was tossed by someone, and when he raised his head, he suddenly realized that this person was Shen Mingbei's assistant!

As if something exploded in his heart, his stiff fingers recovered a little temperature, and Qu Lang's thoughts caught something. He grabbed Xiao Zhang's sleeve nervously and asked, "Ming Bei, where is Shen Ming Bei? Is he all right, or you won't be here!"

Only then did Xiao Zhang see that the person who fell on the ground was Qu Lang, he regretted it a little, and felt that Qu Lang's roar was too loud. Quietly stepped back, and replied: "Brother Shen has gone to the hospital, but there should be nothing wrong with him. The main reason is that Qin Yi, who saved him, was seriously injured."

Mentioning this Xiao Zhang is a bit scary. If Qin Yi hadn't reacted quickly, his brother Shen would probably hurt his face.

Artists in the entertainment industry, whether they are traffic or actors, rely on their faces for food.

Let’s not talk about the flow. Even if it is an actor with excellent acting skills, if an actor hurts his face, it will not be disfigured without mentioning it. If it hurts a little nerve, the superb acting skills will basically be lost.

When I make facial expressions, I can't control my nerves when I look at the camera, so I'm talking about acting skills.

Xiao Zhang originally wanted to follow 120 to the hospital, but Shen Mingbei said he would just go. After all, he was fine, and the ambulance could not be seated.

Xiao Zhang had no choice but to give up following Shen Mingbei, and has been helping out here at the shooting location, but he was really surprised to meet Mr. Qu.

Knowing that Shen Mingbei was okay, Qu Lang took a strong breath. The blood that had been frozen and cracked began to flow. Qu Lang thought that Xiao Zhang was Shen Mingbei's assistant. He was patient and pulled out a smiley face and asked him: "In that hospital?"

"Ah, I don't know...it should be the nearest." When talking about this, Zhang Rumeng woke up first, and the situation was tense before. He forgot to tell Cai Feng that something went wrong here.

Under Qu Lang's gaze, Xiao Zhang called Cai Feng and reported on the situation on the set.

"Oh, yes yes yes, brother Shen is okay... Qin Yi's back is injured, and the situation is still unclear... the fire here has just gone out, and I haven't contacted Brother Shen..."

Qu Lang originally thought that Xiao Zhang was going to call Shen Mingbei, but found that it was not. He held his breath in his chest, but he didn't dare to say anything to Xiao Zhang.

Qu Lang had to look around on the set.

Here, this is where Shen Mingbei filmed.

Shen Mingbei likes filming, and Qu Lang has never understood what is good about this job.

He was originally a person with very low desire and hope. Apart from Shen Mingbei, almost nothing could evoke his emotions. Qu Lang didn't quite understand and like this emotion before.

So I always lose control in front of Shen Mingbei, and when I see Shen Mingbei, I want to do something with him, as if his body dominates his mind.

Qu Lang was very fortunate that Shen Mingbei would not show up in Qingtan Bay Villa for a few months because of this job.

But now that he understands what Shen Mingbei means to him, Qu Lang is tired of this job.

Not to mention that filming will make Shen Mingbei focus on the characters in the play. Just kissing and hugging people in the play is enough to make Qu Lang want to tear those people crazy.

Even in this suspense drama filmed now, the director will add some ambiguous scenes...

Qu Lang was jealous and went crazy with jealousy.

But he had to restrain himself. He had a desire for Shen Mingbei, but Shen Mingbei didn't like it. In the past, Shen Mingbei's struggles and rejections were not about acting like a baby or being good, but Shen Mingbei really didn't like it.

If you don't control yourself and let your desire grow, he will definitely be hated by Shen Mingbei.

Qu Lang didn't want Shen Mingbei to hate him, even if Shen Mingbei looked away from him, it would be a huge blow to him.

So Qu Lang restrained and forbeared, he forced himself to understand what Shen Mingbei liked, making himself like a normal person.

The air on the set did not smell good, but it did not affect Qu Lang's good mood when he walked on the set. He imagined Shen Mingbei filming here, and planned in his heart that he would buy the venue and use it as his cemetery in the future.

Buried in a place where the aura of Shen Mingbei had been preserved, the mere imagination made myself excited.

Qu Lang immersed in his own world bumped into someone.

The man lowered his head to apologize to Qu Lang, said sorry, and prepared to leave.

Qu Lang heard this voice, but suddenly felt a touch of familiarity.

Qu Lang subconsciously stretched out his hand to hold the person, and saw the person's face wearing a mask.

"Hua Shu?" Qu Lang frowned, how could he be here?

"Qu, Qu Qu--" Hua Shu saw that the person holding him was Qu Lang, and he didn't even call out his name after talking for a long time. Compared with Qu Lang's surprise, Hua Shu was even more surprised that Qu Lang would be here.

...

Shen Mingbei followed Qin Yi to the hospital and was worried when he looked at his wounds.

Qin Yi didn't care too much. He raised his neck and saw the worry in Shen Mingbei's eyes, and his mood improved a lot: "It's okay, it's hurting his back anyway..."

The nurse pressed Qin Yi's head down again, and said as softly as possible: "Get down and stay still."

The nurse was still helping him clean up the wounds and the flesh and blood that was attached to his clothes. Just now Qin Yi moved and the blood became blurred again, and the nurse had to do it again. This place has been rebuilt three times, all because Qin Yi suddenly raised his head to speak...

But Qin Yi was so badly injured, he didn't cry or cry, he didn't cry for his father or his mother. He was a rare patient and the nurse was more tolerant of him.

Stern, but not cruel.

"Listen to the nurse, don't move, you can talk while you want to talk." Shen Mingbei sighed. It was really thanks to Qin Yi before, otherwise he didn't dare to think about what would happen.

Qin Yi, who could only lie on his stomach, said in a dull voice, "Brother Shen, if you feel bored, just go around, my back is **** and it must be ugly."

Shen Mingbei touched his head, and comforted: "There is no good-looking wound. I got this wound after you saved it. I think it will only hurt. I can't do anything else, but I will definitely stay with you. I will take good care of you."

Shen Mingbei's words were like a shot of the heart, Qin Yi, who was scratched on his head, stopped talking, and he let the nurse take medicine.

The two people chatted without a word. Shen Mingbei listened to the nurse next to him, and helped hand over a gauze, a cotton swab or something, and the atmosphere in the ward became warm and harmonious.

After a while, Qin Yi seemed to be really unbearable, and suddenly said to Shen Mingbei in a dull voice: "Brother Shen, you should go out, you are embarrassed to cry at me."

Shen Mingbei: "Huh?"

The author has something to say: Thank you little angel: the heavy snow is about to irrigate 4 bottles of nutrient solution.

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