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In the apartment, the cult leader is looking at Veeva.

"Why?"

Hearing the question about Yaxiu, Freya was taken aback for a moment and thought for a while and said: "My identity is still a legal citizen. I can rent a house to cover you, and I can go to work to support you. If you have any inconvenience, you can leave it I, I... I will do whatever you ask me to do."

"Although I am glad that you are willing to work and support me." Ash couldn't help but smile: "But I don't mean "Why should I bring you", but "Why do you want to follow me". "

Freya's face blushed slightly, and she looked down at the small string that was rubbing her feet, "There is no reason...I just want to follow you."

"Then let me ask you another way, why can't you accept me leaving you?"

Freya opened her mouth, but said nothing.

She clenched her lower lip, only feeling a pain in her heart, but she didn't know how to say it.

The education she received for many years did not allow her to expose her weakness.

Suddenly, she remembered what Ya Xiu said to Xiao Xian just now: "If you feel the pain in the future, don't hold on to it by yourself, shout it out loudly, otherwise no one will know."

"Because I will be very painful." She said softly, "The thought of never seeing you again, never eating the food you cooked, and never chatting with you again... I felt a deep pain in my heart, and it was uncomfortable. , I even want to cry."

While talking about Freya, she became aggrieved: "Obviously everything will be restored after you are gone, but why do I feel so uncomfortable? Obviously no different from before, but when you show up, my mood is messed up, why do you so……"

"Because you feel lonely."

"Lonely?" She was a little dazed: "But I—everyone has always been lonely. It is said in the book that loneliness is the wing of freedom, and freedom is shining because of loneliness..."

Ashura took Freya to sit on the hallway, and said softly: "But you did not embrace loneliness before, you are just avoiding loneliness. But because you are young, the world is new to you, and life is to you. Interesting, so you can keep running away, and you can't catch up with you alone."

"You also watched Fernanxue's speech? Do you know why he would look for his offspring? Because he was caught up by loneliness. He is too old, the world is no longer novel for him, life is for him There is only calculation left. In the face of the chase of loneliness, he has nowhere to hide. So he urgently needs to find another container to hold loneliness-nothing can relieve the pain of loneliness better than watching his own blood continue."

"And what I did was to establish a bond with you. When we are together, the bond can drive away loneliness; after I leave, the other end of the bond will be connected to loneliness, so you will feel the pain-you have been lonely Catch up, can't escape."

Freya looked down at her beautiful foot manicure and murmured, "How are you..."

"In your opinion, I should be a big wicked person." Ah Xiu smiled: "In fact, your idea is also correct. The education of the blood moon is for your own good. As long as you don't enter into any intimate relationship, don't talk to anyone. Once the bond is established, there will be no disappointment, no loneliness, and no injury. Because I have never been, I am not afraid of losing.

"But... I refuse to admit this kind of'for your good'."

Ya Xiu beckoned to Xiao Xian, and when it came over, he lifted it up high, and looked at the part where it originally had eggs: "The pet shop will sterilize the cats before they sell you, because for the cats Estrus is uncomfortable, it will be very painful, and there will be many complications. It is good for them to sterilize the cat."

"In my opinion, what Blood Moon does to you is no different from neutering cats. You dare not step into an intimate relationship, and you are cautious in the face of marshmallows if you are timid. This can indeed avoid many potential harms, but it is also Let you lose the greatest ability of man-the ability to love others."

"But people are not pets, at least...should not be pets."

"I'm very happy, Freya." Ai Xiu met Veeva's gaze and said, "You have learned to love, and you also know that you should resist rather than escape loneliness. This means that it is not me who is crazy, but this country."

"Axiu, you are really a cult leader through and through." Freya smiled a little sadly: "Then what should I do?"

"Don't resist stepping into intimacy, and actively seek new bonds. It can be friendship or love, so you can resist loneliness." Ah Xiu said, "But the way you love your partner still needs to be corrected. It's too extreme, even I can say things like working and raising me. From "complete self" to "complete dependence", you can easily be deceived by a scumbag."

"Keep yourself and learn to love others. As long as you do these two things, then you can live well in this crazy country, or at least live happierly than others."

Freya looked at him obsessively, "Can't you really let me follow you?"

"It's not impossible, I am willing." Ah Xiu said: "But this means you have to abandon your more than ten years of achievements, risk becoming a wanted criminal, give up the degree you are about to get, give up the resource-rich university, give up The blood moon kingdom has matured the training system for magicians, and even gave up the opportunity to become a psychic...will you?

Veeva was taken aback.

"I spent five days and four nights with you. Compared to your ten-year business in Kaimeng, this time is really insignificant. To me, it's actually not that important to you. You are just a little impulsive-- Of course, I am very happy with this impulse, it means that your love is germinating."

Ash couldn't help smiling and said, "Speaking of which, I once invited someone to go with me. She also rejected me and me decisively because of practical reasons. Now that you actively follow me, I reject you."

Freya murmured: "You just can't get it with coveting, and you don't want it to be delivered to your door."

"I was so scolded by you that I began to doubt my noble character." Ah Xiu grinned, "But my mind has not changed--I can give you this choice, but only if you think it over."

"I can be your regret, but not your disaster."

Freya hugged Xiaoxian ~www.readwn.com~ and sat on the ground for a long time, and finally said slowly: "So you plan to play with me like this and never go back, and then just leave? ?"

After being persuaded by Ya Xiu, she also calmed down a little bit. It is her dream to become a psychiatrist. Although she is more in love at this time, it is only because she has not made a strict trade-off, or she does not want to weigh it. However, when Adam put her dreams and love on both ends of the scale in front of her at the same time, she could no longer escape.

What is visible is always important, and what is invisible can always be easily discarded.

"You are so harsh all of a sudden, I am like a scumbag, but I actually didn't do anything." Ah Xiu was a little bit dumbfounded: "And I didn't give you money...this is not a trick Are you working?"

He paused and said: "If you haven't found a new bond for the time being, then watch Shu Ling miss me. Missing can relieve loneliness, and miss can brew anticipation."

Freya looked at the sympathy Shu Ling in the fluorescent ball, and suddenly felt sad.

"You are so kind to me, are you doing so many things these days, is it actually just out of sympathy?"