She Is From The Countryside

   Chapter 399 I want to get along well

   "Do you want to check the room first?" Su Wan asked Shi Yan after entering the room.

  Shi Yan lived in Su Wan's yard since she came to Su's house, so her room was also in Su Wan's yard.

   "Well, go put your luggage first."

   refers to the suitcase that Su Mu was carrying.

   "Okay." Su Wan was very happy.

   She personally arranged the room, and also wanted her daughter to see if it suits her liking.

  The three of them walked in front, Shi Yan walked a few steps behind with Jiang Che, and asked him, "When did you pack your things?"

   "After you came back yesterday and you were called by Jiang Rui, I went back to Zhuyuan alone and had nothing to do, so I packed it up." After packing, I put the trunk.

  Shi Yan raised his brows slightly and asked with a smile, "Then why didn't you tell me?"

   "It's not important, so I didn't say anything." As he spoke, Jiang Che took her hand and intertwined his fingers.

   The grip is a little tight.

  Shi Yan wondered: "What's wrong?"

   "I just think that we will be separated later, and I won't see you until tomorrow morning, so I can't bear you." Jiang Che said very bluntly.

   The reluctance in his eyes was not hidden at all.

This made Shi Yan feel helpless for a while: "Mr. Jiang, we will be separated for one night. You are the dignified Fifth Master Jiang. Don't always look like a clingy spirit. If it goes on like this, the image of your Fifth Master Jiang will be on my side. It's about to collapse in front of you."

   Jiang Che laughed when he heard this.

His face was warm and tender, and he looked like a blue branch and a jade tree again: "Then I have to pay attention, Miss Shi's eyes on me are not like this, in order to keep Miss Shi so obsessed with me, I really have to pay attention to my image. ."

   "Mr. Jiang, you are so narcissistic."

   actually said that she had always been infatuated with him, as if she was very infatuated with him now.

   Well, it's true though.

  …

  Su Wan turned around and saw the picture of the two walking behind, holding hands, talking and laughing, and her mood was inevitably a little complicated.

  Happy is definitely happy and relieved, but she is still a little sour in her heart.

   The daughter who can talk and laugh with others is something she has never seen before.

  Daughter's original temperament really doesn't care about anything, and she is so indifferent as if she sees the prosperity of the world, and nothing can easily arouse her emotions?

   She suddenly remembered what her husband had said to her that night at Shi's house.

   It is because their relatives are unreliable and can't give their daughter a sense of security, so they let her prepare a way out for herself early.

   Does that mean that it is also because they cannot give their daughters enough sense of security, and their daughters do not trust them enough, so they suppress their nature and never show it in front of them?

   Was your daughter really happy when she was by their side?

   The answer Su Wan himself was not sure about.

   gave birth to two sons and a daughter, and she felt that she was very fond of this only daughter. Now that I think about it, there is only one girl in the three generations of the Shi family. The daughter was born in a family like the Shi family, and the major marriage matters may not be the daughter's control.

   And these things, as a mother, she has never planned for her daughter.

   Did you not realize that your daughter, as the only girl in the Shi family, can't make up her own mind in marriage?

   Not necessarily.

   She was just thinking that her daughter is not of a temperament, so she shouldn't care about these things, and the Shi family dotes on her, even if she arranges a marriage for her, the object she chooses must be first-class.

   The people selected by the Shi family for their daughter are indeed the best, and even she is very satisfied as a mother.

   From the beginning to the end, everyone including her did not consider Yan Yan's own wishes.

  If they had realized this earlier, how could their mother and daughter have come to this point.

  Su Yunzhi noticed Su Wan's expression, looked back at Shi Yan and the two who were walking behind, and sighed.

   didn't say much, raised his hand and patted Su Wan's shoulder lightly to reassure him.

   All the way to Su Wan's yard.

   Shi Yan's room was on the second floor, separated from Su Wan's room by a study.

  The layout is simple, blue and white, blue to sky blue, light tones.

  The bathroom and cloakroom, there is a desk in the room, a lot of green plants are planted on the balcony, and there is a hanging chair.

   "Yanyan, are you satisfied with the room? If there is anything you don't like or need to buy, just tell mom, and mom will arrange it."

  Su Wan's eyes showed anticipation, and there seemed to be a little bit of anxiety in her eyes that she didn't like it.

  Shi Yan lightly pursed his lower lip.

   However, the fluctuating emotions disappeared quickly, and he smiled and said, "I am very satisfied, there is nothing I don't like, and there is nothing to buy, thank you mom."

   She consciously did a good job, and there was nothing wrong with her, but she didn't know that her "thank you" was a manifestation of subconscious alienation.

  Su Wan smiled reluctantly, as if holding back tears: "It's fine, if you need anything, just tell Mommy, or find your aunt."

   Seeing this, Su Yunzhi said with a smile, "Then Yanyan, look at the room first. Your mother and I will go to the kitchen and let someone prepare some refreshments."

   They all left, and Su Mu didn't stay any longer.

   In the end, only Shi Yan and Jiang Che were left.

   After they left, Shi Yan breathed lightly and looked at Jiang Che with a slightly aggrieved expression: "I just... I really didn't mean it."

"I didn't want to show anyone's face, and I didn't want to alienate anyone. I didn't plan to disown anyone from the beginning. I promised to stay here because I wanted to get along well. When I left so decisively, I was actually very selfish. ."

   "I don't want to see my mom cry all the time, she wasn't the type to cry."

   Jiang Che came over and hugged her, gently stroked her long hair: "I know."

   "Don't worry, take your time."

  In fact, people's reason is often unable to suppress the most real feelings in the heart.

   After all, she was only nineteen years old. Unless she really doesn't care about her relatives at all, it's impossible to be completely indifferent.

   It is not easy for her to be like this.

   If this kind of thing happened to other little girls of this age, it would be good if you don't resent your family for a lifetime, never get along and never forgive. How could she put all the responsibility on herself like she did.

   She would think about getting along well, and she probably felt that her mother was crying every now and then because of her selfish departure from home.

   She considers it her responsibility.

   hugged her for a while, then Jiang Che said, "I'm going to help you pack your luggage, can you look around?"

  Shi Yan said, "Let's clean up together."

   A lot of clothes were prepared in the cloakroom, but Shi Yan still hung up all the clothes Jiang Che had packed for her.

After    packed up, the two stood on the balcony for a while before going downstairs.

   Jiang Che went downstairs and left.

   In the living room of the main building of Su's house, Su Wan brought out refreshments and cut fruits.

  Su Mu has something to do, so Su Wan and Su Yunzhi are at home.

   "Jiang Wu Ye is gone?" Su Yunzhi put a plate of pastries in front of Shi Yan, "This is the pastry I made with your mother this morning, you can try it."

   "Thank you Auntie, you can call him Jiang Che directly." Shi Yan said with a smile.

   "He has something to do, so he left first."

   (end of this chapter)